SIAN. (I don't know how many times I actually said this today)
Guess it's really tough when you have to live under someone else's roof and when you find out, that there're times when we all just do things differently.. and so conflicts arise.
Ever since we moved in to my grandparents' place, there have been quite a few times when the way my mum does her stuff differently from my grandparents. Then my brother complains about speakers (don't-know-what) and me, not wanting to actually get involved in all conflicts, try to be silent. And that ended up wrong too. -.-
Tell me what to do.
So just now, I was showering and when I came out, I just heard my granny and my aunt talking about like ever since we moved in, we don't communicate as much... then about the conflicts and stuff. Which is kinda sad. In the past, when I visit my grandparents once every week, I will actually still bother to greet them. But now, I don't feel like I even talk at home. I just shower, dry my hair then sit in front of my laptop. Pouring out whatever unhappiness bottled within me to my dearest blog. :o/
And now, my brother and my mum disappeared from home. I seriously have no clue as to what happened just now. Must there always be disharmony. . . . . And can someone just tell me what happened because I'm so lost.
My day didn't go very well because I just so, wasn't in the mood. Left immediately after performing... All the cigarette smoke around me made me feel even worse. Cigarettes suck BIG TIME because they just remind me of some stuff I don't want to be reminded of. Oh wells. The world doesn't revolve me.
I can just hope that things get better tomorrow.
