Dance Night 2011

is finally over.

*emo Backstreet Boys song playing in the background*

Ok, actually. I'm not really emo about this. Probably will feel quite sian when during those other school events because ~no more performances~ for us. But well.....

How fast huh.

Looking back at Dance Night 2010. So many things have happened and changed. Interesting.

Like while I was standing up there, watching people crowding on the stage, I spotted a few familiar faces but for some reason.... I felt that,asking them to take aphoto together would be kinda awkward. So wellllll. I just stayed up there with the security. It was fun and less crowded up there anyway.

So yesterdayyyy, Xuan Ler bought me Koi but I don't know what we were doing then the Koi just dropped onto the floor and everything spilled out. -.-

And I haven't even poked the straw in it. zzz *Wasted*

It was chaotic on the stage. Random people crashed my photos -.- HAHAHA! That one was hilarious because I didn't even know him and I was like "Ehhh. Who are you?!" then he just "Aiya, all together". -.- I don't know who to tag in the photos becauseI don't even know some people. zzz

So well, that concludes Dance night 2011.

It's time. to. study.

ohfreak. The Shanghai trip. I haven't finishedpacking.

Some photos from Dance Night 2011:

Thanks Shuting Yow. Now I have two photos with the lightings guy.

Thanks for clearing up the Koi, Melvingoh~

Yume. You're up on the colourfulwonderfullife~

Yay. Another photo with the lightings guy.

Thanks TayJiahe~ ^^

Yvonne said I should stop sticking out my tongue. And oh, thanks for the note and sweets. :)

And my friends who came down on the first night:

Shall edit or update again at night. I'm uploading almost everything from Facebook -.-

Dance Night 2011 - Day 1

ONE MORE DAY.

I shall upload the photos after tomorrow's performance.

Today was really good. :)

Vinus, Nissa, Sunthari, Minxin, Tianhui, Kellee, Karin, Jiwon, Megumi, Tin Wei.

Thanks a lottttttt for being there tonight. Love you guys. <3

And also, Charis, Jingrong, Rena etc. all those who came down to watch. Like the seniors~~ And Junan who wrote those sweet messages (damn niceeeee of you). HAHA!

After the night performance, we had like some short gathering at Xinwang cafe.

Today was just, really fun. Duhhhh~ With all the people I love and care for so much. :)

I hope tomorrow will be just as nice. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. :) Shall camwhore more tomorrow. ^^

What am I to do now?

Too exciting for my own good.

I don't know how to put this but in summary, my life's getting a bit too "exciting".

First came the down. Then an up. And now, all the way down. But it'll probably come up again (probably) since I'm going to face the problem later on.

Just when I thought things were probably going fine, this had to happen.

I'm freaking fragile and weak. I hope I don't cry later on.

I went to bed at like, maybe around 2am?

Then it wasn't good sleep either. :( Woke up at like 8 plus in the morning --> I don't even know why I woke up that early. I was too disturbed by everything that happened last night and I just couldn't stop thinking about it. :( I was awake but I didn't want to. I wouldn't know what to do if I were awake. What, sit there and continue to think? I don't knowwwwwww. :(((((

Can things just go right for once. Can people just be serious and stop treating me like an idiot.

I don't like this. :(

Bless me.

// Dance Night tomorrow. Then soon, I'll be in Shanghai. Then BT2.

Everything's moving kinda fast.

I really need to be in pace with my life. zzz

Be Yourself

Be Yourself day means sleeping at home till 12.

I wanted to go to school but then, I couldn't decide on what to wear since what, we cannot wear singlets (and someone told me tank tops included), cannot wear shorts.. etc.

So many restrictions.

I don't like.

And therefore, I decided to not go.

Feels like it's been quite some time since I last updated. zzz

Probably going to meet Weiqing at Dhoby Ghaut later on and then, dance prac at 5pm.

I can't wait to start studying. I can't wait to be forced to do only studying. hah.

I like life now.

although my studies are like ~

But at least, I somehow don't feel upset~

I have people around me who can make me laugh, smile, whatever that makes me happier.

Watched Paul today after tuition.

School tomorrow~

Hope it wouldn't suck.

Time to chillax and maybe do a bit more of Time Tunnel so that I wouldn't have to rush as much.

WAS pissed off

But I realized I shouldn't let something as trivial ruin my whole day.

Tomorrow will be even better. Kept busy from 9 to 10.

Anyway, today ended well~

Watched Rumours. Went for dance. Watched probably 5 mins of basketball -.- then cabbed back for dance.

Can't think of much to blog about. Nothing really significant.

Had a damn sucky morning --> That's what's insignificant. The rest of the day went well.

Shall go to bed now. :)

Angsty.

"WHATEVER~ I DON'T CARE!" exclaimed Cheryl.

Like, over twenty times today.

//

So today, we tried out in whatever we're supposedly wearing for Dance Night....

hm. I need to get another tank top.

Ahh, don't feel like blogging much today.

Angsty

*roar roar* --> Lol, I don't know what's with me and MSN language. I've been like saying stuff like "wink wink", "zzz", "LOL@XXX" etc. I think I'm becoming more retarded with each passing day.

Happy Vesak Day

Joke. It wasn't really a very very very very good day actually. Passable.

Firstly, I was like. bored. to. death. At home.

Then the weather was damnnnnn warm. -.-

And I saw HC people at Orchard... Then tuition with Amanda. The good thing about today's that tuition was only 1 hour. TEEHEE ^^

But make-up next lesson. So next lesson - 2 hours. Damn~

Schoooool tomorrow. Sucksanbfoajfnaosuf.

Anyway, just when I'm feeling a little richer, I think I'm going to be broke again. -.-

EZ link, more dance stuff, class fund etc.

Sucks.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be better.

Monday's over.

Need a nap.

School ended at 1pm. Hurray to short school day.

Showered in school today, during PE. ^^ Refreshing~

And no school tomorrow~~

Even better. Since Tuesday's my longest schoolday.

Stayed at Coffeebean for like 3 hours? after school then came back home.... I want to take a nap then wake up just in time for dinner. :)

The house's empty now~

Camwhore. HAHAHA! Need some fun in my life~

I like the dark grey walls. ^^

**Warning: Photos may be a little retarded so~ you're warned. Hah.

This was a room until they knocked off the walls and replace them with those sliding doors.

Sometimes, I'll study at the dining table but thennnnn... a bit too distracting with all the food.

(I didn't capture the whole table actually~)

Shall go shower now~

Then sleep. :)

blah blah blah.

BACKKKKK HOMMMMEEEE.

Omg. I don't know why but I don't feel tired. Maybe it's the mocha frappe.

Mocha frappe plus free flow bread = dinner for me okkkk. @$3.25 because of some Happy Hour promotion.

Lunch was just like.. erm. Iced milo. Had an early dinner at like 6pm.

I just wanted to come home, lax, use macbook but my grandma just had to tell my mum I didn't use the hairdryer to dry my hair and so. Got nagged at again.

Ahh whatever.

Too tired to argue. Just shut up and accept.

Kinda settled whatever I'm going to wear for dance night already so it isn't too bad.

Hm. Can't decide if I should buy the shoes.

Hoooooow? :(

I feel like going shopping alone tomorrow.

Perhaps. See how first.

I feel like I haven't studied for quite a long time.

Blogger unavailable yesterdayyyyy :(

How now.

ommmmmmg. I feel like ending my life.

Living expenses = too highhhhhhhh.
I don't know how I'm going to pay for all this shit. ommmmg. seriouslyyyyy.

I'm going to write down whatever I'm supposed to pay and whatever I've already paid.

Actually, I wouldn't end my life.

But. uuuuuuurg. I really don't know what to doooooooooo.

Starve myself? Still insufficient to pay for whatever I'm supposed to pay.

And I don't know how to tell my mum about all these payments.

How now. :(

Depressed.

and I'm having a pimple outbreak. Like damn bad. I really omg. Let me dieeeeeee.

Wanted to take OCP out. Wrote down my name on the green forms already but I just couldn't contact my CT (AGAIN). Freakkkkking irritating.

So I just stayed at zen garden with Audrey. Then went up for Math and decided to just stay for the rest of today since we were gonna be out of school earlier to support Audrey's tennis match.

Then after, I met Amanda and we went to source for whatever clothes that's needed for DanceNight.

SIGHS.

I'm not going to school tomorrow. :(

Shall watch some MVs to make myself happier~

** I like Lady Gaga's bodyyyyyyyyyy~~~

Blah blah blah.

I FINALLY FINISHED THAT GEOGRAPHY ESSAY.

Seriously. Queen of procrastination.

Anyway, today wasn't too bad. Gotta wake up wayyyy earlier for school tomorrow. ZZZ

And I'm oweing a lot of money. :o/

Sighs.

After dance prac, Amanda and I went to have dinner then we sat at Yoshinaya and I forced myself to finish that one essay I've been keeping for don't know how long.

Watched a bit of VB finals today then went off for dance.

Time to go Dance night shopping.

But I have no money so I have no idea how I'm going to get what I need.

So yeah, today was just discussing about what we're supposed to wear etc. Then someone suggested wearing leather ok~ And I don't know why but I said something (which come to think of it, I think it sounded stupid.) I said... "LEATHER?! I don't want to look/feel like a cow?!

On a random note,

Forcing myself to drink moreeeeee water now.

Shall go tumblr or something now. Goodnight. Waiting for my hair to dryyyy~

So where shall we go~

Same thing~ tuesday. Munshi. -.-

But today wasn't toooooo bad because I left school earlier.

Then I went to OC's Coffeebean and tried to study while waiting for Amanda.

Got a minor shock at OC. Shan't elaborate on that. It was quite stupid~

Erm.

Lunched at Plaza Singapura then went to Cathay to chillax for a while before going for tuition with Alston. We were early this time. ^^

Anyway, I was just searching for funny social experiments. This one's quite amusing. HAHA! Check out the various reactions males have towards buying tampons.

"Gosh can I buy toilet paper?" wthhhh. HAHAHAH!

Why do guys seem so embarrassed by tampons and pads........???

I wonder how will a guy react if an unused pad's thrown to him~ Scream?

Hm. *Experiment* HAHAHA! ^^

The weather's been really bad. Toooooo warm. I hate warm days. zzz

Rained for a short while today though.

I kept sighing in school today and just minutes before they gave out that Timed Assignment for Econs, I don't know why but I went like "Sighs. Tell me what is life..." then HAHAH! People who were sitting in front of me turned back and were like o.o

HAHA~

Ahh wells, gotta reach school earlier tomorrow. Goodnight~

Beep.

I read/watched somewhere that people who study in sunlight get better grades. I was so proud of my finding, I told Fiona and Amanda while we were studying in RUA today. HAHA!

But they laugheddddd at me.

"You think you plant arh?!"

and they said that in unison somemore.

HAHAH!

Nothing really interesting happened today. Got chased out of Ion's Coffeebean.

Ok, not really chased out~ but well, "studying's not allowed here~~"

So well, back to our good ol' OC. -.-

Need to control my spending already. I don't know why but omgggg.. I've been paying for quite a lot of stuff and I really don't dare to ask for any more money.

I waited till like 10 plus so that I can have dinner at home instead of spending money outside. -.-

Tired. I think I'm going to ignore that Geography essay thing and the testimonial for now.

I want to sleep. :o/

Night night.

How to get over a crush who doesn't like you.

LOL.

I think this is relevant to quite a lot of people.

**Chanced upon it on a friend's blog.

Emo friend. :o/

Conforming to gender roles

Oh yeahhh. Yesterday, I was watching this and I remembered something I once thought about.

There's this particular level at Plaza Singapura where they have something similar and HAHAHA! I remember standing there, waiting to see if anyone goes through the "wrong" space.

At Plaza Singapura, they have this pathway leading up to the toilets and on the left was male, on the right, female. Just like in this video, both the males and females would end up going to the same space. At Plaza Singapura, it's also like that. It's just that instead of doors, they're just sorta like "gaps". Ahh.. I don't know how to explain. So yeah, and I noticed women really walk through that space with the "ladies" and men walk through that space with the "gents" sign. It's quite amusing because after walking through that space, they end up in the same area. Since then, I'll always walk in through the "gents"~

Anyway, today was really boring. I fell asleep in the afternoon. -.-

zzz

Watching Just For Laughs now. :)

Alright. Goodnight~

If you're a party freak then step on the floor.

Dance the night away~

Live your life and stay young on the floor~

Ommmmmg. Yvonne, Rena and I were totally waiting for songs like "On The Floor" and "Tonight" then we can just get highhhhhhh~ Hahhh...

But well, it wasn't too badddddd.

The food was quite nice.

Though the dancing could have been longer.

Oh wells. Not too bad. Tuition tomorrow.

Tom gave me an unexpected visit. zzz And I had to buy one pack of pads (Actually, I think my one emergency pad was already enough) --> But I bought a pack, just in case.

Anyway, just now at the fac outing, there were like cushions on the floor.

Then, there was this one cushion which was on top of a plate of food. ON TOP. So, in other words, stained. And yuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk *high pitched yuck*

Someone took that cushion and hugged it and ommmmg. Then I was damn worried because I knew people would start throwing cushions and I don't want to get hit by one of those.... :S

Alrightttt. Night~

Anywayyyy, I freaking love this remix. Hahhh. :)

Friday.

Ended at 1pm~ Ok, earlier than that actually.

Today seemed pretty short. I slept at like 1 plus in the morning? Went to school and still looked amazingly energetic. :)

Today was like full-day shopping?

Chan and I went to Ion for lunch then FEP to shop --> I didn't buy anything~ :)

I bought only like food and sweets. Tried on this bikini top but it looked rather weird. Maybe because I was trying it on with the HC skirt. :S

So well, I didn't buy it in the end.

ALMOST. Wanted to buy a pair of shoes that cost 100 plus. I liked it~~~~~ But I decided to not spend. *Control*

After shopping at FEP, we went to Plaza Singapura, wanting to find some place to just sit down and relax... but we couldn't find any place so we just went to Dhoby Xchange for dinner.

At Just Acia, there was this group of adults. They looked like adults.....

but there were like two women? Who had reallllllllllllly squeaky voices.

I was quite :S because she spoke in this, kinda......... fake voice and she asked the person to take order in that. voice. and I just looked and Amanda and went "omgggg~"

Then I remembered people always saying how my voice is quite squeaky and I just. HAHA! *Self-conscious* "Omg.. please tell me I don't sound like that"

But Amanda said I don't. So *phew~ thank God~*

The way she acted was also...... it was as though she was trying to act like a kid~ (Don't know if she's really THAT naturally childish or what~)

And sometimes, her voice can actually go back to normal~ pitch.

So well, it was just kinda fake.

Then after, back to Plaza Singapura to buy paper.

And then. Walked all the way back to ION to checkon some stuff. ommmmmmmg~

My legs were like :S And the weather was really warm. ZZZ

Had fun playing with that Jellybean "machine" thing at The Cocoa Trees. :)

And I bought this GIGANTIC bulldog clip from Smiggle. Yayyyy~ Smiggle ftw. It's a happy place to be in because everything's like cute and colourful--> That is, if you have enough money to spend...... but most of the stuff are quite affordable.

*I bought the purple one*

Anyway, we laughed a lot while shopping because we saw a lot of funny outfits. Like, there was this top which sorta had "cut-outs" of leaves and so, the leaves are sorta flapping when you wear that top. It looked really ridiculous.

Then also, this crow scared us on the streets of Orchard.

Normally, we see birds like these:

But today, we saw this:

It was standing in the middle of Orchard Road.. somewhere in front of Mandarin Gallery I think?

and we were like "omggggg... that looks like a vulture" and I said something like "ommmmg. Angry bird~" Then it flew in our direction and I screamed. zzz

I'm quite scared of birds. HAHA! I screamed and sorta bent down low I think and Amanda did the same because she got a shock. HAHAHA! Then everyone else walking past was like o.o???

ZZZZZZZ

Athena fac outing tomorrow~

I was so tired, I showered while sitting down. HAHA!

Alright. Goodnight~

Good luck to whoever's taking SATS tomorrow.

Every cloud has a silver lining

bullshit~

Hahhh.

Anyway, I survived today. ^^

Ok, half of today.

Salt run ended at about 9pm? then after, Amanda and I went for dinner.

We had some honey glazed ribs at Cafe Cartel. :) Niceee~

And we stayed there till like 10.40pm?

Anyway, the bus 174 we boarded had this rather rude bus driver.

I forgot my card had close to zero value in it and I tried to use it but well, failed~ So I had to use coins..

Then this driver just had to say "Aiya, next time, if you know you have no money in your card then don't use. Why so stupid?"

ommmg.

What the hell. No one calls me stupid, except for myself ok~

Tsk. *Annoyed*

Well, home now. I still have undone tutorials. zzz

Going shopping with Chan tomorrow --> I'm not going to buy stuff. HAHAH! Just window shopping for me. *I hope*

Alright~ Goodnighttt.

Forcing myself to drink a lottttt of water right now. :(

:(

My throats hurts. :(

Staying in school till 10pm today.

Bleah.

I was in a rather good mood until I saw something.

Seriously~

*Irritated yo~*

Ahh. whatever. Ignore.

Tired. Today was really not too bad. I was sooooo damn excited about my new stapler, I looked for things to stapler. HAHA! And I "un-binded" my geog notes (ok, because they were irritating me. Like the first page is always stuck and I don't like it~) then yay. A chance to use my stapler. HEEHEE.

HAHAHA! *retarded*

Hm. Salt run tommorow. Long enough day~

Anyway, I let out a scream by accident during today's CT session.

Because we were playing some game on Rena's phone then woahh. too exciting.

But I didn't think I was that loud until like, the rows in front of me turned back... HAHA! Ohh wells.

After dance prac..... went to shop for a while with Yow (but I didn't buy anything then~) at Cineleisure. I like this pair of shoes!!!! It's like 238 dollars?

I wannnnnnt. *Control*

But anyway, I bought a top today. ^^ It's amazing. As in, I don't know why I still have spare cash left after paying whatever school-related funds and eating. I think it's because I've been spending little on food. Sometimes, I eat just what, an egg?

Hmmm.

Alright. Today's nice enough. :) Althoughhhh, I wasn't in a very good mood this morning --> Maybe because I was thinking about SPA.

And yes. I forgot to mention. I spilled some solution onto the floor and also, myself.

My paper was like some artwork with "paint splashes". zzz

And I really didn't know what to do because I was still calculating and answering the questions.. I didn't know if I should clear up the mess first or what. But anyway, I just ignored whatever that spilled and continued to do the worksheet. Now my NIKE's got stained. SIANZ. I was so irritated by it I just kept. #%&%$@!*

Sighhhhhhs.

Goodnight. :)

Tuesday.

I had nightmare yesterdayyyy. :(

and it was damn bad. Like there were killings. I was the few surviving and that sucks because I had to witness people dying. :((((

I was so scared I squeezed myself to the corner of my bed and really wrapped myself up because everytime I closed my eyes, the nightmare continued and ommmmmg. I don't like blood and violence. :S

Munshi with Amanda and Alston today.

Again, I almost fell asleep.

HAHA!

Before that, Amanda and I went to Provence for lunch. (their iced mocha sucks.)

Had bacon egg~ Yay~~

Then went to the supermarket at Ion~

and sighs. I feel like shopping~

I see 50 percent off almost everywhere. But. SIGHS. *Self-control*

Anyway, there's this new shop in Plaza Singapura and it's called Smiggle.

It's so colourfullllllll~ :D

And. I bought a stapler. I'm so going to stapler a lot of my worksheets from now on~

I feel good owning a stapler because I hate borrowing --> It's like, if you need to use it a few times then like, quite paiseh.

Yes. And so. I love my new stapler~ Heeheee.

It's not like those normal boring kinds of stapler ok~

And it's not childish too. It's Cool with a capital C. ^^ So loving this.

After Munshi, Amanda and I ate (again) at Cathay's Ya Kun.

Then after a while later, we just went home~

Quite a few funny incidents today actually. Hahh.

I think the m&ms one was quite funny --> I tried throwing this pack of m&ms to Jabe-z but ended up hitting Kwang Yu's face (because I threw the pack facing front and didn't even know where I was throwing to). Hahh.

Then after school also. But that one, I shan't elaborate. Quite hard to explain~

Alright. Hopefully tomorrow will go fine. Goodnight.

*Survived Tuesday*

Labour Day.

Monday's over~

zzz

School day tomorrow. :o/

Don't know why but I haven't been in the best of mood. Had dinner at Sakae Sushi just now and there were like kids sitting behind me. omggg. Noisy ttm.

I was quite irritated somehow. Normally, I wouldn't be. Just today, it seems.

Didn't eat a lot.

Munshi again tomorrow. sianttm.

As long as it's related to school, I have only one thing to say. "Sian"

You should totally hear the number of times I say the S word in school and the number of times I sigh.

Shall stop camwhoring. Today was just another boring day.

Anyway, I think stripes really make people look fatter than their normal self (I'm not saying I'm fat~ hah, just looks fatter than I actually am).

Perfect.

*Not emoing*

I just thought this describes me very accurately.

"But the more I think about it, the less I care due to wanting to preserve my own sanity."

Especially this part.

This is why Tumblr's good. I can never find the right words to explain how I feel.

So I end up updating merely on what's going on in my daily life on Blogger, but not exactly how I feel towards certain things.

Complex enough individual.

Yesterday, I dreamt I was playing with bubbles. Nice.

Hm. Wonder what's gonna happen later on in the day. Don't know if I'll leave the house.. zz

Sunday.

omg.

Karin just called me to tell me about the death of a school teacher. Although she never taught my class but we knew her and ommmg.. this is really sudden.

I don't know what to say... I guess I can't feel what Kristine's feeling since I don't know the teacher personally but.. I really feel like. Like life's really too unpredictable. It's kinda scary.

//

ommmmg. I just gave myself another shock. and everyone else too.

-.-

Some royal jelly essence mask.

Anti-aging~

Just came back from Starbucks. Met Amanda after tuition..

Today passed kinda quickly. Nothing really interesting happened. The day was quite boring. *yawns*

This time, there's really no school on Monday. Goodnight.

**Today's Google doodle's nice too. :)