I wore this hoodie to school because it rained and I thought it'd be rather cooling then who knew, I was perspiring when I was in school but I couldn't just take off my hoodie because then I'll only have my bra on. It was a wrong decision to wear a hoodie without an additional top inside. I wanted to wear the hoodie as like a long sleeved crop top because the material isn't super thick - its like I wanted to keep myself warm to an extent but not make myself feel warm. I had to constantly remind myself that I cannot unzip my hoodie -.-
Then after math, I met Kelz for lunch at Utown and we tried some Hongkong restaurant.
I felt so troubled for the entire afternoon because of the clashes in tomorrow's plans. Initially, I was supposed to attend social night - erm, actually I didn't think I'd be invited to go for it. I wasn't even asked to go for it properly lol
I didn't expect to still be asked to go for it after er the awkwardness (Sense my awkwardness here).
Idk what I want to type. I just want to say that I wouldn't have backed out on it if not for my mum's impromptu decision for some sort of family dinner because I know its just not really nice and I'll leave whoever-who-sorta-asked-me-to-go there with no date and he'll probably have to find someone else last minute/not go(?)
I was aware of the consequences but I really couldn't turn down my mum's requests again since I missed two dinners last week due to gatherings etc. On one hand, I feel quite guilty - thinking about how he'll have to solve this problem. On the other hand, I feel like......... aaaaahhh ok nvm I really cannot blog this down, its mean. I feel awful for having such thoughts but I think they're not entirely wrong either?
I was so bothered in the afternoon I felt like not going anywhere with anybody tomorrow. I just want to stay home or something. uurg
