There is a vamp waiting to be let out. Just saw that at the bus stop~
Anyway, I'm freaking tired now. After 6 hours of paper, I went out for lunch/dinner with JR at Manhattan Fish Market. Then after, we window shopped~ I know what I want to buy already. ^^
This morning started off quite badly for me. It was drizzling and I had no umbrella (threw it away last rainy Saturday -.-). So I just walked in the rain.. got onto bus 855 and I MISSED THE BUS STOP for school. wth lah. I just cursed on the bus because I felt so irritated. There was this HC guy on the bus as well and omg, like, did he not know that we were supposed to alight at that bus stop. (Ok, he looked like he didn't know or probably his first time taking bus 855 but yeah, I was just irritated because exams are already not something FUN to look forward to and all these additional shit just have to happen. When they could have been prevented. I was reading some stuff on the bus and when I pressed the bell, the bus JUST passed the bus stop.)
Oh wells. So I just walked to school from some Bible College area. Thank God, I thought I was going to end up at Macritchie or what since 855 goes there.
Wrote a few swear words on the math question paper because I was pissed with myself for not remembering stuff that should already be in my head by now. But whatever, it's over~
There was this girl on my left who poured herself this cup of hot tea/water/I-don't-know-what just before the paper started. It was SO hot you could still see the steam. Amusing.
Initially, I thought I was not going to sit for the geography paper because I really didn't know how to study this time round. Like.. I read through some of the stuff, understood the readings which made sense but the summarized points just kinda not make sense and everything was so messy, it got on my nerves.
I went out to study yesterday and oh my.. I actually cried lah. HAHAHA! It was embarrassing because I went out alone, hoping that there will not be anyone for me to talk to and I will have no choice but to study Geography. I flipped through the notes and tried to link the points together but some parts.. I don't know how to explain, maybe it's just me (but there are people who said the same thing about the messy notes too~). Ok anyway, I just tried to absorb as much as I could but I felt myself feeling stressed out and so frustrated with the Geography notes I just started tearing. LOL
After I came back from my ~toilet break~, I felt so stressed, I didn't even feel sane. And I almost walked to someone else's table. -.- So I ordered some tomato soup and spammed myself with songs like errr.. "Baby", "Hold on Till the Night" err.. just all those that can possibly make me feel better.
And seeing people window shopping etc just made it worse. Like some lady whom I saw shopping at Diane Von Furstenberg and later at wherever I was studying at.
+++ the few other JC people who are just mugging their asses out as well.
Still, there was geography to read. So I just met up with Megz and tried to get some help. :/
Yeah, so... it was stupid. I hate stressing myself out over study stuff but I really didn't know how to study for Geography. And I just didn't want to do tooooooo badly for math again this time round.
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WELL, since I took the paper in the end~ Shall just wait for the results.
So today, I saw this thing outside Cineleisure (the initial plan with JR was to catch a movie) about some Halloween thing. JR and I were looking at it then some funny old dude tried to scare me from behind. I didn't scream though ^^
At 313, the metal thing containing toilet paper fell and hit my face while I was trying to see why I can't get the toilet paper out of it. >< Sian.
Probably will go out to study tomorrow. Probably~
damn tired. Shall go eat something then just relax for tonight. :)
