Why do people expect so much out of HC? When I got my results, I really didn't know if I should feel happy or be upset about it. Before I got them, I was already tearing a little because I had that "I'm so not going to meet HC's standards" kind of feeling. My results weren't up to my expectations but what can I actually EXPECT when I've been a straight U student all these while.
Met up with Kelz at Marina Square after that and saw S with her classmates - she was telling me how well this girl from her school performed. It just made me wonder............... Why did I go to HC...
(C asked me if I regret going to HC today too. Well I can't say I regret because I kinda liked the fact that it was a totally new environment but then........... I think I totally screwed my studies up)
(C asked me if I regret going to HC today too. Well I can't say I regret because I kinda liked the fact that it was a totally new environment but then........... I think I totally screwed my studies up)
Now if I say stuff like "Not very good", people will still think it's a HC thing where "not very good" is still good enough in other schools. I don't know what am I rambling about lah but, I just feel quite sian about the fact that people in less prestigious schools are scoring much better than I am when it should be the other way round - isn't that what's expected of a HC student?
Ahhhhhhh I don't know what to think about my results but at least I can apply to a local university (I guess?)
**While we were waiting for the release of our results in the hall, I heard somebody beside me say "Who the hell is the one with the red hair?" LOL And I turned to look at him (when he realized how loud he was and turned away), kinda bewildered because "Who the hell are you, Army boy~"**
I'm going off to meet Chan for a movie now~
...
So I watched LOL (Starring Miley Cyrus and Demi Moore) with Chan. The guy who tore the tickets asked me if I was 16 - because it's an NC 16 movie. WTH~ At least it made me laugh a little. And I kept touching the guy who was sitting next to me in the cinema BY ACCIDENT because I couldn't find the thing to hold my can drink HAHAHA I was telling Chan "We better get out ASAP before he sees me"
mmmmmmmmmm... Most probably going for the SMU openhouse tomorrow, just to check it out because I have no idea what are the options available. Talking about results again......
I just showed my mum the cert and her response was already something I expected - which was why I kinda not want to tell her my results?
Running boy was one of the top scorers in the nation or something (sorry I wasn't listening). SIAN. It's funny how the people you laugh at in school because they're overly awkward and nerdy come out at the top eventually. Too bad for me. ><
BUT OK IT'S ALL OVER. *Though it really sucks to not have the ability to make choices.*Today was pretty eventful............................? I found a phone on the floor, collected my results, screamed because birds flew so low @Marina Square, watched a movie, no black clouds, survived something that could have been a road accident (the bus I was on with C almost crashed into another bus. It was THAT close.)
SORRY IF I IGNORED YOUR MESSAGES ASKING "HOW ARE YOUR RESULTS"
My results aren't that great. They are just...... ooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkk
But I'm not going to kill myself over them so thanks for asking anyway.
Ahhhhhhh I don't know what to think about my results but at least I can apply to a local university (I guess?)
**While we were waiting for the release of our results in the hall, I heard somebody beside me say "Who the hell is the one with the red hair?" LOL And I turned to look at him (when he realized how loud he was and turned away), kinda bewildered because "Who the hell are you, Army boy~"**
I'm going off to meet Chan for a movie now~
...
So I watched LOL (Starring Miley Cyrus and Demi Moore) with Chan. The guy who tore the tickets asked me if I was 16 - because it's an NC 16 movie. WTH~ At least it made me laugh a little. And I kept touching the guy who was sitting next to me in the cinema BY ACCIDENT because I couldn't find the thing to hold my can drink HAHAHA I was telling Chan "We better get out ASAP before he sees me"
mmmmmmmmmm... Most probably going for the SMU openhouse tomorrow, just to check it out because I have no idea what are the options available. Talking about results again......
I just showed my mum the cert and her response was already something I expected - which was why I kinda not want to tell her my results?
Running boy was one of the top scorers in the nation or something (sorry I wasn't listening). SIAN. It's funny how the people you laugh at in school because they're overly awkward and nerdy come out at the top eventually. Too bad for me. ><
BUT OK IT'S ALL OVER. *Though it really sucks to not have the ability to make choices.*Today was pretty eventful............................? I found a phone on the floor, collected my results, screamed because birds flew so low @Marina Square, watched a movie, no black clouds, survived something that could have been a road accident (the bus I was on with C almost crashed into another bus. It was THAT close.)
SORRY IF I IGNORED YOUR MESSAGES ASKING "HOW ARE YOUR RESULTS"
My results aren't that great. They are just...... ooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkk
But I'm not going to kill myself over them so thanks for asking anyway.
