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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Don't read this because it's just all random emo stuff.

Just a few days ago, I had this really weird dream.
I think I told Kelz only part of it, because the second part will just make things kinda awkward.
Though it was all in the past. I didn't really want to blog it down because I know there'll be people reading all this shit. But whatever. Since this is my blog.
OKKK.
In my dream, I owned some Famous Amos cookie machine. I could get as many cookies I wanted. Never ending supply, somehow. Then, somehow, weirdly, I was with him again. We went out together, as friends. He sent me home and thennn, for some reason, I just kissed him.
And I remembered the reason- because I didn't want things to end up like how it is now. Because I thought, it would mean, everything will just not, stop.

Imma retard~

But oh well. It was just a dream. I doubt if anything would've changed. But anyway, no use pondering about it. What's meant to be will be.

AND I MUST SAY I'M OVER THISSSSSSS.

MAF today.
At first, I thought I overdressed. -_-
Then I was praying for somebody to wear a gown or something.

Somehow, I feel like I did something kindaaaaa embarrassing? I totally shouldn't have sent that out. Sighs. So now what, I'm like some retard. Always a retard.

Don't care don't care don't care. I shall just give a "WHATEVERRRRR" clap to everything in my life.

Life will unfold- the way it should be.

I shall not try to interfere with nature. HAH. Ok, let's see if I can keep my promise to myself. I acted like a clown once and I shall do it no more.