It was like this, I was at some classmate's birthday party or something. Or maybe it was mine. I'm not quite sure.
But what I remembered was that. I was FREAKING. OLD.
Grey hair. And just maybe 20 strands of grey hair? Haggard-looking.
omg. >< It was terrible. I felt like hiding myself in some cave where I didn't have to see anyone anymore. But I had to be present at that birthday party in my nightmare. omgggggggggggggg. :( I think I really fear getting old.
The first thing I did when I woke up was to touch my head to see if my hair's still there. At that time, I didn't even care if my fringe was screwed by that 10 dollar haircut (which I went for on impulse because the weather was as warm that day). I just wanted more than that 20 strands of hair.
Everytime I see old people outside, and I look at some of the stuff they wear. Some will wear colours which are so contrasting and bright, which I hope I wouldn't end up wearing. Like, purple top and lime green pants. I don't want to dress like that.
And some will wear tops and bottoms of the same colour. oh myyyyyyyy.. I don't want to be like that next time. (Not that it's bad, some old people look ok with it. Or maybe I'm just used to seeing them wear like that.)
I read somewhere that dress sense is inversely proportional to age. When age increases, your dress sense will just suck more.
I know ageing is inevitable but omg, I hope my children will remind me of my dress sense next time. I mean, imagine if there's someone like the current me and she will be like "omg. Look at that old lady, I don't want to dress like her next time." Woah fml.
I don't like growing old but actually, I feel older than quite a lot of people I see outside. You know you're old when you can call someone a kid.
Like wth, all those kids having nothing to do, running about and playing when I'm just freaking studying my life away. That's when I feel old. I'm studying and using my brain whereas they are not.
Today's weather suck. It was tooooooooooo hot. And Tom made it worse.
But nevermind, I finally ticked something off my to-do list for today. :) On to the next few things after showering and lunch.
WEEEEEKENDS.
hahahahahaah. Allstar Weekend~~ Zach Porter ^^
** GO WATCH JOHNNY ENGLISH IF YOU HAVEN'T**
Watched it yesterday with Kelz and it was hilarious. HAHA! Sitting at the 3rd row from the screen was worth it all. :)
