GP PAPER.

Over.

Ok. I'm going to camp outside tomorrow. Most probably.

Staying at home is soooo not productive. I was customizing my tumblr.

Today's GP compre was on heroes and I ~criticized~ people who get too obsessed with their heroes/idols in my AQ. I thought my essay was quite funny too. I did that question on educational qualifications - if it's an unreliable measure on a person's true abilities. I think I ended up complaining about our education system. Ended off my essay with something like "Why do we even need to know how to find the roots of a complex number?!" I cited Justin Bieber as an example - like how he did not actually attain high educational qualifications but yet, still able to achieve success at his age with his other talents. ^^

Had lunch with Rena, Yvonne and Audrey after GP paper then went for tuition.

I was so early for tuition. -.- So I sat at the playground near Miss Chua's place and tried to read Chemistry. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

30 ++mins. Not enough to go ~shopping~ at Westmall but a bit too early to go up for tuition. :/

I've planned my day for tomorrow. Hopefully things will turn out right and I'll study more than I actually stone/walk about/shop for random coloured pens.

Guess dinner's ready. BYEEEEE. Time to watch Ai. HAHAHAHAH! And have my dinner. :)

Think good.

We love Studying

Blah blah blah

GP PAPER TOMORROW.

Good luck all.

So yesterday, I attempted to cut my fringe. It was getting irritating.

Nothing much today. I don't think I want to leave my house. Yesterday was pretty nice. I like the new study place. Bought another 2 fineliners~

I want to go book shopping~ Up to 40 percent sales!!!!! ><

After Yvonne left, I walked to Orchard Central and just forced myself to sit there and read.

Till 11pm. And I looked at the adults just chilling and laxing and I'm like, on the other side of the glass, trying to study moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Seriously, what have we been doing in GP class? The other half of the class received so many readings. It was a really thick stack.

Sian. Everything self-study. School is nothing but a place for socializing then.

Have fun studying~

When Cheryl Tan cooks her lunch

It's nothing, really.

HAHAHA! I was under pressure when I cooked this.

My grandfather was watching me and he was telling me what to do etc. so I couldn't experiment. Maybe if I was home alone..... I'll try adding some stuff. So yup, it was just plain instant noodles - curry flavoured but I think I added too much water.

After A's, I'll ask my mum to get me an oven so that I can bake and try to cook (LOL) when I'm feeling bored at home. ^^

Hmmm. Looking at this picture, I feel a sense of achievement. I cooked something today~ ^^ HAHAHA!! This is just level one of instant noodles. I'll try to add some egg or something the next time I cook. :)

Meeting Yvonne at Ion. And I'm late. So bye~~~~

I'm not pregnant. HAHAHA!

Trying to arrange the geography notes. Everything's soooooo messy! :( I don't even know what I'm studying and what I'm supposed to know.

Uuuuuuuuuuuurg.

LOL. I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING HILARIOUS.

Someone reached my blog while searching for

I remember there was this Monday morning when I was talking and laughing quite loudly (Quite loudly because I remember GG walked over to ask me to keep quiet. HAHAHA) while sharing my ~dream~ with Yvonne and Rena. Can't remember if I blogged about it but anyway, it was a very. lame. dream. It was something like there was this one person who could see that I was pregnant but I didn't even know I was pregnant and I kept arguing with her saying "No? I'm not pregnant. I didn't do anything what~" HAHAHA! Yes. So I was saying that in school, while walking back to the JC side after morning assembly at the terraces.

But I think, perhaps the person wasn't searching for me. HAHAH! How is it even possible to take my words (when I'm laughing) seriously?!?!

Still, it's quite amusing. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Last night was crazy when HR tried to provide JR and me with some matchmaking services. HAHAH! Just because we took a photo with some guy whom we thought looked comical. And the photo's got like close to 300 comments or more than that. -.- Thanks to HR's wild imagination.

Yesterday was superb please.

It was raining in the morning so I went late to school.

I think I sorta went to school just to take photos. Before we all look too burnt out from all the studying... A few random photos from yesterday:

I remember when we took this photo, there was this class of people who were waiting for us (the countdown for the timer) before they crossed. HAHA!

We took photos with the canteen uncle! ^^ He kept telling us how nice we are. HAHAHA! Hopefully, there will be other people who will say hi to him/talk to him after we leave school.

~Matching water bottles~ {Coincidental - just in case}

A dark enough picture with OngYL.

HAHAHAHAHA! RAINBOW BAG. The model don't look very happy leh. HAHA!

Outside our favourite shopping place - the photocopying shop. ^^

Gordon Goh. Woah seriously..... "The bag is over there, feel free to model with it". -.-

Chen Xu took multiple shots of JR and me. He was on the phone, holding the camera on his other hand and just clicking without even telling us he was taking THAT many shots. -.-

Yeah, I know my tip toeing didn't work~

So yup. Yesterday was really fun. Probably the best school day everrrrrr. :)

I just came back from Bukit Batok. Studied with Kelz after tuition and I feel super sian now.

And hungry.

Dinner time~ ^^ Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

**My ear's swollen on one sideeeeeeeee :( **

Ambivalence.

Tomorrow's the lastttttttt day of school.

I thought I've been looking forward to this day but actually, I think I'll still miss school anyway.

Isn't it funny? I've always hated coming to school but this week felt different. Really different.

I had this "I bet I'm going to miss school when school so I better enjoy this last school week to the max" feeling.

And SO. I didn't pon school for the whole of this week. ^^ THAT'S A BIG ACHIEVEMENT. I think I left school earlier on Monday (Yes. I did.) but well, stillllll... I stayed for the most of this week. It was not too bad.

Like yesterday, I tried to stay back in school to study and it was quite fun because of all the stupid stuff we laugh/do/talk about.

After tomorrow, everyone will be busy mugging (even busier than they are now) and they'll be so engrossed in their mugging world since there will be no more lessons and everyday's just.... study24hours. It just wouldn't be the same anymoreeeeeeeeee. :/

Who can I laugh with when I'm at home. SIGHS. My grandparents wouldn't entertain me please.

Actually, that's probably the only reason why I like going to school - there'll always be something/someone funny. Now that there're no more lessons and everyone's getting into the serious mood...... :// The laughing stairway. Wang Jian (some name Rena and I gave to a funny dude). Barley Boy. 1960s man. Skipping PE. Skipping lessons. Skipping school. OCP. Singing Maroon 5 in the library's discussion room. Laughing and walking about randomly in school. Shopping at the bookshop and photocopying shop.

All the memories. HAHAHA! AND. I never attended a single lesson on swimming till today.

Lessons in school were actually enjoyable. While walking towards LT4 for Geography lecture today, I walked past a few classrooms and realized how BORING other classes were. It was sooooooo quiet and dreary, I felt bored just walking past the classroom.

And it hit me that perhaps it's just my class that is so crazy. Quiet times are actually very rare.

It's not that all of a sudden, I've stopped hating school. I always say school is damn sian. Yes, it's still sian. It's so sian that even my highlighter is BROWN in colour and I told my CT that it's the HC colour. It's true what. Look at how everything in school is brown. From our uniforms to the pillars and walls. Oh. And not to forget, the canteen food dilemma.

It's just that I'll miss the company and I know if not for school, we wouldn't actually see one another that often. Like seriously, do you really think we'll all still ~keep in contact~ after we graduate. Not really I think. There'll only be a few people probably but yeah, just all the familiar faces in school~ I'll probably miss them.

And so, since tomorrow's the last day of school.... I will be present, maybe late though because I kinda not want to attend GP.

All lessons will end at 1pm (which is my usual timing actually) then we'll all be chased out of school~ Since HC's the polling centre or something.

I hope tomorrow will be funttm. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ><

After school, I went to Bugis with JR and Joyce. Bought 2 fineliners. :)

I wonder how many people will turn up for GP tomorrow. We almost made a record of only 2 people in class that Tuesday but since K wasn't in school, that didn't count. The record for now is 5. Wondering how it'll be like tomorrow~

^^

I woke up at 6.45am and thought I was going to be late for school. BUT I WASN'T LATE. :D Took taxi and realized the journey was approximately 10mins? Not too bad~ The cabbing was worth it.

I was like racing the other 961s on the road, hoping that the taxi will drive ahead of 961s so that I'll feel... better. HAHAH!

Then I stayed back in school for consultation and also, to study with Rena. Not too bad, at least I didn't waste my afternoon watching movies online.

OH RIGHT. There was this guy at the consultation area who was soooo niceeeee. HAHAHA! Ok, he gave me a few pieces of foolscap paper. HAHAHAH! SO KIND. :)))))

Yup. I'm so easily pleased. ^^

My stomach felt weird for the whole of today. Hope it'll be better tomorrow.

Anyway, so we left at about 5.30pm for dinner at Thai Noodlehouse. We were walking behind this old man while walking towards TNH and he kept turning back to look at us, like as if we were going to rob him or something. It was freaking hilarious, that look on his face. Rena said perhaps, he saw our shadows when we were talking and laughing behind him. But please~ We look innocent. Enough. HAHA! I told Rena that we shouldn't underestimate the old man. Maybe he'll turn around to rob us instead and I tried scaring him with my shadow. HAHAHA! Yeah, I'm so lameeeeeee~

The reading room was pretty crowded. We studied for close to 2 hours (???) after dinner then felt a bit sian so we walked out and wanted to scream/cheer to relieve a bit of stress before going back to study. *Ok, so the aircon stopped at that time and we didn't realize the windows at the reading room were OPEN*

And we were just like "WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! YAYYYY!! OMG! WOW!!!!!" right outside the reading room.

Then we saw the open windows and the people studying inside.

Tried going up to the music room because we thought we could go up and sing~ Chill awhile before we get back to work, but it was locked. :/

And there were no funny couples up there. SIAN. NO ENTERTAINMENT.

Hopefully, school will be as fun tomorrow.

The day when everybody pons GP

Today, my GP tutor saved us all from the trouble of having to decide if we should go GP or not - because she wasn't in school. ^^

So school ended at 1.30pm. heeeeeeheeeeeeee.

Two 961s passed me. The first one left because I didn't want to run for it.

The second one JUST PASSED ME despite me standing there. wth.

Then while I was walking home, two cyclists shocked me because they cycled so close next to me. I couldn't hear anything with music plugged into my ears but I kept to the side after the first cyclist passed me. Then the second one sorta knocked into me and I was like wth? I was already walking by the side and I didn't understand why he even knocked into me. All three of us (the two cyclists and me) were waiting for the light to turn green and I stood ALLLLLLLLLLL the way to the side so as to ensure that both cyclists have sufficient space and not knock into me again.

The light turned green and I started walking and SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD, the cyclist hit my head. OMG. I was stunned.

I felt his hand hit my head and I felt so stupid?

And I just stood in the middle of the road feeling confused.

I looked at the cyclist - no? He doesn't look familiar and I don't know him? He's pretty old? So I was thinking if he could be some random relative whom I forgot. But no? I DON'T THINK SO?

wth lah. So I stood in the middle of the road for a few seconds after being hit on the head and the cyclist just turned back and smiled to me then cycled away. WTH?

still sick. And probably worse.

I hatttttteeeeee this. :( I'm still sick.

Slept for 3 hours in the afternoon and I woke up feeling like, I've got fever or something.

And my throat. Thank God the flu's sorta gone.

I just kept spamming myself with water because I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo dehydrated.

uurg.

Just watched the news and there was this one about some fangirl who is willing to give up her virginity for a Justin Bieber concert ticket.

..

I'm not like that. :)

er. Damn tired now. Probably will go to bed earlier tonight. I don't want to lose my voice. :(((

Perfect.

I'm still sickkkkkkkkkk?!?!?!?!

omg. zz

Anyway, nothing interesting happened today. I went for tuition, late. Because the clock was spoilt and I thought I was early for tuition but actually, I was already late.

Anyway, this is pretty nice.

The original one has a pretty cool MV. It used sign language~

Shall go check out the other songs by Ed Sheeran. Goodnight. :)

Untitled.

We've all made mistakes at one point or another.
But somehow, I always find it really really really hard to forgive myself and I feel, I could've done better/should have done otherwise. All the bad decisions I've made.

Yeah, just that day, I couldn't stop blaming myself somehow. I just felt that I shouldn't have done whatever I did... and that alone, screwed many things up. I hated it. I hated the way things had to be and I hated myself for not being able to make things better. I felt awful. REALLY awful because I know it could have turned out better. Every attempt I made, to try to correct things, just seemed to make everything worse. :/

Some regrets here and there but well. Screw all that.

I'll be better.

I cannot rewrite the past. And no amount of regrets can change what happened so I should stop thinking about it. Make every moment count right? And screw what people think. I know what I'm doing and that's enough. Not a question~

So I'll just learn from whatever shit that happened to me and well, learn to handle it better next time. So I'll screw up less. But anyway, screwing things up isn't all that bad. Whatever negative experiences will just enrich your life, to some extent. They're kinda like................. gifts? Just in a slightly different form I guess.

Anyway, something kinda happened to me last night. It was untimely. Because I was just doing math (and it's really hard to get me to do work so when I'm doing work, that's really precious time there). Guess some emotions got in the way. And yes. SMSes just don't convey the tone right. Glad it's turned out well eventually because the problem was trivial.

**FYI. No male species involved**

I hope things will just get better from now on. For myself and for everyone out there.

Yup. It'll all pass. Press onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :)

And today, I feel like

Ok, it's actually a dried up spongebob.

All thanks to TOM. I was in misery~

I just felt so uncomfortable. It wasn't even pain. It was just plain discomfort.. uurg and I felt sooooooooooooooo weak and so dehydrated (somehow).

But I made it through the day eventually. ^^

And 1 positive thing about today: I bought coloured foolscap!!!!!!!! yay :)

oh. and the negative thing: I'm feeling worse - I'VE GOT COUGH AND MY THROAT'S BAD.

Jumpstart

Today's one of those days I don't really feel like talking to anyone.

So I'll just switch off my phone till, whenever I feel better.

Yesterday was pretty bad. Not the day itself but I just didn't feel as well.

Don't know what's going to make me feel better but I know what I MUST do : Study.

That's a duh~

but I ain't really doing it (No no. I just feel like I'm not doing enough) , which is pretty much one of the reasons why I'm feeling down. In school, I hear people talk about how late they camp in school to study (till 11pm, like wtf) and I just feel so demoralized because I bet their grades aren't as bad as mine but they're studying two/three/five/six/n times harder than me. ><

For this, I really hate myself. :(

I know hating myself will not do my grades any good and I should be devoting more time and energy to my work. But yeah, just saying~

It's funny how I can be so noisy in school but when I'm alone, I'm just like..... "god.. I hate myself.... I'm not good enough........ *insert all sorts of negative feelings/thoughts* " :/

Sighs. I shall just hope I'll feel happier later in the day because right now, I'm just downdowndown. No no no, I cannot just give up like this. uuurg

SCREW EMO.

This song shall keep me going for the rest of the day.

WE SHOULD ALL PRINT THIS

I'll probably be the "student leaving way early"

Somehow, I can just match people to the descriptions above. Like, Kiran will be the prof who says "divide into groups". Evelyn Ong will always be the one with technical problems.

And hilariousness due to foreign professor - Rudy Lee.

Anyway, flu's here to stay. And my nose is still leaking, since...... Sunday? Sucksasljdnasjlad

I just took medicine (FINALLY) and the "May cause drowsiness effect" seems immediate. I feel sleepy already. Goodnight~

All the other kids with the pumped up kicks~

This song is freaking weird. IMO.

But it's weirdly attractive at the same time.

Oh wells. My nose is still blocked. Sucksanflajsfalsjnalsjnal.

School wasn't too bad today. In fact, it was quite fun. (omg wow, just what did I do in school)

Nothing actually. Just that, I felt like laughing a lot and well, there were funny stuff (like some guy who was smiling at Rena's nasi lemak. woah, that one, I totally LOL and singing all the rubbish Chinese New Year songs, skipping PE for break etc. etc.)

I was almost late for school, I think~ Because it was close to 7.30am but I still went by the JC way. Hmm. I think our class's PE is damn cool. More than half of the class wasn't attending PE but yet, the teacher lets us off, with a word of caution that we should try to avoid the canteen hah.

Rained for most of the time.

Nothing much actually. Tomorrow's the lonnnnnnnnnng Tuesday when GP class usually will have only like 5 people? since it's the last lesson.

Something rather weird happened in school today. I don't know why I was just spacing out and I heard someone say "Cheryl, what level arh?!" but I didn't answer because the voice seemed quite far away. After a few minutes, I said "The last level lah" to Rena. And she was like "Huh????" And I didn't understand what I was saying also. HAHAHA! Well, it turned out that she wasn't the one who was talking to me, it was some random people above us. -.-

Oh. Today, I witnessed both kind and inconsiderate acts on the bus.

The kind one made me smile. HAHAHA! Actually, it wasn't a big deal. In the morning, the bus is usually packed and it's kinda hard to get a seat. It'll be largely packed with students and yeah, people seldom give up their seats in the morning because they'll want to sleep/study/look outside and emo to whatever emo songs/whatever. So today, I saw this old lady with (most probably) her grandson. She was carrying his schoolbag and the bus was so packed she had nowhere to sit. Actually, I didn't notice until like, I saw the old lady struggling to keep her balance on the moving bus. So someone gave up their seat (I think) and this other young girl helped bring the old lady to her seat. Woahhh.. I felt quite touched eh. Or is it just me~

I don't know. I felt happy when I saw the old lady smile and like, she appreciated the act of kindness.

Then the inconsiderate one was when I was on my way home. It was raining and most people had an umbrella with them. So this lady, I think she didn't want to wet her clothes so she positioned the umbrella in such a way, it was stretched across the aisle and people just had to

1) either step over the umbrella

2) try to squeeze by this very narrow space

3) tap her to get her to move the umbrella away

And it happened to many times, like... I just felt it was inconsiderate. It'll be terrible if someone just trips over the umbrella. -.-

Walked home in the rain because I didn't have an umbrella so, well.. maybe my flu will get worse tomorrow. Still, I refuse to take medicine. Sighs.

Alright. BYE. I hope school will be as nice to me tomorrow. If I'm going.

SICK.

OMG. SIANNNN. :(

Woke up at 8am for tuition then came home and just, slept for 3-4 hours after lunch.

My nose was leaking and I just felt damn restless. Uurg. And feverish but I don't know if I have fever. My throat kinda hurts too. ><

The Moodle thing is driving me crazy. I can't freaking recall my password and now they banned me from attempting to log in because I tried too many times. UUUUUUURG.

Ebuddy is kinda screwed up on my side as well. Then the autocorrect thing on my phone keep changing Moodle to Noodle.

Just try to get me mad.

IF YOU DON'T INTEND TO WATCH

Horrible Bosses

Watch THIS//THIS. LOL Probably the most hilarious part of the movie.

I can't stop laughing. The first version's funnier IMO.

Some things I regret.

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anywayy, hurray. It's Fridayyyyyyyyy.

I'm so tired....... Fell asleep on the bus.

I didn't want to go to school initially because I just didn't feel like it. But I went. And I wore red shoes to brighten up my day. hah.

I thought I would be caught for that but nah, didn't.

Was it that eye-catching? ~Not really what~

Since I have nothing much to post, errrrrrr...

here's Virtual Haircut if you haven't experienced it. :)

Plug in your earphones!!!!!!!!!!!! Close your eyessssssss!!!! ^^

ok byeeeeeeeeeeee. *Off to watch movies online since I cannot watch M18 in cinema*

I want!!!!!

This will be damnnnnnn nice. In some unknown forest (maybe Bukit Timah Nature Reserve). All surrounded by trees and no neighbours. I likeeeeeee. :) Perfect for when I'm feeling anti-social. This can be like some hideout and like, I'll come here when I emo or maybe, have mini gatherings. HAHAH! Perfect. :)

I like this because of the ladder and the room within the room. It's damn cool! And you can just hide yourself in that room if you just don't feel like socializing that day. ^^ Or if you need personal space, or hiding from someone you don't wish to see~

I like this because the house's white and it just looks so simpleeeeee and clean. :) I wouldn't think of there being any lizards, cockroaches in this place~

I LIKE THE FIREPLACEEEEEEEE. :) But besides that, the room looks like some place for someone who's sickly or maybe even dying.

Easy access to the kitchen. (Y) And windows beside the bed! :) That's nice lah! I wouldn't mind spending hours up there.

*Lights*

Perfect spot when I want to be alone.

This is freaking cool. I like the slide andddddd the fact that you're so closeeee to nature. :)

Quite cool~ Then you can pole dance at home also. I think I'll keep running up to the second level and try to slide down using the pole. HAHA! And omg. Yes. When you're playing catching in the house, perhaps with a dog? Woahhhh! Damn cool. Quick escape. :)

Found all these cool pictures from Tumblr and I didn't want to reblog all the pictures soooo.. they're here.

Just came back from tuition. Missed the bus stop today because I was too engrossed in my conversation with TW. HAHA! So both of us were late for tuition.

Ahhhhh ok. Enough enough. Time to go complete some work before I leave my house again. Byeeeeee. School day tomorrowwwwwwwww~

Happy National Day

So today was another pretty failed mugging day.

I felt soooooo lazy I spent a few hours in bed, after lunch.

Then I woke up and ate again.

Tried to do some Geography essay but it was kindaaaaaaaaa weird because there was like moaning from the TV. -.-

I know it was some show about some prostitute and my mum and brother was watching. And it just. omg. I felt quite awkward when I heard those sounds from the TV and I'm like... writing some essay on Hydrologic processes? Not like they showed the sex scenes but still~~~~~~~~~~~~

After that, I went out to meet GG to watch fireworks. Probably the only guy I can go out with without having people think there's anything more to it.

Oh wells. Then supper and yes, I'm back home.

Sighs. ok byyyyyyyeeeeeeeeee~

STJ + Movie + Shopping

So I didn't go to school in the end and we went to Seoul Garden for STJ.

It wasn't too bad. I couldn't stop laughing at Seoul Garden, especially during ~dessert time~ Because I wanted to take ice-cream but I know I always cannot finish one scoop of ice-cream but at the same time, I wanted to try all the different flavours and I spent like a few minutes scooping like... one spoon for each flavour when people take one full scoop in like seconds. Aiya, it's hard to explain but it was really funny. HAHAHHA!

Then we went to the arcade for awhile and HAHA! I think we were damn noisy. Rena and Audrey were playing Silent Hill or something then I was asking them to follow the dialogue on the screen so that we can all feel like we're in the game. LOL

and all of us kept screaming while the duo were shooting.

Time seemed to pass by so quickly and after a few minutes of arcade, Yvonne and I went for our movie.

It was not badddddd. I teared while watching. HAHAH!

Before that, I wanted to join the rest to watch Horrible Bosses because they had like one spare ticket but. I'M NOT 18 YETTTTTT. :/

But nevermind. The Apes movie was nice also because of................

JAMES FRANCO :)

It's alright that I didn't watch Horrible Bosses~

Went shopping after the movie. I didn't buy anything actually.. though I saw a few pieces of clothing which were pretty nice.

mmmmmm.. Walked from Cineleisure to 313 then to Wisma and then Ion. Damn tiringggggg............

Happy National Day~

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SUNDAYYYYYYYY!

HAHA! Yes. I was doing retarded stuff at home but that's after I did work~

Check out the table

I kept a few stuff so HAHAHAH! I did more than that ^^

Anyway, I think I need to pack. Couldn't find my GC that day then I realized, it was actually on my bed. HAHA! And a few pieces of paper here and there, on the bed. -.-

National Day celebration tomorrrrowwwwwwwww. But I doubt if I'm going because I think majority from my class will be absent~

Then STJ tomorrow. Hm. Hopefully, I'll only have to spend money on STJ this week. I want to save up and get the Maroon 5 album ><

Today's been pretty nice. I like the weather. ^^ So I woke up at about 9 plus 10? then went back to sleep again until about 11am and had Macdonald's breakfast. yay. :)

Rolled about in bed, listening to Simple Plan.............studied...........on the bed again..........study....... and then dinner time ^^

If only the weather's like this every day~ Then I'll go to school feeling better and that'll reduce the number of times I try to leave school.

Last night wasn't too bad too. I spent night time laughing to the com because I was reading something damn retarded.

Mr Bean for entertainment now ^^ while waiting for dinner~

Hah.... this is why I dislike going to the library/reading room and every night before I go to bed, I seriously have to walk like how Mr Bean did in the first part of the video. Sometimes, I have to jump. -.- So many obstacles tsk.

Alright. To all those who'll be celebrating national day in school, have fun~~~~

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Omg. I just learnt of something shocking.

People were filmed having sex behind the music room.

Seriously? Behind the music room?! In school?! What a place. -.-

I know of many people who always can't wait to leave school. Staying in school for one entire day is already like a challenge to me and people can actually have sex in school? omg yuck. WHY SCHOOL? Why the World class institution? Seriouslyyyy?????? ><

I wonder if it was that day when the three guys were lurking around~

Anyway, monday's National Day celebration~~~~~~~~~~~ yayi'msointhemood.

I don't feel like going to school. >< But I think I will, for the attendance.

Yesterday, I tried to take OCP and well, it was successful and I walked out of school with the "woohoo-i'm-outta-HC" look/feel but I realized I didn't have keys and my grandfather wasn't at home. -.- I was on the overhead bridge when I realized this and therefore. I had no choice but to walk back to school. But it's ok. Then I attended one full week of school. :) I think?

After tuition, I went over to school to look for Yow. Lunched then went over to her place to study. Yesterday, we went to play pool and had dinner at Ajisen. I saved close to 30/40 dollars from last week. :) Amazing righttttttttt. So proud of myself~

Alright. Have a niceeeeeeeeee Sunday~

Come on. 1 more day.

I learn from your mistakes.

Reading and knowing about the stuff that happens in the lives of others make you knowledgeable and you gain "imagined experience" at the same time. And you get to ~feel~ the pain without having to undergo the same experience. That saves time and tears.

Since I have nothing much to update, I shall post something I found on tumblr:

She never gives a straight answer, always hiding behind a curtain of vague words and round about phrases. She walks in circles, always just out of reach. They call her manipulative, evasive, always twisting what people say to suit her needs, but she’s not like that, not really. She just doesn’t know how not to speak in riddles, how not to build mazes and paradoxical labyrinths with every word she say, because it’s so ingrained into every fiber of her being. It’s a defense mechanism, really, more than anything. When people attack her, when they laugh and scoff at her, she withdraws within herself and spits out sentences that seem to mean everything and nothing all at once. It’s a defense mechanism, because if they can’t find her behind the haziness she’s constructed around herself, they can’t touch her, can’t even hurt her, even if sometimes they’re right when they call her pretentious or false or deceitful. It’s hard to tell which started the other, if she’s like this because they pick apart at her or if they scratch at her until her heart bleeds because she makes mazes. her life is something of a web of intricacies just like her speech, but she doesn’t know how to do differently, doesn’t know how to stop. She can’t do, so she builds.

Isabella Sunday

This left me with a "wow".

gloryszabo.com

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Tutorial day again tomorrow~

Tomorrow's my long enough day without breaks in between :/

Anyway, school was pretty useless today. CT was Honologue and like, my plan didn't work this time because my CT stayed there throughout the entire time. So well, Audrey and I just took frequent toilet breaks because it was sooooooo boring.

The second time when we left the auditorium, we were ~caught~ by some teacher. We turned in the direction where the toilet was just as he came out of the auditorium (coincidentally) and he thought we were running away from him. So he said something like "Where are you girls going to? Don't think I don't know you're trying to go somewhere else. I was once a student~" and he said it like... like he was smug and I just rolled my eyes. Because we erm. weren't running away? And please~ If you were once a student, you'll understand how boring that CT session was and you'll just turn a blind eye to us because you UNDERSTAND how we feel as students~

hm. The week's coming to an end pretty soon. Can't decide if I should come to school on Friday.

That day, our GP class had 5 people again. HAHA! And I couldn't help but laugh because the tutor had to keep all the comprehension papers she left on our desks (where 11 people should be sitting) and she had to keep like 6? Then there were a few times when she left the classroom to ask the other class to keep quiet because she was having a ~class~ It just felt kinda funny, yeah. Class. right~

2 more days to endure. go go go!

**Watched Captain America this week ^^ **

Next week's a very short week and I can't decide if I should come on Monday. School celebrations or something.