I gotta visit my grandmother today because she just got discharged from the hospital. She's diagnosed with cancer and has got only 3 months to live (from what I heard).
I don't know why but I don't really feel VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SAD. I feel bad for saying this but seriously, I don't feel very sad. I guess it's because we're not that close. I feel guilty but I don't know what can I do. I'll just feel awkward seeing her and whenever she speaks to me in Teochew, I reply in a mixture of English+Mandarin+Hokkien. WHATEVER.
Random shoutout: I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU. HAHHAHAHAAH!!
