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Back from Russel's birthday party~~

It was kinda funny. We didn't even know who were the ones involved and like, different groups of people sitting in different spots.

But well, overall, it wasn't too bad.

I keep forgetting there's no school this Monday.

It feels so good after washing my hair --> Some cream spilled over to my side~

And Sasa sales. I bought facial masks. ^^

Shall find time to use them.

Alright. Goodnight.

Waiting for my hair to dry.

Love today.

Finally, school week ended off great.

Ok. I was initially still in my rather down mood today but well, after school life was good. :)

Went to school feeling like crap because I had a bad bra day.

And I was asking Rena if they sell bras in school --> But the thought of a "I <3 HC" bra...... *Yuck*

And my earpiece spoilt. Anywayyyyyys, omg, I like Justbeats. HAHA!

On a very random note. I remember how I really liked the name Justin and I would name everything (if it requires a name~) "Justin" or "Just*something*" Like there was once, my brother had to bake cookies for school. It was some assignment or something and he had to come up with a name for those biscuits and I suggested "Just Biscuits" HAHA! but he used it anyway~~~~ ^^ --> Brilliant sister~ HAHA!

ok, back to life today.

Ended school at like 2pm because of Geography remedial.

While waiting for Chan, I went to Ion first to shop around~ Couldn't stand staying in school any longer. zzz

I went paper shopping and snacks shopping. ^^

Then sat at some random bench, ate my snacks, read Time magazine (the only non-school notes I had in my bag) and folded cranes. *Chillax to the max*

I saw people sitting on some couch, staring at people on the escalators going up. So free~

After Amanda reached, we went to Provence where I started writing my cards and we just totally spent Friday relaxing. :) I saw quite a few nice accessories at Diva!!!! I like that one with the hour glass and omg~ The sand can move!!! :D

Met Tin Wei, Kelz, Karin and Daphne at about 7pm? The gathering was so impromptu I had no time to buy proper belated birthday gifts~ But hopefully my cards were sweet enough. I even attempted drawing ok~ HAHAHA!

We had dinner at Tea Loft and Food Opera~

Then just sat there and shared stories of whatever that's happening in school.

I think my school life seems boring as compared to theirs. hahhhh~

But, theirs seem scarier so I think I still prefer mine.

Before that, while I was buying tea at Tea Loft (Oh cool~ Tea at Tea Loft~), something rather funny happened. This guy queuing behind me was talking on a phone and he said "Hello~" and the lady at the cash register (who was making my tea) said "HELLO! WELCOME!" quite loudly because she thought the guy was talking to her. I couldn't help but laugh.

But she laughed too ok~ HAHA! I like her. She seems to be as blur as I am and I like people who laugh at their own mistakes. Because I'm like that~

Hmm. I hope there wouldn't be any Salt/Audi runs/pracs on 14th May because I so wanna go CJ for their SYF night.

*Random Tumblr Post insert*

I cannot express how much I feel for this post. HAHA~ It totally sums up whatever I'm always feeling. zzz

But wells. Tin Wei told me I sound emo in my blogposts. :o/

Ok. Today's not too emo.

Goodnight.

random.

If I can have a shirt like this, I'll want

"FREAKING insecure. EXTREMELY self-conscious. FULL of self doubt."

on it.

Wonder if that's a good idea.

Because then people will know just how fragile I actually am, which sucks. (I don't think a lot of people actually reads this space~ so~)

but well, if I really have to describe myself, this'll be it. Somehow, my OCD seems to have disappeared. "Can't dance" should be in a smaller print on the shirt too.

*Insecure mess*

Thinking without thinking.

Today was well... boring~

I didn't talk much.

School ended at 2pm and here I am now, at home.

I'm so tired. Fell asleep during Chemistry lecture this morning and it was a really weird experience. Like, I could hear the teacher's voice but I was already asleep and because lesson ended and I wanted to wake up but I just couldn't. I felt as though I was trapped sleeping and everything else was going on as per normal, I was conscious but at the same time, sleeping. Ok, I don't make sense.

Ahh wells.

This week hadn't been fun.

Except for one day which I thought was really great but ended up bad anyways.

So this week was just *bleah* Yuck~

Yesterday, someone told me I looked depressed. Today, someone told me I looked sad.

What was I doing -.- I really wonder how I looked then.

Well~

I'm totally taking life as it is~

Too tired to think.

Just. Accept.

Just. Ignore.

Just. My life's so full of just. But don't I make sense? There are way too many things that are happening which we cannot control~

So well, School sucks? Just. Accept.

Whatever other problems, just. ignore.

I'm so good at this.

Ok, I'm damn tired. Waiting to see if Chan will leave her house again. If not, I guess we'll just spend today at home. Tireddddddd.

Can't wait for tomorrow to be over. And hopefully, weekends wouldn't be too bad.

zzz. Tired. I'm going to get some food to keep myself awake.

Bye.

//I haven't listened to this song in a really long time because I thought it was just, too dirty?

But then, I clicked on its acoustic version today and well, ok.. not too bad. So it's on the blog~

Blah blah blah.

Today was so-so~

Had dance prac then after that, revised girls' choreo --> when I don't know if I can even dance for 2 items. Oh wells. But we learnt it anyway and I will just perform that. Hopefully.

*omg. I forgot to reply Cherlene's message*

mmmmmmmm. Had gong cha :)

Spent like one/two hours in the cave? But I was so tired, nothing actually went in.

CT session was disappointing because it was on what, food and nutrition zzz <-- I was expecting a more exciting topic -.-

After CT in the auditorium, Rena and I had craving for eggs and we both had one cha ye dan + chawanmushi.

Then after CT in class, we came down to the canteen again to have rice. HAHA!

omg. I think I eat too much for one day.

Anyway, Qi Yu Wu's lecturing us for math againnnnnnn~ :D

I prefer him to the other lecturers --> At least, he keeps us awake (since we're always laughing at him)

and oh! Photo taking's over. Like finalllllllly. :)

And they weren't really strict on the fringe part. Thank God~

This time, no gel and no clips. ^^

Alright. Tired. Goodnight.

I'm so proud of myself for not skipping school this entire week :D

Good luck Cheryl Tan~

My CT called my mum. And got my mum pissed --> Results.

I really didn't know my grades so I was just waiting for that letter to be sent to my mum. But well, since my CT called~ My mum was irritated because I didn't tell her my results (when I didn't even know my own grades.... zzz -.-)

And my CT said something about dance (Seriously, what about dance -.-).

I'm so going to die since we'll definitely spend wayyyyyyy more time on dance all the way till Dance Night.

//

Today wasn't too bad. School ended at 3pm then Chemistry tuition then Munshi for Econs.

*phew* Quite tiring but I made it through the longest day of the week.

Went to Ya Kun after Econs tuition with Amanda then for some reason, we just stared talking about life again. HAHA! I told Amanda I really don't wish to become someone who works in the office all day long~ With no social life~ No one to sms~ And the worst is to have to go for some match-making session so that I can find someone~ Joke.

zzz I can't wait for A levels to be over but at the same time, I really don't wish to step into this world of working adults. Seems scary. And I wonder who I'll still be talking to by then~

*Ok. I'm thinking too much. zzz*

Oh wells. But I read that intelligent girls get depressed more easily because they know how harsh the real world is like --> This. I totally agree.

I can't help but think of how scary people are, like whatever thoughts/intentions they're harbouring, how two-faced some people can be etc. etc.

I don't want to face this. :(

zzz I sound whiny. And weak.

Alright. I'm waiting for my mum to start on her lecture.

Monday finally right for once

I kinda like today.

Ended school at 1pm. (Short school days ftw)

PE --> Attended only the last 5 mins of it (and that also means, I spent time eating from approximately 8am to 8.40am?)

The teacher was slack so it was good.

Then after PE was another hour of break. ^^

Then math lecture

and Econs tutorial --> My econs tutor left the class early because of some competition ^^

Geography lecture --> Watched some video on seasons.

After school, spent time in the cave. Finished most of the questions for the Geography remedial because I thought it was supposed to be handed up by tomorrow. :)

And tomorrow's Geography tutorial will be on lecture content. Therefore, I'm more or less, tutorial-free~

I just have to finish some overdue GP essay outline. Shall give myself 30 mins to finish it then..... BED TIME. :)

Ok. Today's really not bad~

Good to a large extent but not everything was perfect though~

Ohwells. Can't expect everything to go my way.

So I guess. Just accept whatever I received for today and hm. Give thanks.

Alright. Hopefully tomorrow will be as fine.

Goodnight.

blah.

I don't like this.

Tired.

I'm tired. :o/

Artemis fac outing wasn't too bad.

But hahaaaaaaaa I fell down. :S While dancing. Freaking embarrassed but aiya, when the music's booming and when everyone's kinda~ high~ I hope they wouldn't remember me falling. uurg.

I'm so glad Sylv went out to dance too. :)

Because we intended to dance but then like, quite scared~

But if we didn't go out to dance then we definitely will regret. HAHA! So yay~ ^^

My butt hurts after I fell down~

And my feet cramped -.-

and actually, I almost fell quite a few times before dancing. HAHA!

Once because of MG. A few other times because of my own carelessness. The steps -.-

And Amanda and I actually got lost. We went up via the escalators but we didn't know how to come down. -.-

But well. Overall, it was good fun.

Quite tired already. Shall go to bed soon.

Blah blah blah

I liked yesterday. :) But I started my day on a rather low note.

Watched "Strangers Again" --> I clicked on it randomly because I was on Youtube.

Like. Accurate huh. That's so life.

Ooh wells. I don't have to worry. My life's great now. Fantastic. Superb.

Well, how bad can life be since I'm still alive~

Yesterday was sooooooo relaxing. Woke up at like 12 plus then stayed online to watch HIMYM.

Everything wasn't too bad. Until like, 12 plus in the morning? Then I felt hungry suddenly and was craving for laksa. -.-

Hopefully today wouldn't be too bad.

Artemis facouting later on. I signed the indemnity form myself since everyone else's overseas and I'm here at home, with my brother and grandfather.

Quite sian. Sometimes, I have to listen to my grandfather nag.. and the constant reminders to take my lunch.. and that I should not open the door to strangers blah blah blah.

Just how old am I? -.- Although I know he meant well but sometimes I really feel like a kidddddd. :o/

Then I don't know why but I thoughtthere was no school on Monday and I was sooooooo happy I shed tears of joy. HAHA! Then I posted that on Facebook and people started questioning me why there was no school.

But I realized. I got the dates wrong. Nobody told me there was no school this coming Monday. I don't know why I even had that idea. (Maybe it was me *subconscious* wanting to pon school~) To think I was so prepared to not go to school on Monday =.=

On a very random note. I feel like playing with PSP now. Wonder if my granny brought hers overseas. ZZZ (Since my brother's playing with his PSP.) I love my granny's one. It's like black and it's the slimmer PSP. Omg~

On another random note. My house seems to be stocked with Fillet O fish burgers =.=

I don't know why there're so many of those coupons for those burgers. So I've been having burgers for lunch ( a few times~ ) zzz. Ok. I'm going to have one burger before I leave the house.

veryrandommuch. BYE~

Good Friday.

ommmmmmmmg. Check out Google today!!!

I spent a few minutes exploring that thing, trying to make all the animals move. HAHA!

The first thing that made me smile this morning. :) Earth Day. ^^

What am I to do today?

I should have set alarm -.- Woke up at like 12 plus zzz And I just read WQ and Shuting's smses -.-

Don't know if I'll leave the house today.

Watched the Justin Bieber cover of Chris Brown's With You last night.

No idea how many times I clicked on "play" because it sounded sooooooo nice. And I think they screened it during the movie also. I like him much better when he was just kidrauhl. When he wasn't that famous, and nobody really hated him~

Ahh wells. Shall go watch America's Next Top Model. Thennnnn~ maybe read something after that. Time to go book-shopping~ ^^

Have a nice day.

Good Friday.

In a few hours time, I'll be alone (sorta~) at home.

Until..............Monday/Tuesday?

I was pretty tired today. But school wasn't too bad? There were laughing fits as Rena and I were observing people. HAHA! Not stalking kind of observing but looking for jokes. Sometimes, when you're lucky and if you're observant enough, you'll find something funny to laugh at and it'll totally make school day much better.

But Rena had poor observing skills so she kept making me demo to her. =.=

Then after school, I was supposed to wait for about 1.5 hours? Before going for dance but somehow I couldn't take it and I just went back home.

Showered. Dried my hair. Then left the house again. HAHA!

We finished learning the choreo. ^^ But. I don't know if I can perform.......................

Been craving for avocado juice these days but I still haven't satisfied my craving yet. Lazy to alight one stop before where I'm supposed to stop when I'm going home to go to the hawker centre. And I'm trying to save~~~~

So I managed to spend like, less than 5 today. Yayyyyy~ HAHA!

I guess I'll be able to last through the weekend, and Monday (?) with whatever that's left in my wallet.

Audrey told me she watched Justin Bieber: Never Say Never in 3D yesterday. I WAS SO JEALOUS AND ENVIOUS. It's like.............. omg. He's flipping his hair right in front of you~ HAHAH! And so, after watching Never Say Never, Audrey's converted to a Belieber too~ HAHA!

But. She made me feel like watching the movie again, this time in 3D. =.=

Dilemma. HAHA! I still can't make up my mind. If I should watch the movie again............

Audrey said people sang along in the cinema! (I was expecting that when I watched the movie but well... I guess it wasn't as high since it wasn't 3D). ZZZ

Ok. Shall stop fangirling like GohYQ always think I am~

Tomorrow's Good Friday. Better make it good. :)

Blah blah blah

I feel accomplished today. ^^

I didn't skip any lessons or CT, whatever.

Watched that lame video and it was soooooo freeeezing cold in the auditorium. Then when I felt like I was warm enough, I took off my hoodie and lent it to Rena.

Then I felt myself shivering and my teeth chattering. HAHA! So we both shared the hoodie half-half.

Oh. I remember what I skipped. The presidential elections thing.

I skipped that and went for break. Then after, I saw people from my class having break and I thought it was self-proclaimed break but omg, I had additional 30mins~~~~~

After dance, I showered so I was like. Clean~

Knocked my head while drying my hair under the hand dryer though.

After that, I went out to study, or rather, do whatever tutorials I was supposed to do with Shuting and Amanda.

Dance again tomorrow.

4 day week. I'm so glad I didn't skip any days. ^^

Totally deserve a round of applause~

hahhhhhhh.

Not quite tired.

On our way to dance today, Amanda and I stopped by a lot of shops because we felt like shopping~ I stopped in front of Guess for the longest. That pair of denim shorts with the suspenders. :( 119. :(

Could have used my card but I controlled and restrained myself.

So, for that, I feel another sense of accomplishment. HAHA! I haven't been spending a lot these days actually. (Y)

Alright. Shall go to bed sooooooooon. Goodnight. :)

*I was depressed for a short while today because I couldn't get over the fact I didn't watch Justin Bieber. And I remember I kept sighing before I went to bed because I was kinda~ upset. Regrettttttttts. ZZZ. And my mum asked me to wait till he grows up and have another concert~

She doesn't understand~

Nobody does. :'(

sighs. OK. EMONOMORE. Tomorrow's gonna be a good day. I hope. :)

Blahblahblah.

IF ONLY I BOUGHT THE BIEBER TICKETS. :o/

As I walked past the LT area today, I heard someone say "CHERYL BIEBER IS IN SINGAPORE"

I was actually still in my half-awake-half-asleep mode --> just woke up from Econs lecture

then I just became energetic suddenly. ^^ IF ONLY BIEBER WENT ON SOME CAMPUS TOUR.

Hm. Left school at around 1 plus then stayed at home for like 4-5 hours before I left for tuition with Amanda.

omg. Almost fell asleep during Munshi.

It was damn warmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. He had this cup of Mr Bean soybean milk in front of him and throughout the lesson, I was just thinking "omgggg... how I wish I was swimming in that soybean milk. Cool and refreshing...."

But well, we survived the 1.5 hours in the end. :D

Then we went over to Plaza Singapura for dinner and paper shopping.

I feel like taking 2.4 again. (Because I think I didn't do it well enough............................... :o/)

Anyway, Miss Chen asked why I was smiling during shuttle run. HAHA! I thought that question sounded pretty. retarded. I don't know why I was smiling either. HAHAHA!

Hopefully, I'll have more smiling days in school than emoing ones~

Hmmmmmmmmm. I plan to chillax at home on Friday. Maybe buy some facial mask whatever. HAHA! Put cucumber slices on my face. heeheee~

Planning. See how first. :D

-

I FINISHED NAPFA~

Yay. No more NAPFA for the rest of my life~

But I just remembered. I haven't done swimming yet~

ahhhh whatever.

And Justin Bieber's in Singapore~~~~~~~~~~~~

I can't remember why I didn't buy the tickets to the JB concert. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Uurg.

Nevermind.

Dance today didn't go very well.

Shan't elaborate.

After dance, I went with Shuting and Amanda to "study" --> I did read something~

Just had a bowl of soup. And I feel so much better now.

I want tomorrow to be a better day. Please.

blah blah blah

ohno. I don't know why but yesterday, I laughed while I was sleeping again (sleep laughing).

Wonder if it's a sign of stress or am I just really that satisfied with life. hahhhhhhhh.

My dreams were really weird. HAHA! I was exterminating some pests. Then there was this really random part where I had animals for friends - I think I was some animal but I don't know what, and I was talking to this lion cub. Or was I the lion cub. I don't know~ weird. but anyway, I was running away from some scary, huge animal. zzz

Tuition today. The 2 hours kinda passed quickly.

After that, I went over to Orchard (again) to look for Amanda and did a bit of work then came back home.

Anyway, I keep seeing guys with the "1960s hairstyle".

Definition of "1960s hairstyle":

After all my attempts to find appropriate photos, I think only Qi Yu Wu fits the criteria. And once again, the math lecturer really looks like him.

Monday again tomorrow. oh wells. This week will be a 4-day week~ ^^

And we have Vesak Day and Labour Day~

Hurray.

And my mum's going to Philippines this weekend. What ammmm I to dooooooo~

P.a.r.t.y.

I'm sure~

Nah. Like I will/can. -.- As usual, Orchard all day. zzz

As usual, I embarrassed myself a few times today.

Shall not elaborate much because the content isn't very appropriate. hah.

okit'sactuallyjustthatsomemagneticclaspofmybracameoffandiwaslikewalkingandyeahtryingtoclaspitback

andsomehowsomanypeoplewerewalkingtowardsmydirectionsoihadtoclaspitbackinanotsoobviousway

HAHA! If you can even read that. Alright.

I don't want no Monday blues~

-

Baby I like it~~~~~~~~~~ I I I Like it~~

omggg. Spent the whole of today downloading songs. Time to refresh the playlist in my ipod. Quite sick of listening to Westlife like...... everyday, for the past few weeks?

Anyway, I realize I'll always be listening to this song as I walk into school from the bus stop. All the way to the class bench so this song will be on replay~ for like maybe 2/3 times. Start the school day on a high note :

Had breakfast/lunch at like 2 plus..??

I feel like taking a nap even though I woke u at 12.30pm.

Checked EMB after like.. don't know how long.

//

Anyway, I always refrain buying avocado juice from anywhere else besides Avocado King. HAHA! But yesterday, I thought I should just give that kopitiam stall a try because I reallllllly wanted to drink avocado. But omg. It was really really really bad. Tasted awful. And so. I guess, I should really not buy from anywhere else and just stick to Avocado King. ^^

Just watched some squirrel obstacle course and a few others on Youtube. Don't know why I was watching such lame squirrel-related videos. zzz

Oh. But I learnt something. HAHA! Squirrels memorize the positions where they bury the nuts and not smell them out. cool.

~

have a nice enough day.

** I cleared the previous playlist on my blog because it refused to play the Justin Bieber song I tried to upload. =.=

Justin Bieber : Never Say Never

I watched Never Say Never~~~~~ ^^

It was not bad~ HAHA! The audience comprised of people of different genders and age --> Some mature-looking, rather mascular man sat next to Amanda. HAHA! Kinda weird. Him watching Justin Bieber o.o

I was watching JB dancing on the screen then my mum called me (uh-oh).

Because it was like 11plus........ and I was still. in the cinema.......................................zzz

After the movie ended, Chan and I ran to the MRT station.

**Anyway, we found somewhere new to study at. HAHA! Today was totally laxinggggggg~

Walked so slowly. Explored OC from the highest level to the lowest one.

And we saw this man who sat there, sleeping at the MRT station. Apparently, he gave up trying to catch the last train home. But nooooooowayyyy. Especially since we just watched "Never Say Never". ^^

And I REACHED HOME 4 MINS BEFORE THE CLOCK STRUCK 12AM. :D

Walked along the streets of Orchard.

Random guy walked past us and waved kinda frantically at me but. I don't think......I know him.

Saw the auntie selling her collection of really random stuff - mee sua, soft toys, milo etc.

And two guys lying down on the ground... sorta, in the middle of nowhere but that was kinda cool?

After watching the movie. I decided. Justin is still the best name and omg, yes. I'll stand by the decision to name my son/dog/whatever-living-thing-I'm-gonna-own-in-future "Justin". ^^

Before the movie was screened, I was like excited. I was wondering how the people in the cinema would react. Like.. if they'll scream. Or will they sing along~ HAHA!

Ok. But it was just like an other ordinary moviewith some "omgggggg. soooooo cute......." added in. :D

Oh yes. While I was on my way to school in the morning, I saw this lady who reminded me of something I used to remind myself (kinda, like daily~). There was this little boy on the bus who had quite a lot of stuff on his hands and he was trying to tap his ezlink card. But his stuff started falling off his hands and nobody really bothered to help him, except for that lady. She helped him hold onto his stuff while he tapped his card and also tried to hold onto him so that he wouldn't fall down as the bus was still moving (the boy was really small and was having some trouble trying to keep himself stable). Don't know why. But somehow I was quite touched by her actions. *Reflect*

//

Camwhore a bit before I go to bed.

Alrighttt. Good morninnnnnnng.

blah blah blah

omg. ok. My mood's all ruined. now. -.-

..

Today wasn't too bad.

Quite a lot of laughing~

mmmmm.

The night before yesterday, I had this really weird dream. It was funny. very funny. And I laughed out loud while sleeping and that was what woke me up. Quite retarded but it felt kinda good. I mean, we don't usually wake up earlyyyyyyy with a really good mood but then, I felt quite happy that early morning - though it was tooooo early for school so I went back to sleep in the end.

Nothing much interesting happened in school.

Currently craving for avocado juice~ ^^

Ohhhhhhhhhh! The Justin Bieber movie is out. HAHAHA! I'M GONNA WATCH IT TOMORROW~ Probably. :D YAYYYY.

Can't wait to be inspired~ HAHAHAH! The movie's supposedly inspiring~ I don't knowwww. ^^

My finger's bleeding. zzz

Alright. Goodnight.

**HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO GORDYGOH IN ADVANCE~ <:o)**

Just another ordinary school day

Muscle ache.

Tired.

Was out at OC with Shuting Yow and Amanda Chan.

Spent school day laughing. Econs lecture studying Math. Nothing much already.

It was good enough I brought myself to school eventually.

ok. I'm going to go to school tomorrow.

Goodnight.

2.4 2.4 2.4 2.4

I'm so tiredddddddddddttm.
Ran 2.4km today. Showered in school (that. was. refreshing~)

As usual, used the toilet paper to dry myself since showering in school was kinda like an impromptu decision. Dried my hair using the hand dryer (again). This time, I took the auntie's pails so that I can sit under the hand dryer. HAHA! But wellllll. The aunties came in and took the pails away -.-

2.4 timing sucked. I think? Worse than last year's. :o/ I walked. a lot. this time round.

Ahh whatever. This will be my last 2.4 run. ^^

Rena and I chose the same song to run to, coincidentally. ^^ Tonight by Enrique Iglesias.

After 2.4, the song was stuck in our heads and we kept singing throughout the entire schoolday.. hahhhhhhh "please excuse me I don't mean to be rude but tonight I'm lovin' you~" (clean version ^^)

MM. Dance prac. then what.

Went out to study. Ok. Today was quite fail because I was just too sian to do anything.

No moooooooood.

The few things here and there ruined my mood. zzz

I'm so tired I wanna sleep~

But I'm going to send Megumi a birthday email/ecard first ^^

Goodnight all. :)

Sunday is over in a few hours time.

HAHAHAHA! omg. I GOT CAUGHT SMILING TO THE LAPTOP.

Because I was camwhoring. HAHAHA!

Feeling so clean and fresh~ weeeeeeeeeheeeeeeee~ ^^

Just returned from OC. HAHAHA! OC AGAIN. -.-

Today was bad. Chan and I got chased out of Gelare. HAHAHA! He gave us TWO warnings. That SAME PMS-y worker. The first time, he told Amanda that we could stay for today but then.. after like.. maybe 40 mins? He told us that they may need the tables so he can still give us a few minutes.

So magnanimous~ Few minutes. That's so sufficient for us to finish whatever studying we planned to do. And Chan even bought their hazelnut latte. -.-

Well, in the end, we went to Coffeebean. Coffeebean again. -.-

Chen was at OC also (MOS) and he came up to Coffeebean to say hiiiiiiii~

NAPFA tomorrow. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~

I feel like showering after running. Don't want to go for lessons smelling gross.

And again, I spent today listening to all the Westlife songs. ^^ Not too bad a day.

I sorta did my work~

And my hair smells nice after shampooing~

Laxing~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^^

**My hair's long again. Maybe I'll go cut soon.

Alright. GOODNIGHT~

-

I'm so used to reaching home at 12 these days, or close to 12.

Walking back home alone was kinda. scary.

The house's dark. Only my granny's awake, using the computer. And so here I am.

OC closed at like 11 plus. Amanda and I wantedto stay up atsome 24 hours place but then.. that would mean we can't go home until morning. -.-

We're both so awake nowwwwwwwww. omg. I don't care. I shall just forcemyself to go to bed after blogging.

Ending off with a *forced and awkward smile*

HAHA~ I'm energetic~ I don't feel like sleeping~~~~~~

OKKK. STOP CAMWHORING~

Goodmorningggg~

Weekend weekend weekend.

I spent today listening and downloading all the Westlife songs.

Those fine boyband days~ ^^

Songs like "Bop Bop Baby"~ "Uptown Girl", "When You're Looking Like That"~

^^ Nice way to spend my Saturday.

Nothing much happened today because I woke up at 12.30pm?

Suckzxzcxzxzxczxvdzfasfas.

Woke up at like 9am initially. There was supposedly tuition but thennnnnnnnn it was postponed. I was too tired. Been sleeping past 12 for the past few days. :o/ (Broke my own rule: sleep before 12 - "optimum time" being 11.30pm, on school days)

Going to meet Shuting and Amanda later on. For dinner. Actually, I doubt if I'll eat outside.

Perhaps, I'll have dinner at home before leaving my house. I refuse to spend any more money outside. HAHA! Trying to not spend any on the weekends. ^^

12am

I went to bed at 12 yesterday. :o/

Reached home at about 11.30pm. Got nagged at for coming home THAT late. Ahh whatever~ I was too tired to say anything so I just listened.

It was 12 after I showered and dried my hair so. no time to blog.

After school just now, there was like a two hour break before the release of PW results.

Rena, Audrey, Xinyun and I went to coffeebean for lunch thennnnnn Nanyang to collect their NYAA/O level cert.

Nothing really interesting happened this week. Hm.

Reached school past 3pm and we heard people screaming - supposedly due to their PW results. *Tension*

Ahh well, turned out fine. Thank God.

I saw people walking around school with that umchio look -.-

Talked to my Geography tutor that day. because of the. constant uuuusual grade. zzz

Guess I'm just gonna do that.

I should.

Yes.

Life's been pretty quiet. Everyday's pretty much about the same~

Laughing in school. Making the wrong eye contact. Observing and keeping a lookout for funny people around in school. ~~~~~

well.

I didn't skip school at all this week. ^^

Passed letters to my CT for my absent days a few weeks ago. hah. My mum drew a line for me to fill in "10S68" but I forgot. And my CT thought she was supposed to fill in the blanks. Next time, I should just use the same templates and let her fill in the dates. zz

Alright. Probably will go take a nap.

**Just saw someone with the name "*insert real name* Lachowski". What's with the Lachowski craze~ Hot. but well. That's that.

There. Francisco Lachowski.

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HOME.

Today was just like any other ordinary school day except that Rena and I spent break time observing and laughing at. HAH~ A lot. of things/people.

And we suspect Barley Boy/Running Boy thinks we ec them or something. Because lately (seriously, coincidental), we've been appearing around them quite often. And we'll always be laughing. HAHA!

Finally bought hair clips. Ong talked to me again today. Regarding results. And she checked my skirt length (again). Everytime she checks the front, I bend a little forward and when she asks me to turn to face the back, I'll lean a little backwards. -.-

MM. After school ended, same thing, studied outside with Amanda.

We saw this man who sold really random stuff on the streets. HAHA! There were like crackers, toys and this tin of milo. HAHAHA! Kinda weird combination~

Nothing much. Goodnight~ ^^

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I'M HOME. OMG. 1111! :D

*makes wish* ^^

Quite happy today. HAHAH! Maybe because I spent much time laxing.

Lunched at Just Acia with Shuting and Amanda. :D

Yesterday's sleep wasn't really good. I woke up with a shock. :S Because I heard something like "tsk tsk tsk" and yuccccccccccccccck. That reminded me of.... lizards.

Econs tuition sucked because I was damn tireddddddd and I dozed off for like a two seconds? then woke up again. Munshi was just. Right. in front. of us. --> Us meaning, the only two students, Amanda and I. -.-

My eyes were dryyyyyy so I wore specs for that one and a half hours. I thought I wouldn't survive through Munshi because I was trying really hard to stay awake. zzz Then I took off my specs and Munshi was illustrating with some graphs and I was just nodding my way through. Everything was just a blur without my specs.

Then after Munshi (7.30pm), Amanda and I went to somewhere else to continue studying.

We were supposed to study. HAHA! But. We ended up having breakfast for dinner againnnnnnnnnnnnn. And we just kept talking. Like... about EVERYTHING.

From our school's notice board to erm. like how much things have changed since last year. (Not emo talk though~)

Hmmm.. Yesterday, I saw people collecting worm-like creatures from the ground with papers. The parents were picking up all those worms with their kids and yuckkkkkkkkkk. :S I ran to the lift because I really felt like puking, seeing all those worms.

Hate my neighbourhood loads. I can choose to walk home via two routes.

1) Walk with the worms

2) Walk by the coffeeshop way

sianz.

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961 was damn late todayyyy! >:(

I thought I was going to be late for schoooooooooooool. But heeeee~ I wasn't. :D

Failed the uniform spot check because my skirt wasn't long enough and my socks were like. pink?

And my CT made me buy white socks. :( I think I rolled my eyes...................... because I was just reluctant to spend money on ugly white socks. My pink socks matches my shoes perfectly and I really didn't want to change them. But well, I bought the white socks. Still in my bag. I'm just going to keep them in my bag. JUST IN CASE. There's spot check. HAHA!

What's the big deal with skirt lengths and colourful socks.......... It's not like, the longer your skirt is, the better you excel in your studies~ I think our school should just allow us to dress in whatever way we deem is fashionable. As long as we look presentable, I don't see why we shouldn't be allowed to wear coloured socks.

Attire is one thing. Our school's teachers are damn funny also.

Especially. theeconsdepartment~

That day, almost the whole class was asleep and my Econs tutor said something like "Hey buffalos, please wake up.. the water is here already" I LOLed.

Amanda's one is even funnier. Hah. Econs warriors -.-

And omg. I embarrassed myself today. It was bad. HAHA! I was shocked by this sudden wave across my face. Usually, my scream is like..... high-pitched but omg. I don't know what happened today. I made this sound like as if I was a duck. :S Freaking loud and omg. Rena said I sounded like a duck, making my first QUACK. -.-

Alright. School again tomorrow. Goodnight.

**OH. I got back Physical Geography today. I think my Geography will be like. Uuuuuuuusual.

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Hello~ I'm back. HOME. :D after dance prac and a bit of reading.

Not really tired somehow, maybe it's because I just drank coffee at Coffeebean.

At first, they served me less than warm coffee and the sugar couldn't dissolve -.-

But I asked for another one.

Hee.

mmm.. Amanda and I started dancing (while sitting) at Coffeebean because I just felt like I had that sudden urge to want to recap.

And haha. people stared.

Then I couldn't take it because we were sorta stuck at this one part and that feeling when you can't remember a particular step suckkkkkkkkkksssssss, it's like one missing puzzle piece~ And I hate missing pieces so we moved to the back of Coffeebean and I tried to do the choreo. But I didn't realize that huge pot of plant I was standing behind.... wasn't THAT big enough to hide both of us. omg. we looked like retards. But whateverrrrrr~ I don't mind looking like one as long as I get to figure out what was missing. If not, I probably wouldn't be able to sleep.

Then from Coffeebean, we moved to some alley because there were two men who kept staring. zzz HAHA! It was really retarded because it was like those sort of alleys people go to smoke and we were like... dancing there? Ok. Just for a few minutes. To recap the choreo then we went back in. HAHAHA! Oh wells. Not too bad a day~ Although I was damn depressed in the morning.

Goodnight. :D

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Today was great. :)

I helped two blind men up a bus.

At first, I was damn scared because I didn't know how to lead them up the bus.. like there were steps and various obstacles and TWO blind men. I didn't know if I should hold onto their arms or what and I was behind them so I seriously was lost. For the first few minutes, I did something damn stupid. I held on to the second blind man, as if trying to guide him but I forgot the first man was blind too. How could he lead US. HAHA! So I went forward and I just erm. Pulled his walking aid. but heehee, I managed to lead both of them up eventually :D With the second blind man holding ontothe first one and the first one just allowing me to pull his walking aid. ^^

All these while, I felt like as if I was the only one at the bus interchange. The adults just stood there and watched. zzz And I was thinking ifI were the blind men, and I hear this person with a rather childish voice trying to lead me, I'll be kinda scared too? I wonder how big do they think I am~ HAHA! Well, I felt real good and the bus driver gave me a nod of appreciation. :D

After Chemistry tuition, I went over to Coffeebean to read a little.

Walked into the ladies while a few girls were camwhoring and well~ That's all for today.

Quite proud of myself. ^^ Good job Cheryl :D GOODNIGHT!

Enough of camwhoring. HAHA! BYE.

Here's one for Megumi SOHHHHHH! :D

omg. I'm tearing for the second time of the day. But again. It's not some emonemo stuff. Here's what I received:

Hi cheryl!! :)

How have you been??? I read your blog again ystd after a really long time, and I realized how much I miss having you all around. I still meet with daphne/ hazel in school and ade sometimes so its not too bad, but you, kelz and karin; haven't seen you all in a really long time.. I miss going to sch and knowing I'll see you all :(

Anyway, what I wanted to say is that I don't know what exactly's troubling you, and I don't think I can do much to help but hang in there k! I'm sure you'll be able to work things out with this person soon. If you want I'm here if you wna talk about it k? :)

Ohoh and there was this pun I want to tell you; my friend told me the other day, heehee hope it cheers you up a little :)

I was wondering why the baseball was getting bigger, then it hit me.

HAHAHA

Okay ignore me if you didn't find it funny, heh. Yknow, I realized how this doesn't feel like we haven't talked in months, I'm really glad this still feels as comfortable :) Heh I really wanted to just talk to you, and tell you that you are loved and that whatever it is you still have us! Take careee and hope to hear from you soon <3

I'm really left speechless.

seriously.

Thanks MEG. :') I haven't talked to you for like super long too. And I miss your teenyweeny handwriting. I miss us coming up with our own Social Studies source-based questions with our funny drawings. I miss us laughing at prempirapalachandran (sounds like some chant) and all the other funny teachers. And laughing at Tinwei. HAHAHA! and Hazey!! and Kuldip!! (My GP teacher kinda looks like her. :S)

And you know somethingggggg. Lately, I've been thinking about the people who used to say they read my blog and you came to my mind. (AND. I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY'S COMING. :D)

** Disclaimer again. Don't read if you're one of those who will get all oversensitive. And if you can't stand me ranting about how I enjoyed my secondary school days and sorta, hate HC. Thanks.

Oh. And I want to say, actually my blog rant just wasn't targeted at one person. It was just a feeling I get in general like how in the past, it just. was kinda different? Maybe it was because we were all-girls back then and we stick together in groups. There's this sense of protection. Everyday, we stick with the same groups of friends we hang out with and even though we've stopped spending time with each other, it just was another different feeling. (Or maybe it's just me) Like now, I haven't seen/talked to you for a super long time but yet, we can still talk but it's kinda not the same in my school now. There're people I used to know but I think we're probably just hi-bye kinda friends now and it's. well. saddening. But I'm trying my best to not get all so whiny about it because I guess we have to accept the fact that people change and do leave. Maybe not all since you've proven me wrong. :) and Kelz too.

I miss our lame jokes. Hope you're doing fine in your school Meg! Just so you know, I checked my inbox right after you sms-ed me. :)

Hopefully, me can meet up soon and then I'll just pass you your birthday gift. Together with Kelz and Karin since their birthdays are coming too. You didn't join us for our Hippo ride that time. Sighs. It's alright~ I will. see you soon. HAHAHA!

Love ya loadssssssssssss. :) And thanks a lot. :')