Yesterday, before I went to bed, I was thinking. a lot.
I thought about that Sunday when I was sms-ing Shuting.
She merely asked "How were your weekends?" --> something along that line and I just told her like everything I was feeling.
I felt really damn sian. I think it was just over thinking but anyway, I told her I don't even know who I'm close to right now. As in, I get along well with a lot of people but. Close.
My definition of a "close friend" is someone whom I can just call/sms when I'm feeling upset and need someone to talk to. Right now, I don't even know who to sms when I feel like. (On a random note, my phone's really irritating. It gets kinda lag sometimes then I end up sending my messages to Amanda to like, a lot of other people. -.- That day, I almost sent something like having an urgent need for the toilet to like. all my recent contacts. zzz) The only people I kinda feel like.... I can sms (+ I wouldn't feel like I'm irritating them) will be like Amanda? Jabez? (but not like I'll ALWAYS sms them when I am really that upset. I tend to sleep my troubles away~ then if I do remember and if I do see the need to share then I will.)
Uurg. I don't even know why I was feeling that way but well, at least Shuting's reply comforted me because she told me I'm close to her. :') --> Touched. HAHA!
sighz. Nevermind. Tomorrow's Friday already. I'm still alive. Shall just take life as it is.
**I just received a message from some unknown inviting me for their baby's celebration. They gave me the address somemore. HAHA! Perhaps if I'm really that bored, I'll go for that party. HAHAH! And mingle with the crowd of unknowns.
