And right now, I can't find the card reader so I have no way of uploading any photos from the cam now.
h a t i n g t h i s .
Seriously, if only I have more stuff I can call my own. Then I would have known where I kept it. Or if I still cannot find it, then I can blame only myself.
As compared to searching for other people's stuff, not knowing where they kept it and having to wait.
I kinda hate waiting.
Feel like I'm brain dead for today. I tried studying but it just doesn't work.
Everything don't seem to make sense.
And what's with that stupid SPECIAL CT session at 8am. 8 AM. I almost didn't want to wake up for school, just wanted to do the "I'll just pretend that there's no school and sleep it off" way.
ok. I think I'm going to nap.
Will continue my post some other time. Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye.
P.S. I'M REALLY VERY IRRITATED BY THIS MAFIA WARS REQUESTS ON FACEBOOK. I STOPPED PLAYING THAT ALREADY. think I only played it for a day then stopped. lamegame.
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ok, so I woke up at 8 plus and missed Ai totally. The last episode or something. *SIGHS*
Today is a really lame day. I brought camera when it's not even my grad night. Mine was yesterday but I didn't bring camera. I thought I was certain about my plans for today/tonight - that is to study outside of school then go back at about 9 to take photos.
Then, the possibility of having awkward moments hit me. It's not my grad night.
What am I even doing amongst the crowd. Holding a camera... I don't know lah. It just felt weird to me.
And I mean, everyone will be with their classmates etc. Then what.. I'll be walking around with the camera like a retard, looking for people to take pictures with? And what if the people I sorta arranged to take with, forgot all about it.... wouldn't that be awkward? It's like as if I'm inviting myself to take pictures with everyone else when it's not my grad night.
ahh.. I don't know man. I thought a lot while I was sitting by myself at Sixth Ave this morning-afternoon.
I really couldn't decide if I should go back to school.
If I didn't, then I really brought my cam out for ... er... nothing? for that 1 hour in the morning?
But at the same time, I really didn't know what to do.. sighs
I was so troubled by it. I wasn't even focused on studying whatever I brought out to study today.
I thought I was probably just hungry and I kept ordering stuff but I was still the same after eating/drinking.
In the end, I decided to just go home. I just didn't see the point in having to wait for that long..... waiting just to take pictures when maybe it's just me who wants to take the pictures. Doesn't really matter I guess. Ok, forget it. Any attempt to explanations seem to be making things worse. I can't seem to convey my message to everyone properly today so I should just........ shut up.
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| Some stupid macaroni soup + corn + and ham that was sour. #loner lunch |
I really was when I reached home at 12 plus, close to 1am this morning and I don't know if I actually slept. I only remember the tossing and turning.
OK. FINALLY. CLASS MONTAGE. :)
photo status from a few minutes ago:
