Was supposed to wait till the mid terms are over before I go shopping but, well~ ok bought essentials so its not really considered shopping (I always cannot resist colourful lingerie, bought this neon coloured one ^^) Met Weiqing for lunch then we just walked about town and did nothing much actually, just catching up with each other's lives. Can't believe recess week passed just like that. Need to get a haircut soon.

Met up with Amanda in town yesterday, to study. Was pretty thankful for that because I was watching more episodes of 2 Broke Girls at home. Went out and finished some Calculus revision set, at least I finished something for the day~

bah bah black sheep

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I think I just need something to perk me up. Just drank my usual hot honey though. Thinking of studying as much as I can before I start to not feel like studying again - and probably meeting Weiqing this Friday for lunch and shopping (no no, I'm not shopping. It'll just be a break from all the studying ^^) Not sure if I'm actually studying enough though. Yesterday, I was distracted by the Android store. Today, I watched two episodes of 2 Broke Girls (but all the torrenting before that took quite some time). My eyes are dry, maybe I should just go to bed.

or maybe just watch another episode of 2BG

P.S. I feel like buying a new pair of heels

my life revolves around MA1100

**that's my math module lol

I quite like being this busy. Probably will go out in the afternoon tomorrow then continue studying when I get back.

Went for my relative's birthday party last weekend at Pasir Ris. The chalet was located in some really secluded and remote area, semi d style. There was buffet and this really huge patch of grass before the place with swings and slides. I would have gone there if not for the kids playing around that area (a bit awkward since I'm so old as compared to the kids) The buffet wasn't exactly good -not value for money imo, about $13/person and I think my relative paid about $700 for that. Then the birthday cake cost like $300. My mum was telling me to not spend so much for my 21st birthday, tbh I didn't even think of holding some sort of birthday bash? Because I think it'd be awkward with so many different groups of friends around (Heard my mum organized some sort of dance party on her 21st though lol).

Wonder how will mid terms be like, hope it wouldn't be toooooo tough. >< (but I'm only studying for math so far, better start studying the other subjects asap)

I will go shopping after mid terms ^^ Went for the Fred Perry sale that weekend after studying+filming at SMU and didn't buy anything and the standard of the flea market@Scape's dropping drastically (one, because they're all selling similar stuff. two, the prices aren't exactly THAT cheap. three, the stuff looks really worn out, where are the newer stuff....)

Liking this :)

Currently listening to : Chris Brown - Don't Judge Me

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Hair chain

I like how the chain drapes over my ponytail and I think it matches with my gold hair cuff (didn't secure it in the picture but I will if I wear it out) That was a some random chain I found in my drawer, I think it was the leftover from making the slave bracelets the other time.

Felt weird facing the wall while waiting for the picture to be taken HAHA

Tell me its nice, no?

Beaded bracelet

This bracelet was on my to-do list. Wanted to head to town to get waxed linen cord to make this (just trying to find a reason to be at town HAHA) but decided to just use wire.

so I have another simple bracelet to wear to school ^^

Busy (Quite)

Currently listening to : Jason mraz - A Beautiful Mess

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Completed my Sociology essay, like finally. Actually I wouldn't have known that it's due on Friday if I hadn't checked Whatsapp and read about Daphne trying to get it done hahahahhaha Although I'm not sure if I did it the right way, but at least I finished it.

I've been forgetting quite a lot - like today, I forgot to bring my math homework (the one I stayed up to complete a few days before it was due) and I had to do it on the spot, within 30 minutes because points will be deducted if I hand up after the lecture and MC will have to be submitted + points deducted if I hand it in tomorrow -.-
Watched Ted in town with Amanda yesterday~ It wasn't really THAT funny actually? Feel like watching Hope Springs because there's Steve Carell in it hehe

Was supposed to go to school just to hand in the Sociology assignment tomorrow but I think Wann Qin's helping me to print and submit :))))
Then today, I also got the name of that guy from my math+Calculus tutorial class hahahahah like finally. Its been pretty weird seeing him around without knowing his name (but he still will wave/smile to me when he sees me and that reminds me of how I didn't ask him for his name when he asked me for mine.. so I told Amanda like a day ago? that I have to get to know his name because I don't want to appear that unfriendly and rude) Recess week starting tomorrow~ I think I have quite a lot to study for?

Er what?

Decided to surf the net a little bit before going to bed. I just finished the math homework due this Thursday (At least I finished something). I would have finished much more if I didn't go town this afternoon - but then again, I don't regret my choice HAHA Because I had good lunch +  good company (met Audrey) and then after Audrey left for her lesson, I went to shop for stationery and also bought a pack of gold beads. Then I went window shopping (a successful one since I didn't buy anything) at Ion~

I don't really like the route from NUS to town because it seems pretty long..............
+ Today's weather was so hot it didn't make me feel good at all. I felt so dirty I just wanted to get home asap and shower. I took a bus to Kent Ridge then trained to Farrer Road and waited for 174, idk it just feels so troublesome and time consuming :|

I should be feeling tired but I'm not exactly feeling so,
was feeling quite perturbed by something awhile ago

that was seriously damn childish and it does not reflect any better on you so maybe, you want to stop telling your friends stuff because its not helping/will not help.

Again, I'm wide awake

Woke up to "Be Your Everything" this morning

Finished part of math tutorial, read a bit of Psych (my textbook looks so clean and new) then went out for dinner. Wanted to go to MAF initially but then cancelled the plan and decided to stay home to finish some work (but was quite distracted by some of those diy blogs I bookmarked and was looking through). na na na na na na another of week of school and then it'll be recess week~

Now playing : Tears and Rain

This totally sent chills down my spine >< The video was linked from some article I was reading.
My mum was just telling me how some of her friends said she still looks the same after 10 years and so my mum threw me a challenge, to take a photo of myself and see if I still look the same 10 years later.

I don't even dare to think about that. 10 years - imagine how I'll look, how my life will be, who will I be hanging out with, is my job a stable one? (do I even have a job?), will I be married (actually I kinda hope so hahahhahaha I'll be nearly 30 by then!) etc.

So, its Sunday again. I guess that'll mean throwing my phone into some obscure corner because I'll most probably not feel like talking/replying to anything (not anything personal, just the pre monday blues as WQ coined it)

Can't sleep so I tried making some simple bracelet

ok lah, I know it looks quite noob. I just needed something to do.

Good life.

I'm smiling to myself hahahahhahahaha because today was a good day.

I felt good after Sociology tutorial ended (although I was a few minutes late and I gave an awkward "hello" to the class)

and I met Amanda for lunch+shopping ^^ You can not understand how I'm feeling right now HAHA We bought matching dresses! And you know how I don't really like people having the same stuff as I do but THIS IS DIFFERENT BECAUSE firstly, we're talking about my good friend, Amanda here so the rules don't apply. Secondly, I think the two dresses were the only two and if only both of us have it, then how awesome is that?! (Its rhetorical, I know its awesome and so it is! hehe Even if its not the only two..........its still awesome.) I got the beige one while she got the black ^^ Lunch was good, shopping was good~ then we walked down to Ion and chilled for awhile at tea loft before heading home. Both of us ordered milk tea (another dose of caffeine againnnnn), guilty pleasure~ After I finished my hot milk tea, Amanda asked me to finish her iced milk tea LOL I told her I could feel my boobs shrinking with every sip.

Almost forgot, I explored Haw Par Villa while waiting for Amanda to reach the mrt station. While walking about in there, I saw a few groups of secondary school students - some excursion~ And because there were a few groups of them, my path was obstructed. Their teacher started explaining and telling these students the history of the structures and stuff like that so I kinda, stopped there to listen since I was amidst the crowd.

:) so, today was really nice hehe Mostly, I'm just glad I survived another week of school.

So little time

I feel so busy this week.

The usual tutorials coupled with assignments >< Then I attended Calculus lab today (my first lab) and I was totally lost. Everyone around me seemed to be plotting graphs and stuff but lol, I couldn't even turn on the computer. Asked the girl who sat beside me a few questions like what we're supposed to do, do I just type stuff in or...?  but not too many questions because because she looked engrossed with the lab notes and Maple (that's the software we're supposed to learn how to use), didn't want to irritate her. I wasn't sure if everyone were just rushing to finish the exercises or what and I really had no idea as to how to go about using the software. Not a single clue. Lab is like only once per two weeks so I'm not really sure how I'll learn to use this software and catch up with the rest.

Headed home straight after my last lecture to try to finish Sociology tutorial. I didn't realize we were that many chapters into the textbook (because we use the powerpoint slides for lecture and they are really brief so its pretty much self-study using the textbook?) Wonder how much we'll go through tomorrow though. Then once Friday ends, the whole thing repeats itself with me having to attempt math and Calculus tutorial on the weekend then Monday will come and Tuesday (go through math tutorial) and then Wednesday (go through Calculus tutorial) and then do Gary's philosophy summary and it'll be Thursday then Friday (but since its even week, I will stay home to just wait for Philo webcast and not go to school) then it'll be recess week. The weeks are passing by so fast.

New faces.

I'm feeling despondent now because I don't know how to do a few questions from the Calculus assignment :|

but besides that, my day was actually pretty good.

I woke up 9.20am (supposed to leave my house at 10am for my 11am tutorial). Thought it'll be a mad rush but I didn't rush actually. I wasn't even late for tutorial HAHA --> which is hard to come by. I've been punctual for my tutorials this week ^^ I went into the class and saw the same guy from yesterday's math lesson (the one who smiled to me a few times and looked quite nice to be friends with). He asked me for my name when he came over to pass me the attendance list, because as usual, I took the last row and sat by myself. lol I like it like that. So I felt glad that someone actually noticed my existence, maybe I'll get to know his other friend (he's got this friend who looks like a bear) the next Calculus tutorial or something.

+++ I woke up and had a pretty good hair+face day, the sort of day where my self-esteem rises a bit higher than normal because I feel good

Then I met Karine for lunch~ Went to Clementi Mall and saw Nat Ho.
I wanted to skip Sociology lecture (Almost) because lunch at Fish and Co spent like only 1/4 of my 4 hours break? Close to 1/2 I think but still, the thought of having to hang around school for another 2 hours+ is just damn siannnnn. So I thought if I could whatsapp my new friends from Soci tutorial~~~ then maybe attend lecture together or something. And we did meet up :) The lecture was so boring, we were actually talking throughout hahahaha Glad I did something so random like whatsapping my tutorial classmates when the last time we saw each other was like 2 weeks ago? (The tutorial's on alternate weeks) I think we click~~ We talk about stuff beyond Soci (imagine if we only talk about Soci, that'll be quite boring). Probably will stay in our mini group of 3 for the next tutorial on this Friday.

Sweater weather pleaseeeeee

Pretty pleased with myself today. (Except for the part where I cabbed to school because I overslept, thinking it was Saturday today? Idk why I thought it was Saturday but I still reached in time and probably like the first few? So I got to choose my seat ^^ BACK ROW + CORNER HAHA but I kinda got to know someone. Not friends yet but probably soon because I think I'll see him again for Calculus tutorial tomorrow. He looks like someone pretty cool to hang out with, like those who will say funny and stupid stuff but not the the extent that it seems irritating. His other friend seem irritating though, I laughed when I heard the friend ask "How come you all know that composite numbers are > 0 ?" lol, thought it was known to all. I saw that friend of his later in the afternoon again and he was making quite a lot of noise in the library)

Ended my one and only tutorial for today at 10.40am then met Kelz after that. I finished reading some stuff for Sociology, had lunch in school then went to Science library to read Thomas' Calculus hahahha

Left school at about 3+pm?

Prevented myself from over slacking - watched tv for like an hour plus then forced myself to finish Calculus tutorial before I can have dinner. So glad I finished my work (at least, the one tutorial due tomorrow).

I want tomorrow's weather to be nice and chilly :) 

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

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I've always wanted to roll in a bed of flowers. Maybe it sounds retarded but someday, I'll do just that, and have white fluffy clouds over my head. Or a starry sky, fine with both :) I'm such a dreamy little girl~ hahahah

Loving the weather these days - puts me in the mood to play Justin Bieber's Christmas album ^^ (ON REPLAY)

Anyway, Sunday was boring. I don't really enjoy Sundays and it seems like I just don't feel like smsing/whatsapping i.e. my phone will be left untouched or sometimes, deliberately buried under my pillows so that I will forget about it for awhile. Which just sucks. Really, when I'm not in the mood to sms/Whatsapp, I feel like the receiving party can feel my forced attempt to try to keep the conversation going. Lol so I'm going to end this (or maybe reply a few hours later, or maybe tomorrow when I feel like I can continue the conversation because I don't really want it to end either. See how~)

Been thinking about something:

I'm pretty surprised people can actually remember what I like/dislike. Not sure if its because they pay attention to whatever I say/do or because I'm just someone who will say/do stuff and tell you blatantly what I like and not like. But either way, I guess it takes effort.

Guess I should expend more effort to listen, pay attention to what people's likes and dislikes?

5th week of school - one month has passed since uni started and my life lol is still the same. Not saying that I expected drastic change or something but, I'M REALLY QUITE BORED. Daily horoscope's so not accurate!!!!

how wonderful

I'm really glad the whole thing turned out well.

The party wasn't like awkward... 
People turned up...
I was not unsociable....

hehe anyway, I'm quite happy about it. I came home with one cut and a lot of bruises though, not sure how I got them, weirdly. Then also, I'm glad that we're as close again.

Almost lost my ez link card while on the train back because I didn't realize I was sitting on it until this guy sitting opposite pointed to me.

Good things are coming my way, I guess? I hope.
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Met up with some of the usual peeps yesterday in town. I bought a new pair of shoes ^^ Actually I remembered I promised to reward myself with shopping if I sat through the Philosophy lecture on Monday (because it was so freaking, idk.. that lesson made me feel rather uncomfortable. With everybody sitting soooo closely to each other. My life seems pretty boring these days but, thankful for having friends like *shan't name them all but actually, I realize I still have quite a number of people in my life and that's enough*

Good morning and HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANRUI!!!!!!!

EPSILON AND DELTA

That's just a little something from Calculus.

I feel so irritated for not knowing how to start to prove all these functions and stuff. Although the lecturer already said that this particular tutorial is tough but................

if you really grasp the concept then I believe you can solve anything?
If you're wondering what I'm learning in school now, its something like this:

*This is a very interesting video*

Actually I like proving and stuff but ever since epsilon and delta came into the equation, I don't really understand how I'm supposed to fit them into my workings (or maybe because I just really really detest functions so I'm not trying hard enough)

I should end my math rant HAHAH Past few days of school were, well, the same. There were people selling some sort of foldable bicycle in school on Monday and the bike looked pretty cool. Supposedly the lightest foldable bicycle~

Then I was late for math tutorial today (I thought I wasn't too late but somehow, I was the latest). Missed probably like just the first question? Tutorial was not exactly boring because I kinda did my work so I just wanted to know if I got my stuff right. The girl who sat beside me kept asking questions (some I thought pretty.. redundant). She called the tutor over to our table while he was waiting for some students to present their workings on the board. The conversation between the two of them made me laugh because she sounded more like the tutor than he did, she was just firing away questions and statements and asking him "Do you get me?" LOL
Then when the tutor stopped to think, the girl turned to me and said something like "What is he doing, I'm waiting for his reply" I just gave her an awkward smile, definitely will feel scared if I were the tutor.

Feels like I've been pretty muddle-headed lately. First, I got the dates wrong for Y's departure (I totally forgot it was already September). Then I got the time wrong, thinking I was supposed to be at the airport at 10am when it was 10pm (and I woke up at 8am.....) Took past Tanah Merah and had to take from the opposite platform to go back to TM then to Changi. Then on Monday, I printed my math notes wrongly - 4 of the same slides on one page -.- Since it was 4 same slides on one page, I cut out 3 and stapled the remaining 1/4 of each page together and it turned out to be a small, handy stack of math lecture notes hehe ^^

Since its even week, I don't have as many tutorials as compared to last week. Watched a movie with Kelz at Jcube after school today (I ended at like 10.45am). We caught "The Watch". The cinema was sooooo empty I thought it was just going to be the two of us and I started trying to talk damn loudly and make random noises HAHAH Then this one guy walked in. I don't think he heard... So it was just the 3 of us watching in there. Felt like we booked the entire cinema or something. ++ We didn't know there was one-for-one promotion so we spent about 4 bucks each? ^^

k shall end my post now. I think I'll give myself a break from epsilon and delta and just see how it goes during tutorial tomorrow.

Just forget it

Is it possible to think that you really like someone but then erase those thoughts after a few seconds and then convince yourself you actually are not that into them? for like what, a year? Pretty much bewildered by my own thoughts/feelings but then again, I think its nothing so I will just try to ignore this for as long as I can I guess?

Hello September

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That's fast, its September already

Met Chan in town today and I was quite surprised I didn't buy anything hahaha maybe I just wasn't really really really that into the shopping mood + I was trying to not withdraw cash from my bank account. Life's been boring, nothing much to blog about.


Think I'll be going to the air port tomorrow (again). Friends are flying off while I'm still here, not saying that its a bad thing though because going to study abroad feels quite intimidating since you're all alone in a foreign land. I was just thinking, what if I was the one going overseas

Who will be there at the airport to send me off..............

Just a random thought.

I hope September will be good to me because August was a little boring.