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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

BACK FROM JB + another round of ranting

and freaking tired.

Met Megz in town at about 8 plus then we took a train down to Woodlands. JW who stays like just a few stops away from Woodlands took all the way to AMK and THUS HAD TO TAKE ANOTHER TRAIN BACK TO WOODLANDS. I was telling Megz how the two guys who were sitting opposite, diagonally to our left on the train looked like they are of our age but they are damn big. And I remember asking "You think nice or not? I don't like leh.. seems a little too big"
LOL Little did we know, the old man sitting next to me was eavesdropping on our conversation. HAHAH Apparently, he was looking at me. Oh wells.

Actually, we planned for there to be a 2 hour bus journey to JB. LOL But we asked the tourist information centre (woah, noob hahahahha) and they said we can just walk to the mall -.-
There really was nothing much to shop for in JB but the "getting to JB from Singapore" part was quite exciting. The train commuters all look so dead in the morning. Except for Megz and I who were excited about finally not hanging out in town. ^^
And it was really quite a successful trip - there were like 6 of us, 8 if we consider WY's friend (who brought us around the mall) and his friend.

Well, TW was "bullied" as usual~ But as I said, it's usual~
And she wore like exactly the same as I did. LOL (FYI, WE DIDN'T PLAN ON WEARING THE SAME THING. I was thinking if she probably installed some pinhole camera in my room or something)
And because there wasn't a lot to shop for at the mall, a few of us just sat at Coffeebean and just chilled. HAHA We were just drinking coffee, reading the magazine (which very fortunately featured news of Justin Bieber) and all the relationship advice etc. Then after, we went to another mall. Well, I bought like 2 rings and a dress. The rings were pretty cute so TW, WY and I bought two each. Then the dress...... actually, I didn't want it THAT much but I just wanted to buy something so~ yup.

Headed back to Singapore at about 5 plus..??? and we got stopped for a check on our passports (we suspected it was because of TW) Then dinner@Clementi Mall and we were seriously like damn sian after everything.

While waiting for the bus back to Kranji, I was trying to send the photo we took at JB to WY and Megz but I kept sending it to wrong people. I think I sent it to some random dude who was also at the queue because he was like... looking back at us.......

We were more of tired and quiet at first. I ordered some spicy fish baked rice while at Swensen's because I wanted something to excite me (or ok, my senses). But it wasn't THAT nice. zz
then while we were walking towards the train station... omg, we started getting high. Or more like I started getting high and I was spouting nonsense. Seriously nonsense. LOL
And I started singing "We at the hotel! Motel! Holiday Inn!" while crossing the bridge. omggggg... I don't know why but I will just ignore the crowd and start saying/doing stupid stuff when I'm tired. And we just kept laughing on the train back home.

Phew~ tiring day but it was really fun. We're planning on going to somewhere even further next time. HAHAH JB is like.... it's so convenient, it's like going to town. HAHA! It really was not bad although there wasn't much shopping. :)


ok, so I was actually in a not bad mood and my mum just had to come in and nag at me about my job again. Like, what the fuck seriously. Just because I don't tell anyone about me looking for another job just because my mum is not satisfied with my current one doesn't mean I'm not doing anything...Some of the companies took like what, months to get back to me. And since I'm looking for another one NOW..... how can I be so sure that oh, yeah, they'll get back to me within a few minutes.

I swear, coming back home ruins my mood. Why are people so fucking annoying~ Why can't they leave me alone but actually have to poke their nose into everything I'm getting myself involved with. I'm 18 and not 8. I don't look upon it as "oh, they just want to care for me" blah blah blah what nonsense. If you care, you wouldn't compare me to some other fucking kid out there I don't even know. and tell me "At least they are working as a relief teacher" So what~? Just so what? I don't fucking care. I already have a job which... I'll be CHANGING because people are just so not pleased with it. But I can't possibly get a new job within like what, one/two days?

Dumb or dumb?
Uuuuuuuurg.

Woah best. Now another round of nagging.
And this time, it's even lamer. So my mum changed like 100 Sing dollars for today's trip and she asked me to not finish using everything. So I didn't? Since there wasn't much to spend on..
And I left the money on the table and I got nagged at for that. WHAT. THE. FUCK. WHAT IN THE WORLD. OMG.
HOW WRONG WAS THAT. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG.
And she was like "So you just leave the money here?!"
HUH..... THEN IF NOT WHERE?!?! OMG FUCK. LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON. How come I don't seem to understand what people want from me.

Sometimes, I wonder how will my family members feel or what will they even think about me if they find out I actually rant THIS much on my blog but I don't even talk at all when I'm at home.
It just goes to show how little people at home understand or even know about me.
I'm so fucking unhappy and I have no other outlet except for my blog to vent my frustration. This is why I just like staying out late. And I really can't wait to have a place of my own where I live all by myself and maybe errr... a dog. Maybe.