Oops, I'm one day late.

Somehow, I wasn't in the mood to blog yesterday.
Let me try to recall whatever that happened yesterday and today.
Hmmm.. all I can remember is DANCE.

Yeah, it was raining very heavily yesterday. I was waiting for Sylvia's lesson to end then we can go for dance together.
We saw Spiny and Thomson and walao, Sylvia TSK.
Sylvia always embarrasses me. YOU DID IT AGAIN TODAY. OH GOD.

Luckily we had our umbrellas with us, but somehow, despite its presence, I got wet still.
I guess my umbrella's really small.
Both of us were like talking about hot guys (don't know what) while queuing for food. We were also talking about "Black Box" because that was where we were supposed to go to. Then, the girl in front of us turned around and said "Sorry but I didn't mean to eavesdrop. If I'm not wrong, Black Box is...."
HAH! And I thought she wanted to comment something about our discussion on hot/cute guys. HAHAHHA!!!

-EXERCISE SELF-CONTROL-
HAHAHHA!! Actually, I'm only saying who's cute and who's hot. There's nothing else to it.
I'm sailin' solo and I intend to sail solo till the end of next year. AT LEAST. HAHAHA!!

After dance, Sylvia and I went to Coronation Plaza to get milk tea because somehow, we were craving for that. We ended up having dinner there too.
What else?? On the way home, I was hugging my school bag then I was thinking "OMG. Will this school bag be able to stay with me at least till the end of next year?" I think I'll feel rather sad if it gets spoilt before the end of next year.
This bag, HAHA, has got some special significance (At least, to me).

Ok, today was fine? At least, I'm not emo-ing anymore. I don't think I am. HAHAH!!
The first two hours of the day were spent on council Q and A. I was really bored during that period of time. SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY BORED. Luckily, Shi Jie was sitting near me or else, I doubt if I would have even opened my mouth. Then, I couldn't take it any more so I sent a random message to Yue Quan. HAHAH!! Even though he was sitting somewhere in front of me, but I can't possible shout across to him so we just sms-ed but it was only for a while.
Errr... After that, it was break time. The canteen was seriously crowded.
Ok, I shall skip that.

I almost fell asleep during Chemistry lecture. Oh man.
Actually, there's nothing much to talk about already.

I spent my break time dancing but today, it wasn't a very successful attempt because people came in earlier! TSK.

Dance practice was short today. I was really hungry because my lunch was only that sandwich from break and one packet of MILO. OK. I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING MUCH ALREADY.

Before we end, can I tell Sylvia Chung "PLEASE STOP EMBARRASSING ME! HAHAH!! I think I turned red today. OMG."

OH OH! I remembered something else. After dance practice ended, I went to have lunch by myself. I couldn't decide where to eat. Macdonald's, IKEA, Pizza Hut or MOS Burger. Somehow, I felt like going to Vivo City but the thought of having to change another bus to Vivo City just turned me off.

In the end, I went to IKEA and I had poached salmon and coffee! HAHA! Luckily, the "High seat/table" was available.
It was rather nice sitting there by myself, looking at the scenery outside (since it's glass), enjoying my meal. After that, I sat there to revise Math for a while. It was quite productive. NOT BAD EH CHERYL!!

Oh yeah, then, I felt like I've committed a sin. While I was at IKEA, thinking of what to eat, I saw "Swedish meatballs - contains beef/pork". OMG
I was like "HOW COME I DIDN'T SEE THAT IN THE PAST?! BEEF!! BEEF!! WHY BEEF?!"
I felt bad!!! Seriously! I don't eat beef and I said I never will because everytime I hear "beef", I'll think of the cows, grazing on the open meadows. They're inncocent. OMG.
Don't ask me about chickens- I don't like them. HAHAH!! They look really funny. If a chicken were to fly over to me, I'll really scream and run away. I just think they are real scary.

Tomorrow will be a short day!

YAY! There won't be many lessons tomorrow thanks to the Council Campaign speeches.
Today, I wasn't THAT BAD.
The first lesson was PT - Personal Time and we sorta did something to know ourselves.
Yue Quan wrote for me and one of the adjectives he used to describe me was EMO.
He also wrote "shy(to some)" I think he meant "to some extent". HAHA! Which is true. HAHAH!!
I'm shy only at some times.

Well, I stayed back in school to study today and I was rather proud of myself. HAHA!! This is better than what I actually do at home - use the computer then go to bed then use the computer again.
At least, I did touch my notes and after blogging, I shall do Math.

Nothing much happened in school today. Oh! There was some exchange programme and a Japanese girl came to our class.
That girl reminded me of Megumi. MEGUMI! I MISS YOU!! HAHAHA!!

Oh oh! During recess, there was a commotion over a small snake. It was slithering about and some guy (some Minister's son) tried to catch the snake but he failed to do so. Then, this guy from another bench came over. He used the canteen bench, lifted it and squashed the snake and after that, the snake looked "distorted". I was covering my eyes. OH GOD. I was still eating my chicken rice at that time. That guy's real violent.

Hmmm.. what else? Oh, I took the same bus home as Kang Tai today. Then, something really funny happened. My wire - from the headphone got tangled with some guy's bag and when he wanted to alight, he was pulling me with it (since I was "connected" to him). I couldn't untangle myself then Kang Tai helped me with it. Because of that, the guy missed his bus stop and the next bus stop was real far. I felt really really really bad.

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!

Should I or should I not?

Should I go overseas for university?

I really don't know! Last time, I said I wanted to go overseas because it seems like the guys overseas are much hotter and who knows, maybe I can find someone like Justin Timberlake.
But now, I don't really feel like going overseas already.

We'll see how. I think I'll most probably stay in Singapore. It's not that bad after all. HAHAH!!

What was I thinking?!

I double-clicked on your name, wanting to start a conversation.
The window appeared on the screen but I just stared at your name.
I didn't know what to say so I closed the window.

What was I thinking man?!

Overslept

OH MAN! I was actually revising Math then, I felt tired and I was like "SIGHS.. JUST GO TO THE BED, DON'T TORTURE MYSELF."
I didn't set the alarm because I thought my mum set hers already and she would wake me up when she wakes up.
I slept all the way -from around 6pm till 9pm.
3 Hours of rest. I hope I'll be able to fall asleep later on.

I replenished my stocks already. I bought Pringles - they came in 4 bottles per box. I wanted only one bottle but since they come in fours, I just bought one box. There's the new flavour - seaweed (I haven't tried it yet so it's new to me). Then, I bought a box of animal biscuits because they cost 87 cents and I thought it was quite value for money.

Somehow, I feel as if I'm going to school for some picnic or potluck rather than to study. I tried one animal biscuit. It's not bad. Cute, because they have animals printed on them. The alligator's really cute! HAHA!! I guess that'll keep me entertained. However, I think those biscuits are actually meant for kids, like primary school kids but nevermind.

Then, I saw the custard for babies and they even have like fruit drinks for babies. Everytime I see those, I feel really tempted to buy them because I want to try and know how they actually taste like. It looks nutritious.

What else did I buy? Oh! CHIPS MORE! HAHAH!! I love them :D I just love cookies.
And also, oat milk! But sadly, I didn't get to buy any apples. I haven't had them for approximately a week!
APPLE! I NEED YOU!

And I thought I lost it

YAY! I found my fruity Perlini's Silver bracelet. I actually thought I lost it and I was rather sad.
Luckily, I found it.
Anyway, it's Sunday. I can't seem to find any motivation to study.
My study table's facing the window and it's rather distracting, not because the guys outside are hot but anyway, it's just distracting.
Tin Wei said she'll be going out in the afternoon so I guess, I'll be stuck at home. AARG. When can I change my phone?
Friday will be Good Friday! Holiday~

What should I do on Friday? Oh yeah! I've still got that two movie vouchers but they'll expire on 31st March.
Nevermind since I don't feel like watching a movie.
Actually, I wouldn't mind. It's just that I don't know who should I go with.
I haven't tried watching a movie alone and maybe I shall try that someday.

I'm currently trying to guess Brotherhood's dog's name. He said it's white and creamy.

That day, my mum was being seriously funny. She was saying something about BGR because of some couple she saw on the bus. It was rather awkward. HAHA!! She started by saying "Now... you're in a mixed school right?
"DUH?!"
"There're boys there so you must blah blah blah.. don't behave like blah blah blah.."
I find it really weird when my mum or any of my relatives start talking about BGR to me. HAHA!!
I seriously hope my mum won't think I'm attached or something. No No No.

I just remembered something I did on Friday. Han Quan tried to grab my deodorant bottle and I was holding onto it. He was pulling it and it was hurting me so I sorta screamed "NO NO NO NO NO NO NO~" and I really didn't know it was that loud and that high-pitched. HAHA!! Jing Rong said I sounded like some siren. 8-)

HAHA! My relative's over at my house now and he's talking about my uncle who's one year older than me. The topic was my uncle and his girlfriend. HAHA!! I hope, I won't be like my uncle, to become everyone's conversation topic. HAHA!!

I shall go learn "Baby"'s lyrics. HAHAH!! Because it's like one of the hottest song now. HAHAH!!
Oh yeah, I think "Nothin' On You" by B.o.B featuring Bruno Mars is not bad.

Sunday.

It's Sunday morning.

I can't think of anything to blog about because nothing much happened today.
I was totally listless.
I tried studying Economics then, all of a sudden, I was reminded of the track nationals.
Yeah, I wished him once but then, I thought maybe I could do something a little more to erm.... help him?
But nevermind already. I shan't waste my time. My youth. HAHAH!! Ok, I shan't do these stupid stuffs anymore.

I wasn't born to be someone stupid. THEREFORE, I shall use brains and intelligence for something else.
This is sad. I didn't know I was that dumb. Nevermind.

I'm feeling a little hungry right now. Maybe, I shall have some cereal! Deliciously nutty! HAHA!!
Anyway, I feel like saying "Thank You" to Pascal if you're even reading this. Yeah, I don't know why but I feel like you're trying to erm.. make me feel better, in a way. I meant, because, you said something like "You can sit with us, we'll be sitting in the front row" and I was really happy. HAHAH!! So, THANK YOU :D And of course, also, Ultraman because you've been a really great friend. :D

Hmm.. I'm blessed.

CEREAL TIME!

Another Saturday

All of a sudden, I don't really feel like watching anymore. But then!! AGAIN, I feel like it because I'll be able to see him!! BUT if I were to go, I wouldn't know how to react if he sees me! OH MAN.

As usual, beehoon and noodles and soy milk for breakfast.
And as usual, because the day has just started for me, I really can't think of anything much to blog about.

Let's start on a random topic. Buses.
I always choose the high seats when I'm on a bus. There're some seats which are like, planted on a platform? Those are the high seats. Ok, that was really random. HAHA! Then, I'll always sit on the inside seat because I LOVE looking at the passing scenery.

Aiyer, I really can't think of anything much to blog about now.
Yesterday, I saw Claire in the toilet again. I got to know her while we were both in the toilet - she was that girl who was adjusting her uniform (tried to escape from Economics lecture). It seems like, we're meant to be friends - or rather, toilet buddies.

I said I'll study but now, I'm thinking, should I study outside or at home??

Friday!!

I'm finally back home! Today was rather pleasant.
Well, we had Chemistry for first period. I think Atomic structure's not bad, at least, I understand some stuff. There was the mini quiz then we had Geography.
TSK. JABEZ sat next to me when I wanted to sit by myself at the side. He was annoying (not in a bad way, but still annoying) because he kept saying mushy stuffs. GOD. He kept irritating me and drew on my paper with a pen (When I intended to reuse the paper!!!!) so I threw his eraser. I didn't mean to throw it that far!! HAHHAHA!! But anyway, it was fun disturbing him too. HAHA!!!

We had an hour's break today. I ate a little then went to the classroom to dance. I didn't know that there would be dance practice today until I saw the message at 12 plus in the morning, when I switched on my phone to set the alarm. The first thought that came to my mind was "OMG. SENIORS--> FREE STYLE --> DAMN IT" The lesson after break was PW. As usual, I stopped dancing as soon as the crowd comes in. This time, however, I think I sweat a lot and my face was really red. Beads of perspiration formed and I was dripping wet. Someone said I looked as if I ran 2.4km. I felt really smelly, even though Jing Rong and Joyce both said that I was ok. I insisted on using the deodorant. I wanted to go outside and spray myself with it but Yue Quan and Wayne said it's ok so I ran to some area near the window to spray myself with it. I still felt really smelly so I ran outside the classroom to spray myself with more, without asking Lim for permission (but I didn't want to disrupt her conversation!) I think she was bewildered by my actions because I heard Joyce explaining to her. PW was song singing session. Actually, I wasn't singing. The people behind me were.

I brought M&Ms peanut to school today and I almost finished it. There're about 4 more left, thanks to Sim Zhi Jian. But nevermind, I'm generous. I'll look for more food to bring to school.

CT was the same- talks and more programmes. There was this picture of GC ( Gra... C --> Sim Zhi Jian's hard-boiled egg) and I told Jing Rong "Eh! She grew a lot eh!" IMO.

Oh yeah, before that, I was really crazy laughing because of the Avatar joke. This morning, when I came out from the toilet, I saw this guy I know and I thought "Eh? He looks like Avatar." Then, I was amused by it and I just felt like laughing about it. It was only during the second break, when I told Jing Rong and Yen My then I burst out laughing. It was just hilarious. I think I said something ridiculous like "Don't you feel like we're living in Pandora??" The only thing that he lacks is that blue skin, that physique (Avatar's body doesn't seem proportional to me) and the TAIL! Ng Yi and Karin knows about it too! Ng Yi said I was mean. HAHAH! Eh, Avatar is cool.

Dance practice was not bad. Free style, as usual, was scary. Actually, it isn't when I'm doing it on my own or when I'm with my close friends but when EVERYONE'S staring, it's rather pressurizing. Especially when the people staring are people who are really good at dancing.

After that, I was really tired so I just sorta laid there while everyone else continued dancing. I took my weight using the weighing machine today, with my shoes on and I weighed 40kg. Damn. I was 42kg. We had dinner at King Albert's Park and I think I was rather quiet throughout the whole time. That was because, I couldn't find a proper time to speak and it felt a little weird. Nevermind.
I took bus 961 from the bus stop. The bus was about to leave but I ran to it. Then, when I got onto the bus, I was wondering "Am I on the correct bus??". I was rather worried so I asked the one only other commuter there. "Is this bus 961?" I think he must have thought it amusing. HAHA!

There'll be ACJC's Fun-O-Rama tomorrow. I won't be going because I'm really tired and I thought, I better use the time to catch up on my school work. Seriously, somehow, I feel like I'm the stupidest in my class. SERIOUS! Everyone's like damn hardworking and smart? On the contrary, I'm such a slacker and I really feel dumb. Where did my brain go to?! I don't want to be the worst, definitely. To stay strong, I shall try my very best to be motivated towards studying.

Hazel's in a dilemma now. I told her to use my method -the coin method. But still, the coin method will only work if you believe it does. If you don't believe in it then flipping a coin just wouldn't give you any answers.

Linkin Park

The song, Numb explains how I feel now exactly.
I was listening to it in the morning. I listened to all the loud songs - Numb, New Divide, Alpha Dog.

Today wasn't really bad. At least, I think I smiled more but still, there was something weird about these past few days.
It's just different. Maybe, tomorrow will be a better day.

COLLAGE

Go or not?

I used a coin to get my answer. It appeared heads thrice - go.

Back From School.

Today's a rather short day.
The first lesson was PW. MY GOD. That lesson made me felt so disturbed. SERIOUSLY. I don't get what Lim was saying. GOODNESS. I asked her many questions while she was making her rounds but then, I still didn't understand so I thought I should come up with an example then tell her what I have in mind and let her correct me.
Then, I walked over to her to tell her about my idea and my approaches then she said something about the topic and the approach shouldn't be linked then I went "Huh??? But if it doesn't link, how do you even solve it?!" The example she gave Jing Rong confused me even further. I shall try to read the booklet on my own again later. I seldom speak up in class, but today, I really couldn't take it because Lim just didn't make any sense to me.

PE. I went to buy another pair of PE shorts because I couldn't find my shorts and I was wearing FBTs. When I went back to the class bench, it turned out that we didn't had to change. TSK. I wanted to refund the shorts but nevermind, since I have only one pair of shorts (because I can't find the other one - or maybe I bought only one. I can't remember.) PE was just YOG presentations.

Break. Break time was short. I ate only 5 seaweed chickens. Then, when I went back to class bench, I saw Charis. YAY. HAHAH!!
Charis came over then we just started chatting. We were both saying "AIYER!! Why aren't we in the same class?!" Charis and I are just like "made for each other". HAHA!! She's like the joker type and I'm like the crazy kind (If we both get together). Seriously, we'll make very good friends. \m/ Charis is just the girl I'll want to go with. We're both COOL.

I still remembered how we met. It was really random. We were both queuing to take our measurements for the school uniform. I was standing there then, I heard her talking to her friends and the conversation was amusing. HAHA!! They were talking about the various secondary school uniforms and the content was real funny. I'll never ever forget the Catholic High one. HAHAHAH!! I was standing in front of her and I laughed at her jokes then we just started talking to each other. WHY AREN'T WE IN THE SAME CLASS?! We would've been the real crazy duo because we'll always be full of nonsense. Then, Charis said she found someone in my class rather cute. HAHAHA!! Aiyer, but we have rather different taste when it comes to guys. She goes for height. We were talking then, this guy came over to give me a balloon. I didn't know what he wanted me to do with it but I took it anyway because he asked me to. I thought he was from Charis's class because he was talking to only me and not Charis. After he left, Charis said "He totally dao-ed me lah!" HAHAH!!! "And I thought he was your classmate?!" I seriously can't remember any girl in Hwa Chong who can get along THIS WELL with me. I meant, a girl as cool and crazy as Charis.

Economics lecture was boring. Nothing went into my head. I kept taking sweets from Daniel. When it was close to twelve, I decided to go to the toilet. I wasn't really urgent but I just wanted to wash my face and stay in the toilet - probably dance if there's no one around. Then, this girl came in. She was trying to adjust her uniform and she did that for quite long. Well, I was cleaning my face and I've been standing there for quite some time too. Then, I asked her "You just had lecture huh?" and she replied "Yeah! It's damn boring"
"Economics?! YES! IT'S VERY BORING. THAT'S WHY I CAME TO THE TOILET!!!" Both of us just talked to each other in the toilet. HAHA!! After she left, Smily came in then both of us were like "Economics??" HAHAHA! We chat for a little while then she left. After that, Sylvia came in so I just started to talk again. HAHA!! That explained why I took so long in the toilet.

Geography tutorial was just the going through of the tutorial? Luckily, I've done the parts that she went through today.

I was supposed to go for lunch with Jabez, Russel and some other people but then, I thought "Forget it. I think I have lunch at home." I didn't want to go home this early but then, it's not like I have anything else to do in school or anyone to keep me company so NAH NAH.

I saw Yuquan and Jerome at the bus stop. At that time, I was listening to Session by Linkin Park- a song we'll be using for one of our dance item. I usually would be practicing choreography with just my hands. Luckily, I didn't do that just now. They would just laugh at me. HAHA!! Holding onto an imaginary pole...

At Bukit Merah's hawker centre, I couldn't decide if I should but avocado juice or not. In the end, I bought "Butterfly" - that fried thing again. It's really nice!!! I walked past Old Chang Kee and I saw Cheezy Sausages but then, I wasn't tempted! Instead, I bought two waffles. That shall be lunch?? I'll make myself hot chocolate and then enjoy waffles and read Chemistry/Economics.

Oh yeah, today, there was this primary school girl who made me smile. :D I was just looking out of the glass on the bus, staring at her. She was smiling happily to her friends then I guess, she saw me looking at her then she waved to me. I don't know if she was waving to me or to the girl behind me but anyway, I smiled and waved back to her. How innocent.

I smiled.

-Why is Hazel giving me that face?!

Oops

I just woke up from my afternoon nap. Shucks, I overslept. I meant to wake up at 7pm but instead, I woke up at around 8.30pm.
Today, we had cross-country.
I walked throughout. HAHA!! After the walk, I took the towel from Yang Xi and then I told Yvonne "Eh, let's just use the towel to wipe ourselves dry - like as if we ran a lot when we walked through the entire route."

They blasted the radio to create a livelier atmosphere (I suppose) but it was a failure. HAHA!! The song went "HEY..zhhzsshzz...H-E zhhzssszzh..." GET IT??? HAHAHA!!! OMG, I was laughing at that with Rena. I think I've been coming up with weird spellings for weird sounds. Rena and I were discussing "Eh, can we get some food then eat while walking? What about breakfast from Macdonald's?" Most girls for Mass Run walked. HAHA!! The teachers we saw along the way said "If you want to walk, walk at least, a little faster."

Qin Hong got second (right??). YAY!! HAHAHA!! (If you're even reading this : Eh! I was really happy for you ok?! See how nice I am to you! I wanted to go over to give you a thumbs-up (EEK, the Bishan gay) but then you were with your friends.) HAHA!! Sim got 4th? Chen Xu got 5th. I know Daniel got something too. HAHAH!!

Qin Hong!! Why aren't you online?!!!!!!!! There's no one to entertain me now! :( HAHAH!!

After cross-country, we had our supposed class lunch. Yeah, I kept quiet throughout (almost) and Rena kept asking me "Why you so stone?" I feel like "I'm awake, but my world is half asleep...." - Incomplete by Backstreet Boys
I saw the Bishan gay twice today. We were both staring at each other. Somehow, I can't take my eyes off him while waiting for bus outside NJC. He has 3 phones and I seriously wonder WHY. He had this really huge bag with him and I was thinking "What does he keep inside? Some "strategy guide" on how to prey on guys? The description of the type of boys from different schools?"

After class lunch, we went to some food court. Rena and I were like bored so we went to check out the arcade.
We couldn't find the person-in-charge. There was a guy sitting behind a counter but he didn't say anything when we tried to exchange coins for tokens so Rena and I just played.

We played Air Hockey. It was so exciting and both of us were like screaming. HAHAH!!
Then, we played the hoops. That was not bad too. HAHAHHA!!

After that, I went for dance. We learnt a choreography meant for all girls. The bus ride was rather long. Jing Hui and I fell asleep. The guy next to me was rather weird. He sat ramrod straight and he had his fists clenched by his sides. Anyway, we weren't very late for dance because the studio was locked.

After that, we had Miss Chen's item - the "Pole-dance". Dance practice ended at 3.30pm. I thought it was supposed to end at 5.30pm. I was really hungry after dance. At Bukit Merah Central, I bought "Butterfly", some err... it's not a pastry, I don't know how should I call it. It's fried and it's appropriately sweet. NEVERMIND. Then, I went to NTUC to get myself M & Ms because while on the way home, the guy sitting next to me was eating them and I wanted to ask him if I could have one. HAHA! I walked past Old Chang Kee and they had one cup of Cheezy Sausages. I couldn't resist them so, well, I bought them.

I think I'm really tired because I kept falling asleep on bus rides. My head hit some railing/bar/ handle, whatever - that black part at the back of the seat where you can hold on to. my suggestion to SMRT/ SBS is that they should raise the back of the seats so that commuters can rest their heads while sleeping. Allowing us to rest our heads --> Make us a happier commuter --> We'll love SMRT/SBS more.

Just now, Kellee said I'm no longer the Cheryl she used to know.
I have this thought in my head "Ask me where my smile went to and I'll say "I don't know and I don't know if I'll want it back."
It seems as if I'm having some mask on me now. In STC, people ask me "Why do you always seem so happy?" but now, I think it's "Why are you always so emo?" We'll see how.

I don't know why but I think I'm much closer to the girls in MAD Hip-hop than the girls from my class. I got really happy when I saw them at Junction 8 and I think I sorta hugged Amanda. HAHAHA!!

That's all-

I DIDN'T KNOW

I just found out that we were supposed to meet at Mac Ritchie straight for cross-country tomorrow.
Oh man!! How am I supposed to get there??
I'll definitely get lost. DEFINITELY.

I don't even know what time are we supposed to report there.

Today, I wasn't THAT emo. Yeah, but I was still kinda quiet. I guess.
There wasn't much to get me high or to get me emo so, it was neutral.
I waited an hour for dance practice to start. That one hour, was a quiet one. Yeah, since I was alone. Sylvia's lessons didn't end as early as mine, Jing Hui wasn't in school because she was sick (and I thought I saw her in school) and Steph didn't pick up her phone.

We waited for quite some time outside RUA but it turned out to be at SALT Centre. That was a bad news for me (not exactly, very bad but still bad because I wanted to see someone --> Sylvia knows who. HAHA!)

There's nothing much to blog about today.
During Dance, we were training to do splits for some reason. HHAHA!! But anyway, it was funny.
I slept on the way home. When I woke up, I was feeling really hungry and weak.
Well, I had only instant noodles, a cereal bar and a packet of MILO for the entire day. They were definitely not enough.

I was hungry during Math tutorial, really hungry. That explained why I bought instant noodles. I wanted Curry flavour but there was only Prawn so I just went along with it. Finishing a cup of noodles within less 10 minutes (?) was really challenging because the soup was still hot and the noodles didn't taste cooked but I was so hungry so everything didn't matter.

I spent break time dancing in class because I had the urge to do so. HAHA!!
Oh, ok, back to on my way home...

I had this craving for cheesy sausages from Old Chang Kee again, and avocado juice. I don't know why but I just felt like having spaghetti. I remembered there was this period of time, when Macdonald's actually served spaghetti. DO YOU REMEMBER??

It definitely wasn't a dream because I remember having spaghetti at Macdonald's. I walked past Old Chang Kee and I saw no more cheesy sausages but there was a stick of chicken nuggets! I wanted to buy but I thought, I shouldn't because I've got dinner waiting for me at home.

I only realized today is a Tuesday and there'll be that funny variety show on Channel 8. I was looking forward to watching it but I missed almost half of the show because I spent that time bathing. I love Johnson's Baby! Or is it Baby Johnson's?? Whatever it is. I LIKE IT A LOT!! OMG, it never fails to make me smell nice and smooth, just like a baby. HAHHHA!! The channel 8 show didn't make me laugh today! I wonder if it's me or if it's the show.

I'm currently in a dilemma. Kelz's in with me too.
I hope everything will be clear soon. I was really confident about it but now, I'm not so sure.

SPINY! Are you still in Hwa Chong? How come I don't ever see you at all?!

Distractions in my life

I just want to be able to concentrate on my work.
Just when I was about to do my work, Tin Wei wanted to show me who ** was. HAHA!!
Just like the other time, Hazel tried to show me the hot dudes (according to her taste, not mine) in her school.
HAAHAHA! Shucks man.

Back to Chemistry. GO GO GO!!

I LOVE THESE.

I like the one in black and white!! HAHAH! I look so emo. HAHAH!!

Bonding?

JTS STJ Orientation
I'm not really looking forward to MAD Orientation. Everything's gonna be so weird again. AARG.
JTS, STJ. How will they be like?
I think it'll be a little awkward because after all, we're not THAT close.

To me, bonding should come naturally. I prefer knowing someone through talking and not, games. That's me.
I find it a little awkward to go for parties, gatherings when you don't even know the people there well.
I prefer knowing someone well enough first, then go out together. If not, there'll be an awkward silence and both parties wouldn't enjoy that.

But oh well, I guess, I'll just try my best to be enthusiastic about it even though I'm clearly not.
Hazel just asked me why am I emo-ing again? HAHAH!!

Aiyer. I must emphasize, I'm unhappy because I feel like I've lost a FRIEND. A friend.
Yeah, a normal friend.
Wouldn't you feel sad if you were to have a two-line conversation with your bestie when you guys used to talk so much?

It's the same thing.

I think I should really really really start studying. SHUCKS MAN. My brain used to be functioning well but now, it seems dead. Maybe it's because I've been storing loads of redundant information in my head.
Just now, I was looking through the documents in my computer and I realized, I still have something that should not be inside.

I think I should just start studying by myself on Saturday.
Shucks, I'm really closing myself up. I'm like, shutting myself out from the outside world.
Why Why Why? Tell me why, ain't nothing but a heartbreak.. tell me why, ain't nothing but a mistake, tell me why I never wanna hear you say.. I Want It That Way

Maybe, I can ask Karin to study with me. Maybe, I don't even know if she'll be free or not.
Hazel will have training. Kelz too. Tin Wei -UNSURE.
I'll be ok studying alone but then, I thought if there're any who wants to keep me company or who needs company, HAHA, you can join me. I WON'T MIND. HAHAHA!!

I'm drinking coffee to keep myself awake. Stay awake Cheryl!! GO GO GO!!! :D

Back to school

Shucks, I should just stop emo-ing.
I want to but it seems like, there'll always be something for me to brood over, to think about.
Today, I did something rather surprising? Actually, I don't know what was I even thinking about.
I told myself "No, you shouldn't. You should just forget everything" but somehow, I just can't.
It's really irritating. The only times when I can really forget about these sort of stuff will be when I'm pulling someone's (Only someone) shoelaces. HAHAHAH!!! Or when, someone just comes over and say or do something really random but funny. Well, this just sucks. Oh man, it's turning into another emo post.


We were supposed to have Principal's Dialogue today but somehow, the machine/laptop/whatever was screwed up. Jabez and Russel kept hitting my head so I turned back to hit them.
Yeah, there was a camera in front of me but I thought the entire thing wasn't working or if it was working, they would've switched it off because there's nothing for them to see. Walao, then, it seems that the people in the auditorium (those who were paying attention to the screen) saw me hitting Jabez and Russel. Oh man, I think, I did even more than that. I remembered trying to snatch his file/pencil case/ear piece then placing it on some random spot. Shucks man. But anyway, I doubt if they can remember my face.

During Geography lecture, I felt really uncomfortable because I couldn't stop thinking about it, which explains why I went to the toilet while the lecture was ongoing. The conversation was really short. I wanted it to be longer but I realized, I couldn't think of anything much to say either. I have LOADS to say but I really don't know where to start. Then, before I realized, I was tearing (just a little) because I felt like "It wasn't like this. We're like complete strangers now."

It's like, I've really lost someone, for good and I really hate that feeling.

I spent break time alone because I was really tired. I wanted to sleep but somehow, I couldn't bring myself to sleep. Yue Quan asked me why I was emo-ing again. HAHA!!
Tsk, it's really hard to explain. I don't wish to be like that either.

Chemistry lecture wasn't as bad because I had someone to distract me so I wasn't thinking that much.

School ended at 1.30pm. I didn't feel like going home but well, since there'll be no one to keep me company, I went home.
I miss the days when I was in sec 2. Those were the days when I really had loads of fun.
I remember the days I'll stay back in school with the dance clique then we'll practice dance at some random place (or sometimes, my house) and we'll play "Stalking" in school. HAHAH!! That was damn fun. We didn't really stalk, of course, we played really stupid stuffs from what I can remember. There was this time when we picked up someone's love letter/some love note and we began to "solve the puzzle". HAHHA!!

As I spent my time alone during break time, I looked at the clouds and wondered "What will happen if I fall from the sky, will the clouds catch me or just let me drop?" "Will the clouds fly me to CJC?"
"What would have happened if I just went to CJC?"

Everything will be different.
That day, Kwang Yu suggested playing "Truth Or Dare" and he said he'll aim at me because I seem to have a lot of secrets.

Well, that's not really true. I mean, I wouldn't go around telling EVERYONE EVERYTHING because people will just think I'm really weird, when I'm already weird enough. Yeah, so.. if you want to know anything, just ask me. I'll gladly tell you. HAHAH!

Today!

Today, I went to watch the SBDC competition with Sylvia.
We took a really long time to get to Jurong Point from Toa Payoh.
The journey took approximately an hour but luckily, it wasn't an awkward one.
I mean, I wouldn't be able to talk as much as I did to Sylvia with EVERYONE.

Yeah, so, it seems like Sylvia and I will be good friends.
Which is GREAT because I haven't really found anyone who can be my good friend.

Yeah, we kept talking and talking and we both think alike. (Y)
We both thought "Oh God, I can't talk to the tall peeps (a certain group of people)" --> Not because of the disparity in height, only Sylvia and I will understand this. HAHA!!
We both thought "He's cute." --> Or is it only me? HAHHAHAHAH!!!
We both feel that "I'm only noisy when I'm with people who are quieter and quiet when I'm with people who are noisier."

We talked about loads of crap and it was totally great because now I know, there're people I can actually talk crap with. (Y)
Jurong Point was really crowded. Ying Yen and Jing Hui were at Starbucks but we didn't join them.
Sylvia and I just stood on the steps outside Boon Lay MRT station then watched the competition.

After that, we had Pepper Lunch for dinner. HAHA!! How does that sound? Pepper Lunch for Dinner. Get it?? NEVERMIND. HAHHAHA!
After that, Sylvia and I had craving for desserts. I had Bo Bo Cha Cha. They didn't have those colourful things anymore! I was quite disappointed but I ordered it anyway because I was craving for it.
After eating, we took photos near the SBDC stage. HAHAHAH!! The photos were meant for Spiny Anteater. Our estimation was bad so, we asked some random guy to help us take a photo and we reminded him to INCLUDE THE SATGE.

On the train back, Sylvia and I had this really random craving - Bubble Tea, the original milk tea. HAHAHHA!!
I have milk tea at home now, I shall go drink it. :D

At the bus stop near Habour Front, some Indian dude tried to flirt with me. He kept waving at me to get my attention when I was clearly annoyed and I was already emo-ing by myself near some pillar.
There was this couple standing in front of me, kissing. That Indian dude made sounds like "Eh!!!" whenever their lips touched then, I looked up and he just kept waving at me and mouthing something to me but I just ignored him because, I didn't want him to get the wrong idea. HAHAH!! I will just run if he comes over to talk to me.

Class Outing - 20th March 2010

That class outing was a really weird one.
I met Yue Quan then went to Hougang together. At Hougang, there were only Kwang Yu and Han Quan so that made 4 of us.
We went to Long John Silvers' and while eating, we thought of the possible activities we could do.
K-Box, Pool, Arcade, Evenlyn Tan.
Well, we went to Arcade in the end.
That K-Box and Pool place totally suck. There were smokers, smoking both INSIDE (where there's air-conditioning) and OUTSIDE.
They left the door open so the smoke DIFFUSED inside. GOODNESS. I kept waving my hands and coughing because I really cannot stand smoke.
Well, Chen Xu and Chiang joined us at Timezone. We played Air-Hockey, just the game I love. HAHAHHA!!
I wanted to play that at Tin Wei's place - Games Room, but the machine was spoilt.

Anyway, then, I stood there and watch this guy playing some drum game while Yue Quan and Kwang Yu were playing some guitar one. I was really impressed with the guy playing the drum game. He was really good and had like 200 combos straight. I wouldn't be able to do that. Before we left, I tapped the guy on the shoulder and said "Eh, I think you're really good."
He could've said "Thanks man" but he just gave me an awkward look.

Then, there was the para para machine, that dancing one. I saw this guy playing that and I just felt - this makes your body move in a really weird manner. I don't like it. It doesn't look like dancing to me.

Then, we went to some open space to play cards - Blackjack.
I kept losing but anyway, I played with sweets. HAHAH!! So, it doesn't really matter.

Joyce, Jabez, Russel and Xin Lin joined after some time but I left because I had to go to my grandparents' place.
It was a weird outing. Really weird.

I got my temporary phone - my aunt's phone when I reached my grandparents' place. Finally, I can send messages again.
Oh yeah, before that, I was at Tiong Bahru Plaza. I had this craving for the cheesy sausages from Old Chang Kee so I decided to go with it.
Ok, they will usually give you some honey mustard with the cheesy sausages. I thought the auntie didn't give me enough and I wanted more so I asked for it then the auntie replied "I gave you already."

Walao, I wanted MORE. She gave me an impatient look then squeezed more for me.
8-) --> Rolls eyes
I'M THE CUSTOMER. IF I WANT MORE, SHE SHOULD GIVE ME MORE. TSK.
It's just honey mustard! Why so stingy?!

Single Ladies Night Out - 19th March 2010

That was FUN.
HAHA! It was totally awesome because we had dinner at IKEA- where I ate everything I wanted to then, we went shopping (Just a little).
Kelz and I saw SALES for SIX and some other brands for accessories so we spent our time there while Karin, Tin Wei and Hazel went to look for ice-cream. I bought a pair of earrings because they cost $1.00 and the design was not bad.
After that, Kelz and I went to Cotton On because Kelz wanted to buy skirts. HAHAHAH!!
Ok, so we went into Cotton On, I saw this denim skirt that looked quite nice but then, it wasn't on offer and I know my mum will definitely nag at me if I were to buy some more, since I just bought a dress.

Kelz bought a skirt in the end. Then, she realized that her shoe bag wasn't with her.
We tried looking for it in Cotton On - we thought she could've left it in the changing room. The lady in that changing room took such a long time and I was already quite impatient. I almost bent down to look through the gap but Kelz stopped me. HAHA!

We went to that place where they were selling the accessories but the shoe bag wasn't there either. Thus, we went back to IKEA.
Woah, luckily, the shoe bag was still there. God Blessed Us.

SO BACK TO TIN WEI'S PLACE.
Tin Wei booked a games room for an hour. I wanted to play Air Hockey but the machine was spoilt. Karin, Hazel and Tin Wei were playing Pool. Kelz went to the toilet and I had nothing to do. HAHA!
So what do we do when we have nothing to do? DANCE!
Yeah, so I played some music using Tin Wei's IPOD speakers then I just danced by myself till Kelz came back then we just camwhored. HAHA!
Karin showed us the Adam Lambert dance. She wanted to teach me but seriously, I suck at memorizing choreographies so FORGET IT. I just danced my own dance. HAHAH!!
Woah, I'm thinking of the dinner we had at IKEA again. It was really good. We (Karin, Tin Wei and me) ordered food to an amount of $42. HAHAH! We were like, having some buffet.
Chicken Wings, Poached Salmon, Spaghetti, Swedish Meatballs, Apple Pie, Chocolate Mousse, Blueberry Cheesecake, coffee. HAHAHAH! But somehow, they don't look a LOT when we laid them on the table.
We couldn't finish the chicken wings so we brought them to Tin Wei's games room.

The security guard kept dropping by at the Games Room. She gave us warnings because we weren't supposed to sit on the Air Hockey machine. Like, how were we to know?!
Hazel, Tin Wei and I played at that football machine while Karin was teaching Kelz how to dance to some song. OMG, ou football game was damn exciting. HAHAH!! I kept screaming throughout the game as if I was the one kicking the ball.
I gave the footballers names and called them out when the ball reached the player. "TOM! GET THE BALL!!"
HAHHAAHAH!!

Then, we went up to Tin Wei's place and we went on Skype with Wangz. We started singing My Love by Westlife. Actually, we wanted to sing that while at the Games Room but the security guard was too punctual. She came to chase us out when it was nine. And I still thought we could stay longer if no one else booked the room. But it's ok, Tin Wei's place was fun too.

We all saw the legendary pig statue. HAHAH!! The statue that was in Tin Wei's baby photo.
Her brother's quite cute. HAHAH!! He was so shy and he didn't want to stay in the same room as us.
Tin Wei's study room looked like some greenhouse. HAHA! It was glass all around, so everyone outside could see whatever you're doing inside. I think it's damn cool because it just looks like some fish tank, like, you can perform inside and people can watch you while standing outside. The thing that's bad will be having no privacy.

So, we all chat with Wangz then camwhored using Tin Wei's Macbook. :D

Yeah, everything was just plain awesome.
I wonder when will we have our next Single Ladies Night Out again and also, if EVERY SINGLE one of us will still be qualified to join in the fun. HAHAH!!!
Stay single peeps.HAAHAHAH!!!
Rest assured, I'll be single. :D

Projects

Damn, I feel like I haven't done anything much. THEREFORE, I went to do some research just now for GP.
We had to come up with the menu for Greece.
Yeah man, I went to research on the types of food they consumed and the main ingredients they used then I made up my own burgers.
Aiyer, this is a good time for my imagination to run WILD.
Therefore, I shall just let it run but it doesn't seem wild enough. I shall continue to think of more dishes while on my way to school.

GET UP, GET UP

Ciara's Get Up. HAHA!
But anyway, I was really trying to tell myself to "Get Up" this morning.
My shoulders and my legs are aching.
I'm supposed to meet the dudes at Coronation Plaza for lunch but I don't think I can meet them for that because I already have lunch at home. So, I guess, I'll have a quick lunch then go down to meet them.

Ok, so I'm not alone.
My friends are also drowning in tutorials. HAHAH!
But somehow, I think I'm the worse because I hardly started on anything. DAMN.
I shall do it right now.
And I shall S-T-O-P the music.

MATH DOESN'T SEEM AS FUN AS IT WAS!
ECONOMICS IS JUST.. WEIRD?
CHEMISTRY IS SO TAXING ON THE BRAIN - WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BRAIN?! It used to be functioning well!!
DAMN! I need some Xiao Long Baos to make me smarter. -NO LINK- (I know that, I was just crapping)

I seriously don't remember writing any Economics essay. Nevermind, I shall try to read it. Oh God, I think I should skip the meeting with the dudes because I'm really dying. Yes, I should skip it.
Ok. I shall skip it.
If not, I'll never ever finish my work.

I'm too distracted

The picture in my head:

Cheryl: Can you see me????!!
Some unknown dude: NO
Cheryl: Yeah! That's because I'm drowning in tutorials and projects! I'm all covered up!

OH MY GOD, WHY CAN'T I BE MORE FOCUSSED?!
This is really bad!! I haven't done a thing.
I think I should wake up earlier to do my stuff. OK. I SHOULD.

GO GO GO CHERYL!!

Fourth post of the day.

I was looking at one of my friend's profile on Facebook.
EEYER.
I felt kinda disgusted by her.
She typed with loads of vulgarities then I saw something ironic, her friend probably commented on some post of hers and she replied asking the friend to type like an someone who's educated and not like some Ah Beng or An Lian.
HAH! Look who's talking man.

Anyway, it's none of my business. HAHAH!
Ok, I just remembered something.
Today, I went to school in my faculty shirt and FBT shorts. I always wear my track pants over the FBTs.
When dance practice ended and we were about to leave for lunch, I just pulled the pants down and someone went "Aiyo! Cheryl! Got guys leh!!" But I just thought, "I'm wearing shorts. I'm not naked! (HAHA! Spiny Anteater! Does that sound familiar?!)"

-THE END-

THANK YOU SPINY ANTEATER!

HAHAHAHA! OMG, I can't stop laughing.

THANKS A LOT FOR MAKING ME SO UNIQUE AND OUTSTANDING.
:D
I'M SO HAPPY NOW. HHAHHAHAA!!!
Can you please make your posts much more interesting?? Maybe, you can blog about your quirks?? Err... like standing behind doors so that you can give people like me shocks and hear *GASPS*! HAHAHA!!

Your blog is really SIGHS.. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
MAKE IT LIVELIER MAN!
Post more photos of yourself in the science labs! It's ok! I won't laugh at you! HAHAHA!!!
Or, who knows, you'll end up having a Robo.to account. HAHAH!!
OH MAN! That'll be damn funny.

What should I link you as????

The Bat Emoticon

:[

EH!! Whenever I use this emoticon, it'll mean "BYE" ! OK???

HAHHA! I just think the bat is really cute. HAHA!!
The flapping of wings just look like it's saying "BYE!!"
DON'T YOU THINK SO????

Or maybe it's just me but anyway, since it's ME, I'll use :[ to say "BYE!!!"

First post of the day.

Today, I went back to school for dance practice.
I thought I'd be late because I couldn't find my keys again and also, I was thinking if I should wear the faculty shirt or my own top.
So, I waited impatiently for bus 273 and then ran to the bus stop where I'm supposed to take bus 961 (Again).
Actually, I was almost late because I was using Facebook and Blogger at home. I wanted to post something in the morning but i seriously couldn't think of anything to blog about.
Therefore, I ended up reading my own blog.

I saw Fiona near the school gate when I alighted from the bus again. It seems like Fiona and I are always "almost late".

After dance practice, we went to Thai Noodle House for lunch.
We were actually having our own self-practice after the instructor left. Then, Steph said she wanted to practice freestyle so I said "Ok, let's freestyle together then."
We formed our mini semi-circle (?) and just danced to the music.
Sylvia, Steph, Amanda and me were dancing then, they kept telling me "Eh, your freestyle is not bad what?! Why are you so scared?!"
Sighs.... I'm really really really not confident at all. I just think that, what I'm dancing is.. Errrr... whatever I made up. It just doesn't seem errr... right?
Ok, then, it was raining rather heavily so we all shared umbrellas.
Actually, I thought my umbrella was quite big but then, it was really small.

So, I passed my small umbrella to Bihou and I shared with Sylvia. Bihou looked really funny with that small umbrella. HAHAH!
And also, my small umbrella had some prints on it. I think there were bears. HAHHA!!

I tried that Chiengmai noodles or whatever and the Thai Iced Tea. Not bad.
Then, we just sat there and chatted.
I didn't talk much though but I did talk. HAHHA!!

Tomorrow, we'll be meeting up for lunch/snacks then we'll have dance practice with Miss Chen.
I hope I'll get my spinning right. AND I HOPE I WON'T FALL.

I just realized that tomorrow's Friday. OH MAN, the holiday's ending soon.
WHY WHY WHY?! I haven't done my work yet. DAMN!!!!!
I shall try to do some later but I think I'll need some hot chocolate to keep my awake.

Ok, I'm going to ask Spiny Anteater for his blog url so that I'll have some entertainment. HAHAH!!
Oh yeah! Spiny Anteater! I like your Facebook's profile picture. HAHAH!! It's a little blur but at least, I can see your face now. :D

Someone random asked me to watch him naked on cam again. OMG. IT'S REALLY IRRITATING.
I hope that there'll be no more of such random people! HATE IT!

That's why I always ask "WHO ARE YOU?!"
TOMORROW WILL BE THE NIGHT MAN! YAY!
SINGLE LADIES NIGHT OUT! HAHHAHAAH!! WE'RE GONNA PARTY MAN! HAHHAAAH!!
Too bad we can't play our own music or else, we can play errrr.. MUSICAL CHAIRS! HAHAHHAHAH!

Second post of the day

Today was totally crazy.
It was both crazy and awkward.
But nevermind, it's over now so I guess things will go back to normal.

Just now, I learnt something really interesting during the research for Chemistry project.
It was something about lemons.
In the past, people didn't really like lemons and they believed that lemons should not be in society because of their strange shape. They couldn't accept lemons because they aren't as round as oranges are.

Before that, I was discussing about the different types of fish (Males) with Spiny Anteater. HAHAH!!
We came up with a new species - Octopus/Jellyfish --> FLIRTS. They have "tentacles".

Oh man, I'm kinda tired already.
I still can't find my motivation to study.
Saturday will be another day of fun (supposedly).

I want to change my phone. It turned out that the temporary phone didn't have its battery with it. I have no idea where the battery is. I was looking at the different phones I can get, it's down to HTC and Samsung.
I chose Samsung because it is lighter, slimmer, has 5.0 megapixel etc. I just thought it better so I'll most probably get that.

FHG-
Freaking hot girls

In my dictionary, it'll be Freaking Hot Guys. HAHAH!!
I haven't really seen many of them around. So far, only one managed to meet my standards.

MY STANDARDS.
According to reliable sources, the guys from XXJC go after FHG. They'll point and say FHG (Something like that.)
I think, these people are just DESPERATE. DESPERATE AND SUPERFICIAL.

BAD but anyway, it's none of my business. HAHAH!
I shall continue to categorize.
IMO, the aquarium ones are the best. Sharks are too dangerous. I don't want to take the risk.

SINGLE LADIES NIGHT ON FRIDAY! WOOHOO!!
"All the single ladies.. all the single ladies..."

First post of the day.

"So I say a little prayer and hope my dreams will take me there, where the skies are blue to see you once again....."
Sorry, I'm singing again.

I was having difficulty trying to change my MSN nick because Huijun asked me to. She said it's a group thing so I tried changing my nick. It's really irritating because it'll go back to "Cheryl" after a while. THEN! I couldn't put the ^. Everyone else had the big one! I couldn't do it so I tried something just now, I dragged the correct ` M^D to Words then from there, drag it to the space meant for my MSN nick. It's fine now and I hope it'll stay this way.

I can't wait for Friday! YAY! IKEA! HAHAHA!!
Oh man!! I'm so excited!

My phone's spoilt already. The touch-sensitive parts are spoilt! The lights keep flickering. I can't clear when I type something wrong. It's just really bad. I can't pick up calls either. HAHAHA!! I can still send messages but it'll be a real challenge.

Just now, I was reading Reader's Digest. I read about this girl, Danielle who was abused by her mum. It was real bad. She was nearly seven but she didn't and couldn't behave like one. She couldn't communicate with others, she didn't know how to express herself, she had lice in her hair, bites, sores, rashes. It was really bad. She couldn't feed herself. Yeah, then she was put up for adoption.

I'm kinda disturbed right now. I can't seem to make up my mind and it's really bad.
"Will you stand by me, hold on and never let me go...." - OH GOD, THIS SONG ALWAYS MAKE ME TEAR

"I CAN TRANSFORM YA, I CAN TRANSFORM YA..." This is much better. At least, it makes me feel more like dancing than tearing.

I still don't know if I'll be able to go for Fun-O-Rama or not.

Third post of the day

Today, I had this sudden craving for oldies- songs by N*Sync, Backstreet Boys and Westlife.
So, I went to iTunes and I found out the titles of the songs I liked but didn't know their titles.
I listened to "Fool Again" , "My Love" and "Swear It Again" by Westlife.

The lyrics are corny but I still like the songs. They're easy to sing along to (HAHA! So I can sing them when I'm emo-ing in school)

I feel rather happy now that we're all in different schools.
We might not be as close if we're all in the same school. If we were all in the same school, we might not even want to have a mass conversation at night because we'll all think it's redundant - Why would we need a mass conversation when we can reach each other in school easily?

We should all treasure our friends. :D
I hope that our mass convos will continue and that we will still remain as close.

That day, I took some mini quiz that was on some magazine. The quiz revealed that I was melancholic. Yeah, true enough.
I remember we were all supposed to take a quiz when we were in Sec 4. It was a personality quiz. I was more of Melancholic then, sanguine.
So, you see, I can be really crazy but then, I'm still more inclined towards Melancholic.

"I never want to say goodbye because I never want to see you cry..... I'm never gonna treat you bad because I never want to see you sad." - Swear It Again by Westlife.

I feel like going on Skype! HAHAHAHAHHA!!! AHHHHHH.... HE'S SO CUTE!!!!!! The other one's so hot!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Second post of the day

Today, we learnt a new choreography.
It was cool but kinda hard thanks to that pole.
The theme was war (If I didn't hear wrongly). Oh, before that, I was panicking at home because I couldn't find my house keys!
I was going crazy at home, then I couldn't find my track pants and then, my socks were pink which didn't match my shoes (That wasn't important) but then.. everything was just in a mad rush.

Luckily, bus 273 came when I reached the bus stop. I ran to the bus stop with bus 961. The people eating in the hawker centre and those who were just sitting there stared at me when I ran past but I couldn't be bothered with that.
I was kinda worried because I thought I'd be really late but I wasn't! HAHAHA!

Back to the choreography. It was kinda challenging. There was this step where you had to hold the pole then do a back jump.
You're supposed to rest the pole on your shoulders then bend a little low on your knees, raise your left leg, do a 360 degrees turn to the back then land on the front. I fell down for that one. HAHA! But I doubt if anyone realized because everyone was just trying to turn.

Then, some of the steps were like break-dancing. That was kinda tough.
We learnt the steps for House also. OMG. Those can get you tangled up man!
The steps are really quick!

Dance practice ended at 4pm then we couldn't make up our mind as to whether we should go to RUA (Room Under Auditorium) for freestyle practice. I was really hungry because I didn't have my lunch.
Well, I stayed in RUA for just a little while then went home after that. My day was nothing much.

Oh, before we ended our practice at SALT Centre, people started singing "Happy Birthday". I didn't even know who the birthday guy/girl was then I just joined in. HAHAHA! But I found out who he was so it wasn't that bad after all!

OH OH!! Also, some peeps said they liked my hair! HAHAHA!!
Someone was saying "Woah! You need lots of courage to cut your hair short!" HAHAHA!!

I woke up in the morning...

feeling restless. HAHA!

The first things I do after washing up will be
1) Boiling water so that I can make myself a hot drink
2) Switch on my laptop then go to MSN, Facebook, Blogger, Youtube

Today, my village chief apparently woke up much earlier. She woke up at 9am! AMAZING!
I gotta go to school later on, for dance practice.

Just now, I was being a counsellor for someone. HAHAH! I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN STILL DO THAT when I'm just a loser.
IT'S OK. HAHAHA!
I'M NOT BEING EMO!

I can't think of anything much to blog about now. Maybe, I'll update my blog again at night.

P.S. "We'll Be A Dream" by We The Kings and Demi Lovato is nice.
I LOVE 61/62!!!! SO DAMN HOT!!!!!

Back from Dinner

I fell asleep while waiting for Kellee. We arranged to meet at Vivo City because Kellee wanted to have dinner and I didn't want to stay at home.

Before that, I was on Skype. It's been a rather long time since I went to Skype. Anyway, it was super fun!
S-3 IS REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY CUTE!!!
He's so small!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! :D HAHHAAAH!! I'm going crazy over him! HAHAHHAHA!!!

Kelz and I went to The Soup Spoon. I told Kelz about whatever I saw on Facebook.
After that, we went to have some dessert. I wanted to eat Toast from Hong Kong Kim Gary's at first but then, I saw the new dessert shop and so, we went for dessert instead.

After dessert, we just walked around aimlessly, taking photos when Kelz's magical camera works. HAHAAH!
Her camera needs to "rest" to recharge somehow.

It was so fun! HAHAH!!

I just cut my hair!

It's really short now.
I think this is the shortest length I've ever cut.
At first, I didn't dare to step into the salon because the people in there seem to be adults.
I didn't know that they'll wash my hair. It was really comfortable when the guy washed my hair and massaged my head but then, he tried massaging my neck and I jumped a little because it was really ticklish. I laughed and the guy gave me an awkward look.

The hair dresser was really cool. He was friendly and I think, we talked a lot. I asked him a lot of questions. HAHAH!
I asked him if he was the boss, asked him about his pay etc. He asked me "So, you sec what?"

HAHAA! I told him I was in J1 then he said something like kids getting smaller and smaller in size nowadays. HAHAHA!
He asked me if I cut my fringe myself. HAHA! I said "NO?! I went downstairs to cut it!" - I KNEW MY FRINGE WAS RUINED!
The hairdresser then told me that he'll help me with my fringe. He said the previous hairdresser did it wrongly. I was really happy! HAHAHHA! Now, my fringe looks a little longer. YAY!

And also, I won't have to bother with my hair in the morning! HAHHA!!

Nope, I think you're just fake.

I can't believe it man, you are such a hypocrite. I never thought this way of anyone before.

OK! GIRLS! We'll have something to discuss during our mass conversation tonight!

I'm not supposed to be affected by it already but THIS is intolerable. HMPH!
I just woke up and I had a horrible dream. It was a total nightmare.

I felt relieved after knowing that it was all just a dream because I think, if everything was real, I'd have died.
No one's online.

I bet my village chief's still sleeping.

Oh yeah! I just remembered that I was supposed to blog about the sky that night.
I took some photos and a video.
OH MAN! I LOST THE VIDEO! :(

Nevermind, I have some pictures.





CAN YOU SEE?! THE SKY WAS BRIGHT ORANGE and it was past 2am in the morning. The colour just kept changing, from normal to red to bright orange. It was really weird.

Today was a really exciting day.
I forgot to bring my phone and I was wondering how Hazel and Tin Wei will find me.
We agreed to meet outside POPULAR bookshop so I just waited outside there.

THEN! I saw Hazel and I just called out to her from the second level and so we managed to meet up after all. HAHAHHA!
We spent some time in some used book stores because the books there are WAY CHEAPER.

Hmmm.. there's nothing much actually. Hazel and I had dinner at some Hong Kong cafe. We were really full.

Oh! Today, my mum was rather unhappy because my dad backed out on his words. He refused to pay half of the lawyer's fees when he said he would. Apparently, that woman was beside him as he was on the phone as she was asking him not to give in to us. TSK! I don't like her!!!!! HMPH! She shouldn't even have a say in this!!

I learnt a new word today! It's "CAPTCHA".
CAPTCHA refers to those words some websites require us to type in to ensure that we're humans!
That was an interesting one! HAHAHHA!


That's all for today!

Hmmm... what should I blog about?

The TV's showing Jacky Wu's Guess now. I haven't been paying attention to it because the laptop's right on my lap.
I like Ah Ya! HAHAHA! I think she's very cute!

I really can't think of anything to blog about!
Today, I told Spiny Anteater that he's cute. HAHAHA!! OH! OK, I just remembered something that I can blog on. HAHAHA!!

ERRR... I just came back from my grandparents' place.
WOAH, the atmosphere was TOTALLY different today. It's usually very noisy on Saturdays but today, it was quiet.
I thought it was because it was already kinda late and everyone was done with laughing but then, I reckon something did happen.
I didn't ask why though.

When I reached home, I realized that the door wasn't locked but I remember locking it before leaving the house in the afternoon.
Also, I always check to ensure that the door's LOCKED.
Then, my mum noticed that something was missing from our house.

It's not a burglar. HAHA!
It was my dad.
Ok, I just felt that he was irresponsible. He took his stuff but left the door unlocked!!!
OH MY GOD! Even though I do believe in the good of people but still, the door should be locked!
I just think that he's very selfish. Whatever, it's not like I'll even talk to him anyway.

Let's talk about the Jacky Wu show. HAHA! I like his shows!! HAHAH! I think they're always so entertaining!!! They never fail to make me laugh. HAHA! I can't wait for Tuesday- That Black Rose show on Channel 8.
That show's retarded but it's hilarious. HAHAHAH!!

The sky's very red! The colour keeps changing too!! It's weird!

I guess, that's all for today.

Cheryl Tan! You're so weak!!!

I can't believe I'm tearing again.
I don't know if it's because of the song I'm listening to -Stand by Me by Shayne Ward.

This is bad. BE STRONG!!!!!!!!!!

Ultraman's supposed to be my role model. HAHA!

I saw this page on Facebook...

that's titled "Are you okay?" "Yeah, I'm just tired." The perfect excuse.

I realized that I will say that at first. But if you ask me for the second time, I will change my reply. HAHAHAH!
I'm serious!
Kelz asked me that once after THAT incident -ROLLS EYES-
I replied "Yeah, I think I'm ok." then when Kelz hung up, I sent her a message "KELLEE! I'M SO NOT OK!!"

HAHAHAAHAAHA!! AIYER, I can't help it. I don't like hiding (even though I like playing hide-and-seek).

I seriously don't think I keep anything from my close friends. If I told you about U-grade, you most probably would have known everything about me.

I think people who read my blog will think I'm weird. HAHAHA! BUT IT'S OK, I admit, I'm weird in some ways. I already said I'm unique!

Saturday!

At around 12am, I was feeling hungry and was craving for Xiao Long Bao or noodles in dumpling soup. OMG.
I told Tin Wei and she said she was still feeling full from the food from IKEA.
I decided to ignore my craving and then, went to sleep.

I was just on Facebook, looking at the new updates then I saw his photos again! AIYER!!!
BUT I DIDN'T FEEL ANYTHING! This is a great improvement.

I'm so happy because the March holidays are here but then they'll not be holidays at all! We've got so many projects and.. I can't remember but anyway, there're just so many things to do. I'm supposed to meet Karin, Kellee, Tin Wei and Hazel today but then some of them couldn't make it so we changed our date for the outing. It'll most probably be tomorrow and Monday?

I'm listening to "As Long As You Love Me" by Backstreet Boys and I got reminded of yesterday when Jing Rong tried echo-ing while I was singing. HAHAHAH!!

I can't think of anything much to blog about now. OH YEAH, I want to tell the peeps in my MSN contact list, I don't ever start conversations because errr... I am paranoid, I'm that sort who can't stand being ignored so I won't start conversations unless the other party's a girl (I know my girlfriends won't ignore me).

I woke up and I was hoping to have cookies and hot chocolate for my breakfast.
"Am I original? YEAH! Am I the only one? YEAH!.......BACKSTREET'S BACK ALRIGHT!"

EH?! I realized something! I still have 2009's calendar on my table! It's November and the dates for O level were written there.
I never noticed that.

Yesterday, Tin Wei was telling me about some girl in her school doing badly in her subject so that she can drop that to H1 to be with her boyfriend. -EYES ROLLS-
I don't ever think I'll do that because I'm becoming a nun. HHAHAHA!!

"I'll never break your heart, I'll never make you cry..." -YEAH YEAH YEAH?
The world is not as perfect as I thought, people are never as good as I thought they'd be.
I always believe in the good of people, that they'll not lie, that they won't hurt others but I think I'm the only idiot who thinks that way. BUT IT'S OK, I'll still continue to think that way because I have friends who are really good. :D

\m/

"Am I your fire, your one desire. Yes I know, it's too late but I want it that way."

WHY IS MY ROBO.TO STILL SNOWING?! It's so irritating!!

It's OVER.

HAHA! Today, I flipped a coin during Geography lecture to decide if I should just forget everything or to continue thinking about it. Heads will mean "Forget everything" and Tails will mean "Continue thinking".

The coin gave me "Heads". Therefore, I decided to accept whatever the coin gave me.

Today was err.. a rather nice day. Nice in some ways.
I found out that some people actually read my blog, people who I really didn't expect. "I didn't think you people will be that bored!"

AARG. I feel really embarrassed somehow.
OH MAN!!!! Now, my communication line with Ultraman is disrupted.

Jing Rong and I were singing quite a lot today. It all started with me singing "Sexyback" then, some of the songs by Backstreet Boys. HAHAH! Jing Rong tried echo-ing. OMG, it was so fun!! HAHHAHA!! I shall sing more when school starts again.

After Geography lecture, I thought it was break and I wanted to walk to the canteen but it wasn't, it was Economics. :S I was already hungry! I wanted to dance during break today but there wasn't enough time to do so and besides, my legs were really aching.

Math lecture was very interesting today. HAHAHAH!! Ok, nothing much regarding math went into my head, something else did.
At the start of the lecture, there was this girl sitting on the other side of the aisle who dropped her pen cover and it rolled over to my side. I think she didn't dare to stand up from her seat to pick the cap up because the lecture already started. So, I threw my own pen to her side and passed her her pen cover while I retrieved my pen. There were people laughing. I don't know why.

PW was rather slack. I printed out the three articles but the teacher didn't even read it! HMPH!

The PW HBL wasted my time! :(

I checked my timing for 2.4 today and I got 14 min and 13 secs. I didn't hit A! It's ok, this is good enough for the trial run. I will do better for NAPFA. GO GO GO!

I had dance practice today. Well, I better work on my reverse running man. I just can't seem to make it right but I will make it right. Dance practice was at Salt Centre. I always thought Salt Centre was named that way because there was a pool there and the pool contained salty water. FINE. WHATEVER.
We didn't had to free style today. It was kinda good because my legs were really aching. Just as I was about to leave the dance studio, I bumped into Spiny Anteater and I gasped. HAHAHA!

Then, I walked all the way back to College because I had to take bus from the opposite side and I saw Wilson- the guy who was dancing in front of me during the second round of auditions. My dinner date with Karin and Tin Wei became only Tin Wei because Karin couldn't make it. We ate at IKEA and we had swedish meatballs, poached salmon and kid's meal spaghetti. HAHA! I was really happy with the food and we talked a lot!!!

But I think Tin Wei couldn't take it when I kept complimenting him. HAHAHHAH!!


THE END!

OMG OMG OMG

I wonder if he still reads my blog.

AIYER!!!!!

PW IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! I'm going off to bed.

Dear Blogger,

I still feel rather disturbed.
Kelz told me that he actually asked her about me.

This, I don't know whether to feel happy or not. I was thinking "So what? Did he really have his reasons for doing whatever he did?" I wanted to flip a coin during Economics lecture but I know my flipping sucks and the coin will just roll off to somewhere else and I wouldn't get an answer!

I kept the coin in my palms then tried flipping it over and over and over. Before that, I was praying sincerely "Oh God, can you just give me an answer? I just want to know if he had a reason for doing whatever he did. I promise not to pursue the matter any further but I really want to know. Give me heads if he had his reasons for doing so and tails for not having any reason at all."

I FLIPPED IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER.

"Heads."

Ok, I got that but can I trust that? I always flip a coin whenever I'm in a dilemma or when I'm in need of answers and I think it really helps.

Anyway, we had to run 2.4 km for PE today. I was in position 20. That wasn't really important, I wanted to know if my timing hit A or not.
Yue Quan thought I should run competitive. We'll see how. I was rather impressed with myself because I haven't ran in God-knows-how-many months.
Then, I remembered being mean accidentally. I really didn't mean whatever I said.
When the peeps in my class heard I got 20, they were saying that I should be running for competitive. Xin Yun said "Yeah! I got position 78 and I'm running competitive." When she said "78", I said "HUH?!" real loudly.
I really didn't mean it! I was just kinda shocked by the number? BUT SERIOUSLY, I wasn't trying to be mean! I hoped that she didn't take it to heart because I felt really bad about that. I should have just shut up.

Ok, so everyone was trying to guess who that hot dude was but I didn't tell them. Along the way to the lecture theatre, Yen My and Jing Rong kept asking me then I said "FORGET IT! He's hot but you won't know who he is!" (Something like that) and I didn't realize that there were classes over there and their windows were open so I guess, they heard everything.

School ended at 1.30pm. I didn't want to go home that early and so, I stayed back in school to watch Teng Hui and Sim play tennis. Their game is always amusing. HAHA!! Then, I went for Sim's Chinese lesson because I really didn't want to go home and also, I wanted to have that experience. HAHA! It was quite fun actually. HAHA!! Looking at Sim's face is already funny enough. HAHAHAHHA!

Well, i went home after lunch because I thought I'd better finish my work. However, I fell asleep when I reached home and so, my work's still undone. I still think Ultraman is hot even though he doesn't think so, and even though others don't think so. HAHAH!! Ultraman! You should have more confidence in yourself. SERIOUSLY, if you're not hot, the other dudes will be.... ERR.. They'll feel really demoralized. HAHAH!!!

I'm trying really hard not to be emo in school but then it's kinda tough because I already said that I don't feel close enough to anyone. Not really VERY CLOSE. I mean, aarg, everything's just weird in a way. I talk to the girls - about homework. The only girl I actually share my feelings with is Jeslyn but after all, she's in a different class. THEREFORE, everything's just weird. GET IT?

In summary, I feel rather lonely. Like seriously. When I'm feeling lonely, I'll just start to close up and not talk.
That's all.

Ok. I feel quite happy.

Today, I cried in school.
I merely teared for a very short while.
That was the only unhappy one.
After that, I was pretty emo in school.I knocked into some window because I was looking at the floor while walking.

During break time, I was dancing but this time, not in the classroom. The classroom was exceptionally crowded today so Yen My suggested to go to "Tian Tang"- some open space to dance but then, I realized that there were actually lecture theatres around. Therefore, we further up, to some corner then I just danced. After that, we went back to our classroom and there was no one at all! That was good because it just meant that I could continue dancing without having to care.

I was enjoying myself when Russel, Teng Hui and Han Rui came into the classroom. I pretended to look at the scenery (Again) but then they knew I was dancing and so, they made me dance.
I don't like dancing in front of other dancers. When I dance in class, it's purely, to make myself more energetic. I stop dancing when too many people come in because I don't want people to think I'm trying to show off or act cool or whatever. Yup. Just wanna make that clear.

PW lecture was simply entertaining thanks to Sim. HAHAHA!! OH MY GOD, SIM!!! The next Math test! We must do well for it! HHAHHAA!! If not, you'll really have to go for one-to-one with you-know-who (She'll hold your hand in hers then teach you how to sketch graphs) HAHAHHA!!

Then, there was MAD. TSK, I actually thought that there're wasn't any practice and I planned on going to IKEA for chicken wings.
Errr.. I saw how Wang Chi looks like. I was just emo again after the practice ended then, he just talked to me because I was simply too different when I'm on MSN and when in real life.

I had my last dance lesson at SMU. I met Kelz and Megumi at Plaza Singapura and we just shared our stories.
Ok, the instructor got to know my name. She thought I was cute. HAHAHA!! AIYER, when I forgot the steps!
Since dance lessons have ended, I wonder when will I get to meet up with Kellee again. OH MAN! I'm so going to miss her!

I'm happy today, because someone actually thought I was not bad! HAHAH! I meant, not bad, meaning my freestyle. I was really happy because I.. ERR.. don't feel very confident about it. That's why I kinda dread Free-style period!

Kelz told me that she actually told someone about my hearts analogy. OMG. I think I'm really cool for coming up with that analogy. HAHAHHAHAH!! SERIOUSLY!

OK I'M NOT HAPPY WITH THIS

I get the feeling that I'm being cheated on.

I don't like this feeling. I may not have the evidence to prove it but what you said was just totally different from your attitude.

I hope I'm wrong about this but you just seem like a hypocrite to me now. Like seriously.

I REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR SATURDAY!

OMG! I really can't wait to see Karin and Hazel!
They're like the only peeps who I can TOTALLY relate to, like my really close friends. GOD, why aren't we in the same school?!
So you understand why I'm so emo in school at times!
Where are the peeps who can go crazy with me?! Is everything going to stay like this for two years?!

Nevermind. I'm stuck for GP. I think I can understand Transformations.

Yesterday, I had this really weird dream. In it, my friend (I shan't reveal who) died. I was damn sad because she was kinda close to me. It was something like I haven't talked to her and seen her in a really long time. There was this "urge" to see her then I realized that she had already passed away but I actually wasn't aware of it. LUCKILY it was just a dream man!

Today was fine? I took a short nap just now. When I woke up, it was 8pm and some funny show was on Channel 8. OMG, the Avatar was seriously funny. HAHAHAH!! Henry Thia is so small! HAHAH! Then, he tried to speak in Na'vi and he just spoke in Mandarin because he couldn't express himself in Na'vi in the show. It was hilarious. HAHA! Then, he tried bursting the balloons using the Avatar's tail. Oh man, it was just so comical.

I remember having this question in my head in the afternoon. I stared at my feet and was thinking "I wonder if anyone wondered why our feet actually have spaces between the toes?" I know it's really random but WHY?!

Anyway, ULTRAMAN! I brought only two that day because I don't know if it'll melt or not. I can give you more if you want. HAHA!!

OMG OMG STOP LOOKING

I must remember that he's U-GRADE. He don't even make the mark! SO I'm supposed to forget him and think about the other hotties (Actually, only one).

FORGET FORGET FORGET. IGNORE IGNORE IGNORE.
Chemistry rocks. Ultraman looks way better than U-grade. HAHAH!! AIYER!!!!!! U-grade sucks!!!!!!!

Dear Blogger,

I woke up at around 9.15am because I was wondering "Why haven't I heard the alarm go off?!"
I checked the clocks. One showed 9.15am and the other showed close to 9am? The third one showed 1 plus.
Therefore, I went back to sleep again and I woke up at 10.15am.

I made myself cappucino then ate some biscuits for breakfast. Now, I'm thinking "What should I revise?"
Chemistry! then, Math? then read through Economics? Oh yeah, and GP.

Yesterday, I was thinking "How can we convey the sound made by chocolates with popping candies?" "POP POP POP" sounds fine but it just seem like the "POP" is the the same throughout but it's not! Therefore, I came up with this "POP Pop pOp pOP PoP pOP"

CAN YOU IMAGINE BUBBLES??? BUBBLES POPPING?! CAN YOU?! CAN YOU?!

I'm singing Stand By Me by Shayne Ward again. HAHHAA!! I shall update my blog again later on.

I'm currently listening to..

Stand By Me by Shayne Ward.

It's a really sweet song. You can listen to it if you're in for some soft music to make yourself feel comfortable.
I'm serious!! I love this song.

Sometimes, they play this song on class 95 in the morning and it just makes me feel so touched. HAHA!!

Just now, I was chatting with a senior. He said that the people in MAD were discussing who's the smallest person. WALAO. Then, my name was mentioned. I really don't think I'm that small!!

HAHAHA!!

I was reading UltraSlim. OMG. YAY! Ultraman's not dead after all!

I'm pretty much of a loner

Today, I don't remember talking much.
I listened to my iPOD whenever I'm alone.
I was day dreaming during Geography as usual. I looked up at saw "pipes" and they just reminded me of Jackie Chan. Jackie Chan always seem to have some way to balance on pipes, hang onto them then do some stunts.

Anyway, Jing Rong and I went to the library to print some stuffs today. We just couldn't make the printer work. Chiang and Han Rui were there too. They went down to grab some food while waiting for us but when they came back, we were still working on it. HAHA! Then, Chiang realized why the printer couldn't work- It was because we didn't insert the card! TSK.

During break time, Jing Rong and I went to look for Miss Chen because Jing Rong wanted out of OAC to join MAD Modern. I kept asking her stupid questions like "I thought you liked climbing mountains" along the way. When Jing Rong was queuing for her chicken rice, I was just leaning onto the pillar, eating cereal bar and Han Rui asked me why am I emo-ing.

AIYER. I really don't know why!!!!!!!!

I WAS REALLY HAPPY when there was no practical today. HAHAH!! Rena and I gave each other high-fives because that was exactly what we wanted. HAHA! Before that, I was still talking about having some practical to bomb the Chemistry lab so that we won't have to do any more practicals. Seriously, I don't enjoy practicals because I always don't understand the aim of the experiment. During Chemistry lesson, I had this urge to change my pad. HAHA!! Ok, so I whispered to Jing Rong. Then, I slipped the pad into my pocket while kneeling on the floor and Han Quan asked what was I doing, "Tucking in shirt ah?" HAHA!! Oh man! I miss those days when we can just throw the pads around.

School ended at 1.30pm. I didn't want to go home that early because I know I wouldn't study and also, because I don't have to go to school tomorrow and so, I was feeling really slack. I was craving for the swedish meatballs, spaghetti from the children set, chicken wings and also that swedish dessert (Some bread with almond filling). OMG. I want to eat those!!!! I just sat by myself near the class bench after going to the canteen to get a packet of MILO. I took out my Chemistry notes and tried to read them but nothing seemed to go into my head.

My iPOD played You And Me by Lifehouse then I started tearing somehow. U-grade used to sing that.
Xin Yun was sleeping. Jeslyn was sleeping too. Chiang and Sim were studying (I think?) and I was seriously bored. I left after Sim because there was no one left!

On the way home, I fell asleep on the bus. I'll probably make myself some hot chocolate later on, then have some biscuits then I'll probably take a short nap.

I'm supposed to have some OG outing tomorrow but I don't know if I should go because firstly, I don't feel like. Secondly, I've still got loads to finish for tutorials.

I can't wait for Saturday! Hazel, Karin and I will be meeting up! HURRAY!! We'll be going to Bras Basah to get some books (assesment?) on Chemistry and Math. Seriously, I'm drowning in them. I really think I should start studying on Saturdays.
I'll most probably go to Raffles Place alone.

Chocolates with popping candies! I need you to keep me awake! POP POP POP!

I enjoy night time nowadays because Hazel, Karin, sometimes Tin Wei and Kelz and I will have a mass conversation. HAHA!! It's really nice to be able to catch up with one another. We'll be able to keep each other updated of our lives and also, people we think are hot. HAHA! TSK, but most of the time, the dudes they think are hot don't seem hot to me and the dudes I find hot don't seem hot to them. Can't help it that I'm different. HAHA!!

I realized something!! I didn't pull anyone's shoe lace today! Not everyone's shoelaces are fun to pull.

Yesterday, I read something on Jack Neo and his affair. They showed the picture of that woman. She's some free lance model. AIYER. SO NOT MY TYPE. She's 22? and he's 50? GROSS.

I don't understand why old men like young women. I mean, yes, they're prettier than your wives but then! YOU'RE OLD! Don't you realize that?! That chick can't be liking old men for their looks. You should know what they're after so why do you even want to get yourself cheated in the first place?! I don't understand these old men.

"CLAP" -WHATEVER-

Ultraman!! You can drink the hot chocolate if you need to keep yourself awake! HAHA!! OH OH! I realized something, the Van Houten is much chocolatey. Or maybe, it's just me. HAHAH!! WHATEVER! Enjoy!!

Break

"I don't care who you are, where you're from, don't care what you did as long as you love me..."

KNOW THIS SONG??? Anyway, it's "As Long As You Love Me" by Backstreet Boys. I'm currently singing this.

I don't really understand what to do for Geography!!! I did the presentation but what's that 2-3 pages handout supposed to be?! This is so irritating.

I shall try understanding Chemistry. My Chemistry is really bad. HAHAH! Yesterday, while I was brushing my teeth, I had another random thought. It's like.. ok, you see, we always associate red with anger, green with envy, blue with sadness, yellow with jubilance.

I wonder what will it be like if people's emotions were really shown just like that. When you're angry, your face turns red and when you're happy, your face will be yellow. How cool will it be?! HAHA!!
The streets will be filled with colours!!! Also, nobody will have to hide their feelings and emotions because everything will be shown on the outside!

That day, I bought a dress from Forever 21. I was really pleased with that because I always can't fit into their clothings!!! That dress was like.. A MIRACLE. LIKE WOW. I liked it and it wasn't big for me. I still asked my grandma to alter it a little though because it's just a LITTLE big at the sides but it's ok now! My aunt, grandma and mum actually asked me the same question "Do you actually wear that sort of dress?!"

"WHY NOT?!"

My aunt said the dress was a little short but I think it's ok. I don't like long dresses because they'll make me look shorter. HAHA!! My wedding dress shall be short too. HAHAHAH!!! That day, I saw this lady who's either shorter than me or around my height, wearing this dress which is really long. The dress reached the floor. I looked at that and thought "I'll never ever wear that."

I bought the dress while shopping alone at Vivo City. Shopping alone is fun. HAHA!! I don't have to talk. I'll just listen to my iPOD then walk around aimlessly. In the changing room, I can take my own time to change and check if the piece of clothing looks fine on me. Then, I will dance in the changing room so I guess I actually stay in the changing room for quite some time. But that's only when I'm alone.

I'll make myself hot chocolate later on and enjoy it with Chipsmore!! HAHA!! YAY!! I can't wait for the next break time but before break time comes, I must revise Chemistry.

To Ultraman if you're reading this: HAHA! I WILL REMEMBER TO PASS YOU THE CHOCOLATES TOMORROW AND ALSO, HOT CHOCOLATE!! I bought Cadbury. You can buy Van Houten if you prefer that. HAHA! Both taste the same to me actually.

MY Personal Message on MSN

Recently, my personal message on Facebook was changed to "Dude, I think you're real hot man."
HAHAHA!!
Well, only some people know who I'm referring to. Don't expect me to say it out loud because I won't. HAHA!!

There were some guys who said "Thank you" to me because they thought I was referring to them (They were just joking.) but nah, and I won't tell EVERYONE who that one is. HAHAHAHA!!!!

THEREFORE, stop asking me!

One of my funny thoughts..

Today, I went to my grandparents' place as usual.
I tried to complete Geography and also, revise Math.
After that, I walked to Tiong Bahru Plaza to get hot chocolate, coffee and apples.

I couldn't reach for the box of Van Houten hot chocolate. TSK. So, I asked this man to help me with it.
However, I bought the one from Cadbury instead because there were more packets.

The queue was rather long so I just stood there, look into other people's baskets and began to have random thoughts.
I began to have random recipes in my head. The recipe was made up of the ingredients found in the person's basket. GET IT??
For example, if the person's basket consisted of fruits like bananas, bread, hot chocolate. Then, we could have toasted bread with sliced bananas (or maybe, some will prefer it whole) and hot chocolate covering the bananas. HAHAHA!!! OK. STOP IT.

Then, I had some funny thought while bathing.
Imagine if everyone in the world communicated using claps!

Then everyone will be like

X: I'll give you a Hello Clap! "CLAP" -HELLO-
Y: "CLAP" -HELLO-
X: "CLAP" -SHHHHHH-
Y: "CLAP" -WHAT THE HELL?!-

It'll be so funny.
Think of what'll happen in school.

X: "CLAP" -HOMEWORK?!"
Y: "CLAP" -Shows homework to X-

HAHAHAH!! Oh my god. That'll be so weird.
So you see, I always have weird ideas. After that thought of toasted bread+hot chocolate+bananas, I thought "This might be a good business idea! Maybe I can open a cafe selling that."

March Holidays

I thought that March Holidays will last for one month!!!!

Oh man, I was dreaming all along. I didn't know that it was just one week.

Dance Night is coming!!!!! I'm kinda excited for it because I'll get to perform!!! YAY!!
OMG. I'm supposed to be doing my work.

I've been thinking about it. Should I go out to study on Saturday? Should I or should I not??
If I were to go, I'll most probably be alone and that place is damn quiet. Quiet in a way that you can study but then, I don't know if I'll be safe there alone. HAHA!!

I feel like I'm going to become bankrupt soon. OMG. I should've worked more during the holidays.

Oh oh! Know what? It seems like we have to do a free style after every dance practice. THEREFORE, I will try to think of more steps. HAHA! I shall practice during break time when there's only Jing Rong and Joyce in class. HAHAH!!