BLUEEEEE!

OMMMMMMMG! I JUST REALIZED I KNOW BLUE. I KNOW THEIR SONGS.
AND THEY WERE AT ION ORCHARD. OMMMMMMGGGGGG!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!

What was I thinking?!?!?!?!?!??! HOW CAN I NOT KNOW BLUE.

One Love for the Mother's Pride
One Love for the times we cried
One Love, gotta stay alive
I will survive...

Omg. Another reason for me to scream. BLUE IN TOWN. uuuuuuuuurg

Listening to songs by 90's boybands again. ommmmmmmg. ><

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I don't know if I should say "this is a disaster" or "wow. I've got good taste because it's now getting notes on the net."
omggggggggggggggggggg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm freaking tearing. WHY IS IT EVERYWHERE AND OMMMMMMMMMMMG. Please don't let it be common. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! :'(

oh damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn. ><
Anyway, geog consult tomorrow and tuition on Wednesday. hip hip hurray.

It's raining and Elvis Presley's Love Me Tender is playing in the background, emo mood......
lol what an abrupt transition to Eminem's "The Real Slim Shady".
ok byeee.

Dirty pretty things.

Don't know if I have consult tomorrow. whhoooooooooooooooo~ life.

I've been listening to Maroon 5 for the entire day. :)

Ok. "Mother Earth" just replied. That's my physical geog tutor.

Consult on tuesday. wth... then I have nothing on tomorrow.....

The battle's almost won and we're several miles from the sun~

LOL

Ok. This is lame but. I guess I will still blog if I feel like it because right now, I'm just "blogging" in Words document. Which is still the same, except it's not published. -.-
So I will just not be on MSN. And er, I guess whatever social networking sites. HAHAHA!

Here's what I just typed on Words doc.

Though we gotta say goodbye for the summer


Baby, I promise you this


I'll send you all my love


Every day in a letter

Sealed with a kiss

"Sealed it with a kiss" by Bobby Vinton.

Oldies.... hahhahahah

Saturday = tuition day. Then after, I met Kelz to get my stuff then studied at Mac’s for awhile. I almost embarrassed myself. There was this sign which showed that there was a kid’s birthday party at 4pm. Because we were looking for seats just then, I wanted to go up to check if there were seats available then Kelz suddenly pointed to the sign or something and I just ran out of the area. LOL I thought I entered the kids’ birthday party zone when the party was on.  But nahhhhh.. it was at 4pm.

Had dinner at Soup Spoon. Probably getting an iphone because my ipod’s kinda dying……. And the phone subscription plan was up. So. We’ll see how.

While at Soup Spoon, this song “Sealed with a kiss” played and I hummed to it as if I know the song and my mum was like surprised because I guess the song was too old for me. But it’s nice, and cheesy. LOL

OH! I saw something that was quite amusing when I was at the supermarket. This little boy was singing Baby when it played and his mum gave him a STARE ok. LOL She was like “TSK!” like… omg? What the hell was that for??? -.- I told my mum about it and she said it's because only ignorant young girls like me like Baby. LOL But she liked it for a period of time too. HAHA!


I was reading Simply Her just now (because my mum subscribed to it and got a coffee machine worth 200 plus or something and many other healthcare products) and omggg I didn't know that males hosts are actually so in? LOL
Some provide sex service >< So there was this survey on to get people's opinions. According to what I've read, most females look for hosts (most of these men are foreigners because from what I've read, "it's hard to find Singaporean men who are 1.8m, good-looking and can sing well") because they seek companionship and that emotional connection..... so, it's not necessarily sex.
But if the hosts agree, they actually can..... but isn't that kinda like.. I don't know, male prostitution?
IDK lah but I don't really like the idea of paying for this "boyfriend effect".
There was this one woman who frequents a host bar while her husband is away at work overseas. :/ I think it's kinda sad...
She doesn't think there's anything wrong and she doesn't tell her husband about it because she doesn't see the need to. She went out on dates with some host before but she didn't tell him that she was married. I don't knowwww... doesn't that sound wrong?! :/
I'll be heartbroken if I were her husband, or maybe her husband's having flings over at the other side of the world but still I think.... Honesty and communication is really important in a marriage. lol
OK. HAHAHAH! I'm not married. Who cares.

Ok! I'm going back to listening to random songs in itunes.
Shuffled the playlist on my blog! ^^


**lol. stop whatever you're doing because it's kinda irritating. And lol, sorry... not interested.**

Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye

So I went back to school for math consult today. Not too bad.

One hour plus in school and I'm back home. Thank God it didn't rain when I was walking home. Couldn't decide between going to town and going home. And seriously, I'm damn paranoid after yesterday's "flood" incident. >< And not like I can check when I'm by myself so, zz But I made it safely through the day. :D

But if you need me to be online, er then just tell me. LOL Just saying.

Doubt if there's a need though.

HAPPY DRAWING BENZENE RINGS!!

Honesty

I can always find someone

to say they sympathize.

If I wear my heart out on my sleeve.

But I don't want some pretty face

to tell me pretty lies.

All I want is someone to believe.

Honesty is such a lonely word.

Everyone is so untrue.

Honesty is hardly ever heard.

And mostly what I need from you.

So, this song was stuck in my head in the morning.
And it came back in the afternoon when I was in studying in Ion, as it played in the background.
What a random find in my playlist. But not bad a find.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

:'( CHERYYYYL TANNNN!!!


feeling very very very very very very very very very awful. :/

While having dinner, I remembered my conversation with Kelz about boys being buff. lol
Come to think of it, it's really scary. eeek. Buff boys. ><
An ideal would be like.................................

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Not liking this.

What did I do.................... :/ uuurgasasndpasfhqw0u

I'm just giving everyone at home the silent treatment now. Sighs. Uuurg.

But still, I want to thank Kelz for buying that bag that I wouldn't use from me.

It was like this, I went to New Look with the intention of just buying something above 50 then -25 and yay, done with using the voucher. But I saw something I liked and so, the -25 seemed so insignificant.

And together with what signing up of membership and they gave this free bag that I wouldn't use - Guess Kelz could see that I was disturbed by the fact that I spent so much today, so she helped my by buying that bag from me. Thank you friendddddd. <3

Then another thing. Tom came. What a bloody fine day.

Something happened and I don't know to call it unfortunate or fortunate.

The waves crashed onto the shores. If you get it.

Or erm... the river rose above it's banks.

yeah damn. That was the unfortunate thing.

The fortunate one was that I was wearing some floral skirt so, the colour was about the same LOL

But ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! It was quite a lot and so, I had to spend on buying underwear. -.-

I just needed ONE but Cotton On body sells 5 for 30 dollars and the material wasn't very good.

So I went to Isetan and there was only Triumph and Wacoal.

Bought the 3 for 15 dollars from Triumph. uuuuuuuuuurg. 15 DOLLARS FOR 3 PIECES, BUT I NEEDED JUST ONE. :(

Went to the toilet to change but there was no toilet paper. LIKE HOW GREAT WAS THAT MANNNNN.

Luckily I had my own pack of tissue.

Then well, Kelz and I just continued to study at Ion. I guess I'll just have to tell my mum that I'm buying my gift for myself in advance. :/ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I feel like screaming. :(

And on my way home, this frog just had to position itself there and I didn't dare to walk past it.

Stared at it for awhile then decided to take another route. SIGHS.

Sucks. ><

oh.

It's raining raining raining raining..

I can't go to town because it'll most probably be crowded.

Tomorrow.. should be meeting Kelz and I have to shop. LOL

Can't possibly let the 25 dollars off voucher go to waste~

Feeling kinda hungry. #boring day

LOLOLOLOL
#emo talk

oops. :x

I don't exactly have something against you.
But something about you makes me feel uncomfortable.
so. yup.

blah blah blah

I JUST FINISHED MY DINNER AND LUNCH.
IMPRESSIVE OR NOT.
yes, very.
uuurg. feeling damn uncomfortable. ><

I thought I was going to faint while on my way home because the only thing I ate was some noodles in school at about 11 plus? And the noodles weren't exactly appetizing (I don't really like my noodles dry) so I ate like probably 60 percent of it? I kept thinking about food on my way home and everybody on the bus seemed to have some packed food with them......
And my ipod played "One less lonely girl" just then. Knowing that there was food waiting for me at home made me feel less lonely. lol

Stayed in the reading room till 3pm then left for town and Megz was there too. :)

I must eat more. Don't want to lose any weight, don't want to be flatter..
Deepavali tomorrow. Which means, I most probably wouldn't be able to study outside since everybody will be out laxing and shopping. :/

8.33am

I finished a GP essay. AHHHHHHHHH ><
Damn. OK. I'm going to shower then cut my nails thennnnnn change thennnnnnnn go to school for GP consult. And math [MY CT FINALLY REPLIED THIS MORNING]

**Managed to fall asleep last night. :)**

okokokokokokokokokokokokok have a nice day~

Funny when you're dead how people start listening.

ALL THE TUTORS PLAYING HARD TO GET.

ONE REPLIED AFTER TWO DAYS.

I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO REPLY AFTER DEEPAVALI.

ANOTHER ONE NOT REPLYING. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW WHAT TIME TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. TELL ME. TELL ME. REPLY MY SMSES!

I tried something new at Coffeebean today but didn't quite like it - Chai Tea latte. Please remind me to never order it again. I drank perhaps, 1/5 of it? Regular size. zz

The man who sat beside me was Skyping his kids. Haven't used Skype for very long.... ohwells.

COUPLE TEE WITH HC BEAR LOL

FREAK I'VE GOT ONE EYE SWOLLEN? WHY?!

HOW TO GO TO SCHOOL LIKE THIS TOMORROW?! ><


‎'Eating too much broccoli can cause sexual dysfunction and mental retardation.' 


This must be very untrue. wth. HOW CAN IT BE.

You all have no idea so shut up.

I really hate it when you make it seem like everything's so easy for me.
"Just go ask for money."
"Just make a call and ask for blah blah blah"
Just do this, just do that. And you never thought of how awkward the situation could have been for me.
And I'm the one doing all these things.

I really wish I can erase this one part of my life but I know I cannot. It will be better if you people can stop reminding me of it because all these comments are remarks ain't being helpful.
It's always so easy to just make comments, you don't even know how I feel. Just because I kept quiet, it doesn't mean I'm very much ok with what you all suggest.
And if you all meant it as a joke, I'm sorry but I don't find it funny.
Seriously................ fuck..

Just came back from lunch with my brother.
I feel so mature, after talking to him about O level's, JC, poly and stuff like that.
Don't know leh, feel like I haven't interacted much with my brother so I asked him about his stuff in school and stuff. But avoided topics which can possibly make him feel uncomfortable - lol, like you know how adults always ask if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend that sort of stuff. I really hate it when they start asking and even doubt if I'm single. I'm very much single lah. Going to die single, is that a good enough reply or not. -.-
I feel like my brother matured a lot.
I mean, as compared to how immature and irritating he was a few years ago. I still remember those times when we'll be quarreling like everyday, bickering and fighting over stuff like who gets the tv remote control etc.
And just now, I was complaining about how invisible I felt to the people selling drinks at the coffeeshop because they never walked over to our side to take our orders. But I didn't want to walk over to the stall.
Then my brother actually offered to walk over to help me order. :) I was quite happy. HAHAH! Feel loved.

I don't exactly know what I can do to help my brother and I rarely engage in serious conversations with him. The stuff I do to him include laughing at him, throwing pillows at him.. ok, you get it. Nothing serious.

Hopefully, whatever I said to him today went into his head lah.
I really don't know how else to help. :/

ok HC Bear says byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Maybe so.

Knowing too much ain't good for me.



lol. Why was I even so happy.

++TOM stopped visiting for quite some time already. :/ When are you coming............ Please don't give me surprise visits.

Frosty the Snowman

I just kinda bought something on impulse today. Maybe not exactly impulse- impulse but I was quite disappointed after buying it. Thanks to the TV.
Media and its art of persuasion. *SIGHS*

Nevermind. I bought something right. I bought another lip care stick. LOL I don't know how many I bring to school. Almost bought the whole pack of lip smackers. ahhhhhhhhhhhh ><
I could have bought that instead of my impulse buy. zz

Hm. I don't know if this is an adult thing or what. I feel that some of the adults like to comment on very random events/photos etc. As in, we usually comment on a photo if we know the people in the photo but if there's a stranger/STRANGERS involved, you wouldn't exactly..... like/comment the photo right?
I don't know, but that's how I see it.
But anyway, yeah. My uncle and now my maid, will comment on random events. I find it quite amusing sometimes. HAHAHA!

So I had 3 hours of tuition this morning and I've been hearing people talk about Justin Bieber's Christmas song. Actually, it's not exactly nice- NICE. It's just................ok.................................

I like that photo booth thing in the mv! It's not like neoprints. Oh how I hate having to design neoprints.

And then the blues about it. [UPDATED]

I don't know what's up with today but it just sucks.
And right now, I can't find the card reader so I have no way of uploading any photos from the cam now.
h a t i n g t h i s .

Seriously, if only I have more stuff I can call my own. Then I would have known where I kept it. Or if I still cannot find it, then I can blame only myself.
As compared to searching for other people's stuff, not knowing where they kept it and having to wait.
I kinda hate waiting.

Feel like I'm brain dead for today. I tried studying but it just doesn't work.
Everything don't seem to make sense.
And what's with that stupid SPECIAL CT session at 8am. 8 AM. I almost didn't want to wake up for school, just wanted to do the "I'll just pretend that there's no school and sleep it off" way.
ok. I think I'm going to nap.

Will continue my post some other time. Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye.

P.S. I'M REALLY VERY IRRITATED BY THIS MAFIA WARS REQUESTS ON FACEBOOK. I STOPPED PLAYING THAT ALREADY. think I only played it for a day then stopped. lamegame.


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 ok, so I woke up at 8 plus and missed Ai totally. The last episode or something. *SIGHS*


Today is a really lame day. I brought camera when it's not even my grad night. Mine was yesterday but I didn't bring camera. I thought I was certain about my plans for today/tonight - that is to study outside of school then go back at about 9 to take photos.
Then, the possibility of having awkward moments hit me. It's not my grad night.
What am I even doing amongst the crowd. Holding a camera... I don't know lah. It just felt weird to me.
And I mean, everyone will be with their classmates etc. Then what.. I'll be walking around with the camera like a retard, looking for people to take pictures with? And what if the people I sorta arranged to take with, forgot all about it.... wouldn't that be awkward? It's like as if I'm inviting myself to take pictures with everyone else when it's not my grad night.


ahh.. I don't know man. I thought a lot while I was sitting by myself at Sixth Ave this morning-afternoon.
I really couldn't decide if I should go back to school.
If I didn't, then I really brought my cam out for ... er... nothing? for that 1 hour in the morning?
But at the same time, I really didn't know what to do.. sighs


I was so troubled by it. I wasn't even focused on studying whatever I brought out to study today.
I thought I was probably just hungry and I kept ordering stuff but I was still the same after eating/drinking.
In the end, I decided to just go home. I just didn't see the point in having to wait for that long..... waiting just to take pictures when maybe it's just me who wants to take the pictures. Doesn't really matter I guess. Ok, forget it. Any attempt to explanations seem to be making things worse. I can't seem to convey my message to everyone properly today so I should just........ shut up.

Some stupid macaroni soup + corn + and ham that was sour. #loner lunch

So I went home, showered and just took a nap. I think everyone was really tired after yesterday. lol and I said I was wide awake and very energetic.

I really was when I reached home at 12 plus, close to 1am this morning and I don't know if I actually slept. I only remember the tossing and turning.

OK. FINALLY. CLASS MONTAGE. :)

 GOODNIGHT end off with a

photo status from a few minutes ago:

moo moo moo moo

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! I don't know what I'm doing.

I've been setting the alarm at 8.30am these days but I always wake up at around 10?

So I went town in the afternoon, met ermmm Sun who's been going to OC (EWF) too. Saw TW and VK who were studying at Spinelli? but I just stayed at Coffeebean~ Like my usual place more.

errrrrrrr. After awhile of studying, I went over to look for Kelz and Daphne who were over at sixth avenue. I don't know what I was thinking. Daphne just reminds me of Holland Village and I took bus 77 from town and I had Holland Village as my destination in mind.

And I alighted at Holland Village. Then I realized I was supposed to be at Sixth avenue and not HV. -.-

Thank God the rain stopped when I reached there. :)

Studied for awhile with Daphne and Kelz then had dinner at Aston's.

961 took damn long. I waited for so long, maybe half an hour or even longer than that. Should be longer than that. I checked the board to see if there was even 961.

Don't know why but something was urging me to take any bus that will allow me to alight at HC. So I took er 852? Then alighted at HC bus stop and saw my classmate, Lee Wayne. LOL

After awhile, 961 came. So I guess I was right in trusting my feelings~ teeeeheeeeee. :))

Grad day tomorrow~

I think I'm just going to school for the talks then go off to study until 4pm.

sucks that we have to bring all the grad day stuff to school.

My mum gave me the :S look when I told her what I'm supposed to wear tomorrow. Like as if I want to lahhhhh! ><

ANYWAY. Reminder to not wear any colourful bras. Hope I remember tomorrow.

blah blah.

Getting out of bed is indeed a chore. The alarm clock went off at 8.30am but I went back to sleep till 10.
I don't know. I'm not tired. But I just don't want to be awake.
Because being awake means having to study, having to think, having to feel and urrg, I'm much better off being asleep.

 

Gay Romeo.

Freak. Now that I know who Cheryl Sim is, who the hell is this Ryan offering massage services.

My classmate received messages from this dude and he thought I was playing a prank on him - because he was that LONELY GIRL FROM RP who pranked me lah, so he thought I was taking revenge and he asked if I was the Ryan from gayromeo. What the hell is gay romeo. Let me go google.

OMG???????????

But it really wasn't me.
So he asked me to check the number and I did. Well, I didn't have that number as a contact so I tried smsing the person and he/she replied "I am ryan. i do masage. if you want.pls call me. thanks"
then I was like thinking it should be a prank lah...so I replied
"itune into these Econs notes, they're good. Don't lie lah. Massage where. How much."
"I charge 120 for masage and sex. at complex park in chinatown"
"Wtf? That's illegal! Go study lah. A level's nearing!!!"

Then he/she didn't reply already and I asked my classmate if he was being pranked but he said he don't know whose number that was and that the guy kept asking him for sex.
omg............... it's probably not a prank after all.......

this is weird............
he told my classmate that he "don't service females" LOL

Studied at Westmall with Rena today. Bought shoes for that graduation thing.
It was kinda hard to get my shoes because I'm a size 4............... ><
Sucks to have really small feet I guess.

I'm still sick. So... didn't meet Sun/Megz at OC today.
Alright. goodnight.

blah blah blah.

Contemplating if I should go to school or not.
It's just math revision lecture, and they'll be going through the answers for some math paper.... and they'll upload the solutions online........ and I just need the solutions...................

So I think I will not go.
Then where should I go. >,<

Feeling a little better I guess but my throat kinda sucks.
so while I stayed at home today, my mum went to JB with my granny and aunt.
And they came home with an iPad for my granny!
My grandma just gave me some voucher and some money - so I guess I should be happy now that I have a reason to shop huh. (I need to spend more than 50 to use the voucher~)

Not really looking forward to graduation but not like I can do anything about it. Haven't bought the shoes yet. I have the tendency to embarrass myself at every possible occasion. And I fear that will happen on grad day. lol

Good luck to me.
Shall take medicine later. bye. night.

random

My head hurts. This sucks.

and it's Sunday. Hate the weekends because they leave me with nowhere to go. Everywhere's so populated.

Don't know what I'm doing. this sucks.

flu, go away.

I feel like I'm not even doing anything productive. Maybe I should go take a nap?

Sick.

sucks.

I think I'm having gastric pain.
My nose's blocked.
Just had my dinner.
Feeling really uncomfortable now. ><

Woke up at 8 plus this morning, went to NLB but moved to town because NLB was too quiet for me.
I really cannot stand having to stay in places which are really quiet.
Stress.
Like in the LTs, I really will feel damn stressed and my hands will seriously be very cold. sighs. zz sucks

8188****

uurg. I'm so irritated. I thought I could buy the shoes I wanted today but I couldn't find it this time. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!       >:o(
Wasted trip. I was disappointed. And I just kept complaining to my mum. lol

Guess I'll have to go down to Westmall again. -.-
What a day. whattttt a day.

Some random person smsed me today also. Damn weird. Supposedly a she, "yearning for a new relationship" or something. I thought it was probably someone from HC playing a prank so I just continued to convo with rubbish content, saying I'm having Econs and that I can intro hot dudes like C. Ho (some Econs lecturer Rena and I were laughing about at that time) because I'm not interested.
Then he/she actually replied, saying what she's interested in hot dudes, asked me to intro some and that the econs lecturer sounds not bad blah blah blah. It was just weird..............?
Then I got irritated and said something like "STOP BEING SO DESPERATE. YOUR PRINCE CHARMING WILL COME ON A WHITE HORSE. OR BLACK. BROWN. WHATEVER. I'll wish you luck." then the person replied with "Different people have different needs, don't you want a man to make you feel good at night?"


And all the replies like "You probably don't know me, I'm a lonely girl from RP"
"Nvm you can't satisfy my needs"

That was totally gross lah.
Ok, at first I thought it was someone and I said something like "Don't make me tell you to "go away"..." something like that lah. But I guess it was a wrong guess -.-
WHATEVER.
Ok anyway. So I still don't know who this person is.
I asked. And she said she's from RP and she randomly typed this number ++ her name's Cheryl. -.-
CHERYL.
Wth?

Ahh whatever. Who cares.
Met Kelz after school in town and saw a lottttt of people from my secondary school.
Like as if it was some secondary school gathering.
It was quite nice. I like seeing people from my secondary school outside, then we'll acknowledge each other with a wave or a smile, even though we never talked during my 4 years of sec school life.
Guess I was quieter back then.

Pretty glad about it.

ok, actually today wasn't thaaaaaaaaaat bad.
I guess I really needed some time alone, and not bad~ Quite productive.
I took the loner seat in one corner. There were two tables in that corner and I remembered how irritated I was when I saw people who occupied two tables when they were alone. So I took just one table ok~
But nobody sat next to me at all. Throughout the 7-8 hours? It was really just, in one corner. Kinda isolated from where everyone else was seating - which is pretty good.

During one of my toilet breaks, I saw this old man who made his way close to the ladies - he was just standing at the doorway and I was behind him. Then he kept asking what, if that is where the lift was. I'm just like ????????? And he kept standing there (so I was still stuck behind him and people started to queue behind me) asking to go to the lift. It took him quite some time to learn that that was the ladies and not, where the lift was. ahhwells.

School tomorrow. I shall go, I guess.

The world's being such a bitch today

I hate today. >:o(

To the boy who sat in front of me in the auditorium today:

I'm really sorry for sweeping the eraser dust into your hoodie. >< I didn't mean it.

It happened like this:

I was writing cheesy lines on Rena's Chemistry book during Math but after that, I erased it and I didn't notice the boy who leaned so far backwards towards my table... and he was wearing a hoodie.......
I guess some of the eraser dust went into his hoodie, or maybe down from the collar of the uniform....
This boy was sleeping. Then after I finished dusting off the eraser, he started scratching.
At first, it was just scratching mildly. Then after, the scratching became kinda vigorous?

Ok, I thought it was funny (not just funny, I found it hilarious) at first because of his reaction and plus, I didn't think that the eraser dust could have dropped into his hoodie, whatever. But then I realized he actually was really close to my table. So it was possible.
But still, I didn't think it was anything serious lah.

After math, we had break. And I saw the guy again. Ok, he's like an acquaintance actually. LOL So I waved. And still thinking about the eraser dust. Thinking if I should tell him about it- but that will be so weird? Like if someone just walks up to you and say "ermm.. I think I dropped some eraser dust into your hoodie and perhaps, into your uniform just now while you were sleeping.." So, how and what is he supposed to respond?

While queuing for food, I realized he was still scratching. Someone mentioned something about the possibility of him having some sort of skin condition.... then I totally felt >< omg. Please don't tell me the eraser dust will cause skin irritation........... and if he really was scratching and felt uncomfortable because of the eraser dust, I really will feel damn guilty. :/

zzzzzzzzzz
How retarded, seriously.

GP was so not fun today. We had this "surprise" compre test.
It was last year's paper and the passage was something about food. Ohmygod.. you know how many times my stomach growled during the paper. ><
I was freaking embarrassed.
Then after the paper, I went to the toilet and saw some junior so I just stood there and talked to her. Then K (my GP tutor) came in and she was washing her hands. I was still standing there, talking to my friend and LOL she just asked me what was I doing/waiting for.
"ER? I was talking to my friend?" then the *awkward silence* and I just left the toilet lah. So I just went in to talk. HAHA!

After school, I met Kelz to study for awhile. Somehow, it feels as though I'm still in secondary school. Still hanging out with my secondary school friends so often, which is good.
School in the afternoon tomorrow. Sucksashdoajsnaljsnaousaouw.

W-o-W spells wow.

WTF@Prelim grades.

Besides that, today was a pretty good day. :)

Cheesy lines + crap talk + studied awhile with R + seeing people I like to see etc.

Listened to some inspirational talk by Evelyn Ong thanks to my very poor grades. Good job Cheryl Tan.

Schedule for school kinda sucks this week. Really. I end in the afternoons ><

I liked those days when we end in the mornings. Didn't attend Geog today so I just left after collecting Econs paper (lol. Made no difference even if I didn't collect it actually.)

I was soooooooooooooooo tired and I just felt like sleeping in the auditorium, during the paper analysis.

Took a taxi to Westmall with Rena after Econs then we just stayed there to study till like 5 plus?

Kids tried to scare us while we were studying. zz

Nothing much happened actually. Thought I was going to be late for assembly but then, it rained. (Y)

How timely. So I just continued to walk on very very very slowly. Just in time to reach the auditorium.

I guess my day will be pretty much the same for tomorrow. ohsonice.

"The faults and personality traits we can’t stand in other people, are often traits of our own personality." really?

Feeling sleepy.

lolwtf. Don't try to start this whole thing again. kthxbye.

Like a mess.

Act like one.

Think like one. 

Feel like one.

random blah.
Came back from EWF with Kelz. Nothing much. Same old boring Sunday.

Just read my horoscope and I think it's very accurate. zz


Please be good to me. :/

OC really has everything.

**We were not serious about finding a man ok~** LOL
Just in case there are people out there who really thinks we were serious about everything.
(Because someone asked if I was serious about it zz)

Anyway, had tuition today. Westmall was damn packed and so, I didn't stay there to study.
Went straight to town area and studied for maybe 3 hours? or 2? in Yoshinoya then met TW at OC.
On my way to town, I made eye-contact with this dude who was walking in my direction. And he kept. staring. Definitely younger than me.
then his friend just kept pushing the guy to me. That gave me a shock because the guy almost fell towards me. -.-

Bought a bag at OC because I thought the design was kinda cute. And it was cheap!
The mall was kinda crowded at about 5 plus, 6 so we had some difficulty trying to find a place to study. But eventually settled down and it the crowd lessened so (Y)

As I was doing MI, this guy stood next to my table. TW was sitting at some other place so she wasn't there to experience what I experienced. LOL
I looked up, he was erm. He looked like he's a secondary school boy~ I thought he was going to ask me for change or what. But he said "Er. My friend wants me to help him ask if he can get your number." in Mandarin. I was stunned because .. like how old did he think I was -.- I wanted to tell him I'm old enough to be his older sister but I didn't quite know how to phrase it nicely and politely in Mandarin so I just kept quiet. Then he tried to show me where his friend was - wearing what cap (ok lah, guys in caps (Y) but erm.................. he's too young?) All I was interested in was to complete that question on Mathematical Induction and I really didn't know where that guy was pointing to and I couldn't see his friend in cap. So I just shook my head. And he just smiled awkwardly and left.

I thought he left the mall.
But no, he was actually at Coffeebean too. -.-
And I saw the guy in cap when they left. (oh my god. They were in a gang. LOL.)

Then I walked over to TW's side to tell her and she was like "THEY'RE DEFINITELY TOO YOUNG FOR YOU" LIKE DUH.
I know that too. HAHAHAHA! Young boys everywhere. zz
I told R and Y that I had my chance to become 《老大的女人》
HAHAH! One said I should have accepted, stop studying, get married then get the money when he goes to jail. LOL The other said not stable and I will be left alone if he goes to jail. HAHAH!
Funny and ridiculous conversations. HAHAHA!

SIGHS. SO I actually need to go out in the HC uniform to show people that I'm 17-18?
and wth. I always encounter either those younger than me, or way too old? Or like mentally unstable.

THEN AGAIN.

It's not that easy to find a suitable man on our little island. And no way will I go for freaking matchmaking.

Ok. bye. random. hahahahahhah rubbishtalk again.
feeling sian because I'm doing Chem.

Finding a man

From Yvonne: "Discussions with @cheryltansirong & Rena about the worst-case scenario, that is failing 'A's, ALWAYS leads this solution: finding a man. LOL"


That's true. We always come to this conclusion. 
Did badly for Chem: "Aiya, just get married lah"
Not happy with grades: "If only we were married..."


Not like my husband will really care if I actually can do complex numbers. I'll probably just have to learn errr.. cooking~ doing household chores~
But nah. Still have to study for now. Stop fantasizing~


Always thinking about the future... -.-


Went to Bugis library today with JR. The guy who sat in front of us - I don't know why he came to the study lounge for. He can't seem to stay still and he disappeared for hours a few times. Then just when I thought he was about to start studying, he went to get a hot drink then after, to the sofa and fell asleep? Wow?
Then another guy came to the study lounge just to eat grapes?
There were a few kids here and there - like really young? Maybe... primary school? Why did they even need to use the study lounge? I think the national library should actually control access to the study lounge. We should be using our scarce resources more efficiently what. The study lounge's always so full (with a few people here and there, just occupying the seat to sleep, eat,whatever) when there are students who actually need to use it more to STUDY.


Feeling sian now. Have fun.

Blah

Why do my words always get misinterpreted?

In my geography essay - the question on ageing population, I wrote this "If the government continues to encourage elderly workers to be involved in the workforce and society, these elderly may prove to be of use as they pass on their knowledge and skills to the younger generations. Fast food outlets like MOS burger in Singapore and Macdonald's often employ old people who provide polite and sufficiently quick services."

The comment beside it was "ARE YOU MOCKING THE ELDERLY?"

Hell no? LOL. I laughed when I read that comment because all I felt towards the elderly was admiration and I so wasn't mocking them. -.- Why would I mock at them~ The old uncle at OC's MOS burger is soooo nice! and hardworking!! (Y)

ZZ Probably will go to sleep now. Went to town after school then to Bukit Batok in the afternoon because I felt damn sian. And my notes were wet thanks to my mini bottle.

*Yawns*

This is pretty true.

I'm tired but I feel like I haven't done much for the day. uuuuuuuuurgthissucks. ><

School at normal time tomorrow. End at 10.30am.

Probably will meet Megz to study after that.

Should I go to bed early since I'm not doing anything productive? bleh.

**Need to refill my almond biscuits** 

FUNNYVIDEOLOLOLOLOL

Like a movie

I'm gonna save the girl, I'm gonna rule the world~


*ALLSTAR WEEKEND on replay*

I like how everything feels right now- I'm just in my specs, not bothering about my hair, surrounded by fluffy (ok, not really) pillows, listening to Westlife, BSB etc~ *Boyband era ftw*

School was pretty boring today. It was so boring Rena and I actually wouldn't mind if the red-shirt+very loose pants pervert appeared in our school.
You know some times, when you need something to be actually happening.. but well, nothing interesting happened. Except for laughing at the "awkward triple-science twins" and running boy. Running boy always frown like this >:-(

and he stopped running..

Got back GP. Sucked.
er... Whoever marked the script, underlined my example on Justin Bieber.
I wrote that "teen pop sensation Justin Bieber did not attain high educational qualifications but he is still successful blahblahblah Justin Bieber used his fame to support causes and casts great influence on his fans" AND SHE WROTE "RELEVANCE?" next to it.

Oh yeah. I embarrassed myself in the school library today. But it's kinda something that's so Cheryl Tan so it's nothing surprising.
I saw a friend outside the library and we talked for awhile, then I was supposed to go in to check if there were still any seats.. so I went in................... and I saw that it was kindaaaaaaaaa crowded but there were still a few seats here and there. I walked towards this girl who had the same hair style as my friend and I tapped her. But I didn't look at her.
I tapped her then continued to talk LOL
"Eh, woah.. I don't know whether if the library is considered crowded or not. Should I stay here?"
And she just looked at me like huh?
oh my god. I felt like I totally turned red. >< LOLOL
The library was quiet, and after what I did, it was silence + awkward silence. I just apologized, laughed then ran away in embarrassment. It was so stupid........... ommmmg.

Studied for awhile in the library (I had break from 9.30am to 1.30pm. Lame or what.)
Then it was Chemistry - which I totally didn't know there was some planning test.

It was freezing cold during Chemistry, I was shivering and I wanted to curl up but it'll just look ridiculous in the LT.
So I just ran out for a 5 min break? Went back in, and I was feeling cold again. zz

After Chemistry, I went off to study with Rena for awhile - after which she left for her tuition and I wandered around before settling in OC then studied till 8pm?
We saw this guy while we were at Carl's Junior. His name's John. LOL HAHAHA! We were eavesdropping - ok, not really.. tried to ignore but John's friend kept talking. John's quite cute. But his friend damn noisy. HAHAHAH! So Rena and I just kept laughing as I came up with more cheesy lines, and then my binded geog notes fell onto the floor - that's when John looked in our direction. HAHAHAHAHA! Ok, too old. LOL

Recently, I've been getting random chest pains. IDK whyyyyyy.
Maybe I'm going to die. (It's possible) The first time was probably....... Friday? On the bus, as I returned from Rena's place. I don't want to see the doctor though. ><
I wouldn't know what to tell him/her anyway. It's random, so there's no REGULAR intervals between the occurrences.

:/ oh wells....................

You can't deny

this song is freaking sweeeeeeeeet. :)

Oh my god, I keep saying I want to get so many stuff but I never bought any. -.-
Because all my money's spent on studying outside.
After's A levels, when we don't have to go out to study anymore... ^^ Ok 3 Allstar Weekend albums!!!! Sunday's always lazy and boring. (Didn't exactly like this song when I first listened to it but now, I think it's nice. Replayed. ^^) Just found out that school ends at 3pm tomorrow. That's nice~

RUN CHICKY RUN.

I'm freaked out because I keep seeing roosters appearing in the most random places.

Like, where did they even come from?!?!?!

I saw two near the bus stop and I really didn't know what to do because I'm quite scared of birds like roosters and pigeons and what if. They just come close to me... >< eeeeeek.

(I screamed once when some pigeon walked towards me at the bus stop :S )

Saw a rooster somewhere near HC once also, like.. somewhere along the roads. It was just weird... and random? Like how did they even get there in the first place..........

Nothing much happened so far. Besides me going for tuition. And only 3 people at tuition today.sianttm.

But nevermind, I finished my work pretty quickly today. :)

Anyway, this is pretty cute! ^^ An alarm clock which switches off only when you smile at it.

 

Back to tumblring and studying. bye~