ok so I've survived one week with tutorials.

Friday was just another like any other day - went to school for Sociology tutorial and Philosophy lecture. Got to know two girls from my Soci tutorial and I kinda like them ^^ Got their numbers so we can go for lecture together next Wednesday or something.
Tried to look for some guy in a blue shirt after Philo lecture with Karine HAHA (Because he's supposedly handsome and I haven't really seen anyone I consider handsome.... so I thought I should see him and end my day with something pleasant hahahahaha but we didn't get to see him so nvm~) Then I met Daphne for lunch/tea-time at Utown and well, that concludes another day.

Think I'm going to meet Chan tomorrow (LIKE FINALLY!!!!)

I'm not exactly liking today but since its going to be over soon then.... goodnight.

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Just a little?

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Day's events:

Today, I realized I made a mistake in my timetable - my Calculus tutorial should be 11am to 12pm tomorrow instead of today.

And since I didn't know I got the days wrong, I went for what I thought was Calculus tutorial in that classroom I'm supposed to go to tomorrow and sat in the class for 10 minutes? I was so embarrassed I just ran out of the classroom lol (while the tutor faced the whiteboard) Idk why the girl beside me didn't realize I was reading MA1102R and my tutorial was obviously different from hers but I realized and I asked her if I was in the wrong class, if I was in MA1102R. She said YES.
Then after a few minutes, I saw that the tutor asked a few students to go up to present their work and the questions+answers on the board was not even similar to my tutorial and so I asked the girl beside me again "Are you sure I'm in the right class?!" then we both realized I'm not.
But nvm, not like anyone in that class knows me.

mmm then I met Kelz for lunch at Utown and then went back to the library to read a bit of stuff before heading home (and Kelz goes for her next lecture) So now I know I only have one tutorial on Tuesday That is, if I decide to skip my Calculus lecture because I'm attending Hazel's one - which is way more effective and the lecturer is much more interesting. He's got this rather high pitched voice and you can feel his zest for the subject. We even stayed after the lecture because we wanted to clarify some doubts --> at least he makes you want to know what you're doing and not just, not care~

But I have to say, some of the students kept spamming him with questions and Hazel and I had to wait and queue behind all of them. -.- (There was this dude who asked a few questions and then went back to his book, flipped a few pages then went back to ask again ++ These students will hang around to hear what you've got to ask and then scribble down more stuff on their notes. Which I find rather annoying.) The lecturer thought we were about to leave without asking him the questions we wanted to ask (because we were walking away from the table) and he stopped us to say he will answer our questions in that high pitched voice of his HAHA (which shows that he wants us to ask him questions and will gladly explain them to us)

Anyway, I think the math lecturers/tutors are pretty nice so far. Had to sit next to the math lecturer (who sat in to observe the class or something) since I was late for Math tutorial this morning. He was rather nice and he asked me how I find the tutorial. I told him what I don't understand and he explained to me  right there and then (while the tutor continued to go on about the other questions) Wouldn't mind sitting next to the lecturer again for the next tutorial because then I can just ask him whatever I want easily. I thought the tutor looked like he....... hmmmm like the sort of teacher who will get bullied by his students if he went to some secondary school because he seemed scared and unconfident.

but still, I like the lecturers so far. :) That's why I think the lecturers/tutors matter just as much (and not just the students) when it comes to learning.

I should have said hi yesterday

I guess?

K can.

Ok nvm, I have to say I should be glad for what I chose to do eventually because yup,

it just goes to show I'm mature~

Those were like my final thoughts after walking from Grand Copthorne --> Zouk (which was just somewhere beside? The people queuing to get in/standing around waiting for their friends kept staring at me) --> Some area beside the Singapore River (?) with a lot of bistros and cafes only to find out I was walking in the wrong direction (because I wanted to walk to Great World City then home initially) --> but anyway, I continued walking down to Holiday Inn/Zion road area? --> could have reached home if I turned right and just continued to walk but I wanted to turn left instead --> so I walked down to Great World's entrance (call it entrance/exit A) --> wanted to maybe walk in the mall but it was closing so I left via entrance/exit B which was the opposite side --> walked half a round back to entrance/exit A --> walked down towards home.

in heels.


I didn't feel like it was tiring though, maybe because I had my mind preoccupied.

Anyway, I was really tired during the dinner because I woke up at 6+ this morning for WF's Calculus so I guess I was wayyyyyyyy quieter and more aloof than usual lol (or maybe this is my personality now.... idk~)

Hate such situations.

Went to school only for math lecture today. Math screwed my mind with all those statements and truth values whatsoever but I'll try to read up on it later.

I wore this hoodie to school because it rained and I thought it'd be rather cooling then who knew, I was perspiring when I was in school but I couldn't just take off my hoodie because then I'll only have my bra on. It was a wrong decision to wear a hoodie without an additional top inside. I wanted to wear the hoodie as like a long sleeved crop top because the material isn't super thick - its like I wanted to keep myself warm to an extent but not make myself feel warm. I had to constantly remind myself that I cannot unzip my hoodie -.-

Then after math, I met Kelz for lunch at Utown and we tried some Hongkong restaurant.

Tired.

I couldn't sleep yesterday and my first (and only) lecture for today was at 8am so, I went to school feeling rather tired. Ended at like 9.30am~ Steph went back to nap and I had 2 hours++ to kill. Oh because the bus was really packed in the morning, Steph and I managed to only squeeze into this really small area near the doors of the bus. But after we got up, we realized that there was this bell that was constantly ringing and the bus wasn't moving. I asked Steph if it was us but there was still quite someeeee space (since we're both pretty small) and the doors could still close? Then Steph was like "Who is pressing the bell so many times?"

Actually, it was because we were standing right under the sensor (More like Steph was near the sensor HAHA) So we moved in and ONLY AFTER THAT did the bus continue to move on.

Tried looking for some textbook at the bookshop but didn't buy anything in the end. Probably will buy my math one tomorrow. The lady at the bookshop had this horrible attitude and it annoyed me - She didn't respond when I said "Excuse me" like 3 times? and she expects me to KNOW THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO WAIT FOR HER TO FINISH HER WORK. Just give me a nod or show some acknowledgement at the least?! Let me know if you're going to even reply me? I thought I was spoke so softly she couldn't hear me so I repeated "Excuse me" twice and her response was "WAIT. Can't you see I'm doing something?" WTF.

WHAT IS THIS ATTITUDE. I just went to approach the other staff, who at least bothered to greet and direct me, in a warm, courteous and polite manner. Seriously~?!

Then I went to Utown and spent 50cents on some instant coffee, sat in the Korean restaurant while waiting for YX. D dropped by for awhile and kept me company until YX came (THANK YOU DAPHNE!) I just wanted to get lunch and then go home to nap/watch tv because I was sooooo tired but lol, instead I spent time getting lost in school after YX left for her hall prac.

I took bus D1? The funny thing was, I was still at the bus stop after YX left to visit her friend's hall and then came back HAHAH Anyway, so I didn't know where I was supposed to alight - I wanted to get to some Terminal and I thought buses usually alight at Terminals. Thought I was already on my way out of school but who knew, I was actually turning back in. D said the bus D1 will change to D2 after it completes like its route for D1 or something then I just got even more confused (+I didn't sleep last night so you can imagine me just being in a very confused state laughing to my phone on the bus because it was ridiculous - looped like twice? And I was back at Utown again)

but today, I learnt how to get to the Kent Ridge terminal on my own (ok, I did approach random people for help)

I think my friends all know I always get lost in school so I keep receiving messages like "Are you home already?", "Did you get on the right bus?"

HAHAHAH THANKS FOR ALL THE CONCERN FRIENDS. :)

NEON Trees and Justin Bieber hehe

I haven't been watching mvs for like damn loooooooooooong.



putting Neon Trees on replay currently. I remember "Animal" was one of those free songs for Tap Tap Revenge 4.

Went for Cz's farewell+birthday party yesterday. I was quite surprised I went eventually because well................. Been kinda shunning gatherings lol But actually gatherings are pretty ok after you go for it. I felt like I was quite anti-social yesterday. No particular reason for it.+++ My mum isn't very pleased with me spending that much time outside so yesterday was like a pretty last minute decision after convincing my mum that its a farewell party so I have to be there.

Reached home at 12 plus because I waited so long for the bus. I was still opposite Coro at like 11.45pm?

k shall end this post with



hehe ^^

Oh yeah, school.

That feeling you get when you talked to someone you haven't been talking to in ages (comparing what we have now, to the past when we hung out and talked to each other so often) and still get that nice, comfortable, familiar feeling like how it all used to be.

. . . .

Just came back from class gathering@Clarke Quay. Actually I thought of backing out last minute because my mum was asking me to go somewhere else with her + I was feeling quite sian in the afternoon but I still went for it because after all, catch up sessions with the rest aren't frequent. Didn't go for the bungee jump because I will just, cry. Out of fear of heights. After the bungee jump, we went for drinks then went back home. Saw some HC people around there too.

Can't seem to remember what happened for the past few days.
I remember a few embarrassing incidents, one was calling V's mum instead of V and saying "NO YOU'RE NOT V'S MUM" to her mum, indeed. I really thought it was V playing some sort of prank on me but ok, now I know I really called her mum instead of her.
Then there was THE ROCK.

The Rock is this really big dude I saw in NUS. His name came about when I was trying to tell Karine "Oh I saw this guy the other time, at A TALK" and I was chewing some bar so she heard it as "The Rock" but the nickname's pretty apt. The Rock sat beside me during Philosophy lecture on Friday!!!!! He came in late for the lecture and there was this empty seat beside me. It was quite funny because Karine and I were just laughing at some Rock-related jokes and then he chose that seat just right next to us. After the lecture, The Rock asked me what the lecturer said in the earlier parts of the lecture because he came in late. Idk why I just stopped and stared lol (Ok because he is really very big, maybe that doesn't justify why I was dumbfounded but yeah I was quite scared hahahahahha) Must really thank Karine for answering his question while I stayed quiet.

erm... went to Steph's room after Calculus lecture on Friday because I had 4 hours of break. Stayed for like 2 hours to talk before meeting JY for lunch at Utown. We went to "FCX" (Fish and Co Express, a place I once thought was "FOX")

Oh some girl talked to me while I was at the school bus stop on Friday. Initially, I thought she approached the wrong person because... I couldn't remember her name but somehow, she still looked somewhat familiar. I replied to her questions though because she was talking to me like she knew me so I guess I knew her too. It was only after maybe 15 mins? Then I realized, ok I know her lol And I remembered her name only after we parted ways ><

Met Megz on Thursday too and we had lunch at our usual place after my lecture+health check up. The health check up didn't take too long but the part where I had to go to the toilet to collect my pee?! HAHAHA I stayed in the toilet for quite some time because I felt it embarrassed - yes, to have to hold my pee in that container and bring it out.............  And to have people judge me by my pee HAHAH
I remember Whatsapping in the toilet, asking my friends who already went for the check up if they wrapped the container with some toilet paper, if I have to walk a really long distance before putting the container down/passing it to someone etc. HAHA I even made sure the container wasn't filled to the brim because Idk if someone will run into me and have the pee spilling all over (YOU KNOW SUCH THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME -.-) Anyway, I may have to go back for check up again. The doctor gave me this menstrual calendar to mark my irregular menses. Not sure if I have to go back again because of the borderline high blood pressure or the irregular menses.

Probably will have something on Sunday night too.
Good morning (not feeling sleepy though)~

School life thus far

Calculus lecture (yesterday)

I attended Calculus lecture alone- partly because I was late (got lost trying to find the LT) Actually, attending lecture alone wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. I entered from the back door and took some random seat at the back, between these two guys who looked really sian. I asked one of them "Is this seat taken?" and he shot me this look like as if he was very irritated by my question.

Shall not blame him because it was 8am in the morning.

Will probably attend the next Calculus lecture with Steph - but at least now I know that attending lecture by yourself is no big deal + sitting at the last row wasn't too bad either.

And I learnt how to get to the LT so, good for me. :)

Ended at like 9.30am then I went to meet JR - Impromptu lunch meet up. Tried reading up the notes for Calculus in Coffeebean@Ion while waiting for JR to reach because I forgot all about composite functions and their domains etc.

Actually did nothing much for the day but I was really very tired when I reached home.

Sociology lecture (today)

First Sociology lecture~ My mum printed all my notes & readings from her office and she usually just print them as they are - like, she wouldn't go change the print settings to 6 slides per page and stuff. So my Soci slides were "ONE SLIDE PER PAGE" and the font size was probably like THIS?

Actually, it might be a little bigger.

I took out my notes and felt like everyone else sitting in the rows above me could read my slides. Oh thanks to Daphne, I explored the Central Library a little today. The librarian called out to me after I entered because she thought Daphne and I shared a card to enter the library but no, D was trying to teach me how/where to tap the card while standing on the other side of the gate -.-
+++ I saw the girl who taught me how to use the shuttle bus service on my first day of school :D
+++++Alex boarded that same bus I was on hahahha And we were on WA before that, talking about me being on my way for lecture.

Then, I met Kelz after lecture and we went to Clementi mall for dinner. Saw Ja on the bus so I squeezed into the seat beside him and hahahahhahaha I didn't know my hair tickled the lady who sat beside me and she was scratching.

Because my lecture started at 4pm, I woke up later today (like 10am++) and then slacked around at home until it was about 2pm then I went down to the hawker centre nearby to get lunch. Saw so many birds flying about in the hawker centre and I really freaked out because they flew really low and so suddenly it scared me. I kept trying to dodge and I think I had that >< look on my face. I saw this uncle who looked at me then turned to look behind him (because I was in front of him but I saw the pigeon flying behind him and so I cringed), probably trying to see what made me looked that petrified lol

The uncles and aunties at the hawker centre probably think I'm weird, or maybe they thought I looked that scared/disgusted because the hawker centre is dirty/crowded/smelly/whatever but nooooooooo

Blame it on the birds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow I'll be having Math lecture with Hazey again (she'll be my clicker buddy hahahahha - some buddy everyone has to have for the lecture because we'll answer math questions together or something) This module on math seem quite interesting because its more of like.... understanding math. Then I'll probably meet Megz after lecture, which ends at 1.30pm.

Thankful for the friends I have.
Goodnight~

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

Was just fine.
Not awesome but just fine.

and I guess "fine" is good enough.

Really glad I had my friends to keep me company on my first day of school - met Hazey and Daphne for breakfast+lunch before our first lecture. Kelz joined us halfway because she ended hers but we were about to leave for ours. Math lecture was... nothing much, just the introduction to the topic and some admin stuff. The girl who sat in front of me copied EVERY. SINGLE. THING. the lecturer said when it was already printed on the paper. She copied the random examples he put on his slides - "something for us to think about" before we start our lesson officially. She copied just everything he said and her paper was filled with math-related scribbling and already quite crumpled when the lecturer haven't even start teaching. (I didn't even take out my pen)

then after math lecture, I had 4 hours of break. Went out of school to chill at Starbucks because I really didn't know where I should go, with 4 hours in NUS........................? nah. Spent maybe 1 hour ++ at Clementi then went back to NUS to meet Karine for her "tea-time break" before heading to Psych. lecture.

The school's really huge and I got lost a few times. I didn't know which bus to take, where I should take from, where the LT was, how to get to a particular fac etc. I approached this girl when I was on the bus (From Clementi back to NUS) and asked her how to get to Utown. I knew there was a bus but I just don't know how their shuttle bus system works and the shuttle buses are always full, which is annoying because it makes the bus ride pretty uncomfortable. The girl (a year 2 senior) was really nice and she waited for me to board the bus before leaving for her lecture. I remember asking her this really dumb question though "Do you have to press the bell before you alight (when you're on a shuttle bus)?"

Anyway, just in case anyone wonders - Yes, you have to press the bell HAHA
I didn't know because I thought the bus stops at every single bus stop.

Well, so I learnt something.

Karine and I were late for Psych. lecture because we thought the bus service was a loop one, until the bus driver told us we had to get off. Actually I don't quite understand, it was a loop service what.. We waited at the terminal for awhile then boarded that same bus (I think the bus driver was also that same uncle) and it took the route from the terminal to the first stop. So since it travels from the first stop to the terminal then on to the first stop again, isn't it a loop? What's with that few minutes break at the terminal ?

I learnt quite a lot of stuff today - like where LT32 (Math lecture) is, where YIH is, how to get to school, how to travel to FASS, where to take the bus if I want to go back to NUS from Clementi (from the Clementi interchange. I thought it was the opposite side of Clementi mall..)

Perhaps the stuff I learnt seem "duh~" to most people HAHAHA But, for someone who barely spent time in NUS.. I think its not too bad already. I need to look for LT25(?) for Calculus lecture tomorrow. Shouldn't be too much of a problem. Then I'll probably go for PRE-UNI check up after my lecture (because my menses really screwed up this two months).

Looking forward to learning something cool at Calculus lecture ^^ I think we're going to learn about Functions (actually, I dislike that chapter).

I guess its feeling scared is normal?

I DON'T KNOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL TOWARDS GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT MY HOLIDAYS HAVE OFFICIALLY COME TO AN END AND SO :'( DESPITE MY RELUCTANCE, I WILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE - UNI.

My last week of holidays wasn't neither exciting nor was it packed with a lot of activities. I went out only on Thursday night and Friday.

Thursday night:
NATIONAL DAY~ Watched only like a few minutes of the parade on tv then went out for dinner with Tinmonster and Frisbee Ng hahahahhaha But I had dinner at home so I went out just to get a drink and well, for the catch-up. Talked about the camps (I didn't attend any), talked about OGs (I don't belong to any), talked about our timetables - just everything that's uni related.

Friday:
Met Audrey and we went for the Hermes Gift of Time exhibition @the railway station. It was not like how I expected- kinda like you walk about and there'll be people explaining what the exhibits mean/what the artist is trying to portray through his work etc. We spent like less than an hour there? then we went to Vivo. Got gongcha (again) and then we decided to catch a movie - Magic Mike (didn't know it was M18). The lady who sat beside Audrey was damn high, I think she was imagining herself as one of those women in the club, watching the male strippers HAHA (Is there 3D for this movie?????)  Definitely not a family friendly movie~

Wonder how will my first day of school be~ I think I should download the NUS map on my phone >< Two lectures tomorrow - Psych. and Math, at least I know I have company for these mods. so everything should be fine. (Uni will be fine because I know I'm not alone and I have my friends to keep me company so, I'm thankful for that)

Walking around with my head in the clouds

Exactly what I did today and I caught people staring at me as I walked down Orchard. I probably looked like I was in a daze or something, listening to my ipod and just staring into space and walking at the same time. 

Anyway, so I collected the Sociology textbook from a senior at Bugis. He asked to meet at somewhere convenient and I said town without any hesitation because TOWN IS CONVENIENT, isn't it~?  but the final decision was Bugis because I didn't want to go to NUS when I'm already dreading school and the senior didn't want to go to Orchard area. I didn't know how this senior looked like but he said he was waiting at the atm so I withdrew my money and saw this dude carrying a book. I wasn't really sure if he was who I was supposed to look for. So we just stared at each other and I stood somewhere next to him, took out my phone and wanted to Whatsapp the senior "Am I like standing right next to you or something" then thought that sounded pretty dumb hahaha I think the dude saw that I was going to Whatsapp him so he just walked over to ask if I'm Cheryl. I took the book and paid him without even checking the book because I'm not sure if it'll seem rude? Since he already Whatsapped me pictures of how the book and its pages looked like (my request lol) and I didn't want to seem like I didn't trust him or something. He asked me to check anyway so~ yup. The book was in a good condition and WRAPPED + NO FOLDS. Quite retarded but yay, I got my book@$30. 

We just talked a little then I headed off to town to read - wanted to read my novel initially but ended up reading random chapters from the Sociology textbook because they seemed interesting. Went to the same cafe, sat at the same spot, saw the same staff and forgot to bring my card (again) so I didn't get member's discount (again) but I still bought my drink anyway. Tried taking a pic with my 3megapixels front camera ><

HAHAH CAN'T REALLY SEE THE HOT CHOCOLATE.

I alighted at PS from Bugis then walked over to OC because I didn't want to walk through that tunnel from 313. Saw so many school kids in red tees - Remember those days when I was one of them, sigh. Going out to town to chill after National Day celebration in school. Wait, did I even celebrate ND in HC? I can't seem to remember.
Got approached by this guy who was trying to sell insurance I think? I thought this was new because they usually approach adults so I was thinking if I looked more like an adult now hahahhahaha but it was because he saw me holding onto the Sociology textbook so he asked what course/fac I'm in and whether I'm saving any money/if I have part time jobs etc. And I realize the people who approach me always ask me where I'm heading to (when I'm alone) and my reply is always "Just wandering about" then they'll give me that look of somewhat disbelief, like you SHOULD have company when you're out in town or something lol

Shall end my post with
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! Enjoy the hols!!!! :)

A post without much content.

Met Kelz (and also Karine who joined us last minute) for lunch @Jcube. Actually did nothing much since I woke up at 12pm+++ and then watched a little tv~

Well, boring. hahahhahahaha Thinking when I should go collect the Sociology textbook. 

Under Control.

Scorpio Aug 5 2012
In some ways, you like to put all of your eggs in one basket. You are so security-driven, Scorpio, that you really feel a need to know precisely how many eggs you will need. This compulsive need does serve to keep you safe in material matters, because you stay on top of your resources. But when it comes to relationships, you may want to divide your eggs up a bit. You have probably noticed some upheaval in your romantic life. And although that doesn't mean that something is wrong, you will have greater strength if you maintain other options.

Finally back after disappearing from the Blogosphere for a few days. Actually, now that a few days have passed, I don't really know what I should be blogging about because I was indeed quite a little moody for like a few days? But now that everything's fine, there isn't a need/want to blog about it anymore.
Spent a day in NUS
There was this one day when I went to NUS for some talks and I couldn't believe I spent a day in NUS because I've been like... procrastinating, trying to avoid going to NUS because school's starting and I should be spending more time OUTSIDE of school (that's what I think hahaha) But anyway, that day was pretty good because I found out more info on bidding etc. from Daphne and JY. I would have been at a loss without them, so I'm thankful for that.

The day I bid for my modules
Kelz came over to my place and she found out that she didn't really have much to bid for (bidding the next round or something). We just stayed at my place and read magazines, watched videos online etc. Found it quite funny that Kelz figured out the security key to connect to my wifi, she was asking me if it was made up of names or numbers. I said NUMBERS because "NAMES?! That's so lame. I don't think my password is THAT lame!" but lol, she got it and when I asked her. It was NAMES INDEED zz

Another thing to be thankful for
I remember and I'm really thankful for the walk+talk along Singapore river with Megz the other day - at least someone commiserated with my "problems". Every time I feel burdened or troubled by some thought/incident, I realize I get worse if I'm alone. As in, maybe having some alone time will be good but then I'll be overwhelmed by even more thoughts in my head so I guess I will want/have to talk to somebody about it - but talking about it will make the whole "problem" seem so lame, like its not even a problem (perhaps it's not even a problem to begin with) so idk, in a way.......... it kinda brings me back to reality - where there are even more serious problems to deal with and thus makes mine less significant, so insignificant until I decide to stop mulling over it/talking about it. That night, I walked from my place to Great World City where Megz and I got our Sharetea and then to Clarke Quay/Central area. A lot of random animals appeared out of nowhere which was quite funny. Actually I didn't spend a lot of time feeling upset (probably like only 1 hour+ when I was at home but then I distracted myself with drama so I was fine when I left the house to walk to GWC) and when I reached GWC, I really didn't know how to reply to Megz's "What happened?" I just didn't know where to start and I wasn't feeling THAT upset until I can just "word vomit". And then as I thought of how to start my story, Megz gave me a sample of Justin Bieber's Someday fragrance so I was enthralled by it duh (which further interrupts my flow of thoughts).

I thought of going for a jog in the park that night because I thought exercise will produce endorphins which supposedly makes people happier but the thought of being alone in the park when I'm already like depressed..... nah.

This will be my last week before school starts. Spent my last Friday (the day after walk+talk along SG river) alone in OC. I actually spent quite some time thinking if I should leave house that day because after all, it's FRIDAY, Coffeebean will probably be packed and everyone will be with someone
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but still, I left my house. Bought a book and read like half of it while sitting at Coffeebean with my hot chocolate. Then after that, I strolled down to Ion to take a bus home. Felt so good being alone, with none of those depressing thoughts from the day before bothering me. Yesterday (since it's now close to 1AM so its Tuesday), I went to OC again and bought myself another book then just sat at Epilogue. Took the seat in the obscure corner (Y) Could see the aunty from the shop opposite from wherever I was seating and she smiled to me before I left - guess I'll have a new friend if I frequent Epilogue hahahahah kk looking forward to meeting some friends later in the week, good morning world.