Oh mannn~ That's so random but I know just the perfect gift. Eh shucks, but before this, I need to get myself prepared for promos first. If I were to do badly, I'll feel damn guilty, spending money on myself (Despite it being my birthday).
Sighs.
I don't know if I'm being too harsh on myself sometimes.
Bought a book today with my Borders' card. Damn it, I regret not doing BETTER for O levels.
As in, I did not regret slacking and cruising through the year BUT if I did better, I would have gotten a Borders card with a higher value then!! I would be able to get myself a few more books!
Books are like the only thing that can get me away from my laptop. I was so engrossed reading it, I totally dao-ed MSN.
Late for school today. I don't know, perhaps I'm used to being late already.. or maybe it's just me not wanting to go to school. I took quite some time to get myself prepared whereas my brother rushed out almost immediately knowing he'll be late. What I thought was : Since I'm late, it doesn't make any difference anyway. Even if I took a taxi down to school, I'll still be late so why not just chill and have a relaxing journey to school. I meant, WHY stress myself out when I'll be late anyway. But my brother's just different. And I guess, as he rushed out for school, he was probably pissed and maybe grumbled a little for waking up late?? (Since my mum's the "alarm clock".)
And that was it. The nagging started. But what.. I was the one who had to tolerate all those shit. BECAUSE my brother left home already and I was still in the room, packing my bag etc. etc.
I totally didn't say a word since I woke up. I just did everything as usual. But people were panicking for me. -_- My mum just kept saying "Next time, set your own alarm clock. Don't give me attitude... blah blah blah~" And I just kept quiet because I didn't want to start my day off being pissed/irritated. THEN. My granny said it to ME. She said the same thing as my mum but DIRECTED to me. And I just didn't like it. I mean, what the hell did I even do? I didn't grumble. I didn't stomp about the house. I didn't give any friggin attitude and I'm the one getting the nagging.
So I just said "I didn't even say a word since I woke up" and my aunt heard and sooooo, she told my granny "Don't talk too much to them. Let's just care about ourselves." SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I wanted to curse and swear. BECAUSEEE I didn't even say anything and it seems like now I'm the one with bad attitude for trying to defend myself. What the hell.
And because I've been forcing myself to stay in school till like 9 (??) these days, whenever I reach home, I'll be like damn tired. Then I'll just respond to their questions with a nod, shake my head orrrr maybe just "MM". And then they'll just think I ignored their questions.
Oh mannnnn. Whyyyy. I really am that tired. I just want to chill and not talk (since I already talked so much in school). And then again, my attitude will be deemed as "BAD".
Then, I'll take my time bathing and then what, that also, gets interrupted. After I bathe, I'll just switch on my laptop, put in my ear piece and what. I hear my granny's convo with my aunt about her video on the desktop not loading and she can't watch and then my aunt will say "It's because too many people are using laptops/computers at the same time." And that seriously makes me feel kinda bad. It's like, so it's because of me.........
Sighs. Ok, done with my rant. Today was purely chilling because I just couldn't take it anymore. My head felt like, exploding. We had some University talks during CT. Charis Liew and I got interrupted by some teacher, because we were sorta having our own convo during the talk. Some SUTD university teacher I guess? HAH. Can't wait for promos to end then we're gonna celebrate our birthdays together. Somehow, I think, people around us heard Charis's story. HAH! Damnn. I was totally covering my face because it was so embarrassing- whatever that came out from her mouth. HAHA!! Would have been better if only we were outside then I can just laugh out LOUD. What "Sexual University of Transmitted Diseases" (Don't know what other stupid ones we came up with.) Something about flashers and stuff.
Hilarious.
OK. I'm just gonna let myself unwinddddd today. Tomorrow shall be another day for studying.
It was raining today!! Pitterpatterpitterpatter and it was sooooo cooling when we left the classroom. If only it was that cooling everyday. Oh right, then I sorta walked about Marks and Spencer in Orchard ION (After getting my book) then I saw the price of their clothes. DAMN EX. And it's like what. MARKS AND SPENCER. They should just stick to selling biscuits and cereals.
AND YESSS. I remember. Dao-ing someone because the person called for "Cheryl". HAHA! Ever since that flea market incident, I decided not to respond unless I'm certain I'm the "Cheryl". IS IT THAT HARD TO CALL ME "CHERYL TAN SI RONG"?! HAHA!
But oops. The person who called for "Cheryl" was calling for me. :D
CRY ME A RIVER.
I'll probably watch Futuresex/Loveshow ALL OVER AGAIN. :D The dance, the songs. Justin Timberlake remains (HAHA) to be my favourite singer. :))
