It's funny how

I cut my hair but I have people telling me my hair grew longer. HAHA!

Show you.

EH? MICKEY MOUSE HAS ONLY 3 FINGERS?!

Well. Today's New Year's eve.

Don't know why but it just seems like it's like any other normal day. No interesting happenings.

Perhaps, I'll go over to Border's later on. Perhaps.

Yesterday, there were plans like what, baking, going out to shop, or going to school to do work whatever.. But all of a sudden, we're all staying at home. :o/

Anyway. I have like two photos from our trip to Malaysia.

This one, we were in Topshop. Shuting's cousins behind us.

This. We were in the pool. HAHAHA! OK. DUH~

But from this picture, it's kinda obvious that the place we were at was big.

Anyway, I think there'll be some countdown on the radio also.

I HOPE. Justin Bieber tops the chart. HAHAHA!! Don't know why but I'm just so not sick of listening to "Baby". Yesterday, when I had my lunch at Swensen's with JingRong, they played the songgggg!! HAHA!

Alright. I can't think of anything else to blog about already.

Today was just.

Studying.

Ok, not exactly studying. I had work to do.

Ohwells.

So my day was spent in NLB.

Guess my day wasn't really very fun until like, dinnertime.

When I met Amanda Chan at Orchard againnnnnnn. Had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.

We saw some guy who looked really cute. HAHA!! Ok, but we spent our time there talking and laughing mostly. Don't know why but I still feel like laughing now.

At the MRT station, something rather funny happened. So, Amanda wanted to top up her card at the control station. The guy there had his back to us, at the other end of the control station. So we waited. And he did the director's spin (whatever you call that). Yaknow those chairs with the wheels.. Yeah, so he spun around and like there was this "pause" effect somemore. Sorry, we laughed. HAHAHAHA!

Hmm. Anyway, today's my mummy's birthday.

I didn't know what to get her. Wanted to get her some purse from Coach or maybe some bag from Aldo but I don't even know if it'll be something she likes. -.-

And the last time I bought a cake, she'd say I was wasting money and stuff.

Sighs. Perhaps the Japanese buffet we're going to this Sunday will be sorta like a celebration?

Identity switch.

I woke up at 8am todayyyyyy! GREAT.

Today's supposedly a day of studying and well, I really hope I do something.

Gonna meet up with Jing Rong.

Anyway, to explain the title of my blog post.

Just yesterday, I was saying how I prefer Gordon's life and well, he prefers my life since I'm gonna go for some Japanese buffet this Sunday, how my mum's nice...

I have no idea why but well, the "forced deal" from Monopoly Deal came to my head.

And yeah, so I asked him to switch identities with me for just one day -today.

So well, since my day's gonna be just studying.

I guess, "Gordon" will have a great sense of achievement today --> since erm well, we've not been doing work. On the other hand, "Cheryl" will be having loads of fun playing over at her friend's place today. It's not too bad yeah, a win-win situation.

**One thing I fount out today. The alarm function on my phone's still working! Becauseeeee I heard "Baby" play --> my alarm ringtone.

Alright. Gonna have my breakfast then I'll leave my house. :) No Orchard today (I think).

I heard this song while I was in Malaysia

Winter Wonderland by Jason Mraz.

And it totally brings me back to that Christmas mood again! :)

Anyway, today went quite well. Dance prac thennnnnn KAP thennnn I met Jing Rong at Orchard.

And yes, it's Orchard again. Oh wow Orchard.

I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I WALKED ALONG THE SAME STRETCH OF ROAD ALREADYYYY.

Wang You's coming back to Singapore and that means --> More shopping and eating.

But nooooo. I won't spend anymore money on shopping. Probably just food.

And shucks, that also means, I won't have time to study like I said I wanted to. Ohhhhwelllls.

I'll probably go use my Border's card tomorrow. :)

Well, yesterday while on the coach back to Singapore, I was like.. reflecting on whatever I did this year. It seemed like most people felt this year didn't really go well. MM. I would say there were both the positive and negative. And since this year's gonna be ending soon, I don't really wish to say it was a bad year. That'd be like, ending on a bad note. I want to end it well and start it better. So I'd say this year was good, despite the negative events. I met really good people, shared wonderful memories with them. I befriended people I didn't think I would. All the random friends - those I came to know in the toilet etc.

SO. I wouldn't say this year was bad. The negative things that happened this year? Well, I'll say they enriched my life. Without them, my life wouldn't be as interesting.

I don't wish to be more mature in 2011.

Not because I think being childish is cool/cute/whatever.

I like to think of it as- I want to retain my innocence+ fun-loving, cheerful disposition. Next year's not gonna be super fun since we'll be spending most of our days studying. And therefore, there is a need for people like Amanda and me to exist. (And yes, Amanda. I agree wholeheartedly with whatever you wrote in your Christmas card. I really do think we're both mature ENOUGH. We both know how to have fun and still, make sense. :D )

Welcome 2011.

BACK.

MY CHAIN OF PICTURES WAS BROKEN BECAUSE I WAS TAGGED IN PHOTOS WHILE I WAS AWAY.

but it's alright. I'll go look for some other photo. and nah, I'm not angry. HAHAH! I just liked it when it was a CHAIN OF PHOTOS.

Anyway, I'M BACK FROM MALAYSIA AND I'M SAFE. :D

My trip was really. fantastic.

I LOVED Shuting's aunt's house. It's so like a resort.

Shopping was like Singapore's so it wasn't different. I BOUGHT A PAIR OF NIKE SHOES. yay.

Actually, I saw it in Singapore but well, the pair I bought... I think it was similar? Not sure, aiya, but it'll definitely work for school shoes. I HOPE.

My brother's already giving me that "I'M JEALOUS" kind of attitude.

Shuting's cousins were fun to play with. And well, one thing they know about me --> I'm a Belieber.

Because on the first day when we went over to their house, there were like LOADS of magazines and well, Justin Bieber was in most of them. HAHAH!

Life was really good over at Malaysia. Like today, when we played in the pool, JB music was playing. Yesterday, when we had dinner, JB music was playing. HAHAH!!

Okok, but really, I have Shuting's aunt to thank for everything on this trip. Because she really paid for EVERYTHING. Shopping, food.. EVERYTHING.

But well, luckily I paid for my NIKE shoes before she did so that was like the one and only thing I spent money on --> + one pack of nuts, a can of coffee (small stuff) -.-

I'm gonna return Shuting money some day. Since her aunt didn't want to accept my moneyyyy.

School tomorrow!

I kinda slept on the coach and drank latte..

ANYWAY. HAHAH! That morning when I left my house, it was really kinda scary.

The MRT station was kinda empty. People on the streets don't look awake.

Then in the train, people were staring at me, with my backpack.

At Ang Mo Kio MRT station, it was the scariest.

BECAUSE. REALLY. People were staring at me. Those old men looked like they were homeless then I think they probably thought I was some "newbie" so I'm gonna fight with them for space. HAHA! I don't know~ I probably looked like I was lost or ran away from home...

They felt threatened by my presence. :ox

And while I was away in Malaysia, I missed out on quite a lot of gatherings.

Ok, not exactly a lot but yeah, the gatherings I was supposed to attend.

Cut my hair. Hmm. I need to find some way to tie it already.

OHOHOH! YOU KNOW WHAT. I TELL YOU SOMETHING THAT GAVE ME A GREAT SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT.

I FINALLY TOOK A ROLLERCOASTER. HAHA! SO I CAN PROUDLY TELL MY KIDS NEXT TIME. I DIDN'T EXACTLY RUN AWAY FROM MY FEARS. I FACED ONE OF THEM - Heights.

Eh, it was really not bad an achievement. The last time I went Genting Theme Park, I didn't even go onto anything because I really cannot take heights too well.

If you don't know, actually, I'm like " :S" even when I take elevators.

Like those with glass walls especially.

I was damn embarrassed because I actually screamed when I took some kiddy rides last time.

-.- BUT WHATEVER. I took a rollercoaster~ HAHAH! Though not SUPER scary but it was not bad for a first time ok. :D

Alright. I shall go to bed now. Probably will post up some photos when I even see them. :)

Selective amnesia

I'm back home. Tomorrow's gonna start early- probably will wake up at about 5 plus in the morning. Gotta reach AMK mrt at 7.15am.

Oh shucks. AMK's on what colour huh? I'll go check later.

Well, I don't feel like sleeping too early today. Since I'm taking a coach to Malaysia, the journey's gonna be rather long. I'd rather sleep on the bus. Because I don't want to just stone there and have nothing to do. The journey will seem shorter if I spend most of my time sleeping.

Packed my stuff already. MM. Probably gonna bring like my guardian angel with me.

Today's a short day. I spent my afternoon online thennnn after that, went out to watch Gulliver's Travels. It was not bad a movie. :) And yay, we went GV Max. It's been quite long since I last watched a movie at GV Max--> Especially since I've been hanging out at the Orchard area. Vivo City wasn't super crowded. Oh! Amanda saw mini snowglobes on sale at Takashimaya!! :D The emphasis on "Mini". Snowglobes are already WONDERFUL. "MINI" makes it even better. I relate to it better. HAHA!

THANKS AMANDA!! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE SNOWGLOBE!!! :D

Yeah, so Gulliver's Travels was about small people (Duh). I thought it was adorableeeeee!! SMALL is always better. HAHA!

There was this shop in Vivo City which had "Baby" on replay! :D

Which totally just made Christmas a better day. So I was enjoying, singing, skipping here and there a little.... but. Well. Some people were complaining "This song again". 8-)

But it's alright. Christmas. I'll forgive them.

Saw someone wearing the same top as I was while walking out of the ladies. :o/

I didn't exactly like ittttt. So I kinda hid, like.. walk with my front kinda, against the wall --> in other words, away from the girl who was wearing the same top as I was.

But then I thought, do I even need to try to cover up?

When we encounter such situations, should we be like

A) OMG. SHE'S WEARING THE SAME TOP AS I AM. THIS IS DAMN EMBARRASSING. HIDE.

or

B) That's cool. We have the same taste.

or

C) I wear the top better than she does so who cares?

. . . . .

Well, I don't know. I definitely won't be B because I like being different. HAHA!

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Just now, my aunt asked if I needed to bring swimwear. Then my mum was like "Oh! You have that one piece swimsuit right?!" I was like "Huhhhh -.-"

Well. Ok, ONE-PIECE SWIMSUIT. It's just. I don't know, I don't wear one piece swimsuit. . ... It just makes me feel like I'm gonna go diving or something.

Ok, anyway. I think I'm gonna wear my specs most of the time over there.

I think I look smarter. --> I was told that. (So I reduce the chances of me getting robbed/kidnapped right. I hope.)

Show you. HAHAHA!! (IGNORE MY INCREDIBLE'S TEE)

Eh omg. Like same expression. HAHAHA!! :D SO COOL. HAHAHAHAH!!

And I look. A BIT. Smarter with my specs on.

Ok. BEFORE I LEAVE SINGAPORE (like as if I'm going to embark on some super faraway journey -.-...)

LOVE

YA!!!!

HAHAHAHHAHA!! OKOK. I'M SO LAME. BYE. I'll be back~

Don't miss me. HAHA!

MERRRRRRRRRY CHRISTMASSSSS!!

**Someone just sms-ed me and called me Ivy. -.- I've been getting quite a few of these. Then sometimes, they'll ask me to go out for coffee. -.- Ahh, okok. Time to go to bed soon.

I woke up in the morning...

with this tune stuck in my head

And I know what song it is already. Space Bound by Eminem.

Anyway, today's great. Christmas.

I'm gonna go over to Vivo City later on to catch my movie. Today, I think I took more than an hour to finish my lunch (no breakfast since I woke up close to 12).

Couldn't sleeeeeeeep. Maybe, it's because I drank some HK milk tea in the evening.

Ahh well. Still it was good. Amanda Chan hyped me up with some Britney song --> Christmas one ok. HAHA!! "EH! AMANDA! WE SHALL DANCE TO IT WHEN WE'RE FREE" :D

The song was really high and so Christmassy.

Then Nadia showed me some video on Facebook --> Justin Bieber gave this girl a really unforgettable Christmas gift. She's so damn lucky. But it's alright, I'm blessed too.

The rain's on and off.

"Oh simple thing, where have you gone. I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.."

Tomorrow's Sunday alreadyyyyy. Off to Malaysia. So this will most probably be my last post (eh no, I'm not going to die)... until I return from Malaysia.

Probably will post again tonight.

Anyway. I decided to dedicate part of this blogpost to Santa.

"Hi Santa! I think I've been a rather naughty girl this year. I haven't been studying much. My results suck. And the worst is, I don't even bring myself to start studying which is really bad. So I guess, you probably don't have to give me any Christmas presents this year. But I'm not exactly bad. I think I brought joy (at least a little) to some people's lives so maybe you can grant me just one wish."

Just re-read my birthday cards. I don't know why but I feel. Hm.

Ok. nevermind. Enjoy Christmas. :)

The chocolates expired. :o/

Today, I opened the box of Royce chocolates I intended to give to a friend.

I'm terribly sorry. I think I bought that box of Royce chocolates in like October and I still haven't passed her yet. So since it's Christmas Eve, I thought I'd open that box and then buy my friend a new one--> wanted to check the expiry date also.

And yes. The box of chocolates were like, expired already.

20 days ago. -.-

But anyway, I ate a bit. Still edible but well, I feel bad for not passing the gift earlier.

This is not too bad still. HAHA! I will never forget that one time when I wanted to give Christmas ornaments to someone but it was past Chinese New Year or something but the gift was still in my house. HAHA!

My mum wanted to give me money to buy whatever Christmas present I desire but welllll... I guess the money will all go to. Cotton On. Where there's 50 percent sales all year round. HAHA!

I don't know~ Shall see how first.

And it seems like, for the first time (or maybe twice, thrice) my brother left the house... it rained. Very heavily. And my mum was saying "At least your brother tells me what time he'll come home, unlike you." Woah please, when I was his age, I did that too also what. Now that I'm older, I realize that everything is so uncertain, I cannot give a definite timing --> I don't give you any expectations. I give you surprises. ;)

Christmas dinner was GREAT. I had ham, spaghetti, seaweed chicken (I know it's not for Christmas), red wine, potato, I think there was turkey?

**I like my facebook new profile now. HAHAH! Don't tag me in any random photos ok!! Don't spoil my "chain" of photos. ;)

So if you want your new profile to look like "THIS" --> scroll down.

You can go to HERE. It worked for me and it's fast but well, you gotta find a good picture (the size and everything matters). :)

Okok, gotta go pack for my trip to Malaysia already. I still can't think of the places to keep my money. And I guess Japple will have to stay at home. "I'LL MISS YOU"

Or maybe. I should have apple/durian strudel first.

Merry Christmas to everyone else in advance. I kinda want to blow bubbles out from my window right now.

I know the song playing so not Christmassy and also, the Robo.to but whatever

Enjoy. :)

I remembered my nightmare

Omg. I remember that night when my stomach felt so uncomfortable and it was churning...

That night, I had a nightmare. The nightmare was like this... I was at some place, there were like two lines. One line was for females and the other was for males.

So I presume we were all queuing up to go to the changing rooms.

And somehow, before you enter the changing room, there'll be this scanner--> And I was scanned to be unhealthy and the others queuing behind me were like o.o

I didn't know what it meant by "unhealthy". Then, I was told I'm pregnant. Walao.

THAT ONE WAS DAMN SADDENING.

I was so flustered like --> "BUT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHINGGGGGG!!! AND WHO'S THE FATHERRRR?!"

And when I woke up and felt my stomach, I was glad it was all just a nightmare but omg, it was really kinda scary. :o/

Christmas tomorrow! But well, guess it'll just be another day.

Probably will watch Gulliver's travels at night or something.

I unwrapped everything already.

Teehee. I show you what I got this Christmas from my sweetest friends. :)

Hold on.. Need to clear the pictures in my computer and put them into folders.

...

Let the pictures do the blogging today.

I JUST CAME BACK FROM ORCHARD AGAIN.
Hazey gave me this. I think it's chocolate inside.
Thank You Karin Ng for your Christmas card

Thank you Kim Jiwon!! :) The notebook's very pretty!!

My belated birthday gift from Tin Wei and A Border's card which I can't decide --> Use it on JB's album or get myself a book?

THANK YOU GORDON GOH for this.

Shayne Ward's newest album okkk~ HAHA!! (If you bought the JB one then you would have saved me from my dilemma already. BUT IT'S OK. I LIKE SHAYNE WARD TOO. :) )
Thank you Amanda CHANNNN!! For your seaweed but I know you're gonna give me a card or something also. I need to pass you yours also!

So you see. Today's been both good and bad also.

I seriously had no idea Gordon Goh bought me the Shayne Ward albummmm!! HAHA! And he still kept saying "I gave you the disc what" and I thought he was pranking me ok. I only remembered him RETURNING me my Shayne Ward album the other time and he told me my present was FOOD. I left it on the kitchen table with Amanda's seaweed ok.

Oh yeah, and some other stuff I got were... cookies from Shuting & Daphne. I know Charis's gonna do something also. ;) HAHAHAHHA!!

I'm listening to the Shayne Ward album now. :)))

Oh yeah, the bad part of today was my tummy. But I'm feeling way better now.

MMMM... AND AND AND. Today, we went Orchard --> Toys r us! Bought this bottle of bubbles. I've been like wanting to get them since like after promos. :)

Blow my emoness away. HAHA!! So yeah, I was blowing bubbles, walking backwards.. against the flow. Some people were irritated, some people were pleased to see the bubbles.

Especially the kidssss!! It makes me feel happy inside when I see those kids go like "bubbbbblesss!!" then they try to catch the bubbles. :o)

Just let the bubbles replace the snow we have in our imagination.

And yeah, before I left, I gave the bottle of bubbles to some kid who seemed reaaaaaally amazed by them. Well, I can always get myself another bottle another time.

So yeah, it was nice. I made people smile today.

Andalsooooo... I sorta finished reading a book on body language and habits. It was quite interesting. ;) Ahhh, I still can't decide. JB album or a book????!!!

5 years. And our friendship's still going strong.

I hope it'll last looooooooooooooooooooooong. :)

Shall go finish up on my lunch --> ate halfway then I was downloading Eminem's songs again.

I can't find the medicine. Aiya whatever. I'll go to school after eating.

Sick.

:o/

What did I eat wrongly? My stomach's churning and I feel nauseous.

But I refuse to allow myself to puke somehow.

Sucks. I don't dare to take lunch. Omggg~

I don't want to be sick.

Yaknow the 90 cent milk tea at Orchard ION? I think I'm kinda sick of it already. Yesterday, when I drank it, I totally felt like "omg. why so sweet. eeyer."

And my throat also. Feels a little uncomfortable.

That one day when I didn't bring my water bottle to school, I felt like. D-r-y.

And then the dry coughs. Nonono. Christmas is here and I want to eat. :(

I HOPE I'LL FEEL AT LEAST A LITTLE BETTER AFTER MY LUNCH.

Shall go see if I can find some medicine.

And then I'll go to school later. Determined to learn the choreos/whatever the rest will learn today. Since I'll miss another prac like, next Tuesday/Monday --> Going to Malaysia with Shuting Yow. "Dear brain, please work today. :o/ Don't make me feel any worse."

MM. Which reminds me. I haven't packed anything yet.

Intoxicated.

Ohhhhhhh myyyyyyyyy godddddddd.

It's so stuck in my head.

ANYWAY. I've got both HAPPY AND SIAN today.

The POSITIVE part first.

Today, we finished choreographing for our item. YAY. :) THIS IS VERY. VERY. WORTH APPLAUDING FOR. TEEHEE.

We played the songs n times. Just now, on my way home, I was listening to it. Like omgggg~ Don't know why but seriously, the song gets me high. HAHA! ALTHOUGH I'm supposedly sick of it. Then I walked past the coffeeshops.. and yeah, so Toxic/Womanizer was playing. Then you know in those Britney MV's, she'll be like... pulling the guys and stuff and eeyer. I was thinking like.... eeeeeyer, all the old men there. HAHAHA!!! OK. I DOUBT IF YOU GET ME.

The SIAN part right. Is about dance.

Actually I don't know why I'm so bothered by it BUT. I feel quite bad ok. Like... I DON'T KNOW WHY I TAKE SO LONG TO LEARN. :'(

And the worst thing is just stoning when you're supposed to be dancing. It's verrrrrrrrrybad ok.

And it's my faulttttt. I know I knowwwwwww. SIGHS.

Why's my brain always shut down?

So I guess I can only excel in things that don't require me to think much. No memorizing and stuff. Which is. Kinda hard since you actually need to THINK for a lot of activities.

Ok. Shall stop ranting on this because I'm so very bothered by it. Even though, it's not a very big issue. AHHHH. BUT IT IS TO ME. :o/

INTERNAL CONFLICT AGAIN. HAHA!

Maybe I need supplements to boost my brain power. PERHAPS.

I can't say I'm dumb. BECAUSE some people will give me this reply --> "But you're in Hwa Chong!" Woah damn it. HAHA!! We were totally complaining about this today. Hwa Chong Hwa Chong Hwa Chong. It's just a name~ Ahhwhatever. I'm in Hwa Chong. -.-

I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY. We're supposedly going for Sakae buffet--> Amanda, Jinghui and me.

To make myself happier: I HAD MILK TEA TODAY. :) HEE. Sooooooo, I kinda satisfied my craving. :) BUT I'M PRETTY SURE I'll feel hungry at 10pm. And yes, again, we went Orchard. The three of us. HAHA! OrchardOrchardOrchard. IonIonIon.

It's making all of us feel sian BUT. There seem to be nowhere else to go to!

Bieber to hit S'pore Next May?

That's on the papers ok.

Today's been gooooooooood.

FIRSTLY, our choreography's more or less completed. Hurrayyyy!

SECONDLY. I TRIED THE ERM BRAISED PORK RICE OR SOMETHING (from Xiao Ba Wang)

But AARG. The sucky thing's that THE MILK TEA WAS PUT OF STOCK TODAY when we went there after "dance". :o/

BUT IT'S ALRIGHT. I tried Happy Lemon but it's way more expensive than the milk tea.

THIRDLY. I WENT ONTO HIPPO TOURS. And you know what? For free. :)

Ok. We each contributed like $1.20 to buy this box of chocolates for the lady who allowed us to go onto Hippo Tours without whatever receipt that was supposedly needed.

Like, if you have $100 worth of receipt then yeah, you can get two passes onto Hippo Tours. BUT, we didn't had any and she still allowed us to board the bus. Soverynice of her.

AND WELLLLLLLL. The ride was VERYVERYVERYWINDY and it was just fantastic. If not for the traffic jam, I guess it would have been even better.

So we had this mini gift exchange thing amongst ourselves AND I also received my belated birthday present. GUESS WHAT I GOT?! BORDER'S CARD!!! And TinWei meant for it to be like spent on maybe Justin Bieber's acoustic album. TEEHEE! SO I'll most probably get that if I can't think of any books I'd like to buy.

I'M SO TOUCHED. HAHA!!

I need to give my address to a few people but seriously, I don't know what's my address SO I need to go find out. Tomorrow's gonna be choreographing--> Finishing up.

AND. I'll probably buy Starbucks. :) Yay!! I can't wait can't wait can't wait to fall asleep so I can wake up again tomorrow. HAHA! I don't know why I'm so high but yes, today's been good. :)

On my way home, I felt hungry soooooooo I had like Ham and Turkey from Subway for supper Although I'm not realllllly hungry now, I'm soooo craving for a lot of food/drinks. Milk tea. Starbucks- the dark cherry mocha or something. Omgggg~ Can't wait for morning. HAHAHA!! PLEASEEE. COME VERY QUICKLY. I shall attempt to wake up at 8am without any alarm clock.

I'M UP AT 8AM.

Surprise surprise.

Today's gonna be good. I hope. Gordon Goh said there'll be a lunar eclipse today so remember to take time to observe the surroundings.

I HOPE AMANDA CHAN'S AWAKE.

Because we know how late we're all gonna reach/can reach, we decided to say 9.30am so.... yaknow.. plus minus, half an hour I reckon.

AND I WOKE UP AT 8AM, NOT NEEDING THE ALARM CLOCK.

This is a good start for today. HAHA! If not for school today, I wanted to just hang out at the playground or go running. Wellllls. OK. TIME TO GO FOR SCHOOL VERY SOON. After I shower.

With a taste of a poison paradise. I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic~

The Balloon Chase

Hello. I'm back. From Orchard.

Today was both a good and S day.

I don't know and I lost count of the number of times I used the S word.

WELL.

The good part was that I actually read a little on Geography.

I bought something from Art Friend.

I had hazelnut latte.

I had xiao long bao.

I had la mian with shrimp wanton.

I had good songs to keep me company. Teehee. I'm so in love with this song, Hero. It makes me feel like "I WANNA GET MARRIED" but nono, most probably gonna build a treehouse or buy a cottage and live with a yorkshire terrier.

Pick apples from tree.. play with my puppy.. That's what I kinda want.

The bad part was like. I didn't exactly had lunch since I woke up at 12 plus? Soooo.. when I decided to go to OC, I thought I'd just buy chicken and mushroom pie from Gelare.

And yuckyuck, I don't know if it was ME or what. Because the fillings tasted like erm, bitter and like.. a little like detergent or something. I don't knowwwwww.. it was just weird. :o/

So I ate just a little of it. Sighs.

Ok. So today, I went up to OC's rooftop garden (which actually, isn't exactly super nice or what) but the "journey" up the escalator was not bad. And I don't know why but I just had this urge, this want to write my wish on a balloon then send it up to the moon --> Full moon today. :)

Yeah.. so well, my friend and I went around looking for a balloon ok. Which was quite ridiculous because I didn't exactly mean it to be serious. HAHA!!

Sooooo.. the shop that supposedly sells helium balloons --> Party City or don't know what, closed at 8.30pm. :o/ And it was like 9.15pm? Yeahhhh... sighs.

BUT THEN. We saw this China lady with a balloon and so we tried to approach her to ask her where she got it. OK ANYWAY, we did try to get the balloon from her but she refused to let us have it. WHY MUST SHE FIGHT WITH A KID LIKE ME RIGHT?! HAHA!

Tsk. So well, yeah... the search for the balloon distributor was kinda tough. And on our journey, we saw like so many kids with those balloons... :o/

But WELL WELL, just when we were about to give up, we saw a balloon tied to something. I don't know what it was tied to but then I just kinda ran towards it, climbed onto something and just untied the balloon. Jumped down with the balloon in my hand. AND I FELT LIKE A KID. A SUCCESSFUL ONE. OMG. I seriously felt. A VERY GREAT SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT OK. HAHA!

SOOOOOO. Yes. I wrote my wish. AND YES. I released the balloon. AND YES. IT FLEW all the way upppppppp~

The people behind me, who were watching, I guess.... it's like they were all praying for me too. HAHA! :) I was really glad that we found the balloon. :o) MAY MY WISH COME TRUE.

And of course. I want to thank my friend for everything today.

**Second post of the day. Tomorrow will be good becauseeeee I'm probably gonna take the hippo/duck tours and yayyyy, watch the Christmas lights again. This time, with Kelz, Karin, Hazel etc.

AND oh. I think I'm gonna have a reason to go to school already--> Choreographing for open houseeeeeeeee.

I kinda feel like watching a movie all by myself

Loner.

HAHA.

Ahh, we'll see about that later on. Woke up at 10 plus then went back to sleep.

And yes, so I kinda, sorta, just woke up.

Slept at 2am yesterday.

OHOH. I remember what I wanted to blog about initially.

So yesterday, just when Amanda was about to go offline, someone with this email "bernice-ong@live.com" added me on MSN. THIS EMAIL ADD. IS VERY VERY VERY FAMILIAR. And I do happen to know a Bernice Ong.

BUT I remembered the last time when I accepted some person who tried to add me on MSN--> Their email addresses are like similar. So it's like "name-surname@live.com".

This time round, this person told me she's my secondary school junior and well, chanced upon my blog. Soooo... I was erm wary of these people ever since the last time I was asked to do a sexuality survey. -.- And well, this Bernice over here, talked about HC suddenly and said what, some of the guys in HC are quite open, her friends have had sex with some HC guy also...

SO yeah, I don't know why but she started telling me that. And these people right, their pm is like... erm made up of numbers. And there's today's date and the other numbers I'm not too sure. They don't have a dp also (which IMO. is quite weird. DP is important.)

I couldn't stand this Bernice ok. I was waiting for her/him to tell me "Actually, I'm feeling kinda horny right now" so I can just BLOCK AND DELETE because I seriously didn't know if she was real or not. But I guess not? So she was yakking about HC guys, asking me how the guys are over there -.- And asking me about dance in HC... Open house....

So you seeeeeeeeee.. I really don't know eh and I shouldn't be rude since she's human too.

But I really wanted to go to bed already so I just asked "SO. ARE YOU GOING TO ASK ME ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE OR WHAT." Then she said.. "huh..? Are you in the wrong convo? LOL" Aahhh, whatever. I just blocked and deleted her already.

This song's gonna be played during my funeral.

HAHA. I remember I wanted "Baby" to be played during my funeral so everyone can be happy.

I wonderrrr... if it'll make giving birth much smoother a process if "Baby" is played during delivery. HAHAH!! OMG~

I CAN IMAGINE THE NEWBORN DANCING. :)

ANYWAY

I wanted to spend my day studying today BUT.

I went out. And watched a movie.

Friend of the day: Amanda.

Today was a little different because we didn't go to Orchard area. Instead, we went to Jurong Point. And well, 5 rows from the screen wasn't too bad I guess. I DRANK some dark cherry mocha frappucino today. OH OH. You know right, the stupid Starbucks counter there was QUITE high. Then I asked for a paper bag so I can sneak the drink in then the guy forgot to help me put the drink in the bag. SO. I had to pack it in myself. But the counter was quite high, so I struggled (WHICH meant I eventually DID IT OK. Clap for me please.) with the packing and dropped the straw on the floor. Almost knocked my head against the "tall" counter when I stood up. Sighs. A bit too tall. Guess I'm not too short actually. HAHAHAHHAHA!!

Watched a little Walking Dead today. AND surprise surprise, I wasn't freaked out by the show eh. AND YOU KNOW WHY. I think I know. BECAUSE the show had a warning--> For mature audience, 16 and above.

Listening to Eminem now. Actually I think, a not bad song to play at a funeral can be like "When I'm Gone". Shall add it to my blog's playlist.

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back

Hmmmm... guess I wouldn't be going to Malaysia after all. Because Amanda can't exactly go... thennnn well, I don't know why eh, guess I'll spend my remaining days (of the holiday) playing in Singapore. -.-

Everyone keeps saying it's unsafe. But aiya, that's not exactly my main reason- I don't see why anyone will want to rob me actually. :o/ --> I'm dumb. yes.

Almost got pushed down on the train today. I was being nice, I let those who wanted to board the train come in first --> WHEN I'M SUPPOSED TO GO OUT FIRST RIGHT?! But they didn't let me. :o/ And they still pushed me further behind. Luckily I wasn't in too bad a mood. HAHA.

OK. Overall, it was a good day. Tomorrow, I shall attempt to wake up early. I hope.

Time to study?? But I feel like going to Wild Wild Wet eh. Or Sentosa.

CANNOT.

I'm so having an internal conflict.

Tsk. Hopefully J2 year will be like my sec 4 year. The best year of my life~

TEEHEE! I JUST REALIZED. I have two music widgets on my blog. NO WONDER the "layering" of the songs.

*Heard this song today and fell in love all over with it again.

Ahh. Wells. Today was not bad a day because I went to a friend's church, and hmmm.. I finally said what I wanted to say. Yeah, seriously. It's been bothering much. And I've felt really bad about it soooo it's good that I finally had an opportunity to say. That's totally like my biggest achievement today.

And well, on the other hand, I felt kinda bad for not going over to St. James' today --> For a friend's flea market stall. I'm like broke. Now. Today.

Walked down Orchard road today and was just looking at the lights.

And well, I don't know why but I asked "How does it feel like to spend Christmas alone?"

It's kinda. sad. Actually. Like all those homeless elderly... Ahh, seriously. When you're out there alone, fighting to survive and you see others celebrating, being in the festive mood... :o/ I wish I could help more. I wonder if there'll be some Christmas flash mob huh....

Like... A HUGE crowd of people wearing winter clothes and then we all spray artificial snow. HEEHEE! (EH. But no, cannot. Then those cleaners will have a hard time cleaning up the streets while everyone else is celebrating which is unfair so.. OK. Cancel the thought.)

I fell in love with a pair of NIKE shoes todayyyyyyyy. I LOVE THE DESIGN VERY MUCH. :o/

WELL. Guess I'll buy it if this pair of Adidas one CMI for school. SOOOOO... HAHA. I'll be happy if I get caught for my shoes next year *winkwink*

And yeah, I've been thinking... why do people like wearing clothes with like animal prints, like, just whatever animal-related-kind-of-texture...

Today, I saw this woman wearing tights which looked like it was made from snake skin. The first thing that came to my mind was : What's she thinking? She wants to look like a snake or what.

Hate it hate it hate it.

Sighs. OK nevermind. Whatever. Ignore the things I hate. Ignore the things that get me unhappy.

Christmas spirit. Remember. omg. And stop swearing.

Today, just before I left my house, I couldn't find my ez-link ok.

Well, today was both good and bad I guess.

Couldn't sleep last night. It was probably morning when I eventually fell asleep.

Today was not bad because Kelz and me saw Lao Da at IKEA today. HAHA!

I just found out. The radio's only playing this song- this one playing on my blog, now. -.-

This song's great and it existed for quite some time already. They should have played this song like, wayyyy earlier.

Tsk. Not really in the mood to blog right now.

Bye.

Warning : MATURE CONTENT

HAHAHAH! SORRY. I JUST WANTED TO ADD THAT WARNING.

Tsk. If only they allow me to edit the warning so I can have it CUSTOMIZED like my autoreplies in Adium.

Woke up at 10am initially. I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T HEAR THE ALARM. :o/

My phone's alarm don't seem to work anymore. SIGHS. Or maybe it's just the alarm tone that sucks so I just ignore the alarm.

I'M ALONE AT HOME RIGHT NOW. WOOOOHOOO~

This calls for a celebration. HAHA! Because I'm seldom ALONE at home.

Well, the rest of my family's out in JB and my granny's working soooo.. for now, I'm alone.

However, since I'm alone, I'll have to lock the door before I leave the house.

Which erm. I think I should be able to do it.

Ever since I moved in, I haven't actually tried using the keys on the door before BECAUSE there'll always be someone at home..... SO. I hope I don't get all frustrated trying to lock the door later on.

ANOTHER UNPRODUCTIVE DAY.

WOAH SHUCKS. SERIOUSLYYYYYYY. WHAT'S WRONG MAN. WHAT'S WRONG. WHY CAN'T I CONCENTRATE ON STUDYING?!

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Went to Gelare today. Background music: Emo Christmas songs.

Right in front of me: People "rock-climbing".

Somewhere beside me: Kids eating ice-cream and saying things that don't really seem to make sense which distracted me even more.

I read just one set of notes, which was pretty short a chapter. --> Took me quite some time with all the distractions.

Gave myself a toilet break, came back then STONED.

AND AFTER THAT, Kinokuniya. I went there to read comics.

One Betty and Veronica's double digest and one of those, erm, A4-sized Archie comics. EEYER, the comics aren't as nice as before. IMO. Especially those A4-sized ones.

When I was looking for a spot to sit so I could enjoy my comics, I felt like I was invading the children's space. Because I was at the kids' section for some unknown reason. Soooo... I was like "fighting" for space with them. AHH SORRY MAN. Teens need space too. And not like I'll take up a lot of space.

JUST BEFORE I LEFT THE PLACE, SOMETHING CAUGHT MY EYE.

Justin Bieber's Biography. HAHAHAHA!

So I stood there (despite the pain my stupid blister gave me) and flipped through it.

HMM. So that summed my day up.

Just when I wanted to go home a little EARLIER so that I can have dinner, there was no dinner at home. -.-

AND so, I had to go down to get my own food.

Today, the stall holders really set me thinking.

So after I ordered my food, like, I was waiting at the side.. the stall holder came to talk to me. He said he thought I was cute. Then after that, another one joined in the convo (in the midst of packing my food). And AIYER~~~ He called me what “小可爱” . I thought it sounded quite wrong. I thought that meant like underwear or something? I heard it before on those Taiwan variety shows. And yeah, so the stall holders were like saying something like (TRANSLATED from Mandarin) "Don't disturb lah. She's not even 12 yet." AND I WAS LIKE O.O

I know people think I look like I'm P6 which is like, 12. BUT OMG. NOT YET 12 IS DAMN HUTING EH. I'm not THAAAAAAAT small?!

I don't know why I even bothered defending myself "HUH?! I'M 16 EH" <-- AND I CAN SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE BEING 16. HAHAHA!! I FORGOT I'M ALREADY 17.

Then AS USUAL, they said I'm so small and they couldn't believe. IMAGINE WHEN I'M 20. TSK. The person who once told me I look like I'm 18 probably was wrong then. -.-

*Second post of the day.

I HAD A NIGHTMARE YESTERDAY.

I think it's all because I've been hearing people say how dangerous Malaysia is and what, it might be the last time seeing me...

HUH. IS it THATTT bad?! As in, I seriously don't know. I go travelling with my mum , granny and aunt soooo I just FOLLOW. Actually, I wonder if it's even confirmed yet. SHALL UPDATE AGAIN.

Anyway, the nightmare was like this. I DON'T KNOW WHY but it seemed like EVERY MINUTE, there was someone who sprang out and attacked me. I lost like TOTALLY EVERYTHING over at Malaysia which was REALLY DREADFUL. But it's a nightmare. Tell me Malaysia's not like this. IT'S FRIGGIN next to Singapore, how can it be like 天渊之别<-- *APPLAUSE*

THENNNNN.. I remember in my dream, I ate something really tasty. Ok, yeah, that was the DREAM part. It was green tea in flavour but I don't know what it was. WELL. I was kinda hungry before I went to bed soooo I guess, it was good to have food in my dream.

OK. Today's gonna be a study day. I reckon.

I like this font somehow. It reminds me of... erm, like when people type in lab reports or when they do online journals. HAHA!! PROFESSIONAL~

I realized Facebook don't send notifications anymore- like when you post something on someone's wall and they reply. But ahh, anyway, I see that Cassandra's birthday wish is to get into Hwa Chong. I HOPE SO TOO. :)

**AND I JUST REMEMBERED I'm supposed to create some Facebook event.

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY.

A few reasons why today was FABULOUS. HAHA!

1. I reached school DRY. It started pouring when I reached the bus stop BUT it stopped once I reached school.
2. I had a blister. BUT I found plasters.
3. The plasters peeled off. BUT Xinyun had more.
4. THEN AFTER PRAC. Yes, it was RAINING. But THE GOOD SIDE: IT WASN'T A THUNDERSTORM. We could walk in the drizzle at Orchard.
5. I got my milk tea. HEEHEE.
6. I ate the Soya ice-cream from Mr Bean.
7. I think I laughed a lot today and so well, that's good. (Thanks to my ever-active imagination)
8. Good company.

Although I was initially SIANNN-ed because Poolside cafe was close --> Fiona, Weiqing and I wanted to eat there. Throughout open class for juniors, we were like saying how hungry we were...

And I hope TOMORROW will be one too. Probably won't be as fun as today but wellllllllll.. I'll try to make it good all by myself.

HOPEFULLY SOMETHING FUNNY ENOUGH WILL HAPPEN TOMORROW.

I WAS REMINDED TODAY: 12 DAYS TO CHRISTMASSSSS!! :)

Sooooo.. should I put up the TECHNO remix of Christmas songs or nice, traditional ones??

OK. SET. 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS IT SHALL BE.

OH OOPS. I found one by JB. HAHA!

Frosty the snowman~

THEY'RE PLAYING CHRISTMAS SONGS ON RADIO NOW. :)

I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY.

And I managed to sleep last night so it wasn't too bad.

PLUS. Before I went to bed, I felt like I learnt something about myself.

Because I was thinking if any of the juniors coming today will actually be smaller than I am.. and I remembered someone who told me I'm actually not small, I just LOOK small so omg.

IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL AN OPTICAL ILLUSION??????

Ahh, that makes me cooler then. HAHA!!

ALRIGHT. Shall have my HEAV-IER breakfast so that I wouldn't need lunch--> Not that I don't want to. I've to leave house by 11am? So.... no chance to have lunch. OKOK! BYEEEE!

NOTBADADAY

TODAY, I WENT SHOPPING. WHICH TOTALLY EXPLAINS WHY IT'S A GOOD DAY HUH.

I bought new shoes and clothes.

AHHHH... BUT I'M STILL THINKING OF THAT PUMA BAG I COULD HAVE GOTTEN. Ok nevermind. I was hesitant and couldn't make up my mind so well, I'll get my bag some other day.

The shopping was really good simply because my brother didn't tag along. SO NO ONE GAVE ME ATTITUDE. << You must understand, I don't hate my brother. I SIMPLY. Dislike his attitude towards me WHEN I'M THE ELDER SIBLING. >>

Sometimes, I do wish I'm the only child but THEN again, if I were the only child then there'll be no one to "hone" my arguing skills. My life will be boring~ since I have no one to squabble with. My imagination would be restricted in a way since I won't have much opportunities to find someone to argue with.

***MM, but I feel a little bad because I think I spent the most today. My mum didn't even buy a single thing for herself. Also, she lied about buying my shoes for 40 plus when it was 60 plus. :ox (I don't know why actually)

Had tuition after that. I don't know, perhaps I was overwhelmed with my shopping, I wasn't exactly focused during lesson. And hah, I remember I drew this really long covalent bond. Ahhh~ I don't know what I was thinking~

OH. I remember. WHAT I WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT ALREADY.

Today's been really good except for one thing.

I'm not single today. I'm back with Tom. BOOOOHOOOOO~

And Tom caught me by surprise. :'( But thank God I had just what I needed but there was a little stain. :ox I don't know if anyone saw it or not thoughhhhhh. Aarg. Well, I did what I could have done during that time then just walked out and SIGHS, when it comes to times like that this, I guess, just walk out confidently and even if someone really did see, they wouldn't point it out? And even if they did, then then I can always say it's part of the design or something. Just crap something up. And yay, I made it through the day.

Second post of the day. School tomorrow and I'm kinda worried because it's open class for the juniors and seriously, JUNIORS sound small but they may not be. DIE. Can I pretend to be one of those juniors?

I THINK I'M NICE ENOUGH.

I'm sneeeeeeezing because I just showered with like, cold waterrrr.

Not because the heater's down. BUT BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE but it wasn't appreciated. 8-) <------ ROLLLLLLLLLLING my eyes.

Over at my granny's place, there's the ladies and the gents. So well, I was asked to go shower and I know my brother's in the gents. Background info: When both the ladies and gents are occupied, the heater will work on just one side I think. So well, since I was forced to shower and because I know how irritated my brother will get if he needs to shower with cold water SO I SACRIFICED okkk~ It's not a very BIG deal - I showered using the cold water in a pail so that the heater wouldn't be affected. And I thought well, so my brother wouldn't get all pms-y and start acting like a mitch (male-bitch). BUT still he complained. And since I felt like I so wasn't in any wrong, I shouted back. And he shut up. But just 2 mins later, he complained again. This time, about the desktop. --> My mum wanted to use the table and well, the desktop was on it so he couldn't use the desktop. "Seriously, why must you always get your way?! 8-)"

Everytime I try to help, I don't get appreciated. :o/ HMPHHH~

Like that day, when I told my mum I actually have some of those sec3 books he needs for next year so that my mum wouldn't have to spend as much--> MY BOOKS ARE ALWAYS IN VERY GOOD CONDITIONS BECAUSE I'M CHERYL TAN SI RONG AND I'LL ALWAYS ENSURE MY BOOKS DON'T GET DAMAGED IN ANY WAYS.

Then because everything's packed into cartons, sooooo... my mum had to look through them (EH, but then if you want to save money, that's the way to go what~ If you'd rather spend the money then.. well, spend it. I'm just saying I've got the books.) And AGAIN. My brother stomped into the room and started calling me "stupid", "idiot" etc. etc. for making them do all the work. :o/ That's what I get for trying to help. HMPHHHH~

Ahh, but I ignored him. Why bother myself with the trivial affairs of ignorant kids~

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I was asked to go shopping with my mum. SALESSSSS so I really wanted to go BUT I said I wouldn't go if my brother's going. Ahh, I'd rather spend my Sunday alone at home than go out with someone who's got an attitude and then my mum gets irritated when she looks at how grumpy my brother gets. SO. THANK GOD. HE SAID HE WAS GOING OUT. THANK GOD. SERIOUSLY. I'D APPRECIATE THIS SHOPPING TRIP REALLY MUCH. SHOPPING WITHOUT HAVING MY BROTHER AROUND IS THE BEST I CAN EXPECT.

OK. ENOUGH OF THAT. I just watched some MTV chart hits or something AND.

JUSTIN BIEBER WAS ON IT. Hurray hurray! HAHA!! But my mum thought his hairstyle sucked ---> I didn't say, that's like totally the best part of JB. I love his hair.

I'm feeling hungry again (Just had laksa).

And I SWEAR I HEARD THE BIRDS AGAIN TODAY. :o/ I COULDN'T SLEEEEEEEP. And I guess it's all thanks to the KFC Frappe.

TODAY. I watched TV.

I watched some Taiwan variety show on Magic~

and I read the papers today--> I READ THE CHINESE ONE OK.

Not bad not bad, I still can read BUT I think I can't remember how to write some words already.

Back from tuition. omg. Today, we did erm, Carboxylic acids. And I was just copying and like plain copying..... couldn't actually remember what I learnt.

Uurg, ok, I'll try to re-read tomorrow.

Just now, I almost gave the wrong directions to a Filipino woman.

She wanted to get to Simei and we were on the train, travelling towards..... erm.. I don't know what's the last station. I boarded it from Jurong East, it's not going the Boon Lay side.. AIYA, ok, you can go figure out.

So the woman asked me if she was on the right train. For some unknown reason, I told her she was not. I told her she needed to get off at the next station and take from the opposite side. EH, I wasn't being mean ok. And I just kept telling her she was on the wrong side and I tried to explain, pointing to the chart. And she gave me a puzzled look and was like "huh.. so I have to get down? Go down? Other side?"

And I just nodded my head.

THEN. I realized. I was at JURONG EAST and not like RAFFLES PLACE. I don't know why I thought I was at Raffles Place. Maybe because Raffles Place's closer to Simei on the chart so Simei like on it's right and where I'm supposed to alight is like, on the left.

So I told her she was wrong.

Then I felt damn bad ok. So in order to cover up, I thought I should give this thinking look so as to show it was just.. a careless mistake of mine, I'm not dumb. -.- So I was like "Ehhhh.. wait huh. Let me see. We're here at Jurong East.. so, OH! You don't have to get down". And for that, I had to re-explain again. THANK GOD FOR MY FAST-ENOUGH REFLEXES.

Tomorrow's gonna be another day with tuition.

Hopefully, shopping too. Christmas sales~

It's rather late and the radio's playing like techno remixes. -.-

I have a lot of reminders for myself. Uurg.

Charis Liew. Come back soon.

Amanda Chan! I HOPE YOU CAN COME WITH US TO MALAYSIA.

Just watched "Be You" on Youtube. I saw it on Tumblr, some Tumblr user people follow and yeah, they were discussing about how inspiring the video was so I went to watch it.

I couldn't think of anyone who would give negative comments on this video but well, I saw one. Sighs, it seems like there'll always be haters. Even when you try to inspire others, to make others feel contented and satisfied with their lives.. Seriously, haters~

And well, it was inspiring and touching but I feel like, it'll only make a temporal impact on myself. Ahh well. That's why I said I need A LOT of reminders for myself.

Like those messages from God on Facebook <-- that APP, everytime I read I'll be like "Yeah, they make sense" then after a while, the effect's gone already.

Can 20th December come ASAP.

Not going for Jiwon's party on Monday already. :o/

I really wanted to go. Sighs.

Some other day then.

Woke up at 1pm today and well, got nagged for that. -.-

My mum should be glad I woke up at 1pm and not like laterrrr in the afternoon. I think I'm not too bad already~

Tomorrow's Sunday. What's a Sunday when there's no Amanda Chan around. HAHA!! No one to go on impromptu dates with me.

Good afternoon.

Another day starting from 12 noon.

Couldn't go to sleep yesterday.

I normally empty my bladder before I go to bed but just yesterday, I couldn't remember if I did so. I remembered cleaning my lenses, brushing my teeth but just not the peeing part. So I went to bed with this "I don't know if I did empty my bladder" kind of "feeling. It was 12am by then.

And I think I was so perturbed by it, at 1am, I finally got up to pee. -.-

After that, I thought I'd be able to sleep in peace but no. omg. The motorcyclists on the roads outside were speeding and they were making soooooooo much noise. Every time I'm about to fall asleep, I'll hear like "ZooooOOOOoooooMmmm" <--CAN YOU IMAGINE THE NOISE?!

Like as if they're holding some F1 race every night. 8-)

Just yesterday, I realized there'll be dance prac on Monday and soooooo, I'll have to reschedule again. Hopefully the other days will be fine..

Today, I shan't leave my house. This is to prevent me from going into more Cotton On outlets to buy more Cotton On clothes. Bought stuff again yesterday but I didn't hide them from my mum okkkk~ I just said something like there were sales and erm, buying clothes is definitely more practical and useful than buying a new ipod. And plus "I'm helping you to spend less eh. New ipod will cost much more than my clothes".

AMANDA CHAN GOING KOREA TODAYYYYYYYYY!

Well, guess next week will be quite packed anyway. Tuition+that party on monday+dance pracs+baking ( I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHEN I'LL BE FREE THEN. Irritated- )

Yesterday, I had an amazing dream. I dreamt it was snowing in schooooooool! So unrealistic. Ahh, whatever.

//

FINISHED (I think) my tuition work at Gloria Jean's yesterday. There was some party at the food court where I wanted to do my work at. PARTY. Like what the hell.. when I'm want to get down to work, I get distracted. -.-

My Christmas song, not baddddddd right?! I felt the Coldplay one wasn't merry enough and I didn't like the Mariah Carey's one also so here's TRAIN for us! Perhaps 12 days before Christmas, I'll just put on random Christmas songs. :)

2.13pm and I'm still at home.

Just today, I don't exactly feel like spending time outside.

Kinda tired I guess and it's not like I know anyplace I can go.

Trying to control my spending remember?!

It's warm today.

...

OK. I REALLY CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY BECAUSE I'M AT HOME AND NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPENED TO ME YET SO FAR.

The year's gonna come to an end very soon. Guess it's something to be happy about huh, a new beginning in a sense.

Yesterday, I told my mum about my trip to Malaysia. I wanted to lie initially, to say like it's a school trip or something but I figured, I should just tell her I'm going with two of my friends (probably). And so I did.

Actually, I was already set on going, like we planned on the trip like as if I know for sure my mum would allow me to. And well, she did. So it's all good.

And since it's the Christmas season, there'll be all the Christmas decos and that festive mood, hopefully. Should I bring my laptop over???

We're all waiting for Amanda Chan's reply. "AMANDA! Give your parents that sad, innocent look."

Having lunch now. And again, my lunch consists of sliced fish. I don't know why I'm so into fish. Not just fish. They should be in like thin, flat slices.

I'm feeling really warm right now. Shall probably go get myself some avocado juice.

KING AVOCADO, I MISSED YOU!

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Sometimes, I feel like we all kinda expect too much. Well, we're humans afterall. I guess it's not wrong to expect good in life. But seriously, we seldom think of what comes after having high expectations. Just had to blog this down after reading a blog.

The people whom we think might give a damn about us may not necessarily be the ones who do so afterall so I guess, we just have to learn to not place friends as the centre of our life. Being selfish isn't good but sometimes, that's the way things work. Not like everyone should be selfish or what but ultimately, the one and only person who will/can give a damn about us.. isn't that person just us? Good intentions may not always be reciprocated. And promises are always meant to be broken. So, learn this and move on for nobody stays in your life.

erm. I seem quite pessimistic but I'd rather look at the downside of life so when there's an upside, I'll be grateful for it.

On a side note, I MUST remind myself to not swear as often. OR RATHER, not to swear.

Tsk. I'm influenced. This is badddddddddddd.

Dear Blogger,

Today was not a very good day.

Ok. Half-half.

The good part of today: hanging out with Shuting and Amanda. Went to Gelare at Orchard Central. Once again, all of us were late. For some unknown reason, I set our impromptu date to be at 3pm. And at 3pm, I was still at home. -.-

And I think I reached at like 4 plus. Amanda Chan was the latest. ;)

Well, half-priced waffles today so I satisfied my craving.

I was more decisive than usual- I chose cookie dough without hesitation. I didn't pause to think if I should get chicken and mushroom pie instead. :)

And well, because I really felt like escaping, the three of us decided to leave Singapore.

I haven't told my mum anything yet. But I'm pretty sure she'll allow. I HOPE.

We wanted to go to Bintan or Vietnam but we figured KL will be better - cheaper, accommodation provided, shopping, theme parks..

The Voldemort Look as suggested by Shuting Yow.

Well. I really hope we can all leave Singapore.

Will I hear the birds chirp again today??

Ahh, I need to make a good wish at 11.11 today.

I finally understand

what Amanda Chan meant when she said she slept at a time she heard the birds chirping too.

I remember I heard them chirping this morning and I was still awake.

There was once when the bird stood somewhere near the window and I was just freaked out, like, what if it flies in?!

Sighs, so I guess I fell asleep only in the morning.

After I went offline on my macbook, I went to wash up and then as I laid on my bed, I felt like staying online just so to deplete my phone battery. And so I went online using my phone again.

Stayed there for awhile and my hands were so tired from holding onto the phone and typing.... and it's kinda hard to type with like Capslock for the first letter of every sentence, punctuation etc. etc. And I realized there was something called "quicktext" and so I went to save those phrases/sentences I'll use commonly so that I won't have to type "I'm going to sleep now! Goodnight!" in every single window. It's not as bad on the laptop but I think I'll just feel damn tired doing that on my phone.

Yesterday, Amanda and I met up to watch "Hello Stranger". We planned to wake up earl-IER so that we'll have more time outside. HAHA! And today, Amanda woke up at 12 plus! HURRRRRAY!! <-- It's a great achievement ok!

Later on, we're going to study. <-- I think so?

The main thing is the half-price waffles. Oooooomg. I always can't decide between the cookie flavour and the mocha one... I'll save the thinking for later.

Hello World

I'm gonna leave my house in...... probably an hour's time.

So that means, I'm late for my date with Amanda. HAHA! Someone woke up late too.

Anyways, we're going to watch a movie today. YAY!! Finalllllllly.

Supposedly having some dinner gathering tomorrow.

And that means, this whole week will probably be just fun+fun+fun = not doing my work.

And I want to buy my shoessss.

Charis will be leaving for Australia today.

Kelz will be leaving for Indonesia soon.

Amanda will be leaving for Korea very soon

Karin will be leaving Singapore to don't-know-where too.

I wonder how will things turn out if I pretend to be overseas for a few days.

Ignore all messages. Come up with some stories to blog. Try not to leave the house so that I'll not be seen on the streets in Singapore.

...

Just yesterday, I felt the sudden want and need to listen to Ryan Tedder's voice--> because he sounds damn nice to me. So I went to search on Youtube and found this song "Speak Up" which he wrote for Kristinia Debarge. I downloaded his version.

I seriously couldn't decide which song to put as the first one playing- Shayne Ward's "The Way You Are" or "Speak Up" by Ryan Tedder.

So here it is. CLICK ME. It kinda reflects whatever I'm feeling right now. Not EXACTLY but about there because I don't even know what all that silence mean. Just that part.

Cause I can never tell, I can never tell

Hmm. So where did I go wrong this time?

Speak up.

-

I just remembered not watching America's Next Top Model's finale.

And so I watched.

Bought 5 Archie Comics digest magazine today --> Each at 2 dollars!!

Woke up at 11am with the radio playing "Good Life" by OneRepublic.

Went to Raffles City and had dessert at some cafe then verylatelunch/dinner at Coffeebean.

I wanted to have their all-day breakfast beacauuuuuuse it looked not bad. As always, breakfast's my favourite meal of the day.

Perlini's got 70 percent off!! But none of the earrings they had over there appealed to me. :o/

Went into some CD shop and Christmas music was playing~~

AND I saw Shayne Ward released a new album. But hmmm.. I'll buy Justin Bieber's one first if I'm really getting those albums.

Egg Rings.

Know what they are??

Maybe you do, I just learnt that term today. :o/

Anyways, if you don't, they're actually like rings you can put on your pan so when you crack an egg within that space, your omelette or whatever will be cooked and appear in that particular shape. So, it's just like a mould.

I thought it was damnnnnnn cool ok. I saw one in the shape of a pig. :)

Wonder if it's just today or if it's an everyday thing. I feel like I ask a lot of questions sometimes. Today, I asked my mum "Why don't you get those colourful utensils? Then you'll feel happier when cooking?" "Why don't you get those colourful bedsheets?" "Why are there so many people up there?" "How do those S.A.M or AXS (whatever) machines work?" "Won't your money get eaten up?" "How do you ensure your money goes to where you want it to go? Who'll collect the money?" etc. etc. etc.

That day when I had alone time with Miss Chua, I did the same thing too. She was writing receipts for me (I was early so I was the first one there with just my tuition teacher), then I asked her why she even bothers writing receipts since the money's already paid. In summary, I just asked her how those receipts and checks work. -.-

Actually, I just didn't want it to be silent. Sometimes, complete silence is kindaaa yaknow~ awkward. But she answered my questions anyway. Very patiently.

Nothing much happened today. So I've got nothing to blog. (The above paragraph was just random add-ons to make my post look longer -.-)

I'll probably spend my time reading my comics. My achievement for today: Buying comics at a verylow price. -.- And then I went downstairs where there were more Archie Comics but the price was higher SO it made me even happier. HAH.

*SIDE-TRACK for a while*

That day at KAP, when I said putting the Macdonald's margarine/butter/whatever-since-I-can't-differentiate on the hotcakes gave me a sense of achievement, I kinda meant it ok. I like how the M looks on the Hotcakes -perfect M. :) If Macs allow me to give my opinions, I'll say it'll be EVEN BETTER if they can have a star-shaped margarine. Or maybe different animals!! OMG. Then I'll probably want to collect them all and make it like some margarine zoo.. quite cool...

Finished one magazine while on the way home from Raffles City. I was just reading throughout my journey... while crossing the road also. Ohwells. Today's gonna be over.

Waiting for Amanda Chan to recover then we'll go shopping for shoes. And watch a movie or something. :)

*Oops. I almost dropped a pillow out the window*

Tell you something

I'm kinda hooked to a Korean song. KOREAN! OMG~ This is all ZhengXiang!

But good. I likkkkkkked his choreography!!! "GOOD JOB with it!!" if you're reading this. HAHA!

Though everything sorta went all haywire when it came to the showcase. BUT.

Nevertheless, it was a nice choreo!!!!!!!

Dance Camp's FINALLY over.

I thought the few days will pass by reallllly slowly but no, they went by fast.

I don't have to wake up at 6plus tomorrow~

TOTALLY forgot that today's the last day ok~ Almost got scammed by Jinghui, Steph etc. -.-

They told me Monday. (Ok, but initially, I thought it was Sunday).

Can't imagine if I report to school at 8am tomorrow. HAHA! Omg~~ I'll laugh at myself.

My shoe died today. :(

Time to go shopping for shoes with Amanda! <-- I wasn't very upset when my shoes died because now I feel like I have the reason to buy shoes. Bleahhhh :P

So now that Dance Camp's over, what should I do tomorrow?? Sleep in then see how first~

HAHA!! I SAVED MONEY THIS WEEK! :D since lunch/dinner was like sorta "provided".

Loads of clothes to be washed and I realized, a loooooot of my clothes, my tops, are quite small already. AND THEREFORE.

This proves. I've GROWN. :) "GOOD JOB ON MY PART!"

SO. It also means, I should go get more clothes. <-- Always trying to find reasons to shop.

Today, I bought an ice-cream for like, 50 cents. Tried to show off to Yuming that I've got an ice-cream~ which looks like a colour pencil~~ And well, people said the way I ate my ice-cream was weird since I ate from the side..... THE STUPID COLOUR PENCIL ICE-CREAM BROKE LIKE, INTO HALF. So I ate like maybe half or perhaps just, one quarter of the ice-cream. -.-

I miss my rainbow ice-creammmmm! Someday, I'll find it and hopefully, I'll have the craving still. :) <--quite a lot of smiley faces today righhhhhtttt?!

Nowadays, I remind myself that we can always make choices in life- we can choose to be happy or choose to be not. And I guess, living happily is a better alternative huh? Not like I have anything to be unhappy about (currently) anyway~

12.20am. TIME TO SQUIRREL FOR MORE FOOD.

And I'm done. :) SATISFIED verymuch.

Dance camp.

Oh. I'm so tired.

Yesterday, after one whole day of activities, I just went home, showered, packed then slept. And I finally could sleep...

But this morning was dreadful. On the first day of Dance Camp, I was down with slight fever but tolerable... So it was just icebreakers, indoor games and oh, night games.

Not bad~ I think I laughed a lot. HAHA! The night games was hilarious. BECAUSE. After our own station, we could go back to the black box to join in the other games comm to try scare the groups who were going in.

Nobody was scared of me. :o/ I didn't manage to scare anyone actually because I was kinda scared myself. HAHA!! I hid behind somethinggggg (I don't know what), somewhere not very visible so that I wouldn't be "found" --> when I'm supposed to be the one scaring them.

While waiting in that dark corner, I was quite scared eh.... Aiya, then I gave up and just walked and joined in the fun with the groups.

Today was not too bad too. Wet games.

OOH. I REMEMBER! I chocked on the water someone splashed on me. -.- I drank the water in a gulp and omg. I just got chocked- and just kept coughing and I think I "breathed" the water in also. -.-

Now, I feel a little hungry.

Guess it's time to pack a little then.... go to bedddddddddd!!

Shall go look for food!!

OHOH!! On my way hommmmmme, I saw a frog!!!!!! YOU KNOW IT'S BEEN LIKE SO LONG SINCE I LAST SAW ONE?!!! I totally forgot about they exist! So when I saw the frog, I exclaimed "OMG! WHAT IS THAT?! OH! IT'S A FROG!!!!" to Xin Yun. Aiya, bet she must've felt I'm so retarded---> So what if there's a frog? -.- ( I can't help. Sometimes I really do the retarded things but I do them because I don't think they're retarded but actually, people probably do think so. Whateverrr~ I'll just have as much fun as I can while I still can afford to enjoy and be retarded. Just imagine if you're like 30 and you want to do funny, retarded stuff but you don't DARE to simply because you're afraid people will laugh at you and call you retarded for acting like a retard when you're already 30" SO THEREFORE! DON'T BE AFRAID TO BE A RETARD! ) <-- redundant paragraph.

I SHALL NOW. LEAVE. TO LOOK FOR FOOD. GOODNIGHT!

For the first time in my life

I was called "anti-social".

Ok, just sometimes... I don't feel like socializing as much. Ohwells.

Today, I had my reasons.

Anyway,

2nd December - I just realized it's tomorrow. *Sobsob* I want to watch my movie :(

Can't print the consent form for dance camp. Howwww~

One and only way to do it -get someone to help me print (Either Amanda Chan or Gordon Goh??) HAHA!!!! KIND PEOPLE. :D

Then forge the signature tomorrow.

Hmmmmmm... nothing much happened today.

I just tried out my "experiment". It worked in the afternoon but it's not working now. :'(

howhowhow :(

I won't be able to complete them in time. :'(

I don't know if it's just me or what. Seriouslyyy, I feel tall-ER everytime I take MRT.

Hmmmmmm.... Perhaps I've grown taller (TEEHEE)

No mood to camwhore today.

Shall just upload one I took a few minutes ago to show my current "status"

I decided not to. SIAN enough.

Today, I realized something else too.

I'm not colourful. So not.

My clothes are like grey, black, white... seldom bright colours actually.

The stuff that adds colour to me will be like my yellow earphones and yellow socks (for today) and my coloured rubber band. -.-

Guess it's time for me to pack--> Actually, what's there to pack??

OMG.

I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING. HAHA!!

You know Blogger has this "Stats" function so just now, I clicked on it. This, I knew about it but I didn't go click on the other tabs.

There's this graph which just shows the pageviews and stuff.

Then I saw like some of the referring links- highest count came from Kellee's livejournal.

And then they showed countries where your blog was read also, some I can understand

Like US, Malaysia, HongKong, Philippines..

But Denmark? Slovenia? Ukraine?

Anyway, the part where I laughed was about the search keywords people typed that linked them to my blog.

The top one is "Cheryl Tan Si Rong"

I saw a few spelling my names wrongly. Then there's "cheryl tan", "cheryl tan annoying", "cheryl's colourful wonderful", "chij dance", "hwa chong"...

HAHA!! I shall try type "cheryl tan annoying" and see what will come out on Google............

Cheryl Tan (cheryl_Baby) on Twitter. (NOT ME)

Cheryl Tan - A Tiger In The Kitchen (HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAH!!!)

Oooh, yeah I see my bloglink there too. HAHA!! The fifth one and it's there because I had the word "annoying" in my post.

Woke up at like 12.40pm and it's now close to 2pm already. :o/

On a side note, I miss the Adium quack- the message alert!!

And I miss the auto-reply function................... ...

IF YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO

Try searching for "Christmas remixes Hiphop" on Youtube.

YOU WILL LAUGH.

(It can't be just Amanda Chan and me)

I ASSURE YOU. HILARIOUS. OMG.

And it's 12.17am. The Jingle Bells rap is stuck in my head.

I started searching for these remixes after listening to "Santa Gimme" by J Randall.

Quite a dumb song, it's like Christmas+Hiphop. SOUNDED REALLY WEIRD.

Time for other soothing music so that I'll feel like sleeping.... I was supposedly very tired...