Today's been a rather FAILLLLLL day because all I did? Lunched at Ajisen (satsfied my tofu craving) BUT I didn't get to eat Famous Amos.....
At Ajisen, I was like teaching my brother to do stupid stuff. We saw some toothpicks thrown into the suggestion box then I was like, errr.. "Let's give some suggestions too!" and I just yaknow.. threw in a toothpick. Then I was like looking for more things to throw inside but I thought of how childish this is.
I went into Challenger, saw the Macbook Air and I was abit, I don't know. I sorta threw a tantrum. HAHA!
It all started when I was telling my mum that I'm like more interested in having a Macbook Air as compared to the iPOD touch. Because it's way lighter than Macbook then I can bring it around more easily. My Macbook, I only bring it out when I have nothing else to carry because I find it heavy. SIANNNN. And all the crap about being more satisfied with what we have in our life.
My mum said something about "Wait till the contract renews..." And I just, "Huh? 10 years later?"
Aiya, me and my sarcasm. Sometimes, I really don't mean to. Then I felt really down after that because my mum just kinda, nagged nagged nagged..
I know I shouldn't have said whatever I did but sometimes, I just wish for things to be better.
Wish for things to be normal. Wish for myself to have a complete family. Wish for myself to be smarter. Wish for more money so that I can just spend without having to care. But I know. It's not possible. Live with life as it is.
But after a while, I was better...
All the irony.
Wanting to help my mum save money by not wanting to go for tuition, on the other hand, craving for Macbook Air when I have a Macbook.
While I was at home, I tried to converse in proper Mandarin. BUT I failed.
My mum usually sign up for those free gym classes with some card. Then I was saying "Huh?? Why do you have to go through all the trouble to call and book appointment and stuff.. Why not just go for the proper ones?"
"Because the fee for those proper membership ones is expensive."
"But isn't what you're doing now like 过街的老鼠? "
Then there as this, silence because apparently, my mum didn't understand what I was trying to say.
But mmm.. Sometimes I really don't know how to put things into words also. TSK. Soooo. Whatever. As long as I get what I was trying to say.
TEEHEE. Sometimes, I do think I'm an idiot.
