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Finally, it's Friday.

Yesterday, before I went to bed, I was thinking. a lot.

I thought about that Sunday when I was sms-ing Shuting.

She merely asked "How were your weekends?" --> something along that line and I just told her like everything I was feeling.

I felt really damn sian. I think it was just over thinking but anyway, I told her I don't even know who I'm close to right now. As in, I get along well with a lot of people but. Close.

My definition of a "close friend" is someone whom I can just call/sms when I'm feeling upset and need someone to talk to. Right now, I don't even know who to sms when I feel like. (On a random note, my phone's really irritating. It gets kinda lag sometimes then I end up sending my messages to Amanda to like, a lot of other people. -.- That day, I almost sent something like having an urgent need for the toilet to like. all my recent contacts. zzz) The only people I kinda feel like.... I can sms (+ I wouldn't feel like I'm irritating them) will be like Amanda? Jabez? (but not like I'll ALWAYS sms them when I am really that upset. I tend to sleep my troubles away~ then if I do remember and if I do see the need to share then I will.)

Uurg. I don't even know why I was feeling that way but well, at least Shuting's reply comforted me because she told me I'm close to her. :') --> Touched. HAHA!

sighz. Nevermind. Tomorrow's Friday already. I'm still alive. Shall just take life as it is.

**I just received a message from some unknown inviting me for their baby's celebration. They gave me the address somemore. HAHA! Perhaps if I'm really that bored, I'll go for that party. HAHAH! And mingle with the crowd of unknowns.

fine

day.

Actually, I don't have much to blog about today. My day started at 12pm.

Went to watch Modern SYF but I forgot to look for Cherlene and Karin. -.-

After that, Amanda and I went to IMM to study. Well, at least I completed a little~ Sufficient to show that I did a bit of my tutorials.

Wanted to watch a movie or something because the day was. not. fun. at. all. and studying makes us feel even more zzzzzzzz

But there were no nice movies (and I realized, I'm not too broke. I just remembered I lent people money. HAHA)

So we ended up staying at IMM - and we missed Orchard. :o/

While doing work, I said something damn random: I feel like making salad for someone~

HAHAHA! And Amanda also said that was really.random. But well, it was because of all the pictures of fresh tomatoes and lettuce that were on the wall. ^^

School tomorrow. *yawns*

**I miss dancing on that stage. :o/

blahblahblah

Tuesday.

Finally paid class fund. zzz

Thought we could miss GP lesson today because our GP tutor had something to attend to but well, we ended earlier anyway, after we finished whatever work that was assigned.

Went to OC (again) after school. I had lunch and yeah........ until now......................................

Just now, something rather amusing happened at OC. I was like on my way back to Coffeebean from the toilet and I took the escalator going downwards and this group of guys took the one going up. Then *eye contact* but looked away because they looked quite ah beng and kinda scary (like what if they beat you up or something if you continue to look in their direction). Suddenly, I heard footsteps behind me and it turned to be one of those brown/golden haired guys. I thought I did something wrong but actually, no. He just wanted me to play along with some game of theirs (probably truth or dare) and give him my "number". -.-

This morning, I saw a man stained with blood and it kinda freaked me out (a little).

I mean, if he was a lady then I wouldn't be as freaked out if I saw blood on "her" but no. It was like 6 plus in the morning and he had blood at the corner of his mouth and his shirt. :S

The first thoughts were "omg. Did he fall down? Or did he kill someone??????!"

Then I saw this plastic bag he was holding onto and omg~ there were like blood stains also. :S And I immediately thought of him being some cannibal and that the bag contained bloody body parts. zz I had that thought "Probably he just slaughtered some animal... for sale in the market or something...." Seriously.... the blood really scared me. I probably would have screamed if he came near me. But after I saw blood, I lost blood. -.-

Tom came.

Nothing much else happened in school.

so. byeeee. ^^

$ianz.

Hi.
I just. reached. home.
omg.
ok time to sleep.

** I'm so $crewed.
I don't know how many times I used vulgarities today.

First time was during dance prac I think because I was too frustrated with myself for forgetting the choreo. Second was on the bus. I wanted to tap my ez link but I took out my comb instead.

Then the third was just now when I dropped my contact lenses and spilled the solution.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuurg. :o/

Just when Amanda and I left school for lunch today, it started to rain.

Started with a drizzle then suddenly, a heavy downpour and both of us were just drenched.

Dried my fringe using the hand dryer again. -.-

Not a really good day.

After dance prac, I stayed at Coffeebean to try to do some work. Quite fail but at least I did a bit. Goodnight everybody. :)

I'm useful.

in that sense.

//

This morning, I received a message that went like "How Yesterday Got Win"

-.- Two messages from this unknown person. zzz

Watched America's Next Top Model cycle 16 until 2am.

Just read How Starbucks Saved My Life and there was this line which struck me "I had called my business Michael Gates Gill & Friends because I was in love with the sonorous sounds of my full name." I think I find bits and pieces of myself in reading. weird but true enough.

Like in "The Tipping Point", I read about how some people are "Connectors" and how they're willing to take little details of everyone that they know of. It takes great effort.

Most of us have our own circle of friends to whom we're devoted to. And then we have this group of acquaintances we, sorta, shy away from. And yeah, I've always wondered and asked myself why is it that we're close to only certain people but not like, the other people we consider to be "acquaintances". I'm sociable enough but I just refuse to and I think I sorta found an answer in the book. Here it says "The reason we don't send birthday cards to people we don't really care a great deal about is that we don't want to feel obliged to have dinner with them or see a movie with them or visit them when they're sick. The purpose of making an acquaintance, for most of us, is to evaluate whether we want to turn that person into a friend; we don't feel we have the time or the energy to maintain meaningful contact with everyone."

Perhaps. but well, at least now I wouldn't think I'm too weird for pondering about such. issues.

(So now you sorta have a rough idea what sort of thoughts I have in my head and I know. I think I'm weird too. hah.)

zzz. Not really in the right mood today. bye. haveaniceday~

Beautiful. Drop dead.

Hey world.

**I just felt this was too cool. \m/ (supposed to be a gif -.-)

Went back to STC today. Camwhored over there.

I think we're such cool friends - We taught TH how to skip work. ^^

Well, because I said something about there being a flea market or something then we can head down to Orchard to shopshop~

HAHA! TH got tempted and so..... well, nice friends aren't we?

Had lunch at Plaza Singapura (KFC). I wanted just ONE egg tart and perhaps, one iced milo for lunch but I ended up having the HEARTY MEAL HAHA! --> Two piece chicken meal. :D

And then I saw some MAD people who were on their way to watch FTL. Saw some HC people here and there also. Oh. I saw Lejing and friends! ^^

On a random note, a pigeon scared me. :o/ (Yeah, I'm freaking scared of pigeons.)

Don't know to say if today's good or bad because I spent so much on food and shopping

(damn -.- Have to starve myself next week. Or maybe I'll skip school. See how first.)

Anyway, I realized there're actually many people of our age who look like they're way older. They look like they're working adults but actually no. Or maybe it's me. HAHA! But omg. The lady whom I bought I tops from wished me good luck for A levels or something after knowing we're of the same age but she looked like 20 plus to me.

Couldn't find my bottle today so I had to spend money on drinks and I bought this cup of barley. which. SUCKED. ttm.

It was damnnnnnnnnn yucky. But urrg, I had no choice since I was damn thirsty.

Ohoh. Today, I finally found out how the toilets with automated doors at ION work. :D

HAHA! I know I'm lame but I've always been curious and today, I tried it for myself.

There're 3 cubicles for the handicapped, parents' room and one for kids I think. There's this sensor thing with a picture of a palm (and "Open" below it) and I saw that the doors open when people place their palms there then after they went in, the sign changed to "Occupied" but.... what if I placed my palm there then will the door open againnnnn?? That was what I was thinking so I went into the handicapped one. And I now know. After you go in, there's this "Close" and "Lock" so that the doors will not open even when other people place their palms near the sensor thing. HAHA! There were a few people sitting outside but.. well............whatever~

Now that I've tried, I wouldn't go crazy thinking about how the toilets work. HAHA!

After that, we went to look for a Polyclinic to buy TH's MC but it was closed -.- We sorta travelled to and fro to look for clinics and MOST were closed. zz (And on the way, someone walked into me. Like yes. He didn't see me because the newspaper probably covered me -.- And I let out a... it wasn't a scream. It was more of a yelp. omg...likeab*tchlol.)

So we went from Tiong Bahru to Bukit Merah (where I bought Avocado juice ^^) then back to Tiong Bahru and went to some private clinic.

The MC cost 28 dollars -.-

And we spent like one minute with the doctor? He just asked "What's the matter~?" <-- Cool doc.

"So no school or work today?" "Need medicine?" ok. done. We're out.

That's like the shortest consultation I ever experienced with a doctor.

//Earth Hour.

HEEHEE. I spent Earth Hour sleeping so I used the least energy. ^^

Just woke up. Had dinner. and I just wrapped my boooooook. :)

Actually, it wasn't me who wrapped it. My mum did it. I wanted to do it myself but I ended up asking so many questions, she decided to do it herself.

But I got her my granny's scissors meant for cutting fabric which would get me into trouble but I didn't know......we couldn't use it to cut other stuff.......

Just then, my granny walked over and my mum just sat onto the scissors in her attempt to hide them. -.-

There's some Chinese game show on Channel 8 right now. (ok. Although I hate these sort of game shows because I think they're rather lame, I have to admit, I learnt a few more chinese idioms. HAHAH)

So they showed this cheng yu. "tong xin wei min" (??)--> supposedly meaning, you're still a child at heart. Something like that.

Then I told my mum "Look at all these contestants. They're like secondary school students and they're acting all so serious and mature over some lame game show. Secondary school students.......why act like you're older~ I think I'm much better right."

"It's better to be mature." -.-

Sianz. ok. Shall go read my book now. bye.

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid

was great. :D

Zachary Gordon is freaking adorable. HAHA!

...Remember how excited I was about "How Starbucks Saved My Life"?

I didn't read it today. HAHA! Although I unwrapped it already. Woke up at 12pm? Then spent my time trying to download some games onto Japple but failed. :o/

But nevermind. I finally downloaded Femme Fatale.

I thought I'd spend today at home but then, impromptu movie date with Amanda.

Met at our usual place, Plaza Singapura. HAHA! But I didn't see any Hwa Chong people today.

*A little paranoid on my part. Everytime I see brown pants, I'd look to see if the person's from HC. zz

Had dinner at Raffles City then came home.

A rather well-spent day. :D

Oh. I thought I could spend one day without doing anything stupid (Yesterday, I tapped my IC while on the bus. -.- And I didn't notice my mistake immediately but instead, kept trying to tap. zzz). Went into the lift. Pressed the button to close the lift doors but didn't press the level I wanted to go to and I just started dancing a little with my back against the lift doors. Then suddenly, people came in. :S

Embarrassed very much.

Alright. Probably will read my book now.

Time flew.

BT1 is finally over. That was pretty fast.

Chemistry was bad. Bad because I only tried cramming the day before so I wouldn't be too surprised if I get a U for it. Whatever~

Chem paper seemed short. Maybe because it was divided into 30mins, 1 hour then another 30mins. --> Nevermind. Get out of school faster.

Watched "Perfect Rivals" after school at Plaza Singapura. (OH. And the JUSTIN BIEBER MOVIE IS SHOWING SOON. :D You can see JB photos at cinemas. ^^)

MMMM.

Actually today wasn't very interesting.

Chillax at TCC.

Then home. Read "The Tipping Point". Drank latte. Time for dinner soon.

Can't think of what to do tomorrow. It's either I'll stay at home to read my new book or leave the house and go to Coffeebean or something. Also to read my book.

Unless someone asks me out for shopping or something. If not, I guess my day will just be reading "How Starbucks Saved My Life". ^^ (Oh yeahh! Wrap first. :D)

[**The paragraph you're about to read is not made in reference to any particular incident/person. It's just me and my thoughts. Just in case people get the idea I'm targeting at anyone. -.-]

//

On a random note. I think that everyone (yes, every single one of us including me) is weird.

I don't know what's with this randomness but I really do think so.

And especially if we have a friend whom we share like, everything with. Sorta like a confidant. This friend's gotta be someone who can actually make you all emo and also the one who can make your day..

how do I explain this.......Not a lover or any BGR kind.

Ok, if you get me. I think these friends are those who will probably find you weird, and at some point in time, you probably felt/will feel the same way about them as well. People who really know a lot about you are most likely to know how weird you actually can get.

I think I found something on Tumblr that somehow was similar to this and I reblogged it. And that's why I don't share every single thing with every single close friend of mine. It's sorta "scattered" and "unevenly distributed" so that no single one person knows everything about me.

I don't know what I'm trying to say actually.

It's just some. random realization on my part that I think everyone's weird.

And we can only realize how weird these people are if we are close enough to them, such that we see a side of them that nobody else does/can.

Alright. Tumblr time.

**I feel like playing a prank but I don't know if I should do this..... HAHAH!

If only we were all like us

I'm supposed to get a scolding. But I don't know why and no one's scolding me yet. So I shall blog while I wait for it.

Just reached home (ok. Showered) and my mum said "You're going to get a scolding"

And I just gave her the -.- look and said "ok."

zzz

What did I do this time..................................................................

Anyway.

Studied at Coffeebean today. That'll most probably be my new favourite place because

1) All-day breakfast and it's like 2 for the price of one. Amanda and I bought two platters and we paid $7.70 in total. So each of us just paid like $3.85? Including drinks. And it's free flow till 11am.

2) We can stay there till very late because there's nobody. :D (Y)

Can't wait for Friday. I think I'm most probably going to camp at Coffeebean to read "How Starbucks Saved My Life" ^^

Weird men encounters at OC today. Amanda got approached while she was going to the ladies by some really weird guy --> Flyer distributor. I recognize him as the one who always forces flyers onto people. Then while we were studying, some man came to sit at the next table and he kept looking at our direction. zzz Some security guard I think. And he's probably bored. But the fact that he kept facing us meant we couldn't turn to the other side because it's just weird. And who likes to have someone staring into their face while trying to memorize organic chemistry? -.-

On the train home, I was still reading Chemistry and this guy asked me "What class is this". I think he asked that. I "HUH?!" a few times because he spoke with this accent and I really couldn't understand. But yeah, he asked a few questions but I really didn't know what he was asking so I just "Yeah. Chemistry." "Yeah. JC." <-- He thought it was secondary school -.-

Alright. BYE. Goodnightttttttt.

Give me endless summer

I was "wheeling" myself around the room. Relax for a while first and then I'll continue with Math.

HAHA! Today's photos smaller because I've got a pimple on my nose and plus I'm wearing specs. :x

But at least, no school today. ^^

Nothing much to blog about. I wanted to go out to study but realized it's not toooo bad at home because right now, I'm HOME ALONE. :D

This is my new book. HAHAH! I know the picture's blur and small but nevermind. I bought "How Starbucks Saved My Life" yayyy! ^^

Actually I think it's damn nice of me to spend my money on books. Because my my mum reads them after I finish (I'll tell her.. I think you need to read this book. You've got loads to learn and you'll learn a lot) then we'll just start arguing again~

But whatever. She'll still read them. HAHA!

Have fun studying. ^^

Can't wait can't wait can't wait

for dinner.

I'm quite hungry. Maybe it was because of Econs.

Anyway, I'm freakin glad Monday's over. :D

Heeheeeeeeeee~

I don't care and I'm not going to emo even if I feel like I haven't done well enough because it's over. IT'S OVER~ I did what I could and wrote down whatever I can remember so yes. it's over.

I'm just looking forward to dinnertime.

Maybe a short nap after blogging.

In the morning, I thought I went to school on the wrong day -.-

But I realized I wasn't the only one who thought so.

School was so quiet. I was the only one from HC on the bus then when I alighted, I saw this HC guy walking towards the high school side and I was thinking "omg.... is there combined assembly....maybe I'm late for school................" but I still refused to follow him anyway. (Thank God I had faith in myself although this doesn't always work) Then in school, there were just a few people here and there and I really got quite scared and I called Audrey to confirm if there's school. Phew..................

During Econs paper, Chiang actually still had time to write a Chinese poem. -.-

And the poem featured my pimple. Damn it. HAHA! I tried my best to avoid looking at people today so that we won't have to say "HIIIII" and have them staring at my pimple. :'(

It's damn big I felt like I had another nose growing and Chiang had to tell me that also. -.-

I wanted to cover it with plaster initially but zzz I didn't had any with me so I just walked around like. this. today. :o/ <-- bigger nose. Sianz. The pimple's visible from the other side of my face as well. Please go away soon. I was so conscious and disturbed by it, and I told Audrey "I hope people are too busy with their Econs or Geog so that they will not notice my pimple". Sighs. Alright.

I hope it'll be gone by Thursday? So I can party without having a pimple on my nose. :o/

//

I just saw this on Tumblr.

Quite dumb. zzz

and omg. I think this is damn relevant. [Always feel this way]

When I first changed my theme, my blog title was my name but I thought it would be kinda weird to have the guy exclaiming "Cheryl Tan Si Rong" so I changed but I think it sounds quite lame. It's from a song~

Ahh whatever. Wait till I can think of a better one.

**I realized I haven't cut all my nails. -.- Two more to go.

*** And I bought a book today. ^^ Can't wait for BT1 to be over then I'll read. Yes, Thursday~ :D

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sianzxzxzxzxzxz.

Well, I'm just trying to absorb as much as I can right now.

All the memory work. -.-

Failed to wake up at 6am today. [Actually, I did. I woke up at 6.33am to switch off the alarm then went back to sleep]

Typing out Geography notes for Chiang who lost his. -.-

Yesterday was damn fail. I went to bed at like 12am? --> Because I was online. =.=

ZZZ.

Probably going down to Orchard later. Probably.

Sorry. Mugging life not very interesting and thus explains these short blogposts.

I hope my cough goes away.

I hope the pimple on my nose goes away.

I hope for Monday to be over soon.

On a random note, I blocked the sex blog following me on Tumblr. HAHA! Too disturbing.

Blah blah blah

Yesterday, I dreamt that I went travelling.

I was taking pictures of clouds in a hotel room. And there were all the types of food I wanted to eat................................

omg. Shows how much I want to run away right now. But nahhhhh.. not possible. So press on.

Actually, I wouldn't mind if everyday was like yesterday.

Like, if I'm a mugger everyday. At least, it'll give me less time to emo and I'll feel a little smarter knowing more things. zzz

Gelare always open later than they should --> 11am.

Waiting for Amanda.......

and waiting for lunch....

Still tired but I'm just going to try to study as much as I can. I really don't want to push myself too hard and end up not knowing anything for any subject. :o/

And I just watched "Hold It Against Me"'s MV. (Y) Amazingly the dance they showed on the MV was like how I imagined it to be. ^^ Not EXACTLY but the parts of the song where they danced to.... Alright. Enough of crapping. I believe today's gonna be another study day again.

Go go go. :)

Don't get too stressed! ^^

This is just BT 1. **Yes, still study but don't go crazy.

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damn tired.

Woke up at 8 plus today because tuition was at 10am at Bukit Batok.

3 hours.

Then after that, I went to Orchard area to study with Shuting and Amanda.

After Shuting left, Amanda and I went to Plaza Singapura.

Dinner at Mac's (fast food. -.- but thank God there's the new burger ^^ Grilled chicken!) and we continued staying there to study until it was close to 11pm.

This is why I'm tired.

No time to emonemo on Tumblr today. HAHAHA!

Too tired. Probably gonna go to bed soooooooooooon.

Oh yeah. I wanted to blog about something I heard from a friend recently.

She was kinda upset about how people "graded" each other on their looks in her school. She talked about how guys only go for the reallyreallyreally pretty girls and that the really good-looking people are really good-looking so it's kinda like. extremes. I reckon. and she seemed damn sian because she felt nobody would pay attention to her.

I always felt my friend's pretty but here she is.. getting kinda low on her self-esteem because she doesn't think she's "up to standard" to get a decent boyfriend.

This whole superficiality thing disgusts me. I miss the times when we were all still young since children don't judge and make friends based on looks? No one gets ostracized or get any special attention because of their appearance?

I don't know.. I said something like "Aiya. If the guy likes you only for your looks then it's not worth it already. So just wait. I think the people in your school are blind. HAHAHA~" I hope she'll realize how pretty she actually is.........

zzz I'll turn lesbian and ask her to marry me if she doesn't get married. HAHA! Then there'll be two less lonely girls~ HAHAH! Yikes.

But well, I just hope she'll find someone who'll let her know how beautiful she is, inside-out. :)

I'm real tired so perhaps, I'm not even making sense.

Good morning people. It's now 12.08am.

Justin Bieber feat. Rascal Flatts

omg............

JB's dress sense is freaking good.
His hair rocks ttm.

This song here is a remix but omgggggg.. new mv and woah. the new hair.

Alright. Random post. The one for today is below.

Hey World

I had a fun-filled day today. ^^

Yes. I finally met Vinus, Sunthari, Nissa, Tianhui, Minxn and Adeline. <3

It's been soooo long since we had our clique thing. Miss those days...

Amazingly, I could still remember Tianhui's phone number. I remember those days when we'll have long chats on the phone and we'll walk home from school together (So sweet) HAHA!

And all my other friends who are always full of nonsense like Vinus.. Nissa and yay. Adeline got attached first so she had to treat us to something - it was supposedly Perlini's Silver but nevermind. Ice-cream is enough.

I'll let the photos do the blogging:

[Photos taken at Vivo City]

I'm really glad that we're all still the same. Well, almost. I grew taller. HEEHEE.

Same as in, I still feel comfortable talking to these people. Sunthari and I plan to teach at our secondary school after A's ^^

(and I realize I'm still as blur. I walked into a man today and Nissa had to pull me away. Always the one protected. zzzzzz)

26th March. I'll be meeting these lovelies again.

STC life is the best, seriously. Today, when we went back... the juniors still remember my name. I was really shocked. I thought I wouldn't know anyone. Touched. :'(

HAHA! Then they asked me "What's your key to success?" lol...................

I don't even know what advice I gave... Well, I just hope my juniors will do well for their O's. :D

and get into the schools they aim to get into.

I feel so much better over at STC. At least I feel like I can give advice to people... like, someone who knows something and not like now.....................ok nevermind.

Initially, I was cursing today for a number of reasons : blisters, got scolded by some old lady, heavy bag with macbook...

I don't know why I got scolded actually. This old lady was probably shouting for someone to help her stop the bus which was already leaving the bus interchange but nobody heard. I was listening to my music and I happened to turn my head over to her direction but I couldn't hear what she was saying and I didn't know who she was calling out to. Then I looked at her and looked at who she was supposedly talking to but omg.. I think she was pointing her umbrella at me. But the bus was already leaving..................... and I had my macbook and I was wearing a dress+blisters (how am I supposed to run)

I felt damn bad because she stared shouting and pointing her umbrella at me after her bus left. zzz I really am very guilty and sorry. :o/

But overall, it was a good day because I spent today with my beloved friends. <3

Blah blah blah

I'm home ^^

Today, I tried studying more Econs. I really like our colourful cover pages for Econs. HAHAHA!

Although the content isn't as colourful..

Tomorrow, I'll have tuition. Then after, I'll be meeting some of my secondary school friends. ^^ Maybe camwhore or something. HAHA! Well... it's been pretty long since we had some gathering so camwhore... I think it's a must.

Studied at Ang Mo Kio library with Shuting and Amanda today. It wasn't tooooooo bad - we studied at the cafe. But we didn't last till 9pm when we said we wanted to.

Went crazy in the evening and all three of us started to take out our phones and used wi-fi.

Thus, explains the random shots of Econs notes on Facebook.

And I started drawing hearts to make myself love Econs. zzzzz

Nothing REALLY interesting happened.

I wore a pair of shoes that didn't match my outfit and that really disturbed me a LOT. ZZZ

Initially, I wore them because I didn't want to get blisters so flats was out but anyway, I ended up having blisters. zzz

and omg. I realize I use zzz quite often in my conversations, even real-life. HAHAHA! [I used it todayyyyyy! And for some unknown reason, I feel proud of that. HAHA! So yayyyyy! I know I can now use ZZZ in my convos with people instead of just ZZZ on the computer. HAHAHA!] <--Retarded.

Oh, I saw some HC people on the train. And it was rather awkward because well, I've seen them in school and I think they know of my existence too... They sat right opposite where I was sitting and the thought going through my head was "Damnnnnn. How can I let people see me in these stupid shoes. HC one somemore.........zzz" and the two girls were like whispering to each other and I think I gave an awkward smile? and they seemed to have that "Ooooh.. yes it's her. From HC..." kind of look so they waved to me. ^^ [I like it when I see fellow schoolmates outside who wave to me although we don't talk/wave to each other in school. It's kinda heart-warming to receive a wave what..... isn't it? HAHA!]

Very random much and not a veryyyy interesting day. How interesting can my day be when I spent most of it in a library facing Econs notes.

On a random note, I don't know why but I have some unknown sex blog following me on Tumblr. HAHA! And there's this really disturbing tumblr which mentioned my name (like. Full name) but I have no idea who it belongs to.

**Friday by Rebecca Black is going viral but I don't see why~ and people say she's the new Justin Bieber (Puh-leaze~ -.-)

Enjoy studying peeps.

-

Here I am blogging away while my mum's nagging.

wthhhh. This time, I don't think I'm in the wrong. What's wrong with me using my laptop after showering.. and I stayed out to study for the whole day?

I think it's directed to my brother, maybe about his results or something.. but wthhhhh... I'm not even guilty of anything. The worst mistake I made today probably was... to forget to put dirty clothes into the laundry bag but that's that what. Oh wells, whatever. Too tired to argue.

*Ignore*

Today wasn't too bad. At least I wouldn't feel too guilty using my laptop.

Had to walk by the coffeeshops just now. Grossed out ttm.

Hate walking by there.

I noticed. Only this particular stall - the stall ownerS will stare. Yuckkkkkkkkkkks.

Horny stall with horny sellers. Eeeeeek.

What was I wearing... Spaghetti strap? :S Uurg. I realize I actually run past the stalls and not really, walk.... because... I have no idea how to describe this feeling. You'll just feel exposed? I don't know if guys feel that way. Maybe I'll ask my brother the next time we have to take that route. There's this massage parlor --> looks sleazy to me also. Yuckyuck.

Tomorrow will be study session at Ang Mo Kio library.

Anyway, we saw a few HC people over at Dhoby Xchange just now. The funny thing was me exclaiming "Heyyyy... our schoolmates!" --> because I saw Chen Xu. But I realized, the only person I know over there, was him. -.-

11.11am

Having breakfast. Probably gonna be late.

Meeting Shuting and Amanda then tuition at night.

Life's great zzz -.-

Ok, actually. I prefer life like these to going to school. Without school, I feel like I can breathe better. But I kinda miss the laughing fits though.

Shall blog again tonight. This post was created just so I could have a blogpost at 11.11am. HAHA! ^^

No Monday Blues

because there's no school and ++ I met up with Kelz. ^^

It's been pretty long since we last met (I think?) so well it was a "catch-up on each other's lives" + study session.

Dumb Gelare wasn't open at 11am when it was supposed to. -.-

So we went to Coffeebean at 313, stayed there for awhile then went down to Yoshinoya.

After that, SMU.

It was kinda awkward over at SMU because there were people working out, lifting weights etc. as we walked past and I felt damn small. zzzzzzzzzz

Had soybean milk for dinner - I think I'm gonna go get something to eat after this

The auntie was quite funny. She looked like she was in rush to close the stall. Kelz ordered "tang yuan" and the auntie was like asking me "ni yao tang yuan ma? wo yi qi zhu" And I gave a firm, "bu yao" But I realized I was staring at the tang yuan. Actually, I think I was craving for it secretly.

So I was over there saying "How huh... I think I want the tang yuan eh. But I think the auntie will slap me. Or she'll throw the tang yuans at me and ask me to cook them myself..." and both of us just kept laughing at the stall and I waited for quite some time before I told the auntie "wo yao....................dou hua................................" and the auntie (I think she really was in rush) completed my sentence with a "shui"

I didn't even know if I wanted the soybean milk or the bean curd - I haven't decided zzz

Then before we left SMU, I whipped some guy with the straps on my bag. It was hilarious because I heard the "zzzwhippppppzzz" <-- Ok, you know how whipping sounds like.

But I didn't know what happened then I turned around and saw the guy who was teaching a student or something, he was rubbing his back and probably thinking "Who the hell whipped me". Embarrassed much. But I was still laughing.

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On a random note, I dreamt that I was a mother that night. My child was damn cuteeeeeeee.

My son. HAHA! Sadly, I cannot remember if I named him Justin. In my dream, he was actually adopted. Not like it matters but hmmmmm.. quite an interesting dream.

I was a super nice mom..... HAHAHA! Alright.

Enjoy studying peeps. :D

zzz

I don't know how long my nap took because it felt like I slept the entire afternoon away.

Feel kinda feverish.

sianttm.

Get well soon throat. Blogged twice today. and wth, about me being ill. -.-

ohfreak. Why's my wallet on the table.

shucks.

It's not a fairytale world.

Hello world. I'm probably falling sick again.

Runny nose and sore throat. zzz

Listening to Avril Lavigne again and trying to read Econs but my mind's floating~

Restless and distracted.

Read abit of The Tipping Point.

Watched the news.

Hopefully, the day gets more interesting. Don't really feel like leaving the house today but this is damn sian. And I don't know why but I'm not taking medicine. Lazy.

Alright. Shall continue to download more songs from Goodbye Lullaby.

Instant noodles for lunch.

And since I'm feeling kinda bored (I know I should be studying but I'm taking a short break first), I decided to add on reactions to blogposts. Lame but well~

The Tipping Point

is amazingggggggggggg. And it's like, thought-provoking~

I read one chapter on the Power of Context about how ideas spread when people work together in groups. And they mentioned something really fascinating - the number 150. Group size correlates with brain size. As brains evolve to become bigger, they are able to handle the complexities of larger social groups. Our neocortex ratio is like 15o and it's said to represent the maximum number of people we can establish close-enough relationships with. coooool right?! (Meaning, people whom we feel comfortable with and will not be awkward) And it's proven in many organizations - they split workers up into 150 and any number higher than that, they'll branch out and create another group. When numbers get higher than 150, people are not as likely to be able to work together efficiently.

Now I feel like buying the book. HAHA!

Downloaded a few more Avril Lavigne songs from Goodbye Lullaby. (Y)

Anywayyyyy, I'm going to meet Amanda to study.

Byeeeeee.

Ok. Enough camwhoring. BYE.

....

Back. HAHA! I didn't want to create another blogpost.

Drenched myself after wearing my clothes because I turned on the wrong tap and everything came splashing at me. zzzzzz

Forgot to mention, yesterday, I took the wrong bus to Citylink. I saw 74 as 174 and well, went all the way to Marymount. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz That wasn't so bad. The embarrassing part was having to turn around to ask "Excuse me, what bus are we on?" omggggggggg~

Anyway, I went to Orchard just now. Woah, it was quite happening. Just as Amanda and I stepped out of OC, there was music booming and outside ION also.. there were cosplay, then some unknown singer and people breakdancing. ^^

Had dinner at Tea Loft thennnnnnn that's it for today.

Pray for Japan.

GP

One. Down. ^^

Econs and Geography remedial after the paper. zzzzzzzzzzz

My Geography tutor talked to me one on one. Hahhhhhhhhhh. I told her "Actually, I do try to study outside. I study everything else but Geography because it's damn sian to memorize so much" -.- But well, it's really damn sian what and I can't hide~

Anyway, she said that's a requirement so well, no escape from all the memorizing. :o/

I resisted the temptation of having dinner outside. :D

Actually, I still have sufficient cash but well, I decided to just come home since I highly doubt if any efficient studying will be done outside.

Well, on my way home, I met this guy who attempted to talk to me while in the elevator.

He just kept smiling and so I smiled back. Then he looked like he wanted to say something so I removed my ear piece and he said "Can I get to know you?" Walaooooo. He looked like an adult. (Not saying that I'm a kid) but he looked like he was some businessman or what. I don't know~ But anyway, just then, I reached my level so I just left the elevator without saying anything.

I like today's weather. ^^ Feeling hungry already so I'm just going to have early dinner now.

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I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkk homeeeeeeee. Tireddddddddd.

Waited for Amanda after school then we went to NLB and both of us almost fell asleep over there because it was so quiet. Had bread for lunch. I bought the 5 mini breads from the mini world series at Four Leaves and amazingly, I finished all 5. ^^

Went to the children's section --> Because the seats outside were all occupied.

Read magazines and the essay guide thing for GP. zzzzzzz

Before that, I was supposedly joining Audrey for a movie. -.- But well, broke I am. Ok, not really broke but I still have to pay 30 for class fund (omgg~) then 75 soon for CCA and I just topped up 10 for my ez link and spent 5 for my eye drops. SIGHS.

Before that in school, I remembered something epic. Because today's half day, Chemistry lesson was pushed forward so I wasn't supposed to have any break all the way till like after Geography which ended at 12.30pm. But then, Rena and I saw a few of our classmates left the classroom when we were all supposed to be in there for Chemistry. So we decided to just leave Chemistry and go for a break. Bought proper food, like.. rice. And we were looking for seats then we realized "our classmates are not here!" HAHA! Then we didn't know what to do because everyone else was up there in the classroom and there we were with our food. And Rena said "Bring the food up". But well, eventually, we had "diarrhea" and was just late for class. ^^

I don't know if I look depressed or what because my CT kept asking me if I was ok today. She was saying about me not coming to school a few times and asked if it's because of stress etc. Don't know. don't know. don't know. But right now, I can still keep myself and everything (or that's what I think) under control (why do I make myself sound like some monster or something).

On my way home, there was this couple PDA-ing right in front of me. They took turns kissing each other. The guy kissed her on her forehead. She kissed his cheek. He kissed her nose. She nibbled at his nose. He kissed her ear. She did the same. They hugged. She kissed him from his lips to his ear. (and the story continues)Woah omg~ I didn't know where else to look because the train was rather crowded and I was already at the corner. This lady beside them seemed to be umchio-ing <-- Made me feel like laughing.

Oh yeahhhh! I found "The Tipping Point" in the libraryyyyy! Yay! Haven't borrowed books for quite some time because it's much more satisfying buying them. But well, since I found the book, I guess I don't have to buy it anymore. :D

Alright. Good luck for GP. ^^

I'm so sick of Orchard. :S

I was so tired I slept till 11am. wth.

Woke up at the usual time I wake up for school but then I was so tired and I felt like I'd just spend today sleeping all the way in school. Therefore, I decided to not go.

Sooooooo, guess I'll just spend today at home? Or I'll meet Amanda. But shucks. I don't feel like going to Orchard...................... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm officially hating the songs they put on repeat at MOS Burger. :'( Makes me feel sick. Milk tea from MOS makes me feel sick. Iced coffee from MOS makes me feel sick. The clam chowder makes me feel sick. The burgers make me feel sick [Oh. There's a new burger. It's some fish one.]

Walking from Somerset 313 to OC makes me feel sick. Uuurg.

Hmmmmmmmmm. Will the library be crowded at this time?? Maybe I'll just shower then go down to the library? But I kinda not want to leave my house today.. <-- internal conflict

Howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww?

Flip a coin. ^^

Ok, shall hurry finish my second breakfast (since I ate once when I woke up at 5.45am) then go flip a coin and get the day started.

omg. These are funny. I found them on Tumblr.

Alright, shall blog again tonight if something interesting happens. Have a good day. ^^

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This is crazy. GPPPPPPP.

I totally forgot about what file check tomorrow and omg, the Time magazine stuff. It's crazy because I did only two worksheets out of I don't know how many but whatever, I will try to finish as much as possible. Anyway, I don't think she'll want to spend time flipping through each and every page of our scrapbook? Hope not? Gahh, shall just flip through the magazine and see what vocab I can scribble into the book. Not like she'll read every single word~

But 25 words per issue is crazy. Ok, actually not really. Just that it's accumulated this time. Zz. Nevermind. I can do this.

Anyway, today was a damn sian day. Nothing to laugh at so I was just sian throughout the entire day. Oh, we had a toad for entertainment. Actually, it was damn gross because I hate toads and frogs. I hate them because I'm scared of them. Yuckssssssssssssss.

Tsk. Told myself I shouldn't come online because of GP but I can't let today pass by without blogging (somehow).

I still have math tutorial left undone and one compre. and freak, the filing of GP stuff. Should be able to finish everything before 12am. I MUST SLEEP BEFORE 12AMMMMMM.

Had lunch with Weiqing today and I realized Amanda and I were not the only ones going crazy. I was saying, sometimes when I feel sick, I don't know if I'm "sick" or really sick. I have no idea if I'm just feeling sick because I'm sick of school- like.. the School Repulsion Syndrome? I thought I was the only one person going crazy because of that but nah, I'm so not alone. ^^ Over lunch, we were saying how we can now understand why some people commit suicide/cut themselves/go crazy because sometimes, life really can drive one mad. Like, depressed. :S

This morning, I thought I came to school on a wrong day or what and well, I was a little happy inside when I saw that there were no J2s at my class bench at all. HAHA! I thought there was no school for us. But then, I realized I was wrong. The rest were all at the assembly area. -.-

**Zz I'll have to start taking medicine again.

And right now, I'm feeling sleepy.

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*Nice Sun at the back*

Time passed by really fast during tuition today.

Nothing interesting happened. Well, I bought an exercise book if you think that's interesting.

I managed to not spend any money on food/drinks. ^^

On my way home, I was so tempted by the Famous Amos cookies and the KFC egg tarts. Then I went to Popular and I saw all the coloured folders, pens, and all the books on the shelves (I really feel like getting a book. :o/).. Uurg. But nevermind, I feel like a winner. HAHA! Didn't succumb to temptation.

Anyway, so yesterday my mum was telling me about the top student from our school, like what. She woke up at 4.30am to do Econs essay. Well, I was telling my mum I wouldn't do that. That's seriously crazy. I don't want to have no life, despite knowing how tough A levels is. I don't know why but I just want to kinda cruise through this year like what I did for O levels but I know it wouldn't work. :S If only A levels were like O's. But nah it's not sooo wake uppppppppppppp.

:o/ Misery will end soon.

On a random note, I dreamt of Famous Amos cookies yesterday. It was a nightmare because I couldn't find those cookies anywhere. :S

Alright. Stop thinking about food. Bye.

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Tuition's overrrrrrr.

Almost cried at the dinner table, NOT. But woah, I felt damn miserable, trying to finish dinner because I couldn't.... :o/

Nevermind, I'm listening to the new songs by Eminem. <3

Nothing much. Econs tuition at SMU with Amanda. Oh, before Amanda reached, I was at Times reading self-help books again. HAHA! I read this "Happiness in a Nutshell" and some book on procrastination --> I'm damn good at procrastinating, which is damn bad of course. Happiness in a Nutshell was a book summarizing on the various ways to be happy. One thing stuck to me "When you start to attach yourself to money/people/things, you'll find yourself start to screw up". True enough.

I feel like getting more books. Zzz.

Alright. Can't think of much to blog about already since I blogged once in the day [below].

Know your priorities.

Saturdayyyyyyyy~

Slept before 11.30pm last night. And I woke up before 10am~ ^^

Felt damn tired last night. Dramafeste ended at about 10pm? Can't remember but I reached home at about 11 and I was having gastric pain +my eyes were soooo dry+ I fell asleep on the bus and so I wanted to continue sleeping.

Crashed Dramafeste thanks to Audreyyyy. ^^

I was standing at the backkkkkk row - like.. on the "arm rests" of the LT seats (I took off my shoes, considerate enough) because I couldn't seeeeeeeee. I'm not quite sure if it's because the people who were seating in front of me were tall? or.. Well, I think it's the LT seats. HAHA! The back row is on the same level as the second last row and + the people in front of me were quite tall and thus explains why I had to stand. Why am I even explaining why I was standing throughout the entire Dramafeste. -.-

Then this guy sitting next to me used my feet as his armrest -.- First, the guy on the left then the person on my right also. zz

Oh yeah, then after some fac's drama, this actor came in and he stood on the LT seat as well (with his shoes on -.-) then when the lights dimmed, I saw him bouncing in a rather awkward way to the music that was playing. And he was murmuring something, like.. it was just weird~

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Finally went for math remedial on SNS but I was just laughing throughout with Audrey because Jabe-z was moo-ing beside us. -.- And then he flexed his chest muscles and sang "Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me~" --> He called it Musical Chest.

Hilarious ttm.

Gonna go for Econs and Math tuition later onnnnnnnnnnn.

Can't wait to meet Kelz during the March holidays. :)

Well, when the J3s collected their results yesterday, it totally reminded me of the atmosphere when we were waiting to collect our O level results. But yesterday kinda taught me something - Despite everything else that people from other schools say, being in HC doesn't guarantee you'll do well. And the key to success is still the same thing - mug hard. Though sian but we all gotta do it. Zz

I should have gone to watch them collect results like how Mr Ng told us to do so when we were Sec3, to feel the tension and everything. Alright. Shall go have lunch sooooooon then be off.