It's hard to grasp. You can understand it, get real close to it one day then lose it on other days.
It's complicated.
But I decided to let it swim away. Swim, fishy, swim.
Till today, I still don't understand why I find it so attractive. I even created a new category/species of fish for it because it just didn't seem to fit into the other existing categories.
Give me time. I believe I'll get over it soon. Swim, fishy, swim.
