Had laughing fits with Rena in school again today. Oh, we were laughing at some Chemistry lecturer. Rena said he looked like a lizard. And I was saying how sad I feel for him. At least the Math lecturer can look like a Qi Yu Wu and act as his double, but this one can only play the double of a lizard - maybe Qi Yu Wu's lizard. Then we saw Barley boy and running boy. Oh, we have a slogan for him "Wherever you run to, we'll be behind you" And then, we started laughing at the Qi Yu Wu math lecturer again. We were saying how attractive he is. I remember I said some rubbish like "He's got that sexy bad boy smirk that sends girls' hearts fluttering" then what "His hair(greasy) flapping in the wind". Ahhh all the nonsense..
Anyway, watched Gnomeo and Juliet after school. The movie's damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeee. :)
"So where's the cute part?"
Everything. Because everything is SMALL. ^^
And not only that, there were gnomes which were smaller than SMALL. ^^
omgggggg... I wish I lived in their homes. Colourful, seemingly happy, small, fountains, flowers. . .
But well, right back to reality. *smack*
Gahh, something's disturbing me, like in my head.
I guess I've really been too cooped up in my own world of problems that I failed to care for others' feelings. But the thing is (sad to say), I really don't feel anything at all. Right now, I think I'm just an emotionless being floating about in school. I may know things but I choose to just ignore (which I know, can be wrong at some times) but for now, I just want to ignore everything that's bugging me and continue to laugh at random things in school. I'm sorry but this is me. I really need a breather. And well, it's not anyone's fault. No one's at fault (or well, if anyone is then it's gotta be me). I chose to do whatever I wanted to so well, just let things be yeah.
I apologize for my insensitivity. I guess time will make me better, more sane, more sensitive but right now, I really want to just want to ignore and "enjoy". Call it escapism, I just want to feel better for awhile.
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Saw Adelyne at Plaza Singapura todayyyyy. And it just occurred to me, all my close friends are as small as I am. ^^ No wonder we click. \m/
Just came back from buying dinner. HAHA! The uncles at the stall say I ke ai ehhhh. HAHAH! But I can't stand the way they try to.. like as if trying to act cute or what. I pointed to the egg and they were like "Orhh.. ni yao dan dan ah?" EEEEEYER~ And the tone they used on me was like. .. I don't know how to describe but eeek "dan dan" sounds weird.
Send shivers down my spine.
Alright. I'm going to have dinner then copy Time Tunnel.
