JTS STJ Orientation
I'm not really looking forward to MAD Orientation. Everything's gonna be so weird again. AARG.
JTS, STJ. How will they be like?
I think it'll be a little awkward because after all, we're not THAT close.
To me, bonding should come naturally. I prefer knowing someone through talking and not, games. That's me.
I find it a little awkward to go for parties, gatherings when you don't even know the people there well.
I prefer knowing someone well enough first, then go out together. If not, there'll be an awkward silence and both parties wouldn't enjoy that.
But oh well, I guess, I'll just try my best to be enthusiastic about it even though I'm clearly not.
Hazel just asked me why am I emo-ing again? HAHAH!!
Aiyer. I must emphasize, I'm unhappy because I feel like I've lost a FRIEND. A friend.
Yeah, a normal friend.
Wouldn't you feel sad if you were to have a two-line conversation with your bestie when you guys used to talk so much?
It's the same thing.
I think I should really really really start studying. SHUCKS MAN. My brain used to be functioning well but now, it seems dead. Maybe it's because I've been storing loads of redundant information in my head.
Just now, I was looking through the documents in my computer and I realized, I still have something that should not be inside.
I think I should just start studying by myself on Saturday.
Shucks, I'm really closing myself up. I'm like, shutting myself out from the outside world.
Why Why Why? Tell me why, ain't nothing but a heartbreak.. tell me why, ain't nothing but a mistake, tell me why I never wanna hear you say.. I Want It That Way
Maybe, I can ask Karin to study with me. Maybe, I don't even know if she'll be free or not.
Hazel will have training. Kelz too. Tin Wei -UNSURE.
I'll be ok studying alone but then, I thought if there're any who wants to keep me company or who needs company, HAHA, you can join me. I WON'T MIND. HAHAHA!!
I'm drinking coffee to keep myself awake. Stay awake Cheryl!! GO GO GO!!! :D
