BACK FROM JB + another round of ranting

and freaking tired.

Met Megz in town at about 8 plus then we took a train down to Woodlands. JW who stays like just a few stops away from Woodlands took all the way to AMK and THUS HAD TO TAKE ANOTHER TRAIN BACK TO WOODLANDS. I was telling Megz how the two guys who were sitting opposite, diagonally to our left on the train looked like they are of our age but they are damn big. And I remember asking "You think nice or not? I don't like leh.. seems a little too big"
LOL Little did we know, the old man sitting next to me was eavesdropping on our conversation. HAHAH Apparently, he was looking at me. Oh wells.

Actually, we planned for there to be a 2 hour bus journey to JB. LOL But we asked the tourist information centre (woah, noob hahahahha) and they said we can just walk to the mall -.-
There really was nothing much to shop for in JB but the "getting to JB from Singapore" part was quite exciting. The train commuters all look so dead in the morning. Except for Megz and I who were excited about finally not hanging out in town. ^^
And it was really quite a successful trip - there were like 6 of us, 8 if we consider WY's friend (who brought us around the mall) and his friend.

Well, TW was "bullied" as usual~ But as I said, it's usual~
And she wore like exactly the same as I did. LOL (FYI, WE DIDN'T PLAN ON WEARING THE SAME THING. I was thinking if she probably installed some pinhole camera in my room or something)
And because there wasn't a lot to shop for at the mall, a few of us just sat at Coffeebean and just chilled. HAHA We were just drinking coffee, reading the magazine (which very fortunately featured news of Justin Bieber) and all the relationship advice etc. Then after, we went to another mall. Well, I bought like 2 rings and a dress. The rings were pretty cute so TW, WY and I bought two each. Then the dress...... actually, I didn't want it THAT much but I just wanted to buy something so~ yup.

Headed back to Singapore at about 5 plus..??? and we got stopped for a check on our passports (we suspected it was because of TW) Then dinner@Clementi Mall and we were seriously like damn sian after everything.

While waiting for the bus back to Kranji, I was trying to send the photo we took at JB to WY and Megz but I kept sending it to wrong people. I think I sent it to some random dude who was also at the queue because he was like... looking back at us.......

We were more of tired and quiet at first. I ordered some spicy fish baked rice while at Swensen's because I wanted something to excite me (or ok, my senses). But it wasn't THAT nice. zz
then while we were walking towards the train station... omg, we started getting high. Or more like I started getting high and I was spouting nonsense. Seriously nonsense. LOL
And I started singing "We at the hotel! Motel! Holiday Inn!" while crossing the bridge. omggggg... I don't know why but I will just ignore the crowd and start saying/doing stupid stuff when I'm tired. And we just kept laughing on the train back home.

Phew~ tiring day but it was really fun. We're planning on going to somewhere even further next time. HAHAH JB is like.... it's so convenient, it's like going to town. HAHA! It really was not bad although there wasn't much shopping. :)


ok, so I was actually in a not bad mood and my mum just had to come in and nag at me about my job again. Like, what the fuck seriously. Just because I don't tell anyone about me looking for another job just because my mum is not satisfied with my current one doesn't mean I'm not doing anything...Some of the companies took like what, months to get back to me. And since I'm looking for another one NOW..... how can I be so sure that oh, yeah, they'll get back to me within a few minutes.

I swear, coming back home ruins my mood. Why are people so fucking annoying~ Why can't they leave me alone but actually have to poke their nose into everything I'm getting myself involved with. I'm 18 and not 8. I don't look upon it as "oh, they just want to care for me" blah blah blah what nonsense. If you care, you wouldn't compare me to some other fucking kid out there I don't even know. and tell me "At least they are working as a relief teacher" So what~? Just so what? I don't fucking care. I already have a job which... I'll be CHANGING because people are just so not pleased with it. But I can't possibly get a new job within like what, one/two days?

Dumb or dumb?
Uuuuuuuurg.

Woah best. Now another round of nagging.
And this time, it's even lamer. So my mum changed like 100 Sing dollars for today's trip and she asked me to not finish using everything. So I didn't? Since there wasn't much to spend on..
And I left the money on the table and I got nagged at for that. WHAT. THE. FUCK. WHAT IN THE WORLD. OMG.
HOW WRONG WAS THAT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
And she was like "So you just leave the money here?!"
HUH..... THEN IF NOT WHERE?!?! OMG FUCK. LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON. How come I don't seem to understand what people want from me.

Sometimes, I wonder how will my family members feel or what will they even think about me if they find out I actually rant THIS much on my blog but I don't even talk at all when I'm at home.
It just goes to show how little people at home understand or even know about me.
I'm so fucking unhappy and I have no other outlet except for my blog to vent my frustration. This is why I just like staying out late. And I really can't wait to have a place of my own where I live all by myself and maybe errr... a dog. Maybe.

Blogging@6.55am

WOAH PERFECT WEDDING SONG. HAHAHA

Woke up at about 6.20am? Just to use the toilet before my grandma and aunt wakes up.
ZZ So now, I'm just slowly sipping hot tea and listening to random songs before I embark on my journey to town (hahahahahah like the mysterious island huh) and then I'll meet Megz and we'll go to Woodlands then to JB with the others.
This is a rather successful outing given that we only decided to go JB last night. ^^ 6 of us plus two (I think) random boys... ok not really THAT random hahahhha WY's friends.

I don't quite understand

why people are getting themselves frustrated over whatever I'm doing now.

I don't understand why people have to UNDERSTAND why my jobs works this way (i.e. work only a few days in a week)
I don't get it.

My mum wants me to get another job because she keeps saying "You should change your job if you think it's not suitable for you" but I never said anything at all. I'm like... fine with it. Just which part of "part-time" sounds like "full time" to you?
But people just keep telling me they don't understand and like... why do you have to understand? As long as I understand and I'm fine with it, why not~?

I'm currently trying to look for another job. -.- And I've decided to go on some OCIP trip or get myself involved in charity work because my life is just meaningless.
I want to do the things I like and not do something just so to please others. uurg
and I guess I'm just trying to not stay at home as much as I can.... which kinda, explains the impromptu JB trip as well.

I really just want to do things my way. It's my life~? Ain't it? And I'm 18.

I know I should learn to be sensible. I should get a proper job. I should be this, I should be that.
But I really cannot stand having people to nag at me. I'm like...... I like my life moving at speed 4/10.
Why move THAT fast and then regret later in life that "Omg, I never enjoyed my life when I was young"
Why can't I move at my own pace. I mean, even if it's wrong. At least I got to do it my way and find out that "Oh, I was wrong". I'll have only myself to blame by then.

Right now, people are like "I'm busy with work" and they just don't seem to have any time in the world to meet up with their friends. I just feel like....... we are currently working part-time, I mean.. like it's not even a permanent job kinda thing and people are already THAT busy. Woah I wonder how will life be like a few years down the road. Meet up once a year? (Not like I'm pissed off or what but I'm just~ saying~ I know we all have different priorities.)
I know I'll have to settle for a permanent job but that can wait? I want to spend more time hanging out with friends and just, bonding. I don't want to work EVERYDAY and have no time for my friends and find out that "Oh, I've missed out that much" one day.
That will suck.

Ok, just ranting.

This is just so me

The next thing I know, I'm going to JB tomorrow.
9am at Woodlands so I'll be in town at about 7.45am.

Met a few of my classmates for lunch and movie - Jack and Jill (which wasn't THAT funny -.- But TW said it was) then after, WY and TW and we walked to Ion to meet Cherlene.
Sat at Coffeebean and waited for dinner time and met Megz. HAHA

Woah I like today~I like my day packed with meeting people.
Dinner@Seoul Garden and that was when we decided "OK. LET'S GO JB TOMORROW"


So impromptu.

You're no longer in the picture

Woah this sucks.

HUH I can't upload the video :/

These days.....

all my mum talks about is my job..............

Today's conversation was rather short and sweet though:

"Aiya, she can do whatever she wants. Just let her have her money cheated of and she will know who's right already. Am I right?"
"Huh... What can I say even if I don't think you're right or even making sense....I can't do anything about it at. all."
"You can choose to not listen what"
"Sorry I wasn't listening at all"


But at least today wasn't like... incessant nagging.

Maybe it's just me

So I was just looking at some random FB profiles then I saw somebody's photos@Vice Convent.....

First found out about it when D showed Kelz and I this (but I didn't think I'd know anyone who will attend this party~):

“In need of a one night stand: CHIJ girls please stand up!” 

It's just wrong when your fellow ex-schoolmate (i.e. she was a convent girl too) participated in it so actively~
In the album, I saw this picture of a girl in an IJ uniform and red specs, unbuttoned blouse.... it just felt so weird. Like that's not the right way to wear the uniform.... and it's just fucking ugly. Just saying~

I didn't see anyone wearing a HC uniform in those photos though~

Woah awesome

Dress up?

So I've decided to spend Friday night with JW. 

Ended work at about 4 plus and I just felt so excited about going out. It felt so long since I last went out to just chill and not work.

There weren't many funny encounters today. But I see the usual people. I see the woman who cannot really walk properly in her heels from Citibank and I saw the small guy again --> But he's always with this really tall lady -.- which makes him look even smaller.

I stoned for quite long today because people just didn't seem to want any candies. The responses were rather extreme. They either just look away or they will be so enthusiastic. There was this man who was like "OH MY LOVE, SURE I'D LOVE TO TRY" LOL A bit too enthusiastic.

There was also this group of girls who said "I like your hair colour!" Finally somebody of about my age talking to me. HAHAH

Then there was this guy from Go India who came by to take some candies and he was like "You stand here everyday, not tired ah?" Tired duh.... and it sucks when people just ignore you. Uuurg.

So I've told JW "Eh, I may be wearing heels. JUST TELLING YOU. HAHAHA"

and we've decided to dress up. Shucks. Now I don't know what does "dress up" mean. Like... do I have to wear a dress or what.........

*WARNING : PICTURES AHEAD*

Funny people

I had quite a few funny encounters today HAHAHA
So I've stood outside Sweet Enchantment for two full day shifts consecutively and people kinda remember me (I remember some of them too).
I know Citibank has a pretty hot girl and a rather cute, small guy. OCBC which is beside Sweet Enchantment has this really cute lady I like (I mean, enjoy talking to HAHA).
The Japanese Gourmet Town has interesting staff who likes to walk past me to get some candies. One of them was like "Ahhh I walk past here because I know you giving out sweets. Thanks ah"
At about 12, I start seeing familiar faces walking past me which makes it kinda awkward to offer them sweets because...... I don't know, it's just weird.

As I mentioned, I'm supposed to give out sweets using a spoon and today SOMEBODY ALMOST ATE THE SWEETS FROM THE SPOON which is WRONG. Because you're supposed to TAKE THE SWEETS from the spoon. So I pulled away when she tried to eat them LOL Then her mouth was still open and I was like "oh no no no no"
Some man told his kid also "Why you don't want to let her feed you?" Like.... whaaaaaaat?!

Then there was this man who walked towards me to get some sweets and went back to wherever he was sitting at. After like 2 minutes, he gestured for me to come over to distribute sweets to his friends. HAHA And he said he'll get a bottle to contain them LOL Funny old man

There was this guy who jumped (and his shoe came off) when he thought I was going to feed him the sweets using the spoon -.- I just laughed.
And one who got the wrong idea when I said "suck" But it wasn't... I didn't mean anything what. I merely said "Oh. you can just suck on it and not bite" then his reply was "Suck? You know I can add something to that right?" *laughs and winks* LOL How was I to respond to that..............

and there was this man who refused to take the sweets and just kept winking, as he walked past. -.-
There was one who tried to tell me a joke.
He asked if that was the small bottle "xiao3 ping2" then I said "Yeah"
and his reply was this in Mandarin "So is his surname Deng4"
I was like "huhhhh?????"
"BECAUSE DENG4 XIAO3 PING2" LOL

I love giving sweets to kids. They just thank you in the really innocent way and it's just sooooo sweet :D
Quite a few people JUST IGNORED me though. Like they will not say anything at all, not even "No thanks"
then there were some when asked "Hi do you want some candies?"
"No I don't want" -.- Where's the "thanks~" hmph

A lot of people asked me for directions - to go to the toilet, to Charles and Keith, to food court, to Gongcha.......... I guess I just look like I know it all~ HAHAHAHA
Megz, WY and Alex dropped by to visit me today :D So there was no loner lunch break and I had almond tea from Kim Gary woooooohooooo.

10.50pm

I'M HAVING DINNER NOW.
omg. Today was tiring.

And morning had me saying "WHAT THE FUCK" when I was trying to hide from some people.

Ok so my job, is to give out sweets............ when there's nobody in the shop.
Then try to sell the sweets when the customers are in the shop. Give recommendations, answer questions... do stock taking, er, mop the floor...
Then the manager said some stuff about Customization but I cannot remember anything. So many different prices. Wrap the bottles if the customers want to~
And sometimes, people just want to buy stuff on display like.. for example, a bottle of sweets in a lantern. That's not exactly something on sale... Then I don't know how to respond to that sort of stuff.
And I'm the only sales assistant in there.

Sometimes, I'll have to translate to Chinese since some people only speak/understand Chinese. Thank God the manager was there. I forgot what was lime in Chinese and all the different berry flavours.. I didn't know how to translate!!!!

The staff in the shop don't really talk to me. They're all adults. Oh wells.
But the staff over at OCBC and Japanese Gourmet Town are friendly. I like the woman at OCBC HAHAHA She should be in her twenties and she was talking to me, asking me why I'm always outside and how come my working hours are so long and stuff. And she thinks I should quit my job too. LOL

Lunch break was..... lonely. LOL But I don't really mind eating alone so I just listened to Pitbull and ate my burger.
There were these two boys who went to interview for a job position today and they saw me when I was having my loner lunch. HAHA
I told my manager "MMMM The two boys just now look damn small"
then he gave a reaction that I usually receive "WHAT? You calling them small?"
-.-
but I was right ok~ They were indeed kids waiting to get into Poly.

I think giving out sweets using the spoon kinda gave off the wrong idea. I think some people thought they had to eat using the spoon or something. Some aunties thought that way. Then just now, there were these three boys who rejected when I offered them the sweets. But then, they turned back again and one of them said "Ok, actually we want lah. But my friend is a bit shy." -.-
And his friend asked "So... are you going to feed me or?"
LOL

The music at the shop was on replay or something. NO JUSTIN BIEBER AT ALL. SERIOUSLY?
And I told that to the manager when he asked me for some feedback. I said JB might bring in more younger customers then his reply was "JUSTIN BIEBER MUST DIE" and "JUSTIN BIEBER IS A CHICK." 

"No no no no no Justin Bieber"
So.... at about 8 plus, everyone left the shop and I was ALONE. I was just worried that I wouldn't know how to reply to the customers' enquiries. But it was not that bad actually.
I could just stand outside the shop, with a bottle of candies in my hand and sing to whatever that was playing in the shop.

The people who took the sweets are mostly................. children I guess?
I normally skip the elderly, boys and men who look damn buff. LOL
Elderly because some will tell me "Oh. I cannot bite." HAHAHA DAMN CUTE.
Then boys can be quite irritating, when they are in groups.
Men who are just buff? Nothing, I just don't want to feel to small I guess.

The manager asked me this just now "So.. we are going to launch our Valentine's Day special soon. Are you going to buy for anyone??"
"HUH? Nope? I'm single!"
and he gave me the ~are you seriously single~ "WHAT?"
:S

GG dropped by just now and bought a bottle of sweets. Like omg, he relieved me of a few minutes of boredom. At least somebody was talking to me. OCBC was already closed and the lady went home already............................

Another full day shift tomorrow. Then half on Friday and...... I'm supposed to tell the manager my schedule for next week.

What nonsense

So now, my mum's trying to make me change my job because she thinks the pay is too low etc.

But I just don't think it's right to tell the boss "Hey, I think I won't be able to work for you anymore" when you just started like TODAY?
I stayed at work for like er maybe 3-4 hours today. It was ok....................................

The first thing I saw when I reached was this lady who said "I'm pissed at you" to my supposed boss.
Like I stood there, shocked. But he told me to chill. HAHA
Not a lot of funny encounters actually. There was this lady who stuffed 50 dollars into my hands. At first, I thought she was giving me for CNY...... but no, she was actually helping her friend pay and she wanted to pay before her friend pays for the candies. zz

First day of work. I think.

You know what Cheryl Tan just did

She watched this whole movie, close to finishing it, then she realizes.....

that wasn't the movie she wanted to watch. -.-
And she watched this before.

uuuuurg I shall just listen to One Direction.

Seven Things You Will Never Know « Thought Catalog

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/seven-things-you-dont-know/

I think I checked 4 or 5 out of the 7.

Just like any other day

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

It doesn't feel any different actually. I was just watching How Do I Look on tv. My mum's out to the gym and then I'll go out for dinner at about 6.30pm.
It's the same every year.
The Channel 8 Chinese New Year countdown yesterday...... same usual thing. Except for Andie Chen (RLEE! That's the actor I was talking about that day when we were out with Soh. I know my taste not bad lah HAHAHA) thanks to the 7pm show. HAHA My mum thought what he wore yesterday looked gross though.

Watched The Viral Factor starring Jay Chou and Nicholas Tse yesterday (Y) because everyone felt so bored staying at home.

Visited two places today. I just kept yawning (maybe because I slept at 2am and woke up at about 9?). zz It's the same normal conversation asking how everyone is doing now. I just listened to the adults' conversation about some relative getting skinnier.

Boring CNY

I kinda regret not buying that carousel and ferris wheel thing. ><
and singing at home again~

几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页～
Probably going to catch a movie or go Chinatown later.
I did nothing besides watching TV and downloading podcasts today. "Stuff Mom Never Told You" is not bad and educational ^^ Like er.... if perfumes make you more attractive, why women wear heels, the purpose of bras, are men attracted to small feet (LOL).. Something to entertain me since I'm so very bored.

Blah blah blah

Probably dinner with Alyson later. Time to leave the house~ ^^

*Shameless camwhoring* HAHA

HOME ALONE

my brother's here though but whatever~

singing session ^^

Busy week

I actually went back to school for CNY celebrations. LOL

But it wasn't that bad actually. I spent quality time with my classmates ^^ Had lunch with Yvonne, Audrey, Chiang and HR. And we (the three girls + HR) stayed at the food court to talk for like about 2-3 hours? HAHA 

+ I brought extra clothes just in case what I was wearing was considered AA

Walked up and down town as usual. Met Megz, Daphne and Kelz later in the evening. I was so excited when I saw Megz that I sorta... it wasn't a scream but I think I was excited while facing the wrong direction (at some dude who was eating yoghurt or something) LOL Then I just apologized and ran towards Megz HAHAH And we almost walked into some glass door at Cine. Ok, not really walked into it but we were waiting for it to open but actually, the opening was on the other side. HAHA

Had some cookies and coffee while waiting for Kellee at some pantry in sleazy Orchard Plaza where the office was. I can imagine how scary it is at night........... eeeeek >< The coffee machine was damn loud, like totally telling everyone "HEY DAPHNE AND CHERYL TAN ARE MAKING COFFEE IN THIS PANTRY"

And I charged my phone for awhile too. HAHAHA Making ourselves comfortable in some random office.

Dinner@Cineleisure (where I saw JR and friends too)

It was not bad. Like we shared the food so it was about 6 dollars per person. That was like half a chicken (about $14.90) then add $3.90 and there was the "unlimited" (only one round) serving of side dishes so we just piled everything onto the plate. There was one raw broccoli and one cooked one. HAHA Then er mini carrots, fruits, pasta salad, rice, hashbrown, mushroom, onion rings, asparagus, garlic bread blah blah blah

After that, we walked over to Ion for Yami yoghurt and just sat somewhere to talk. Daphne said I was loud. But I think we were ok leh, they were playing CNY music somemore so we should just be like... enthusiastic and loud what. HAHAH I don't know why I felt it was so funny but I just kept laughing. I bet the two dudes next to us were listening to our conversation while eating their chicken wings. Thank God they didn't choke while eating or something. FBF = Fat but flexible. Seriously................. HAHA

And coming up with random names for people who didn't even exist in our school. 

On a random note, I've been listening to shuang jie gun and huo yuan jia non-stop. HAHAHA And they just make me feel like laughing somehow. Especially when like.. you're on your way back to school then shuang jie gun is playing in the background. Or when you finally found your way out of Botanical Gardens and huo yuan jia is playing on your ipod- like as if you just won a battle or something LOL

**I think it's time for me to learn how to do make-up. I feel so noob not knowing how to do it for myself**

Fun@Botanical Gardens

WOAH. This was so impromptu seriously. 

I was synchronizing songs on my ipod, listening to Jay Chou when my friend --> Rena Lee suggested going to Clarke Quay (because there's the Registry of Marriage and don't know what museums). But we were so broke so we could only go to places where there's FREE ADMISSION.

So, we went to Botanical Gardens HAHA

And the funny thing was we didn't bring any food.

Bought some stuff from the convenience store at Botanical Gardens mrt station (and we almost bought cup noodles LOL) Like as if we intend to camp over at Botanical Gardens. Bought errrr some bread and soya milk then we went over. Woah, the people over there damn chill. It is just something different from the usual walk-around-town-so-aimlessly

We went over to the lake and also some Healing Garden (where we avoided walking by the toxic plants LOL)

The tiring part was actually taking pictures. ><

Well, we got lost trying to find our way out of Botanical Gardens HAHA Like seriously, I don't know where we were heading to because there were not many signs but there were people jogging (in many different directions so we don't know who to follow anyway)

But thanks to the friendly foreign worker, we found our way to Coronation area

We felt so lost especially when we saw this whole field of people doing sports. Like seriously, one whole field. LOL Some sprinting, some playing basketball..... it was just........ surprising. HAHA Because it was about 8 plus at night?

So I finally went to Botanical Gardens after A's :D Off my To-do list. ^^ (and what happened to my supposed running LOL)

WE AT THE HOTEL MOTEL HOLIDAY INN
Forget about your boyfriend and
Meet me at the hotel room
You can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room



Since I'm so high, I shall jog later in the evening Woohooooooo~
and since my grandma will be taking her afternoon nap soon................party in da house. HAHAH!

Random: Ok, I think I'll go running tomorrow. I was just watching some of the One Direction mvs. Niall Horan's damn cute. ^^

Grab somebody sexy

TELL THEM HEY


Just came back from class gathering@Teoheng KTV
This is actually like my first time going to KTV because, I just don't sing LOL But it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. We sang what Pitbull (WOOOOOHOOOO!! HAHAHA) and BACKSTREET BOYS (That makes you larger than life~) OH! And I'm sexy and I know it. Woah, damn high. HAHA Actually, R and I thought of going clubbing because we were just so sian in the day. And Wednesday's ladies night~
But then again, we didn't really want to miss class gathering so we still went.

Don't even know why we are that sian. There's nothing to be sian about~
It's funny how we always end our emo conversations with "OK. DON'T EMO. Nothing to emo about. Screw this." But after a few minutes......... we'll just be stoning and we'll start to think about random stuff again. HAHA + the emo songs at the KTV LOL
While we were at OC today, we heard "Love Story" and all sort of love songs HAHAHAHA! You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
LOL HAHAHAHA
BUT IT'S OK FRIEND~
Remember WHO RUN THE WORLD~ GIRLS~ and *sings Single Ladies* HAHA ^^

Who is emo. Screw emo.

BRAND NEW DAY

~ Good friends who know when you are lying when you say you're fine.

-

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I can't wait for tomorrow.

Ohmygawd. I feel like migrating. Like, someplace very new where nobody knows me.
Needs to escape very badly.

Ohgawd

And we will all nod in agreement. HAHAHA

Ok today's so going to be a boring day. Tossed and turned in bed till like 7am?

And woke up at about 12.

I hate having to top up the EZ link card. uurg ~The Adult World~

-

:(

That's the way uh huh uh huh

Back from dinner with Chan.
Ask me where did we go for dinner~

And you got it rightttttttttt! IT'S TOWN!!!! LOL I'm going crazy. AHHHHH I WANT TO START WORK. I'm so bored. Finished my drama and I actually just travel to town for dinner. JUST FOR DINNER. Then I was so bored I decided to walk from Plaza Singapura to Ion to take a bus home. HAHA (Dropped by to visit Charis when I passed Taka. Stood there with the free gelato ^^ and just played tiki kart on my phone)
Soon, people will start going for NS but.... does it even make much of a difference to me.........
Can't wait for Wednesday. At least, I know I have something on Wednesday.

Oh true. HAHAHAH

"Fierce" LOL

Tomorrow's the 17th

And today's my brother's birthday.

Made him a little something - ok, I don't even know what it is. It was meant to be like erm... maybe a keychain? IDK. LOL It looks like a bracelet but it's too small to be one either.

I bet he's actually damn touched now ><

ahhhhhhhh I guess I'll be meeting Chan later for dinner.

Bow chicka wow wow

I spent my weekend with Chan~ And actually we did our usual walk-about-in-town-aimlessly
I can't wait to start work. ><
Can't seem to remember what we did yesterday.......... oh. Job hunting.
Today was me trying to get some stuff from Spotlight and Chan going for her hair cut and then it was window-shopping for me and shopping for my friend over here~


I feel like getting a qipao/cheongsum whatever it is called.
Bought embroidery floss because I felt like making friendship bracelets. But all of a sudden, I just don't feel like doing it anymore. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ><

Don't be envious.

Hmph.

This is really pissing me off. I don't understand why I cannot make my own decisions when I'm already 18. I don't understand why I should go for admin/office jobs when I'm not even interested in them. I don't understand why I cannot choose something I think I'd enjoy doing.

uuuuuuuuuurg. I hate it when I'm forced to do something I don't like. The pay isn't very high but it's not like I'm in desperate need for money or what...... >:o(
It was just so irritating I told my mum she should not nag at me now that I actually have a job. At least I have a job right..........................
And it's MY job isn't it.....................
and it's not like I'm going to be a sales assistant forever................

I just want to enjoy what I'm doing. And it's like.. for months eh. If I have to go to work everyday in an office for a few months.... facing the computer and papers......
I DON'T KNOW but I just feel that I should be able to choose what I WANT to do and not work for money. So what if office jobs are like $10/hour~

If I loved you less

You'd probably love me

That sounds, right. but anyway, my life's so totally like some frozen river so it isn't that apt for me.
Friday was pretty great. Met up with a few friends, had dinner at Pizza Hut and dessert over at Cafe Cartel then strolled along Orchard.
Reunion dinner later today. STEAMBOAT FTW. HAHAHA! I don't know why I'm so into steamboat these days.

Booooooooooooooooooo

This week's been busy. But I like it~
Can't decide what to wear for dinner later. ><

Dilemma

Today was a pretty awesome day (minus Tom and cramps). ^^
Really.
Like, it was just impromptu. Going over to a good friend's house for lunch (instant noodles but it was good enough HAHA) and then to Vivo City for dinner where we saw a few HC peeps and later to some other place where we just sat down and talked. I like it like that. Just reached home~

Yesterday, we (WQ, Rena and I) saw this guy who was really irritating and arrogant. He kept saying stuff like.... as if he's really THAT popular with girls. What "HUH? You all always go club never bring girls along one meh? All guys?!" something like that. And "Woah. Everything I do, I do for girls. Play pool for girls... blah blah blah" I looked at him and I was like ~seriously?!~
If he didn't talk that much, I would have thought he is not THAT bad. But he talked too much so. eek.
And who does he think he is~

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It's just hard when you can't decide if you should be nice or sarcastic to someone.

Eventful day ^^

While waiting for WQ at Taka~

@Somerset 313

Where we just sat and talked and laughed and took loads of random pictures.

Hazelnut latte ftw ^^

I think we stayed there for a few hours, before we went to Plaza Singapura to get some stuff.

PHOTOFUNIA :D

DINNER@CATHAY

Omg, dinner was crazy. LOL We saw Mickey. This rat ran past us under the table and I just squatted in the chair to eat after that. The funny thing was we didn't even know what it was. But it was black and it ran past under our table. HAHAHAHAHHA!! I just kept my legs up immediately. I thought it was a rat but I thought I heard Rena said pig. HAHAHAHA! SWQ was totally disgusted but they let us move in after awhile so~ it wasn't that bad after all. RENA LEE SAID THE RAT/SQUIRREL JUMPED. I DIDN'T KNOW THEY JUMP....................

Bored.

I was supposed to meet JR yesterday but our outing was such a fail. I went to Vivo City for just a few minutes.

JR said she didn't know my hair was THAT red and it wasn't really that visible in my recent pictures.

Shall continue the story first before posting some pictures ^^ HAHA

er. So, everyone at home got stomach flu except for me (not yet, I guess. But I hope not). And I was really worried. I wasn't allowed to eat THAT much as well, because my mum didn't want me to vomit etc.

I saw JR, said hi, then told her that everyone at home was sick and I don't feel well. I don't know why I felt so dizzy all of a sudden, like as if I was going to faint. Then I went to buy preserved orange peels from Guardian and told JR I should take a cab home. Yes, so that was what happened yesterday. I don't know why I felt so sick but there was no vomiting or diarrhoea so. Bless me.

And I decided to not go out today. Meeting Soh tomorrow. ^^