If you were to click on the first red light on my blog, you'll see this logo saying "Love is the ultimate trip"
YUCKS. GROSS.
I didn't know it existed. Believe me, I didn't do it.
Well, I finished drinking my hot chocolate. I went to check out other people's blog
Kellee didn't update. Wang You did so she kept me occupied for quite some time. Sunthari didn't.
YAY! "IF I HAD YOU" is playing now!!!! Know what? That was one song I was dancing to when I reached home yesterday. It's really nice and it gets me high. HAHAH!!
It just occurred to me that I haven't been to Vivo City for quite some time. Maybe I shall go there alone someday. I'm pretty much of a loner sometimes. ONLY SOMETIMES. I just want to listen to my music then live in my own world.
Today, my mum was nagging at me. I blasted the music to so that I won't hear anything else besides "If I Had You". I was reading the Leadership booklet that the school gave us that day and I saw something rather amusing. It was actually some "tips" for the males as to how they should present themselves when they go for an interview.
The "tip" said that you're not supposed to wear ties with cartoons. HAHA! I don't know why but the thought of it just made me laugh. Imagine this guy dressed in black shirt and pants. He's rather good-looking but his tie is really attractive. There're smiley faces of different expressions and colours on his tie. Oh man, can you imagine that?! HAHAH! Nevermind, I'm living in my own world again.
I haven't cooked in a long time. HAHAH! I know that was really random. I seriously can't remember when was the last time my cooking turned out successful. That's why I think recipe books are important.
I remember home economics lesson in Secondary one. We had to cook based on the theme 'Candlelight dinner"? I had to bake brownies. The brownies turned out edible but it was really thin. The height of normal brownies are about the length of our thumb? The ones I baked were less than half the length of my thumb.
I failed once when cooking instant noodles. My spaghetti attempt wasn't exactly successful because it just didn't taste 100% cooked. The Valentine's Day cookies turned out bad too. WELL, I'M JUST NOT FOR COOKING.
I must marry someone who knows how to cook.
Today's 28 February. If I'm not wrong, Backstreet Boys will be here. Well, it's not like I'll watch them anyway.
I've been spending a lot. Thanks to school.
Yesterday, I tried to log in to SMB but I just couldn't. I tried it again just now and it turned out that I typed in the wrong password.
Sometimes, I think I'm really very blur. That day, I made a fool of myself during Economics lecture. The screen showed a picture of a pair of scissors and paper/glue/whatever-it-is. I thought the lecturer was waiting for us to take out our scissors so I took out mine and then, people were asking me why I took out my scissors. "Oh! Isn't he asking us to take out our scissors?! The screen showed a picture of a pair of scissors!" Tsk. Then, they just laughed at me.
TSK. I will never ever forget the campfire one. HAHA! I thought campfire meant barbecue. AHHH.. WHATEVER.\
Ever since I went into HC, I stopped with my Fish Theory. Maybe it's because Wang You's not with me to help me with the categorizing.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
HBL
SUCKS.
Well, the only thing that's good is that we don't have to wake up as early. SADLY, there's a lot of work to be done. YUCKS YUCKS.
Today, two random people added me on MSN again. I seriously don't know who they are and they didn't reply me when I asked them "Who are you?". THEREFORE, they'll be off my contact list. TOO BAD!
YAY! I'll be seeing Miss Chua, Kelz, Cherlene, Tin Wei and Karin later on!! I don't know why but I just don't have that sense of urgency. HAHA! I should be trying to complete my work but I'm still on Facebook, playing Mousehunt (like What the hell?!).
I tried revising Math. I understand it when I read it but when I'm asked to do it, then, well, I'll have to think about it. That's the same for Chemistry. As for Geography, I don't know exactly what to memorize. STUPID HOMEWORK.
AARG. It's ok, the holidays are coming very soon. A levels will be over soon. HAHA! I'm in self-denial. HAHAHA!!
There'll probably be class outing tomorrow. Oh no, I have so many distractions in life.
Nevermind, we shall change the topic.
I DON'T WANT TO GROW OLD. :( The thought of having to work for long hours just turns me off.
I wonder if I'll still meet up with my friends from my secondary school. I hope we do and I hope we'll still be the same -CRAZY!!!
I'm looking at my row of DKNY perfumes. They're so pretty. HAHAH! Actually, I think I bought them because of their colours and the bottles. I've got green, red, black and pink. SIGHS.... I'm so restless now.
Recently, I'm addicted to "If I Had You" by Adam Lambert and "My Everything" by Push Play. Ting Wei! You can check them out.
Hold on while I get my hot chocolate.
Oh, have you guys heard about Cheryl Cole?? Her husband cheated on her. THAT SUCKS.
In my opinion, she's beautiful. I seriously don't understand why her husband cheated on her! TSK.
I shall go check out others' blogs. I bet they never update their blogs.
Well, the only thing that's good is that we don't have to wake up as early. SADLY, there's a lot of work to be done. YUCKS YUCKS.
Today, two random people added me on MSN again. I seriously don't know who they are and they didn't reply me when I asked them "Who are you?". THEREFORE, they'll be off my contact list. TOO BAD!
YAY! I'll be seeing Miss Chua, Kelz, Cherlene, Tin Wei and Karin later on!! I don't know why but I just don't have that sense of urgency. HAHA! I should be trying to complete my work but I'm still on Facebook, playing Mousehunt (like What the hell?!).
I tried revising Math. I understand it when I read it but when I'm asked to do it, then, well, I'll have to think about it. That's the same for Chemistry. As for Geography, I don't know exactly what to memorize. STUPID HOMEWORK.
AARG. It's ok, the holidays are coming very soon. A levels will be over soon. HAHA! I'm in self-denial. HAHAHA!!
There'll probably be class outing tomorrow. Oh no, I have so many distractions in life.
Nevermind, we shall change the topic.
I DON'T WANT TO GROW OLD. :( The thought of having to work for long hours just turns me off.
I wonder if I'll still meet up with my friends from my secondary school. I hope we do and I hope we'll still be the same -CRAZY!!!
I'm looking at my row of DKNY perfumes. They're so pretty. HAHAH! Actually, I think I bought them because of their colours and the bottles. I've got green, red, black and pink. SIGHS.... I'm so restless now.
Recently, I'm addicted to "If I Had You" by Adam Lambert and "My Everything" by Push Play. Ting Wei! You can check them out.
Hold on while I get my hot chocolate.
Oh, have you guys heard about Cheryl Cole?? Her husband cheated on her. THAT SUCKS.
In my opinion, she's beautiful. I seriously don't understand why her husband cheated on her! TSK.
I shall go check out others' blogs. I bet they never update their blogs.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
OUTING!
Today was another day of outing with my friends from STC.
We had a tough time trying to find each other at Takashimaya.
I was the best because I couldn't even find my way to Takashimaya from Orchard MRT Station. I asked this lady and she walked me there because she was going there too.
We went to Pepper Lunch at Shaw House, ordered some food then sat there for approximately 3 hours (or even more than that).
The guy who served Karin and me was really weird. He seem to place strong emphasis on the alphabet "S".
"What drinkssssss do you want?"
There was this pause and Karin and I were like "WHAT?!"
It was just funny.
Well, Hazey didn't come today because she had canoeing.
There'll most probably be class outing on Monday and I think we're all going for a dim sum buffet.
Just now, I was reading someone's blog. I thought it really interesting. HAHAH! At least, it kept me occupied for quite some time.
We had a tough time trying to find each other at Takashimaya.
I was the best because I couldn't even find my way to Takashimaya from Orchard MRT Station. I asked this lady and she walked me there because she was going there too.
We went to Pepper Lunch at Shaw House, ordered some food then sat there for approximately 3 hours (or even more than that).
The guy who served Karin and me was really weird. He seem to place strong emphasis on the alphabet "S".
"What drinkssssss do you want?"
There was this pause and Karin and I were like "WHAT?!"
It was just funny.
Well, Hazey didn't come today because she had canoeing.
There'll most probably be class outing on Monday and I think we're all going for a dim sum buffet.
Just now, I was reading someone's blog. I thought it really interesting. HAHAH! At least, it kept me occupied for quite some time.
Random people adding me on MSN
Oh man, I don't know why but there had been quite a number of random people adding me on MSN.
They'll ask me to watch them naked on some webpage and a link will be shown. It's not as if I were interested in seeing them naked. Yucks.
The weird thing is that they all start the conversation with that link, asking you to watch them naked.
When I asked them "Who are you?"
They all have the same replies too. They'll reply "I'm 20/f and you are 20 male?"
Something like that. GROSS.
On Facebook, I saw this page that says that you'll see a penguin sliding across your computer if you become a fan of that page. I clicked "Become a fan" but nothing happened. I wanted to see how that penguin looked like. TSK.
They'll ask me to watch them naked on some webpage and a link will be shown. It's not as if I were interested in seeing them naked. Yucks.
The weird thing is that they all start the conversation with that link, asking you to watch them naked.
When I asked them "Who are you?"
They all have the same replies too. They'll reply "I'm 20/f and you are 20 male?"
Something like that. GROSS.
On Facebook, I saw this page that says that you'll see a penguin sliding across your computer if you become a fan of that page. I clicked "Become a fan" but nothing happened. I wanted to see how that penguin looked like. TSK.
I was so tired
I was so tired yesterday that I didn't even touch my Macbook.
Yesterday was a great day. I met up with Daphne and Jiayan and we just sat there and chatted. It was simply enjoyable.
I told them about the guys I thought were good-looking. HAHAH!!
I saw him in the canteen at High School today. He's really attractive but again, I'm not interested in him. HAHA!
Finally, my taste has reached the "APPROVED" level. HAHAH!!
I was really happy yesterday because I received the message saying that I got into MAD Hip-hop!
It was kinda unexpected. I didn't even think I would get through the first round of auditions. Oh man, I was really surprised. I was so happy that I started dancing at the bus stop.
On the way to school, I saw something really funny. There was this guy who is probably in Wushu. He was holding onto his "weapon" which looked like a rod to me on the bus. It was so long so he had to hold it up vertically. Then, many people held onto it, thinking that it was the pole on the bus. HAHAH! It was so funny. I laughed softly and the guy holding the rod just looked at me. HAHAH!!
I'm going to meet Karin, Hazel, Daphne, LD, Megumi and probably Kelz later on.
Tin Wei was the one who organized the outing but she won't be coming. HAHAH!!
Just now, I saw someone's status saying that she created a blog. I wanted to check it out and I saw only 4 posts. Oh man, I can't find anyone else's blog who's as interesting as mine. HAHAH!!
I'm still eating my beehoon.
I slept rather early yesterday. I think I slept at 11pm. I was really tired.
My angel wrote that in his letter to me. One of my senior said that too. OH MAN.
I was pleased with myself because I managed to find my way home from Shaw House (with help from Jiayan and Daphne) HAHA! On the bus, I experimented the different ways of sleeping. It was really challenging because I was sitting at the last row of the bus and I was sitting between people. I couldn't lean to either my left or right. :S
I remembered seeing Tin Wei yesterday. HAHAH! I got so excited that I was waving frantically to her (I think I really did that).
I almost jumped up to wave to her so that I can get her attention. HAHAHAH!! It was such a coincidence.
There'll be loads to complete for Home-based learning. AARG. I'll have to revise soon.
Yesterday was a great day. I met up with Daphne and Jiayan and we just sat there and chatted. It was simply enjoyable.
I told them about the guys I thought were good-looking. HAHAH!!
I saw him in the canteen at High School today. He's really attractive but again, I'm not interested in him. HAHA!
Finally, my taste has reached the "APPROVED" level. HAHAH!!
I was really happy yesterday because I received the message saying that I got into MAD Hip-hop!
It was kinda unexpected. I didn't even think I would get through the first round of auditions. Oh man, I was really surprised. I was so happy that I started dancing at the bus stop.
On the way to school, I saw something really funny. There was this guy who is probably in Wushu. He was holding onto his "weapon" which looked like a rod to me on the bus. It was so long so he had to hold it up vertically. Then, many people held onto it, thinking that it was the pole on the bus. HAHAH! It was so funny. I laughed softly and the guy holding the rod just looked at me. HAHAH!!
I'm going to meet Karin, Hazel, Daphne, LD, Megumi and probably Kelz later on.
Tin Wei was the one who organized the outing but she won't be coming. HAHAH!!
Just now, I saw someone's status saying that she created a blog. I wanted to check it out and I saw only 4 posts. Oh man, I can't find anyone else's blog who's as interesting as mine. HAHAH!!
I'm still eating my beehoon.
I slept rather early yesterday. I think I slept at 11pm. I was really tired.
My angel wrote that in his letter to me. One of my senior said that too. OH MAN.
I was pleased with myself because I managed to find my way home from Shaw House (with help from Jiayan and Daphne) HAHA! On the bus, I experimented the different ways of sleeping. It was really challenging because I was sitting at the last row of the bus and I was sitting between people. I couldn't lean to either my left or right. :S
I remembered seeing Tin Wei yesterday. HAHAH! I got so excited that I was waving frantically to her (I think I really did that).
I almost jumped up to wave to her so that I can get her attention. HAHAHAH!! It was such a coincidence.
There'll be loads to complete for Home-based learning. AARG. I'll have to revise soon.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
OH MAN!
Today, I saw the guy who I thought was kinda good-looking. I told some of the guys in my class about it and I got to know his name.
I heard that he's liked by many girls - This is one time when my taste is not unique.
He's good-looking and I heard that many girls join that particular CCA he is in. I thought him attractive when I first saw him because he reminds me of someone. Well, I'm not interested in him anyway. I'm not like them other girls. HAHA!
Oh well, I wasn't late for school today! :D
Apparently, my senior bet that I would be late. I proved him wrong. HAHA!
I'm going to get the results tonight. May God Bless me.
I think GP's hard. I can't seem to think of many points to write. Reading the sample essays from past students made me feel that GP's really tough.
I didn't finish my geography tutorial but anyway, the teacher went through till the question I stopped at. I shall do Chemistry later on.
We had PE today. There was running so I didn't want to go. It's not that I dislike running. It's because I've been sick for more than two weeks and I thought it'll be better for me not to run. I sat there and chatted with Han Rui. I told him the guy who I find good-looking and he said "I help you to tell him". OH MAN, luckily he didn't. I would have felt so embarrassed.
During Geography tutorial, I had random thoughts in my head. I was thinking of laksa then I heard the teacher saying something about magma so I thought "I wonder if anyone calls themselves "Magma". If they do, then they'll get to hear people saying "Magma's so hot."" Get it?
Nevermind, I doubt if you guys did. HAHAH! After school, I went in search of laksa. There wasn't any laksa so I ate Mee Siam. After finishing the plate of Mee Siam, I went to the hawker centre and got myself a plate of chicken rice. I'm not exactly very full still. I'll probably make myself some hot chocolate after taking a bath.
I heard that he's liked by many girls - This is one time when my taste is not unique.
He's good-looking and I heard that many girls join that particular CCA he is in. I thought him attractive when I first saw him because he reminds me of someone. Well, I'm not interested in him anyway. I'm not like them other girls. HAHA!
Oh well, I wasn't late for school today! :D
Apparently, my senior bet that I would be late. I proved him wrong. HAHA!
I'm going to get the results tonight. May God Bless me.
I think GP's hard. I can't seem to think of many points to write. Reading the sample essays from past students made me feel that GP's really tough.
I didn't finish my geography tutorial but anyway, the teacher went through till the question I stopped at. I shall do Chemistry later on.
We had PE today. There was running so I didn't want to go. It's not that I dislike running. It's because I've been sick for more than two weeks and I thought it'll be better for me not to run. I sat there and chatted with Han Rui. I told him the guy who I find good-looking and he said "I help you to tell him". OH MAN, luckily he didn't. I would have felt so embarrassed.
During Geography tutorial, I had random thoughts in my head. I was thinking of laksa then I heard the teacher saying something about magma so I thought "I wonder if anyone calls themselves "Magma". If they do, then they'll get to hear people saying "Magma's so hot."" Get it?
Nevermind, I doubt if you guys did. HAHAH! After school, I went in search of laksa. There wasn't any laksa so I ate Mee Siam. After finishing the plate of Mee Siam, I went to the hawker centre and got myself a plate of chicken rice. I'm not exactly very full still. I'll probably make myself some hot chocolate after taking a bath.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Second round of auditions
Today, I went for the second round of auditions.
The atmosphere was tense because I felt as if I was surrounded by many professional dancers. They all look like they can dance very well so it was rather pressurizing.
The choreography was much easier this time and also, it was shorter. That meant that our free style had to be longer.
I didn't prepare for it because I know I'll forget it when I start dancing. I just did whatever steps that came to my mind at that time.
I was late for school again today! OH MAN! 3 DEMERIT POINTS. DAMN IT.
I woke up late. AARGH. I walked into the school with my hair untied and all messy.
I must wake up even earlier tomorrow. My CT (Civics tutor) asked me if I needed any help or if there's anything the school can do to help me. For example, a wake-up call. I wanted to tell her that it's alright because my phone will be switched off anyway. HAHA!
During break time, I was dancing at the back of the class because there were only Jing Rong and Joyce in the class. I thought I could try to get myself more prepared for the free-style. Then, some guys started to come into the classroom and they saw me dancing. It felt kinda weird. I stopped then pretended to look outside. HAHA!! I continued dancing after a while.
I think my dance lessons at SMU are ending soon. There's probably two more lessons.
I feel like learning Jazz but I doubt if Kelz will have the time to take up a new class.
Saturday is coming!!! YEEPEEEE!!!!!! I'm going to meet LD, Hazel, Daphne, Karin, Megumi and probably Kelz! YAY! HAHAH!!
Sunday will be another fun-filled day because we're going to Miss Chua's house for a Chinese New Year celebration. Finally, I'll get to pass Miss Chua's Christmas present to her. OH MAN! This is really a late Christmas gift. I bet Miss Chua already kept her Christmas tree. Then she wouldn't get a chance to hang the ornaments I painted for her.
Oh man, I can't find my PE shorts! TSK! I've still got my Geography essays undone.
The atmosphere was tense because I felt as if I was surrounded by many professional dancers. They all look like they can dance very well so it was rather pressurizing.
The choreography was much easier this time and also, it was shorter. That meant that our free style had to be longer.
I didn't prepare for it because I know I'll forget it when I start dancing. I just did whatever steps that came to my mind at that time.
I was late for school again today! OH MAN! 3 DEMERIT POINTS. DAMN IT.
I woke up late. AARGH. I walked into the school with my hair untied and all messy.
I must wake up even earlier tomorrow. My CT (Civics tutor) asked me if I needed any help or if there's anything the school can do to help me. For example, a wake-up call. I wanted to tell her that it's alright because my phone will be switched off anyway. HAHA!
During break time, I was dancing at the back of the class because there were only Jing Rong and Joyce in the class. I thought I could try to get myself more prepared for the free-style. Then, some guys started to come into the classroom and they saw me dancing. It felt kinda weird. I stopped then pretended to look outside. HAHA!! I continued dancing after a while.
I think my dance lessons at SMU are ending soon. There's probably two more lessons.
I feel like learning Jazz but I doubt if Kelz will have the time to take up a new class.
Saturday is coming!!! YEEPEEEE!!!!!! I'm going to meet LD, Hazel, Daphne, Karin, Megumi and probably Kelz! YAY! HAHAH!!
Sunday will be another fun-filled day because we're going to Miss Chua's house for a Chinese New Year celebration. Finally, I'll get to pass Miss Chua's Christmas present to her. OH MAN! This is really a late Christmas gift. I bet Miss Chua already kept her Christmas tree. Then she wouldn't get a chance to hang the ornaments I painted for her.
Oh man, I can't find my PE shorts! TSK! I've still got my Geography essays undone.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
I'm back!
Forget it. I've decided to stick to Blogger.
I just typed my first post on tumblr then Hazel told me that she always read my blog so I shall just stick to Blogger.
Anyway, I just came back from school. I feel really lazy nowadays. I don't have the motivation to study. My tutorials are all undone and I don't really understand Math now. Math isn't like what it used to be. It used to be so fun and interesting, but now, it's dry and irritating.
GP lesson was quite funny. Our class played a prank on the GP teacher with a bee. HAHA!! The funny thing was that the teacher actually didn't know what happened. He didn't really get the "joke". Oh well, we just needed some entertainment after having four sessions of tutorials and lectures straight in a row then a short, 30 minute break.
I must try to love it though.
On my way home, I passed by a hawker centre. I had this strong urge, this desire to eat chicken rice. I stopped myself from thinking too much about food then I saw "Fried fish noodles". It was so tempting man! I tried to avoid looking at the stall that sells avocado juice because I know I will buy it - when I shouldn't be drinking cold drinks now since I'm still coughing.
Ting Wei suggested watching a movie on Saturday and I can't wait to meet all of them!!
I've been invited for a Chinese New Year celebration at Miss Chua's house this Sunday. I guess I'll most probably go. I shall not be shy this time. HAHAH!!
Monday and Tuesday will be home-based learning days so we won't have to go to school. I thought about going to CJC to visit Ting Wei, LD, Karin, Jiwon, Cherlene, Sunthari etc.
Yesterday, I was late for school again. It's my second time.
Actually, I didn't know I was late until I saw everyone running towards High School. Many people were late too but there wasn't any from my class. The funny thing was that I ran in the opposite direction as everyone else did. Everyone ran towards High School while I ran towards College. I forgot that assembly was held at High School on Mondays.
We had Chemistry lab session yesterday and I think I screwed my experiment up. We were supposed to be evaporating sodium chloride to dryness but I got all my solutions mixed up and I think I was just heating hydrochloric acid/sodium hydroxide and so, I didn't get the expected result.
Tomorrow, I'll have my second round of auditions. I hope I won't screw up. May God bless me.
I just typed my first post on tumblr then Hazel told me that she always read my blog so I shall just stick to Blogger.
Anyway, I just came back from school. I feel really lazy nowadays. I don't have the motivation to study. My tutorials are all undone and I don't really understand Math now. Math isn't like what it used to be. It used to be so fun and interesting, but now, it's dry and irritating.
GP lesson was quite funny. Our class played a prank on the GP teacher with a bee. HAHA!! The funny thing was that the teacher actually didn't know what happened. He didn't really get the "joke". Oh well, we just needed some entertainment after having four sessions of tutorials and lectures straight in a row then a short, 30 minute break.
I must try to love it though.
On my way home, I passed by a hawker centre. I had this strong urge, this desire to eat chicken rice. I stopped myself from thinking too much about food then I saw "Fried fish noodles". It was so tempting man! I tried to avoid looking at the stall that sells avocado juice because I know I will buy it - when I shouldn't be drinking cold drinks now since I'm still coughing.
Ting Wei suggested watching a movie on Saturday and I can't wait to meet all of them!!
I've been invited for a Chinese New Year celebration at Miss Chua's house this Sunday. I guess I'll most probably go. I shall not be shy this time. HAHAH!!
Monday and Tuesday will be home-based learning days so we won't have to go to school. I thought about going to CJC to visit Ting Wei, LD, Karin, Jiwon, Cherlene, Sunthari etc.
Yesterday, I was late for school again. It's my second time.
Actually, I didn't know I was late until I saw everyone running towards High School. Many people were late too but there wasn't any from my class. The funny thing was that I ran in the opposite direction as everyone else did. Everyone ran towards High School while I ran towards College. I forgot that assembly was held at High School on Mondays.
We had Chemistry lab session yesterday and I think I screwed my experiment up. We were supposed to be evaporating sodium chloride to dryness but I got all my solutions mixed up and I think I was just heating hydrochloric acid/sodium hydroxide and so, I didn't get the expected result.
Tomorrow, I'll have my second round of auditions. I hope I won't screw up. May God bless me.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Dear Blogger
Dear Blogger, I'm feeling much better today. HAHAH!
Anyway, I just read Kelz's LJ and I felt like laughing. Well, Kelz shouldn't have used me as an example.
I'm a loser. Not everyone's like me so don't be afraid to fall in love, Kelz. HAHAHH!!
Seriously, it doesn't happen to EVERYONE.
I know that my friends were all really concerned about me. Ting Wei wanted to ask me out to watch Dear John because there's Channing Tatum in it! HAHAH!! She showed me a picture of Justin Timberlake to cheer me up. HAHA!! Karin also went out with me and we had dessert at Coffee Club. Both of us ordered a dessert - "Cherry-go-round" then sat there and talked. HAHA!! Kelz also called me to made sure that I'm fine. Jeslyn and Hazel expressed their concerns for me too. Thanks dudes. HAHAH!! YOU'RE THE BEST!! ;)
Well, actually, it wasn't THAT bad because we never really started in the first place. But anyway, we're still friends and I'm glad we are because I don't want things to be awkward after all.
I don't know why I actually went against my own principles. I told myself that I should never like
1) A Singaporean
2) Someone younger than me (Even in terms of months)
but I still did. WHATEVER. I told myself that I'll stay single for these two years but I still liked someone in the end. Never mind.
It's ok. I shall continue to stay single. HAHAH!! Anyway, my friends are still single. We all belong to the "Single Ladies" club. HAHHA!! I know I'm never alone because my friends will always be with me. :D
I finally got my school uniform and I'm supposed to wear it tomorrow. Goodbye, IJ Blue.
Someday, I'll organize a "Secondary School Uniform" party so that I'll have a chance to wear it again. HAHA!! Nevermind if you think I'm crazy. HAHA!!
Now that Wang You's in Australia, I don't know who can I study with. I don't have any motivation to study. I doubt if Kelz will be free. Hopefully, I'll be able to meet up with Karin, Hazel, Ting Wei etc. to study together. :D
I think I'm still "stuck" in the past. I can't help it. The past is simply beautiful.
Just now, I was supposed to be studying but I ended up playing Mousehunt. OMG. I must start studying. I've been playing too much.
Anyway, I just read Kelz's LJ and I felt like laughing. Well, Kelz shouldn't have used me as an example.
I'm a loser. Not everyone's like me so don't be afraid to fall in love, Kelz. HAHAHH!!
Seriously, it doesn't happen to EVERYONE.
I know that my friends were all really concerned about me. Ting Wei wanted to ask me out to watch Dear John because there's Channing Tatum in it! HAHAH!! She showed me a picture of Justin Timberlake to cheer me up. HAHA!! Karin also went out with me and we had dessert at Coffee Club. Both of us ordered a dessert - "Cherry-go-round" then sat there and talked. HAHA!! Kelz also called me to made sure that I'm fine. Jeslyn and Hazel expressed their concerns for me too. Thanks dudes. HAHAH!! YOU'RE THE BEST!! ;)
Well, actually, it wasn't THAT bad because we never really started in the first place. But anyway, we're still friends and I'm glad we are because I don't want things to be awkward after all.
I don't know why I actually went against my own principles. I told myself that I should never like
1) A Singaporean
2) Someone younger than me (Even in terms of months)
but I still did. WHATEVER. I told myself that I'll stay single for these two years but I still liked someone in the end. Never mind.
It's ok. I shall continue to stay single. HAHAH!! Anyway, my friends are still single. We all belong to the "Single Ladies" club. HAHHA!! I know I'm never alone because my friends will always be with me. :D
I finally got my school uniform and I'm supposed to wear it tomorrow. Goodbye, IJ Blue.
Someday, I'll organize a "Secondary School Uniform" party so that I'll have a chance to wear it again. HAHA!! Nevermind if you think I'm crazy. HAHA!!
Now that Wang You's in Australia, I don't know who can I study with. I don't have any motivation to study. I doubt if Kelz will be free. Hopefully, I'll be able to meet up with Karin, Hazel, Ting Wei etc. to study together. :D
I think I'm still "stuck" in the past. I can't help it. The past is simply beautiful.
Just now, I was supposed to be studying but I ended up playing Mousehunt. OMG. I must start studying. I've been playing too much.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Dear Blogger,
I just did a quiz on Facebook and I realized that everything there really described me.
In summary,
I'm a loser when it comes to love because I'll always be willing to give up anything for the other party which makes me a fool.
I am very afraid of failures. This can be supported with evidence. Take my choice of CCA for example.
"Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed." -->Very true.
I really can't take failures. I'm too weak.
Well, I just feel that there're always people out there who are better than I am and so, I don't have the confidence at all. I wouldn't dare say I'm good at anything.
"People like you because you're straightforward." --> I know I'm straightforward but I don't know if people actually like me for that.
"You're an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides then come up with a decision that appeals to both" -->True enough. I don't like to be just on one side, I don't want to be called "unfair".
"You are afraid of things that you cannot control." --> Yeah, I am. I am very scared of things I cannot control. It's just like when someone says he likes you, I wouldn't dare to believe him. For all I know, he might just be playing. I'm not him, and so, I really don't know if he was telling the truth or not.
I woke up in the morning feeling like a loser. I just can't forget everything you once said to me (or rather, typed). Get well soon.
In summary,
I'm a loser when it comes to love because I'll always be willing to give up anything for the other party which makes me a fool.
I am very afraid of failures. This can be supported with evidence. Take my choice of CCA for example.
"Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed." -->Very true.
I really can't take failures. I'm too weak.
Well, I just feel that there're always people out there who are better than I am and so, I don't have the confidence at all. I wouldn't dare say I'm good at anything.
"People like you because you're straightforward." --> I know I'm straightforward but I don't know if people actually like me for that.
"You're an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides then come up with a decision that appeals to both" -->True enough. I don't like to be just on one side, I don't want to be called "unfair".
"You are afraid of things that you cannot control." --> Yeah, I am. I am very scared of things I cannot control. It's just like when someone says he likes you, I wouldn't dare to believe him. For all I know, he might just be playing. I'm not him, and so, I really don't know if he was telling the truth or not.
I woke up in the morning feeling like a loser. I just can't forget everything you once said to me (or rather, typed). Get well soon.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Should I or should I not?
I don't know if I should still go for the second round of the audition.
I do like dancing but MAD seems stressful. I really don't know.
I feel really uncomfortable now. I've got too much stuff in my head.
I didn't want to join Indian dance because I did it in secondary school. I wanted something new but is MAD for me?
I do like dancing but MAD seems stressful. I really don't know.
I feel really uncomfortable now. I've got too much stuff in my head.
I didn't want to join Indian dance because I did it in secondary school. I wanted something new but is MAD for me?
Dear Blogger
Dear Blogger,
I am perturbed. I have so many questions in my head that I want an answer to but I don't know how should I ask them.
It'll be so awkward.
I don't understand.
I'm sick. I don't like this feeling.
I knew from the start that it wasn't going to have an ending but still, I wanted to give it a try.
I don't understand. I didn't know I was so normal. I always thought it a little more.
Maybe it's just me. I thought too highly of myself.
I feel like an idiot now. I feel like a fool. So what does that mean? I threw myself at him.
School was fine today. I received a message that said I got past the first round of auditions. The next round will be on next wednesday. God Bless Me.
I was late for school today. I saw everyone running towards the central plaza and so, I followed. I couldn't run any faster and so I just walked. I thought "Why do I still need to run when I'm already in the school?" Then, the bell went off. Assembly started.
Those who didn't make it to the central plaza were considered late.
After school, I met Kellee at West Mall. We just sat at KouFu and talked.
That's all to my day.
I am perturbed. I have so many questions in my head that I want an answer to but I don't know how should I ask them.
It'll be so awkward.
I don't understand.
I'm sick. I don't like this feeling.
I knew from the start that it wasn't going to have an ending but still, I wanted to give it a try.
I don't understand. I didn't know I was so normal. I always thought it a little more.
Maybe it's just me. I thought too highly of myself.
I feel like an idiot now. I feel like a fool. So what does that mean? I threw myself at him.
School was fine today. I received a message that said I got past the first round of auditions. The next round will be on next wednesday. God Bless Me.
I was late for school today. I saw everyone running towards the central plaza and so, I followed. I couldn't run any faster and so I just walked. I thought "Why do I still need to run when I'm already in the school?" Then, the bell went off. Assembly started.
Those who didn't make it to the central plaza were considered late.
After school, I met Kellee at West Mall. We just sat at KouFu and talked.
That's all to my day.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
I'm upset.
I hate this. I screwed the auditions. Seriously screwed it up.
WHATEVER. SERIOUSLY, THIS SUCKS.
What should I do if I can't get into MAD?
HUH.. Indian dance again? I guess that's like my only way out because I registered for only two CCAs.
Nevermind, the people in ICS look very nice. They're all friendly and somehow, I think that I'll be the "centre of attention" if I were to join ICS because I'm the smallest and I'll definitely be placed in front again.
My dance lessons at SMU are going to end soon. I'm thinking of taking up another course. Should I or should I not?
I was on Facebook, looking at someone's photos and the title of the album was kinda.. disgusting?
I looked at the photos and well, they were kissing. Yeah, I was thinking "OMG. I wouldn't even dare to hug him and you're kissing him." Well, the guy's just so not my type and he looks like he's a typical "Ah Beng". Gross.
School was alright. Yen My told me about some Operation Smile project and I was thinking if I should join it.
I felt embarrassed today. I received a letter from one of my mortals and he asked me why I used a nicer paper for the other guy. I felt real bad. It's definitely not because I like one mortal better, it's just that I had to write letters to two mortals without revealing my identity. I had to use pens of different coloured inks and papers of different kinds so that they wouldn't know that I'm the same person. I even tried to change my handwriting a little so that my identity will remain secretive. I guess my mortals found out who I am thanks to my obvious clue (Most of my schoolmates went to CJC). Tsk. I shouldn't have gave my mortal that clue.
I don't know if I should find out who my angel is. I know his initials but I seriously don't know how he looks like. He gave me chocolates today. HAHA!! Perhaps, I should give him something in return. He gave me Soyjoy once because he thought that I was health-conscious. What a nice angel. HAHA!! In my previous letter, I asked him if he actually knew how I looked like and he said he knew because I made an impression during the junior-meet-senior session. I wonder if it was a good one or a bad one.
WHATEVER. SERIOUSLY, THIS SUCKS.
What should I do if I can't get into MAD?
HUH.. Indian dance again? I guess that's like my only way out because I registered for only two CCAs.
Nevermind, the people in ICS look very nice. They're all friendly and somehow, I think that I'll be the "centre of attention" if I were to join ICS because I'm the smallest and I'll definitely be placed in front again.
My dance lessons at SMU are going to end soon. I'm thinking of taking up another course. Should I or should I not?
I was on Facebook, looking at someone's photos and the title of the album was kinda.. disgusting?
I looked at the photos and well, they were kissing. Yeah, I was thinking "OMG. I wouldn't even dare to hug him and you're kissing him." Well, the guy's just so not my type and he looks like he's a typical "Ah Beng". Gross.
School was alright. Yen My told me about some Operation Smile project and I was thinking if I should join it.
I felt embarrassed today. I received a letter from one of my mortals and he asked me why I used a nicer paper for the other guy. I felt real bad. It's definitely not because I like one mortal better, it's just that I had to write letters to two mortals without revealing my identity. I had to use pens of different coloured inks and papers of different kinds so that they wouldn't know that I'm the same person. I even tried to change my handwriting a little so that my identity will remain secretive. I guess my mortals found out who I am thanks to my obvious clue (Most of my schoolmates went to CJC). Tsk. I shouldn't have gave my mortal that clue.
I don't know if I should find out who my angel is. I know his initials but I seriously don't know how he looks like. He gave me chocolates today. HAHA!! Perhaps, I should give him something in return. He gave me Soyjoy once because he thought that I was health-conscious. What a nice angel. HAHA!! In my previous letter, I asked him if he actually knew how I looked like and he said he knew because I made an impression during the junior-meet-senior session. I wonder if it was a good one or a bad one.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
I don't know what to feel
I don't know if it's a good thing or not. I just can't find people like me in my school.
I know I'm unique. What I'm talking about is, I can't find people who look like they can go crazy with me.
The only people who I think can go crazy with me are not with me. I don't think I'll be able to form any cliques in school. Seriously. I was talking about that to Karin and she said the same thing too. HAHA!!
I'll be meeting Karin on Saturday to pass her some stuffs. Maybe, I can gather Ting Wei and Hazel?
This really sucks. I've got loads of things in my head now. I shall go to bed soon. Goodnight! Sweet dreams!!
I know I'm unique. What I'm talking about is, I can't find people who look like they can go crazy with me.
The only people who I think can go crazy with me are not with me. I don't think I'll be able to form any cliques in school. Seriously. I was talking about that to Karin and she said the same thing too. HAHA!!
I'll be meeting Karin on Saturday to pass her some stuffs. Maybe, I can gather Ting Wei and Hazel?
This really sucks. I've got loads of things in my head now. I shall go to bed soon. Goodnight! Sweet dreams!!
Today
I feel like a fish out of water. (Kelz! Don't you laugh at me)
I'm really scared for the auditions tomorrow. I don't know why but I'm just scared.
School was fine today. After school, I went to Plaza Singapura.
I sat there for a few hours. I ordered a set meal at MOS Burger so that I could sit there longer.
I stayed at MOS Burger till it was 5pm? After that, I stayed in the ladies for quite some time. Then after, I walked around in Plaza Singapura. I went into Cotton On and tried on a few pieces. They put the dresses under "2 for $20" when it was not. TSK. But anyway, I took the smallest size available but they were still kinda big for me. TSK.
Talking about size. Today, I went to look for Sean the Uniform man. He said he packed my uniform for me but when I reached there, he told me that I was under "critical case" and he put two asterisks next to my name. I was the only one with the asterisks. TSK. He told me that I can only get my uniform on Friday. Well, I wasn't unhappy because that would mean that I'll be able to wear the IJ Blue for this whole week!! :D
Oh, something funny happened at school today. I went to the Administration Centre to submit the GIRO form and some other form. Then, the clerk said "Err.. I have to receive this letter (The divorce letter)". The way she said it was real funny. I meant, she sorta folded the form then covered it so that I was the only one who could see what she was pointing to (Divorced). HAHA!! I found it real amusing. HAHA!!
I walked real slowly to SMU today because Kelz said that she would be late. I walked so slowly that it felt as if I was walking on the same spot. I just wasn't in the mood. TSK. Damn it.
I realized I forgot to pass Kelz her towel again. TSK!!!! We should stop talking about things that will distract me even further.
Just now, I was checking Facebook then I saw something and I was like - OMG. He lives at Bukit Batok? WHY BUKIT BATOK?! Damn it.
I just realized something. I won't talk to someone on MSN. I always wait for them to talk to me. Well, it's not because I'm anti-social or whatever. To me, I think someone will talk to me only if he/she wants to so if he/she doesn't want to then I shan't be annoying.
After I reached home, my mum was telling me about what my aunt was saying. According to my aunt, my dad fell out with my aunts because of his mistress. How disgusting. Let me tell you the story.
From what I heard, the woman cooked a pot of green bean soup for my paternal grandmother. (I asked my mum "ISN'T SHE DEAD?!" -->Well, that was before she passed away) The woman asked my aunt to feed my grandmother with the green bean soup. When my dad came back, he saw the green bean soup not drank and well, he got angry and he scolded my aunts. That bitch apparently said more stuffs to him. TSK. I'll see how long that bitch will stick with him.
So far, the woman hasn't done anything to me. Well, if she does then I shall not be polite. HAHA!!
Looking at the row of perfume I just bought makes me happy. HAHAHA!!!
I'm really scared for the auditions tomorrow. I don't know why but I'm just scared.
School was fine today. After school, I went to Plaza Singapura.
I sat there for a few hours. I ordered a set meal at MOS Burger so that I could sit there longer.
I stayed at MOS Burger till it was 5pm? After that, I stayed in the ladies for quite some time. Then after, I walked around in Plaza Singapura. I went into Cotton On and tried on a few pieces. They put the dresses under "2 for $20" when it was not. TSK. But anyway, I took the smallest size available but they were still kinda big for me. TSK.
Talking about size. Today, I went to look for Sean the Uniform man. He said he packed my uniform for me but when I reached there, he told me that I was under "critical case" and he put two asterisks next to my name. I was the only one with the asterisks. TSK. He told me that I can only get my uniform on Friday. Well, I wasn't unhappy because that would mean that I'll be able to wear the IJ Blue for this whole week!! :D
Oh, something funny happened at school today. I went to the Administration Centre to submit the GIRO form and some other form. Then, the clerk said "Err.. I have to receive this letter (The divorce letter)". The way she said it was real funny. I meant, she sorta folded the form then covered it so that I was the only one who could see what she was pointing to (Divorced). HAHA!! I found it real amusing. HAHA!!
I walked real slowly to SMU today because Kelz said that she would be late. I walked so slowly that it felt as if I was walking on the same spot. I just wasn't in the mood. TSK. Damn it.
I realized I forgot to pass Kelz her towel again. TSK!!!! We should stop talking about things that will distract me even further.
Just now, I was checking Facebook then I saw something and I was like - OMG. He lives at Bukit Batok? WHY BUKIT BATOK?! Damn it.
I just realized something. I won't talk to someone on MSN. I always wait for them to talk to me. Well, it's not because I'm anti-social or whatever. To me, I think someone will talk to me only if he/she wants to so if he/she doesn't want to then I shan't be annoying.
After I reached home, my mum was telling me about what my aunt was saying. According to my aunt, my dad fell out with my aunts because of his mistress. How disgusting. Let me tell you the story.
From what I heard, the woman cooked a pot of green bean soup for my paternal grandmother. (I asked my mum "ISN'T SHE DEAD?!" -->Well, that was before she passed away) The woman asked my aunt to feed my grandmother with the green bean soup. When my dad came back, he saw the green bean soup not drank and well, he got angry and he scolded my aunts. That bitch apparently said more stuffs to him. TSK. I'll see how long that bitch will stick with him.
So far, the woman hasn't done anything to me. Well, if she does then I shall not be polite. HAHA!!
Looking at the row of perfume I just bought makes me happy. HAHAHA!!!
Singapore's still the best.
I'm back from my holiday. Well, I seriously don't know whether to say I enjoyed my holiday or I didn't enjoy my holiday.
I enjoyed it because I bought quite a lot of stuffs. I bought eight pairs of socks, three pairs of shoes, two caps, some accessories, a jacket. I think there're more but I can't remember them. Anyway, I didn't enjoy my holiday because smoking wasn't banned in places which are air-conditioned. IT'S VERY BAD. I hate smoking.
I stayed in Macau for a day then two days in Zhu Hai. It was cold. I like the weather because it just meant that I could let my hair down, let the wind blow through my hair, let it be messy. HAHAHA!! My mum kept saying "Your hair is so messy" but I just don't care. It'll be messy when the wind blows again so why make it neat?! HAHAH!
I slept through the plane ride to Macau. After I woke up, I went to the toilet on the plane to relieve myself. I took quite some time in the toilet and when I came out, my grandma and aunt were asking me "Why did you take so long in the toilet?"
"Well, I was doing some stretching in the toilet and some dancing?"
I remember the first song I listened to on my trip was "Holiday". Just being random. HAHAH!
Ok, back to smoking.
Bloody hell. The people smoke in restaurants, hotels and shopping malls when I saw the "NO SMOKING" sign. TSK. I was so pissed and I think I showed it real clearly. I wrapped my face with the scarf when I was in the restaurant and I kept "fanning" myself. I know I'm a foreigner and I should obey their "rules and laws" but what the hell, smoking was clearly prohibited. I remember there was this day when I was already in Zhu Hai. I was walking (or maybe, skipping) happily then all of a sudden, someone just spat on the ground near where I was standing. Luckily, the guy didn't spit on me or else I would've screamed. IT'S SO DAMN DISGUSTING.
Ok, the toilets. Bloody hell, that was another problem. I went to the toilets and I was so disgusted. FORTUNATELY, THEY HAD DOORS. They don't provide toilet papers in the toilet (which sucks). The floor always seem so wet and I can't help but wonder if I'm stepping on someone's pee. :S I felt as if I went to some LDC (Less Developed Countries) for my holiday.
Not everything was bad though, the shopping was not bad. The stuff there were cheap and you can bargain. My grandma's really good at it.
We ate dim sums and dim sums and more dim sums. Their Mcdonald's had this egg and ham puff which is not bad.
Wait, let me try to recall.
OH OH! We went to KFC on one day then my grandma asked me to order some food. EVERYTHING WAS IN CHINESE. The name of the burger was so damn long. I just chose the burger which looked the nicest then pointed to it.
There was this day when some guy who was sitting near a salon called out to me (According to my aunt). He kept calling "xiao mei" and I don't know why, but I thought he was calling my aunt so I didn't reply. I just couldn't think of any reason for him to call out to me so I didn't reply and he kept calling me and asked me where I came from but I was in my own little world.
I saw this guy who was wearing only boxers lying on the streets on one of the days. I couldn't bear to look at him because he lost his arms and I don't know, I just felt real sad for him.
I went to the Venetian on the last day. It's a nice place but probably because it was Chinese New Year, there were loads of people and also, smoke. The journey from Zhu Hai back to Macau was real scary. I really don't know how to describe the crowd. There was a really huge crowd at the immigration so we went to another immigration checkpoint which had fewer people but still, very crowded. Everyone just pushed and ran. It was so scary. I tried to squeeze my way through and the luggage I was pulling kept "capsizing".
Anyway, I guess, that's about it. I was happy when I reached Changi Airport. I was thinking "OMG. MY SMOKE-FREE ENVIRONMENT." After that, we went to eat Laksa. My aunt and my grandma will be taking the 2am tomorrow so I'll have to wait for the photos to be uploaded. I like the service at Changi Airport, it made me feel warm. I saw this lady at the service counter with really long eyelashes (Definitely fake) and it was real distracting. Anyway, her attitude's good so it doesn't matter. HAHA! The "Usher" at the taxi stand was really friendly. TSK. Singapore's still the best. Nice toilets, good food, excellent environment. :D
I enjoyed it because I bought quite a lot of stuffs. I bought eight pairs of socks, three pairs of shoes, two caps, some accessories, a jacket. I think there're more but I can't remember them. Anyway, I didn't enjoy my holiday because smoking wasn't banned in places which are air-conditioned. IT'S VERY BAD. I hate smoking.
I stayed in Macau for a day then two days in Zhu Hai. It was cold. I like the weather because it just meant that I could let my hair down, let the wind blow through my hair, let it be messy. HAHAHA!! My mum kept saying "Your hair is so messy" but I just don't care. It'll be messy when the wind blows again so why make it neat?! HAHAH!
I slept through the plane ride to Macau. After I woke up, I went to the toilet on the plane to relieve myself. I took quite some time in the toilet and when I came out, my grandma and aunt were asking me "Why did you take so long in the toilet?"
"Well, I was doing some stretching in the toilet and some dancing?"
I remember the first song I listened to on my trip was "Holiday". Just being random. HAHAH!
Ok, back to smoking.
Bloody hell. The people smoke in restaurants, hotels and shopping malls when I saw the "NO SMOKING" sign. TSK. I was so pissed and I think I showed it real clearly. I wrapped my face with the scarf when I was in the restaurant and I kept "fanning" myself. I know I'm a foreigner and I should obey their "rules and laws" but what the hell, smoking was clearly prohibited. I remember there was this day when I was already in Zhu Hai. I was walking (or maybe, skipping) happily then all of a sudden, someone just spat on the ground near where I was standing. Luckily, the guy didn't spit on me or else I would've screamed. IT'S SO DAMN DISGUSTING.
Ok, the toilets. Bloody hell, that was another problem. I went to the toilets and I was so disgusted. FORTUNATELY, THEY HAD DOORS. They don't provide toilet papers in the toilet (which sucks). The floor always seem so wet and I can't help but wonder if I'm stepping on someone's pee. :S I felt as if I went to some LDC (Less Developed Countries) for my holiday.
Not everything was bad though, the shopping was not bad. The stuff there were cheap and you can bargain. My grandma's really good at it.
We ate dim sums and dim sums and more dim sums. Their Mcdonald's had this egg and ham puff which is not bad.
Wait, let me try to recall.
OH OH! We went to KFC on one day then my grandma asked me to order some food. EVERYTHING WAS IN CHINESE. The name of the burger was so damn long. I just chose the burger which looked the nicest then pointed to it.
There was this day when some guy who was sitting near a salon called out to me (According to my aunt). He kept calling "xiao mei" and I don't know why, but I thought he was calling my aunt so I didn't reply. I just couldn't think of any reason for him to call out to me so I didn't reply and he kept calling me and asked me where I came from but I was in my own little world.
I saw this guy who was wearing only boxers lying on the streets on one of the days. I couldn't bear to look at him because he lost his arms and I don't know, I just felt real sad for him.
I went to the Venetian on the last day. It's a nice place but probably because it was Chinese New Year, there were loads of people and also, smoke. The journey from Zhu Hai back to Macau was real scary. I really don't know how to describe the crowd. There was a really huge crowd at the immigration so we went to another immigration checkpoint which had fewer people but still, very crowded. Everyone just pushed and ran. It was so scary. I tried to squeeze my way through and the luggage I was pulling kept "capsizing".
Anyway, I guess, that's about it. I was happy when I reached Changi Airport. I was thinking "OMG. MY SMOKE-FREE ENVIRONMENT." After that, we went to eat Laksa. My aunt and my grandma will be taking the 2am tomorrow so I'll have to wait for the photos to be uploaded. I like the service at Changi Airport, it made me feel warm. I saw this lady at the service counter with really long eyelashes (Definitely fake) and it was real distracting. Anyway, her attitude's good so it doesn't matter. HAHA! The "Usher" at the taxi stand was really friendly. TSK. Singapore's still the best. Nice toilets, good food, excellent environment. :D
Saturday, February 13, 2010
I JUST EXTENDED THE TIME!
HELLO!!! I clicked on something and apparently, the time was "restarted" so I can still continuue to use the computer. HAHAH!! I shall go onto Facebook.
TO KELZ! HEY!! Did you read the message I sent you?! Don't send it early in the morning. HAHAH!! Send it at around 10am. HAHAHAH! THANKS KELZ!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! HAHAHHAHA!!!!!
I CAN HEAR A SONG BY NSYNC NOW!!! HAHAHAHA!! Justin just brightened my day.n "It's gotta be me! Every little thing I do never seems enough for you..." Actually, my life's already bright enough. HHAHAHA!! Justin just made it seem much brighter. HHAHAHA!!!
Let's do something really random now. Try figureing this one out.
YWGCF!!!!!! Think from left-to-right then right-to-left. HAHHAHA!!!
My mum was standing behind me and she read out the title of my post. TSK.
I shall continue to update my blog whenever I get the chance to do so.
TO KELZ! HEY!! Did you read the message I sent you?! Don't send it early in the morning. HAHAH!! Send it at around 10am. HAHAHAH! THANKS KELZ!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! HAHAHHAHA!!!!!
I CAN HEAR A SONG BY NSYNC NOW!!! HAHAHAHA!! Justin just brightened my day.n "It's gotta be me! Every little thing I do never seems enough for you..." Actually, my life's already bright enough. HHAHAHA!! Justin just made it seem much brighter. HHAHAHA!!!
Let's do something really random now. Try figureing this one out.
YWGCF!!!!!! Think from left-to-right then right-to-left. HAHHAHA!!!
My mum was standing behind me and she read out the title of my post. TSK.
I shall continue to update my blog whenever I get the chance to do so.
I'm at the airport
WOOHOO! COMPUTER! YAY!!
I just had breakfast at Mcdonald's. Know what? The keyboard hyere is to hard to type. I'm partially blind because I'm wearing neither spectacles nor contact lens.
The keyboard is "fading". I really do mean fading. I was trying tioo look for "o" just now. The "o" here looks like a "c" to me. The "m" is about to disappear. Theyr eally need to change the keyboard.
WELL..I'm just typing "blindly" now. I am typing based on "feel". (HOW COOL) HAHHAHA!
I woke up at 3am then I fell asleep in the taxi. I hope that I'll have access to computer in the hotel so that I can continue to update my blog.
I can't think of anything else to type now. I guess I'll probably sleep again when I'm on the plane. Luckily, I charged my iPOD yesterday. At least, my music can keep me company. I would prefer to hear a "live concert" though. HAHAHAHHA!! Oh man, my phone's not with me. TSK.
In the past, my phone was considered to be redundant. I could live without it but now, I just thinknit's different. Even though I won't ba able to send any messages but then... there're always other things to do with my phone. Hmmm.. I could use it to look at some photos and keep myself entertained. HAHAH!!
I'm squinting now.
TSK. My auunt just wallked past and she said I looked so busy. I doubt is she actually knows I'm blogging though. I MISS MY FRIENDS AND SWENSEN'S. HAHAHA!!!!
I WANT MY SPLIT BANANA!!!! The computer just displayed this "Youu have 3 mins left" TSK. I guessm I'll just have to wait for the next time I can use a computer then. See ya!!!
I just had breakfast at Mcdonald's. Know what? The keyboard hyere is to hard to type. I'm partially blind because I'm wearing neither spectacles nor contact lens.
The keyboard is "fading". I really do mean fading. I was trying tioo look for "o" just now. The "o" here looks like a "c" to me. The "m" is about to disappear. Theyr eally need to change the keyboard.
WELL..I'm just typing "blindly" now. I am typing based on "feel". (HOW COOL) HAHHAHA!
I woke up at 3am then I fell asleep in the taxi. I hope that I'll have access to computer in the hotel so that I can continue to update my blog.
I can't think of anything else to type now. I guess I'll probably sleep again when I'm on the plane. Luckily, I charged my iPOD yesterday. At least, my music can keep me company. I would prefer to hear a "live concert" though. HAHAHAHHA!! Oh man, my phone's not with me. TSK.
In the past, my phone was considered to be redundant. I could live without it but now, I just thinknit's different. Even though I won't ba able to send any messages but then... there're always other things to do with my phone. Hmmm.. I could use it to look at some photos and keep myself entertained. HAHAH!!
I'm squinting now.
TSK. My auunt just wallked past and she said I looked so busy. I doubt is she actually knows I'm blogging though. I MISS MY FRIENDS AND SWENSEN'S. HAHAHA!!!!
I WANT MY SPLIT BANANA!!!! The computer just displayed this "Youu have 3 mins left" TSK. I guessm I'll just have to wait for the next time I can use a computer then. See ya!!!
Friday, February 12, 2010
OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M DOING THIS STEALTHILY
My mum's bathing so I'm trying to type a post now. OMG! I think she's so going to scold me. But whatever, I'll say that I'm waiting for my hair to dry.
Today was a rather great day. I had much fun during POP. HAHAH!! Although our faculty didn't win but anyway, I enjoyed it so it doesn't matter. After school, I rushed to Orchard Road to get the tickets for Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. Well, the movie was not bad but then.......... nevermind. (Kelz! You know what I was referring to right?! HAHHA!! Don't tell anyone, I'll feel so damn embarrassed!) --> YOU KNOW WHAT I'M REFERRING TO? THINK HARDER! We were talking about it yesterday. THINK KELZ THINK!!!!
I don't know what to say about this year's Valentine's Day. HAHA! I didn't get as many sweets (It seems more like Halloween when we all get sweets and chocolates) and chocolates. I got only one letter from A GIRL! Thanks a lot Jeslyn!! I haven't read the letter yet.
After that, I went to meet Ting Wei and the rest. HAHAH! We were so crazy at Swensen's. We ate at Swensen's because I had some 1-for-1 voucher for the sundae. OMG. It was so fun. We should go out more often. HAHAHA!!
There were so many groups singing "Happy Birthday" so I suggested singing some Chinese New Year songs.
We did something real stupid but real funny -Thanks to my "split banana" again.
If you remember, there was once when I posted about some customer who wanted to order "Banana Split" but he told me that he wanted "Split Banana". Ok, so we did something like this in Swensen's. Kelz did the job. The rest of us tried to control our laughter.
Kelz: Can we order one split banana and one banana split?
Waitress: One split banana?!
Kelz:Yes, One split banana and one banana split (We were all laughing like crazy)
Waitress: You mean two banana splits?
Kelz: Yes. Two split bananas
What the hell. HAHAH! That was freakin' hilarious. Then, some people (KELZ AND DAPHNE) went crazy over the Korean stars featured in the Teens magazine. SIGHS... I WAS SO CALM AND COLLECTED throughout the meal. HAHAHAHAH!!!! Luckily, I'm not that crazy. HAHAHAHHA!!!
OH OH! DUDES!!! The two dollars are still with me!! It'll go to our "class fund". We shall use them next time.
We spent quite some time trying to figure out how much each of us was supposed to pay (Thanks to the service charge and GST). There were like ALL sorts of notes - two dollars, five dollars, ten dollars, fifty dollars and also, quite a number of coins. Just when we thought we paid the exact amount, we realized that we paid more than we should have - We paid two dollars extra so well, we took back the two dollars and we wanted to donate it to charity because we seriously didn't know who should take the money. HAHAHA!!
OMG! It was so crazy. We took random photos in random places. We took some somewhere outside the toilet and well, people were looking at us because we were sorta... middle of nowhere? Then, we got lost while trying to figure our way out of ION to get to the bus stop. AND BECAUSE OF THE FUNNY THINGS WE DID, I forgot all about time and so... I'M LATE. I was supposed to reach home at about 9pm but I reached home at 10.30pm. Time passes so quickly when we're all having fun!!!! I don't know why but I just kept wishing people "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!" then give them a hug. HAHAH!!! Yeah yeah, there were people staring at us as we shouted that but WHO CARES?! We're bringing joy to the world (That's according to me).
I can't forget the split banana joke on my way home and I was laughing to myself on the bus. I think the guy who sat next to me must think I'm crazy. There was this "conflict" that happened on the bus. Well, it was between two men. One was middle-aged and the other was kinda old. Anyway, I think they stepped on each others' feet then they were sorta angry? Because I saw them still kicking at each other and I was thinking "How childish" HAHHAHA!!
Anyway, Kelz told me that the "bands" I bought today were sex bands. BUT WHATEVER. I'll still wear them. It's hmmm... a fashion statement.
My mum's NAGGING AND NAGGING. OMG. I really feel like shouting but nevermind. I shall stay cool. Goodnight peeps!! Sweet dreams. I'm gonna have to wake up at 3am to go to the airport tomorrow.
TO KELZ! I can't comment on Facebook!! TSK. Anyway, I'll try to though it'll be kinda..... HAHAHHA!! I know you're going to give me that face and laugh of yours again.
Today was a rather great day. I had much fun during POP. HAHAH!! Although our faculty didn't win but anyway, I enjoyed it so it doesn't matter. After school, I rushed to Orchard Road to get the tickets for Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. Well, the movie was not bad but then.......... nevermind. (Kelz! You know what I was referring to right?! HAHHA!! Don't tell anyone, I'll feel so damn embarrassed!) --> YOU KNOW WHAT I'M REFERRING TO? THINK HARDER! We were talking about it yesterday. THINK KELZ THINK!!!!
I don't know what to say about this year's Valentine's Day. HAHA! I didn't get as many sweets (It seems more like Halloween when we all get sweets and chocolates) and chocolates. I got only one letter from A GIRL! Thanks a lot Jeslyn!! I haven't read the letter yet.
After that, I went to meet Ting Wei and the rest. HAHAH! We were so crazy at Swensen's. We ate at Swensen's because I had some 1-for-1 voucher for the sundae. OMG. It was so fun. We should go out more often. HAHAHA!!
There were so many groups singing "Happy Birthday" so I suggested singing some Chinese New Year songs.
We did something real stupid but real funny -Thanks to my "split banana" again.
If you remember, there was once when I posted about some customer who wanted to order "Banana Split" but he told me that he wanted "Split Banana". Ok, so we did something like this in Swensen's. Kelz did the job. The rest of us tried to control our laughter.
Kelz: Can we order one split banana and one banana split?
Waitress: One split banana?!
Kelz:Yes, One split banana and one banana split (We were all laughing like crazy)
Waitress: You mean two banana splits?
Kelz: Yes. Two split bananas
What the hell. HAHAH! That was freakin' hilarious. Then, some people (KELZ AND DAPHNE) went crazy over the Korean stars featured in the Teens magazine. SIGHS... I WAS SO CALM AND COLLECTED throughout the meal. HAHAHAHAH!!!! Luckily, I'm not that crazy. HAHAHAHHA!!!
OH OH! DUDES!!! The two dollars are still with me!! It'll go to our "class fund". We shall use them next time.
We spent quite some time trying to figure out how much each of us was supposed to pay (Thanks to the service charge and GST). There were like ALL sorts of notes - two dollars, five dollars, ten dollars, fifty dollars and also, quite a number of coins. Just when we thought we paid the exact amount, we realized that we paid more than we should have - We paid two dollars extra so well, we took back the two dollars and we wanted to donate it to charity because we seriously didn't know who should take the money. HAHAHA!!
OMG! It was so crazy. We took random photos in random places. We took some somewhere outside the toilet and well, people were looking at us because we were sorta... middle of nowhere? Then, we got lost while trying to figure our way out of ION to get to the bus stop. AND BECAUSE OF THE FUNNY THINGS WE DID, I forgot all about time and so... I'M LATE. I was supposed to reach home at about 9pm but I reached home at 10.30pm. Time passes so quickly when we're all having fun!!!! I don't know why but I just kept wishing people "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!" then give them a hug. HAHAH!!! Yeah yeah, there were people staring at us as we shouted that but WHO CARES?! We're bringing joy to the world (That's according to me).
I can't forget the split banana joke on my way home and I was laughing to myself on the bus. I think the guy who sat next to me must think I'm crazy. There was this "conflict" that happened on the bus. Well, it was between two men. One was middle-aged and the other was kinda old. Anyway, I think they stepped on each others' feet then they were sorta angry? Because I saw them still kicking at each other and I was thinking "How childish" HAHHAHA!!
Anyway, Kelz told me that the "bands" I bought today were sex bands. BUT WHATEVER. I'll still wear them. It's hmmm... a fashion statement.
My mum's NAGGING AND NAGGING. OMG. I really feel like shouting but nevermind. I shall stay cool. Goodnight peeps!! Sweet dreams. I'm gonna have to wake up at 3am to go to the airport tomorrow.
TO KELZ! I can't comment on Facebook!! TSK. Anyway, I'll try to though it'll be kinda..... HAHAHHA!! I know you're going to give me that face and laugh of yours again.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
I FEEL GUILTY
but whatever! Thanks to Karin Ng Chen Wei, I forgot all about my sit-ups. TSK.
The marginal benefit: I got to catch up with the dude and we got to share our stories. (My source of entertainment)
ENOUGH OF ECONOMICS.
I think I should reply to my mortal's letter. I shall post something again later on. SEE YA!
The marginal benefit: I got to catch up with the dude and we got to share our stories. (My source of entertainment)
ENOUGH OF ECONOMICS.
I think I should reply to my mortal's letter. I shall post something again later on. SEE YA!
BACK HOME!
OMG! We finally finished painting the banner. WOOHOO!
I was so depressed for a while today because I kept thinking "What time will school end tomorrow?!"
When Yue Quan told me that it'll end at 12pm, I WAS SO HAPPY. I almost hugged him (Seriously) but then I reckon he might feel uncomfortable and also, I'M NO LONGER IN A GIRLS' SCHOOL so I should behave properly. HAHA!
I stayed back for a while to help out with the banner painting. Oh! I just remembered that I haven't replied to my angel's and mortal's letter. I shall write it later on.
I kept thinking about avocado juice on my journey home. I wanted to stop at Queensway area to get my avocado juice then I told myself "Control Cheryl! CONTROL!!!" so I didn't alight there. When I reached Bukit Merah, I was still thinking of the avocado juice. I had to walk through a hawker centre to get to the bus interchange. JUST THEN, I saw a stall selling fruit juice. OMG. I was thinking, how can I let this chance pass by just like that. How can I ignore avocado juice when it's calling out for me?! WELL, I bought it in the end.
I wanted to take photos in school today but tsk, it seems like everyone's camera-shy. In the end, I forced them to take photos with me. HAHA!!
I TOLD YOU GUYS I CUT MY HAIR AND MY FRINGE IS FUGLY SO DON'T LAUGH AT ME!
*Images removed*
There was this photo of me pointing to somewhere. Well, that's the side entrance into Hwa Chong International Boarding School. Zhao Qi brought me there but the security guard didn't allow me to go inside because I was an outsider. TSK. I had this strong urge to crawl beneath those "rods" while the security guard wasn't looking at me but I controlled and restrained myself from doing so because I didn't want to get Zhao Qi into trouble.
Today, we had some talk on Total Defence Day. I don't know why but I had this weird notion. There will be this alarm/siren that goes off on a particular day right? I thought that everyone had to hide in bomb shelters when they hear the siren. WHATEVER to those who think I'm crazy. HAHAHHA!! It's just like how I think campfire means barbecue. TSK.
Time to do some sit-ups now. I'll probably post something again in the night.
I was so depressed for a while today because I kept thinking "What time will school end tomorrow?!"
When Yue Quan told me that it'll end at 12pm, I WAS SO HAPPY. I almost hugged him (Seriously) but then I reckon he might feel uncomfortable and also, I'M NO LONGER IN A GIRLS' SCHOOL so I should behave properly. HAHA!
I stayed back for a while to help out with the banner painting. Oh! I just remembered that I haven't replied to my angel's and mortal's letter. I shall write it later on.
I kept thinking about avocado juice on my journey home. I wanted to stop at Queensway area to get my avocado juice then I told myself "Control Cheryl! CONTROL!!!" so I didn't alight there. When I reached Bukit Merah, I was still thinking of the avocado juice. I had to walk through a hawker centre to get to the bus interchange. JUST THEN, I saw a stall selling fruit juice. OMG. I was thinking, how can I let this chance pass by just like that. How can I ignore avocado juice when it's calling out for me?! WELL, I bought it in the end.
I wanted to take photos in school today but tsk, it seems like everyone's camera-shy. In the end, I forced them to take photos with me. HAHA!!
I TOLD YOU GUYS I CUT MY HAIR AND MY FRINGE IS FUGLY SO DON'T LAUGH AT ME!
*Images removed*
There was this photo of me pointing to somewhere. Well, that's the side entrance into Hwa Chong International Boarding School. Zhao Qi brought me there but the security guard didn't allow me to go inside because I was an outsider. TSK. I had this strong urge to crawl beneath those "rods" while the security guard wasn't looking at me but I controlled and restrained myself from doing so because I didn't want to get Zhao Qi into trouble.
Today, we had some talk on Total Defence Day. I don't know why but I had this weird notion. There will be this alarm/siren that goes off on a particular day right? I thought that everyone had to hide in bomb shelters when they hear the siren. WHATEVER to those who think I'm crazy. HAHAHHA!! It's just like how I think campfire means barbecue. TSK.
Time to do some sit-ups now. I'll probably post something again in the night.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
I'M BACK!
I just finished my dinner. OMG, I'm so full now.
Today, I went for dance lesson with Kelz. It was so funny. HAHAH!!
I think I made Kelz felt so irritated because I was blabbering nonsense throughout. HAHHAHA!! OMG, I'm so crazy.
Today's dance lesson was enjoyable. I met Kelz at Plaza Singapura then we ate at Mos Burger. I was supposed to study Economics and Kelz was supposed to finish her Biology/Chemistry tutorial but I managed to read only a few pages. HAHA!! I was thinking about something else. HAHAH!! TSK. Can't help it. I think I was Kelz's cause of distraction. SORRY KELZ! BUT I BET YOU ENJOYED LISTENING TO MY NONSENSE AND MY COMPANY! HAHAHA!!
OMG. I can't help but laugh whenever I think of your smirk and that snort of yours when I say something NICE about your friend. HHHAAH! Seriously. TSK. WHATEVER KELZ.
I received a shock in school today. Someone found out that I was the "Cheryl" that his friend was interested in. That sucks. Sucks big time.
I can't think of anything much to blog about now.
Oh! Kelz asked me about my family today. Jeslyn asked me about it too that day. Well, I think they were really very "careful" when they asked me about that. HAHAH!! They were afraid that I might cry (I guess). Seriously, I won't. I'll be glad to tell you everything if you ask me so feel free to ask.
I'm going to sleep soon. Goodnight and sweet dreams!
Today, I went for dance lesson with Kelz. It was so funny. HAHAH!!
I think I made Kelz felt so irritated because I was blabbering nonsense throughout. HAHHAHA!! OMG, I'm so crazy.
Today's dance lesson was enjoyable. I met Kelz at Plaza Singapura then we ate at Mos Burger. I was supposed to study Economics and Kelz was supposed to finish her Biology/Chemistry tutorial but I managed to read only a few pages. HAHA!! I was thinking about something else. HAHAH!! TSK. Can't help it. I think I was Kelz's cause of distraction. SORRY KELZ! BUT I BET YOU ENJOYED LISTENING TO MY NONSENSE AND MY COMPANY! HAHAHA!!
OMG. I can't help but laugh whenever I think of your smirk and that snort of yours when I say something NICE about your friend. HHHAAH! Seriously. TSK. WHATEVER KELZ.
I received a shock in school today. Someone found out that I was the "Cheryl" that his friend was interested in. That sucks. Sucks big time.
I can't think of anything much to blog about now.
Oh! Kelz asked me about my family today. Jeslyn asked me about it too that day. Well, I think they were really very "careful" when they asked me about that. HAHAH!! They were afraid that I might cry (I guess). Seriously, I won't. I'll be glad to tell you everything if you ask me so feel free to ask.
I'm going to sleep soon. Goodnight and sweet dreams!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Back Home
I don't know if I'm supposed to go for my grandmother's funeral or not.
Anyway, today was a rather nice day. We had two lectures - Math and Geography.
Oh! I still haven't purchased my graphics calculator.
I think the graphics calculator is so cool! There's this function with that's sorta related to Probability, it's just like the "random" function on our scientific calculators. IT'S MUCH MORE FUN THIS TIME!! They've got something on picking marbles etc. MUCH MORE INTERESTING. Our scientific calculators only allowed random integers, dice and coin. THIS ONE IS SO MUCH MORE EXCITING. I shall try it next time.
Geography lecture was ok. I think I should sorta read up on Geography because we're going to study about Volcanoes (I think) but I didn't study that when I was in secondary school (only in secondary one). I took Elective Geography so well, the things I've learnt were not as much. But anyway, I think Geography's interesting so I will still like it.
After both Math and Geography lectures, there was a very long break so I used that "long break" to sms. I'm going back to STC this Friday! HURRAY! Actually, I don't want people to see me in my new hair style, HAHAH! But WHATEVER! I'll just go back since most people are going back. It's like a reunion. HAHAH! There was a photo-taking session in the afternoon.
I didn't want to go for it but we had to. TSK. The photographer didn't seem to be in a very good mood. I asked him to wait for a while while I do something to my hair and he asked me "Hurry up. Don't waste time." TSK. WHATEVER. "YOU SHOULD BE GLAD THAT I'M LETTING YOU TAKE MY PHOTO." It's my photo and I want it to look nice so WHAT'S THE PROBLEM DUDE?!
Nevermind. Begone. Begone. Begone. I'll never see him again.
After that, I wanted to go down to buy the school uniform. UNFORTUNATELY, there were no more stocks AGAIN. Because I didn't have my uniform, I had to "borrow" the top of the school uniform for the photo-taking session. The uncle said that the tops will come in tomorrow. Tomorrow.
I'm drinking hot chocolate now. I'm supposed to pack my stuffs for my holiday. Oh man, I feel like sleeping.
Anyway, today was a rather nice day. We had two lectures - Math and Geography.
Oh! I still haven't purchased my graphics calculator.
I think the graphics calculator is so cool! There's this function with that's sorta related to Probability, it's just like the "random" function on our scientific calculators. IT'S MUCH MORE FUN THIS TIME!! They've got something on picking marbles etc. MUCH MORE INTERESTING. Our scientific calculators only allowed random integers, dice and coin. THIS ONE IS SO MUCH MORE EXCITING. I shall try it next time.
Geography lecture was ok. I think I should sorta read up on Geography because we're going to study about Volcanoes (I think) but I didn't study that when I was in secondary school (only in secondary one). I took Elective Geography so well, the things I've learnt were not as much. But anyway, I think Geography's interesting so I will still like it.
After both Math and Geography lectures, there was a very long break so I used that "long break" to sms. I'm going back to STC this Friday! HURRAY! Actually, I don't want people to see me in my new hair style, HAHAH! But WHATEVER! I'll just go back since most people are going back. It's like a reunion. HAHAH! There was a photo-taking session in the afternoon.
I didn't want to go for it but we had to. TSK. The photographer didn't seem to be in a very good mood. I asked him to wait for a while while I do something to my hair and he asked me "Hurry up. Don't waste time." TSK. WHATEVER. "YOU SHOULD BE GLAD THAT I'M LETTING YOU TAKE MY PHOTO." It's my photo and I want it to look nice so WHAT'S THE PROBLEM DUDE?!
Nevermind. Begone. Begone. Begone. I'll never see him again.
After that, I wanted to go down to buy the school uniform. UNFORTUNATELY, there were no more stocks AGAIN. Because I didn't have my uniform, I had to "borrow" the top of the school uniform for the photo-taking session. The uncle said that the tops will come in tomorrow. Tomorrow.
I'm drinking hot chocolate now. I'm supposed to pack my stuffs for my holiday. Oh man, I feel like sleeping.
Monday, February 8, 2010
Kelz
Kelz, I know you care a lot for me but seriously, I'm fine.
At least, I think I am. I never blamed you for anything so please don't feel bad or angry or whatever.
You were not the cause of it. I was. You didn't do anything wrong.
"It not you. It's me."
Well, if I could rewind time, I think I wouldn't have stopped you from using your computer. The only thing I'll change would probably be, the time.
It seems to me that I came at the wrong time and thus, everything's so weird. Yeah, I'm always out of place. I'm always living in my own world. I will never blame you for anything because I guess, it's predestined?
I'm really alright and you know me, I can always become friends again. Just give me some time. I'll try to get used to it. This really sucks because I really don't know what I want either. It not anyone's fault but mine so don't feel guilty.
I'll feel bad if you were to be frustrated over my problems. You were not the cause of it. Trust me. I'm fine. I won't kill myself. HAHAHA!! :D
I told you how I felt because I know you'll be there for me and not because I want you to fret over my problems. So, promise me you won't feel bad about this again.
At least, I think I am. I never blamed you for anything so please don't feel bad or angry or whatever.
You were not the cause of it. I was. You didn't do anything wrong.
"It not you. It's me."
Well, if I could rewind time, I think I wouldn't have stopped you from using your computer. The only thing I'll change would probably be, the time.
It seems to me that I came at the wrong time and thus, everything's so weird. Yeah, I'm always out of place. I'm always living in my own world. I will never blame you for anything because I guess, it's predestined?
I'm really alright and you know me, I can always become friends again. Just give me some time. I'll try to get used to it. This really sucks because I really don't know what I want either. It not anyone's fault but mine so don't feel guilty.
I'll feel bad if you were to be frustrated over my problems. You were not the cause of it. Trust me. I'm fine. I won't kill myself. HAHAHA!! :D
I told you how I felt because I know you'll be there for me and not because I want you to fret over my problems. So, promise me you won't feel bad about this again.
Back Home
I just came back from school. Today, we had only CT time and one hour of Chemistry lecture.
Well, I wasn't exactly in a very good mood today. Firstly, it was because of my hair and secondly, it was because of some other stuff that you won't know.
My hair sucks big time. I seriously hate it. I shouldn't have trusted the hair dresser. Layer layer layer and now, it's so freakin' thin. I just feel as if I lost a lot of hair. I really hate my fringe. It's so freakin' short and OMG, I really can't take it. I'll probably just wear a hairband to school tomorrow because I can't stand seeing my own fringe.
We queued up to buy our uniform during our 2 hours break time but the uncle told us that there were no more stocks and that we had to come back at 1.30pm. Well, we went again at around 1pm then the uncle said that his colleague was going to get the uniforms. We asked him how long will it take and he replied "Depends on the traffic situation". Like what the hell. I was already frustrated enough -thanks to my fugly fringe then now, because of the uniform. We waited for nearly an hour then I heard the uncle saying that the tops will only come tomorrow. OMG. SERIOUSLY. I was so irritated. It was so damn freakin' warm, I waited for the uniform for close to an hour then you tell me that I can only get the full set tomorrow. TSK. I was all set to go to STC then Hazel and Daphne said they couldn't make it so well, I just went home.
I was in a rather bad mood this morning. I woke up then started tearing for maybe, a minute? Then I stopped. Then I started tearing again while I was on the way to the bus interchange. I just can't help it. I really can't. Blah, you won''t understand.
I turned to my coin for help because I really couldn't decide - to remain status quo or to give up. My coin gave me an answer and well, I'll just follow it. You may think it's stupid but seriously, this helps when you're in a dilemma. I've done it a few times.
TSK. I still can't forget about my fringe. There's this photo taking session in school tomorrow. I really don't feel like going to school! I don't want to take an ugly photo. :( Everytime I walk by some place with reflective surfaces, I'll just look at it and zoom in onto my fringe. Seriously, I hate my fringe now. If I were to use a hair band, then my baby hair will be exposed! TSK!!! WHY WHY WHY?! I shouldn't have cut my hair.
Today, I saw Nissa and Janaga! HAHAH! We talked about O Levels and stuffs. I was surprised to see Nissa on the bus in the morning. Well, luckily, I kinda stopped tearing when I was on the bus. If not, I think Nissa would have asked me what happened then she'll try to console me and I'll cry even more. Well, it's expected.
I think I really enjoyed my last year in STC. It was so much fun. I really didn't feel stressed about O Levels and at this time, I was still partying and playing. Fortunately for me, it was an enjoyable year. I was thankful because I didn't spend my last year in STC constantly mugging, but instead, have fun and study and the same time.
I feel like going out but I can't think of anywhere to go to. Also, it's not like there'll be anyone to keep me company. Whatever.
Well, I wasn't exactly in a very good mood today. Firstly, it was because of my hair and secondly, it was because of some other stuff that you won't know.
My hair sucks big time. I seriously hate it. I shouldn't have trusted the hair dresser. Layer layer layer and now, it's so freakin' thin. I just feel as if I lost a lot of hair. I really hate my fringe. It's so freakin' short and OMG, I really can't take it. I'll probably just wear a hairband to school tomorrow because I can't stand seeing my own fringe.
We queued up to buy our uniform during our 2 hours break time but the uncle told us that there were no more stocks and that we had to come back at 1.30pm. Well, we went again at around 1pm then the uncle said that his colleague was going to get the uniforms. We asked him how long will it take and he replied "Depends on the traffic situation". Like what the hell. I was already frustrated enough -thanks to my fugly fringe then now, because of the uniform. We waited for nearly an hour then I heard the uncle saying that the tops will only come tomorrow. OMG. SERIOUSLY. I was so irritated. It was so damn freakin' warm, I waited for the uniform for close to an hour then you tell me that I can only get the full set tomorrow. TSK. I was all set to go to STC then Hazel and Daphne said they couldn't make it so well, I just went home.
I was in a rather bad mood this morning. I woke up then started tearing for maybe, a minute? Then I stopped. Then I started tearing again while I was on the way to the bus interchange. I just can't help it. I really can't. Blah, you won''t understand.
I turned to my coin for help because I really couldn't decide - to remain status quo or to give up. My coin gave me an answer and well, I'll just follow it. You may think it's stupid but seriously, this helps when you're in a dilemma. I've done it a few times.
TSK. I still can't forget about my fringe. There's this photo taking session in school tomorrow. I really don't feel like going to school! I don't want to take an ugly photo. :( Everytime I walk by some place with reflective surfaces, I'll just look at it and zoom in onto my fringe. Seriously, I hate my fringe now. If I were to use a hair band, then my baby hair will be exposed! TSK!!! WHY WHY WHY?! I shouldn't have cut my hair.
Today, I saw Nissa and Janaga! HAHAH! We talked about O Levels and stuffs. I was surprised to see Nissa on the bus in the morning. Well, luckily, I kinda stopped tearing when I was on the bus. If not, I think Nissa would have asked me what happened then she'll try to console me and I'll cry even more. Well, it's expected.
I think I really enjoyed my last year in STC. It was so much fun. I really didn't feel stressed about O Levels and at this time, I was still partying and playing. Fortunately for me, it was an enjoyable year. I was thankful because I didn't spend my last year in STC constantly mugging, but instead, have fun and study and the same time.
I feel like going out but I can't think of anywhere to go to. Also, it's not like there'll be anyone to keep me company. Whatever.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
While someone's still sleeping..
I shall type in another post.
Let's talk about IJ? HAHAHAH!!
I remember that day, when I first got to know my class, I was wondering if there would be any IJ girl. Fortunately, there was one from IJ TP. I don't know why but it just seems to me that IJ girls can relate to each other more. HAHAH!!
Anyway, my IJ classmate thinks I'm very IJ. I like wearing the IJ uniform and I just refuse to change out of it when most people were in their shirts and shorts. HAHAH!! That's also because I don't want to wash another T-shirt.
It just feels kinda weird that there're no morning prayers now and that there're no prayers before recess/lunch break and before we leave school. Somehow, when I think of it, I was glad that I got a score of 233 for PSLE. I can't remember if I actually put Crescent Girls' as my first choice. Anyway, if I did, luckily, I didn't get into that school. If I were to be in that school then I wouldn't have experienced being an IJ girl. It's just different.
I told my classmate that I miss the prayers and the IJ song and well, she probably thinks I'm crazy over this IJ thing. HAHAH!! Well, if I were to get another chance to retake PSLE, I wouldn't. :D
Life in a convent school was great because you get to hear many gossips. HAHAH!! You can just let your hair down and change your clothes freely. In my current school, it seems like everyone needs to change in a cubicle. I don't like that. It's so not STC. That day, I couldn't take queueing for the cubicles so I changed into my faculty shirt the STC way - YOU KNOW? THE WAY WE CHANGE INTO OUR PE T-SHIRTS?? It's so much faster and also, I just think that since we're all girls, why not do it this way? HAHAH!! But the thing was that, I changed outside the toilet (WHO CARES?!) I'm so fast, people won't see anything. ;)
I shall find time to go back to STC then we'll take LOADS and LOADS of photos!!
Primary school lasted for six years but it wasn't exactly very memorable because we were all still young and childish.
Secondary school lasted for four years but it was indeed memorable and unforgettable because we were all in our teens, we were much more mature and understanding. We knew how to have fun and go crazy. :D
As for JC life, we'll see how.
Let's talk about IJ? HAHAHAH!!
I remember that day, when I first got to know my class, I was wondering if there would be any IJ girl. Fortunately, there was one from IJ TP. I don't know why but it just seems to me that IJ girls can relate to each other more. HAHAH!!
Anyway, my IJ classmate thinks I'm very IJ. I like wearing the IJ uniform and I just refuse to change out of it when most people were in their shirts and shorts. HAHAH!! That's also because I don't want to wash another T-shirt.
It just feels kinda weird that there're no morning prayers now and that there're no prayers before recess/lunch break and before we leave school. Somehow, when I think of it, I was glad that I got a score of 233 for PSLE. I can't remember if I actually put Crescent Girls' as my first choice. Anyway, if I did, luckily, I didn't get into that school. If I were to be in that school then I wouldn't have experienced being an IJ girl. It's just different.
I told my classmate that I miss the prayers and the IJ song and well, she probably thinks I'm crazy over this IJ thing. HAHAH!! Well, if I were to get another chance to retake PSLE, I wouldn't. :D
Life in a convent school was great because you get to hear many gossips. HAHAH!! You can just let your hair down and change your clothes freely. In my current school, it seems like everyone needs to change in a cubicle. I don't like that. It's so not STC. That day, I couldn't take queueing for the cubicles so I changed into my faculty shirt the STC way - YOU KNOW? THE WAY WE CHANGE INTO OUR PE T-SHIRTS?? It's so much faster and also, I just think that since we're all girls, why not do it this way? HAHAH!! But the thing was that, I changed outside the toilet (WHO CARES?!) I'm so fast, people won't see anything. ;)
I shall find time to go back to STC then we'll take LOADS and LOADS of photos!!
Primary school lasted for six years but it wasn't exactly very memorable because we were all still young and childish.
Secondary school lasted for four years but it was indeed memorable and unforgettable because we were all in our teens, we were much more mature and understanding. We knew how to have fun and go crazy. :D
As for JC life, we'll see how.
Let's talk about something else
Well, apparently, someone thinks I'm ALWAYS talking about relationships so I shall talk about something else.
Hmmmm.... What should I blog about?
I think I've been sick for a week. I'm still coughing but my voice is coming back so I guess, it's a good sign. At least, I can sing now when I couldn't a few days ago.
Anyway, Kwang Yu - my classmate said that I listen to good music. THAT'S NEEDLESS TO SAY. OMG, the music I listen to are AWESOME, they're HOT AND FRESH, they're FABULOUS! HAHHAHAHAH!! (I'm currently addicted to Telephone)
To Kwang Yu: You have good taste too! My friends always criticize the music I listen to - simply because it's Justin Timberlake. WHATEVER!! HE'S SO HOT!!!! HAHAHAH!!!
To my friends from STC: As you can see, I'm still very much the same.
I can't find any other girl who doesn't listen to K-POP and go crazy over Korean bands. Seriously. Maybe I'm the weird one but the reason I don't listen to them is because I don't understand what they're singing so I can't sing along and I WANT to sing along. HAHAHHA!!!
Christmas is coming. What presents should I get for my friends? HAHAHAH!! I'm going crazy now.
Oh, I cut my hair. I told the hair dresser that I wanted to layer my hair. OMG, SERIOUSLY, I felt as if I lost A LOT OF HAIR after I came out from the salon. :( My mum said that my hair was too thick but after layering, I felt so sad! :( My mum kept saying that it'll grow back quickly but then.. I STILL FEEL SAD!!!! I think I don't look as wild now! IT'S BAD!!!! :(
KELZ! My hair can't bounce now! HAHAHAHHA!!
Also, I told the person that I wanted to maintain the length but it seems like it's much shorter now. I'M SAD!!!
Just being random, I found out that my network is still under "CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent '09". I tried to put Hwa Chong but then that'll replace STC because I can't have two High Schools as my network. :( I want to go back to STC.
That day, I wanted to go to CJC or ACJC to visit my friends but I don't think I'll be allowed to since I'm an outsider.
Sometimes, I think I'm seriously weird. I can be very shy and I can be very noisy. HAHAH! It all depends on who I'm with. I think most of the people in Hwa Chong think I'm shy but seriously, I'm "shy" because I lost my voice. HAHAH!! I'll be noisy when I get back my voice.
Hmmmm.... What should I blog about?
I think I've been sick for a week. I'm still coughing but my voice is coming back so I guess, it's a good sign. At least, I can sing now when I couldn't a few days ago.
Anyway, Kwang Yu - my classmate said that I listen to good music. THAT'S NEEDLESS TO SAY. OMG, the music I listen to are AWESOME, they're HOT AND FRESH, they're FABULOUS! HAHHAHAHAH!! (I'm currently addicted to Telephone)
To Kwang Yu: You have good taste too! My friends always criticize the music I listen to - simply because it's Justin Timberlake. WHATEVER!! HE'S SO HOT!!!! HAHAHAH!!!
To my friends from STC: As you can see, I'm still very much the same.
I can't find any other girl who doesn't listen to K-POP and go crazy over Korean bands. Seriously. Maybe I'm the weird one but the reason I don't listen to them is because I don't understand what they're singing so I can't sing along and I WANT to sing along. HAHAHHA!!!
Christmas is coming. What presents should I get for my friends? HAHAHAH!! I'm going crazy now.
Oh, I cut my hair. I told the hair dresser that I wanted to layer my hair. OMG, SERIOUSLY, I felt as if I lost A LOT OF HAIR after I came out from the salon. :( My mum said that my hair was too thick but after layering, I felt so sad! :( My mum kept saying that it'll grow back quickly but then.. I STILL FEEL SAD!!!! I think I don't look as wild now! IT'S BAD!!!! :(
KELZ! My hair can't bounce now! HAHAHAHHA!!
Also, I told the person that I wanted to maintain the length but it seems like it's much shorter now. I'M SAD!!!
Just being random, I found out that my network is still under "CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent '09". I tried to put Hwa Chong but then that'll replace STC because I can't have two High Schools as my network. :( I want to go back to STC.
That day, I wanted to go to CJC or ACJC to visit my friends but I don't think I'll be allowed to since I'm an outsider.
Sometimes, I think I'm seriously weird. I can be very shy and I can be very noisy. HAHAH! It all depends on who I'm with. I think most of the people in Hwa Chong think I'm shy but seriously, I'm "shy" because I lost my voice. HAHAH!! I'll be noisy when I get back my voice.
What I call life
Today, I woke up at around 11am. After brunch, I read a Seventeen magazine I read before. I was so bored.
I thought of using the computer so I just switched it on then I stood there for a while, thinking "I don't know what can I do online." so I switched it off again.
After that, I went to NTUC to get myself another magazine. This time, I bought Teens magazine. I don't usually buy magazines but I wanted to read something. I wanted to read about other people and their relationships. HAHAHAH!!! It's really interesting.
I read about a girl who confessed to a guy because the guy apparently gave her the wrong signals. THAT SOUNDS JUST LIKE ME. HAHAHH! But whatever. I think both the girl and I are brave. Not many can do that. :D Also, I can still continue being friends with that person so .. I think I'm great. HAHAHA! But seriously, I don't like guys who do this sort of thing - Sending the wrong signal. It wouldn't be as bad if the girl doesn't like him but if the girl likes him and he rejects her, WOW, he deserves a slap.
Then, I read about LDR - Long-Distance Relationships. Well, I think they are really hard to maintain. I don't know why but I feel as if I'm giving some advice on love, like as if I'm some professional when I'm actually a loser at love. Anyway, I think most LDR fail. It's like both parties will feel lonely then they'll go for someone else because they need someone by their side. Also, it's hard to maintain that trust when both parties are not together.
There were also some tips to survive rejection. I don't think I need them because I won't really feel THAT SAD if I were to get rejected. Seriously. I just feel that that guy just doesn't know how to appreciate me so I shall not waste my time and youth.
Valentine's Day's coming. I want to celebrate it in STC. HAHAH! Valentine's Day don't mean anything to me since I don't really have a partner. It'll be more of like a "All-the-single-ladies-come-together-day".
This month's Teens featured all the Korean bands. I think most people buy the magazine for that but I flipped through them. I'm just not into K-POP.
Sometime, when I'm bored, I start to think "How'll my first boyfriend look like", "How long will we last". Then after that, I'll just think "No, Cheryl. Being single is good. You can just party and go crazy with your girlfriends. You won't get hurt." Well, I'll let nature take its course.
I thought of using the computer so I just switched it on then I stood there for a while, thinking "I don't know what can I do online." so I switched it off again.
After that, I went to NTUC to get myself another magazine. This time, I bought Teens magazine. I don't usually buy magazines but I wanted to read something. I wanted to read about other people and their relationships. HAHAHAH!!! It's really interesting.
I read about a girl who confessed to a guy because the guy apparently gave her the wrong signals. THAT SOUNDS JUST LIKE ME. HAHAHH! But whatever. I think both the girl and I are brave. Not many can do that. :D Also, I can still continue being friends with that person so .. I think I'm great. HAHAHA! But seriously, I don't like guys who do this sort of thing - Sending the wrong signal. It wouldn't be as bad if the girl doesn't like him but if the girl likes him and he rejects her, WOW, he deserves a slap.
Then, I read about LDR - Long-Distance Relationships. Well, I think they are really hard to maintain. I don't know why but I feel as if I'm giving some advice on love, like as if I'm some professional when I'm actually a loser at love. Anyway, I think most LDR fail. It's like both parties will feel lonely then they'll go for someone else because they need someone by their side. Also, it's hard to maintain that trust when both parties are not together.
There were also some tips to survive rejection. I don't think I need them because I won't really feel THAT SAD if I were to get rejected. Seriously. I just feel that that guy just doesn't know how to appreciate me so I shall not waste my time and youth.
Valentine's Day's coming. I want to celebrate it in STC. HAHAH! Valentine's Day don't mean anything to me since I don't really have a partner. It'll be more of like a "All-the-single-ladies-come-together-day".
This month's Teens featured all the Korean bands. I think most people buy the magazine for that but I flipped through them. I'm just not into K-POP.
Sometime, when I'm bored, I start to think "How'll my first boyfriend look like", "How long will we last". Then after that, I'll just think "No, Cheryl. Being single is good. You can just party and go crazy with your girlfriends. You won't get hurt." Well, I'll let nature take its course.
Reunion Dinner/Funeral
Today, I had reunion dinner at my maternal grandparents' place.
Well, it was merry. I think I took a short nap of 1.5 hours before the dinner.
My cousins came over but well, as usual, I just did my own thing. I really don't know how to entertain kids.
There were LOADS of food but I couldn't enjoy everything because I'm still having cough and also, I haven't regained my voice.
This morning, I received news that my paternal grandmother passed away.
I didn't really feel very sad because I'm not extremely close to her. After having reunion dinner at my maternal grandparents' place, I went for the funeral.
Actually, I don't know if I was supposed to go. Well, for those who don't know, my parents are divorced.
I called my dad to ask about my grandmother's condition but he said that she was fine and that we don't have to visit her. I was left speechless and also, in a spot.
I don't know if I should go or not. If I didn't go, it'll seem disrespectful of me. If I were to go, I'll definitely get scoldings.
I went in the end and as expected, I got scoldings.
My dad scolded my brother and I in front of everyone. I couldn't control my tears. My aunt saw and she just brought me over to the side. It seems like everyone doesn't really like my dad now. I could see the division.
My dad was sitting at a table, with his mistress and his friends. The rest of the family were sitting on the other side. Needless to say, I sat with them. I was sitting there feeling rather bad so I just helped out in folding the hell notes. Then, there was this ritual and we had to walk in circles (Or rather, ovals). I saw my dad's mistress pointing at me. She was pointing me out to my dad's friends I guess and all of them were pointing at me.
I just felt so uncomfortable. I know my dad wasn't happy that we came because after the ritual, he gave us money then he just asked us to go back. My cousins, aunts and uncles were really nice to me. They were displeased with my dad for some reasons.
My aunts asked me to attend the funeral tomorrow, Monday and Tuesday but I know I won't be able to do so. Firstly, my dad won't like it. Secondly, I've got to go to school.
I asked my cousin if that woman I was looking at was my dad's mistress and he said "Yeah." Well, to me, she sucks. I don't like her. She looks freakin' old and in my opinion, she looks like she's my maternal grandmother's age (50). WHATEVER.
I don't give a damn. It's not like I'll have to call her "Mum" so who cares?
I think that's all for the funeral. After that, my brother and I went back to "report" to my mum, aunt and my maternal grandmother. My aunt said that I should have given the mistress the finger when she was pointing at me.
But anyway, I'm fine. At least, I think I'm fine.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Blogging time again
I don't feel like blogging all of a sudden. But oh well..
Yesterday was campfire night -the last day of Orientation.
We were supposed to have dinner before the campfire so our class went to Xin Wang HongKong Cafe. We waited for the food and was kinda late for the campfire because we were supposed to assemble at 6pm but we didn't.
I really thought that we were going to have a barbecue in school since there's a campfire! But unfortunately, there weren't any barbecue.
Well, we watched performances in the school hall but I think I was sending messages most of the time. The skits were hilarious man. There was really a campfire that night!
Then, we sang songs, danced, cheered. OMG. It was so funny. There were "human trains" running about. Everyone was so sweaty. We formed our own one then I remembered being the last one on our chain, someone joined me. So I turned around and I saw someone I didn't know. She wasn't from my class. Then, my classmate joined her and the girl was like "Eh...?" then she walked away. HAHAHAH!! FREAKIN CRAZY. She joined the wrong "train" All of us just danced without knowing the steps when we were supposed to. HAHAH!! I paired up with a senior then we just danced and by the time everything ended, we were all dripping with sweat. After the songs, dances and cheers, there was this "PARTY", something like disco. HAHA! Everyone just got high and started jumping and dancing to the music. I was actually already at the class bench then I saw everyone going high so I just pulled someone to jump with me. HAHAHAHAH!! I don't know why but it just reminded me of Prom Night.
After that, we all went for supper at Macdonald's. We stayed till 11 plus then by the time I reached home, it was 12 plus. There were no more bus services at the bus interchange so I went home in my friend's car.
Yeah, that's about it I guess.
Yesterday was campfire night -the last day of Orientation.
We were supposed to have dinner before the campfire so our class went to Xin Wang HongKong Cafe. We waited for the food and was kinda late for the campfire because we were supposed to assemble at 6pm but we didn't.
I really thought that we were going to have a barbecue in school since there's a campfire! But unfortunately, there weren't any barbecue.
Well, we watched performances in the school hall but I think I was sending messages most of the time. The skits were hilarious man. There was really a campfire that night!
Then, we sang songs, danced, cheered. OMG. It was so funny. There were "human trains" running about. Everyone was so sweaty. We formed our own one then I remembered being the last one on our chain, someone joined me. So I turned around and I saw someone I didn't know. She wasn't from my class. Then, my classmate joined her and the girl was like "Eh...?" then she walked away. HAHAHAH!! FREAKIN CRAZY. She joined the wrong "train" All of us just danced without knowing the steps when we were supposed to. HAHAH!! I paired up with a senior then we just danced and by the time everything ended, we were all dripping with sweat. After the songs, dances and cheers, there was this "PARTY", something like disco. HAHA! Everyone just got high and started jumping and dancing to the music. I was actually already at the class bench then I saw everyone going high so I just pulled someone to jump with me. HAHAHAHAH!! I don't know why but it just reminded me of Prom Night.
After that, we all went for supper at Macdonald's. We stayed till 11 plus then by the time I reached home, it was 12 plus. There were no more bus services at the bus interchange so I went home in my friend's car.
Yeah, that's about it I guess.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
CLASS!
Today, we got to know our class. I didn't talk much because of my voice.
Hopefully, it'll get better tomorrow.
OH!! We got to experience "Flag-raising" ceremony. I think it's kinda weird now.
Firstly, there're NO MORE prayers in the morning.
Secondly, there seem to be many commands and I didn't and couldn't understand any of them so I just followed the rest.
Thirdly, it seems to be so much more SERIOUS now. Everyone had to turn to their right when they hear some command but I CAN'T DIFFERENTIATE Left from Right! I need to take out my hands then do the "L-shape" thing. By the time I do that, everyone already turned so I always turn in the opposite direction.
The people in my class seem rather friendly. There was an IJ girl! FORTUNATELY AND THANK GOD! I didn't want to be the only one. In HC, IJ TP and IJ STC are like the MINORITY! That's why I kinda envy CJC because almost all my 人 (PEOPLE! PEOPLE FROM MY GANG) are there. I told you guys I couldn't talk right?! That day, I wanted to tell Jeslyn "I miss my 人" and she took some time to understand because of "人". I don't know but I think what Kellee said was also right.
If I were to be in CJC, I would most probably still stick with my people and that would mean fewer new friends. So I guess, there're pros and cons. WHATEVER. I'm in HC now so I shall just continue to make new friends. Anyway, the peeps here are nice and friendly so I guess there should be no problem.
Kelz and I went for dance lesson. I sat there and watch since I was sick. OH! Before that, we had to go to the toilet to change and I don't know why but now, I FEEL LIKE GOING INTO THE GENTS IN SMU. It's just for fun!
Kelz and I started talking about our schools and she said that JJ is actually fun. I'm happy for her because she seem to have found her group of friends there. :D Actually, I think Jeslyn and I are not as lonely too because we joined the St. Nicks'.
After dance lesson, Kelz and I went to Ajisen for dinner. We ordered baby octopus and california maki because I can't take fried food. I tried ONE baby octopus. It was... WELL, I stared at the octopus and I just felt kinda grossed out because ONE baby octopus's gonna go into my tummy! I ate it anyway. I just wanted to try it. Then, Kelz kept saying "I don't know what's your taste like now." Taste, meaning, my taste in boys. HAHAHAH!! WHATEVER KELZ.
Kelz was like protecting me all the time. She made sure that I don't cross the road blindly and she held my hand. HAHAH! She kept saying that if anything were to happen to me, she'd get something from someone (WHICH IS SO DAMN RIDICULOUS)
We saw someone from HC when we left Plaza Singapura then Kelz sorta shouted "Hwa Chong" OMG. I WAS SO EMBARRASSED I tried to hide behind some pillar. Luckily, the guy didn't turn back. When I was waiting at the bus stop, I saw the same guy again and he turned out to be my senior! We just waved then parted ways and Kelz told me that he took the same bus as she did. HAHAH!!
Hopefully, it'll get better tomorrow.
OH!! We got to experience "Flag-raising" ceremony. I think it's kinda weird now.
Firstly, there're NO MORE prayers in the morning.
Secondly, there seem to be many commands and I didn't and couldn't understand any of them so I just followed the rest.
Thirdly, it seems to be so much more SERIOUS now. Everyone had to turn to their right when they hear some command but I CAN'T DIFFERENTIATE Left from Right! I need to take out my hands then do the "L-shape" thing. By the time I do that, everyone already turned so I always turn in the opposite direction.
The people in my class seem rather friendly. There was an IJ girl! FORTUNATELY AND THANK GOD! I didn't want to be the only one. In HC, IJ TP and IJ STC are like the MINORITY! That's why I kinda envy CJC because almost all my 人 (PEOPLE! PEOPLE FROM MY GANG) are there. I told you guys I couldn't talk right?! That day, I wanted to tell Jeslyn "I miss my 人" and she took some time to understand because of "人". I don't know but I think what Kellee said was also right.
If I were to be in CJC, I would most probably still stick with my people and that would mean fewer new friends. So I guess, there're pros and cons. WHATEVER. I'm in HC now so I shall just continue to make new friends. Anyway, the peeps here are nice and friendly so I guess there should be no problem.
Kelz and I went for dance lesson. I sat there and watch since I was sick. OH! Before that, we had to go to the toilet to change and I don't know why but now, I FEEL LIKE GOING INTO THE GENTS IN SMU. It's just for fun!
Kelz and I started talking about our schools and she said that JJ is actually fun. I'm happy for her because she seem to have found her group of friends there. :D Actually, I think Jeslyn and I are not as lonely too because we joined the St. Nicks'.
After dance lesson, Kelz and I went to Ajisen for dinner. We ordered baby octopus and california maki because I can't take fried food. I tried ONE baby octopus. It was... WELL, I stared at the octopus and I just felt kinda grossed out because ONE baby octopus's gonna go into my tummy! I ate it anyway. I just wanted to try it. Then, Kelz kept saying "I don't know what's your taste like now." Taste, meaning, my taste in boys. HAHAHAH!! WHATEVER KELZ.
Kelz was like protecting me all the time. She made sure that I don't cross the road blindly and she held my hand. HAHAH! She kept saying that if anything were to happen to me, she'd get something from someone (WHICH IS SO DAMN RIDICULOUS)
We saw someone from HC when we left Plaza Singapura then Kelz sorta shouted "Hwa Chong" OMG. I WAS SO EMBARRASSED I tried to hide behind some pillar. Luckily, the guy didn't turn back. When I was waiting at the bus stop, I saw the same guy again and he turned out to be my senior! We just waved then parted ways and Kelz told me that he took the same bus as she did. HAHAH!!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
I want my voice back
Today, I felt as if my life was like a game of charades.
I COULDN'T TALK so all I could do was show some signs and try to communicate via actions. TSK.
It was damn irritating because only a few could understand what I'm trying to say. I used my phone to type out my "message" when there was a need to. When there's nothing important, I just shut up.
IT WAS SUCH A HORRIBLE FEELING because I like to talk about random stuffs then laugh but I COULDN'T do all those today! :(
Today's the last day with our OG. :(
Tomorrow, we're going to get our classes and there'll be ice-breakers but SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW HOW AM I GOING TO DO ALL THOSE! I'VE GOT NO VOICE! OMG! I WANT MY VOICE BACK :(((( I can't imagine what'll happen tomorrow. OMG. OMG. OMG.
The doctor gave me a one day MC but then.. I don't want to be an ALIEN in my class! :( THEREFORE, I'll most probably still go to school. I'll just continue to communicate via sign languages and body actions. OMG. OMG. OMG. I REALLY FIND IT HARD TO LIVE WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO TALK!!
OH OH! Recently, I'm obsessed with random emoticons. REAL RANDOM ONES. HAHAHAHH! I don't know why either.
ALSO!!! I found a new route to school. This route is much shorter. However, I find it much quieter. I miss squeezing with the people on the morning train. I miss the auntie who'll talk to me and treat me like her grand daughter. I miss counting down to 6.01am then the first train towards Jurong East will arrive at Tiong Bahru. I miss... EVERYTHING. But SHUT UP CHERYL, all good things come to an end. EVERYTHING will. People. Things. Whatever.
RANDOM SHOUTOUT: I just feel that we're meaningless but STILL, I DON'T CARE and I'll just try to keep things this way.
I COULDN'T TALK so all I could do was show some signs and try to communicate via actions. TSK.
It was damn irritating because only a few could understand what I'm trying to say. I used my phone to type out my "message" when there was a need to. When there's nothing important, I just shut up.
IT WAS SUCH A HORRIBLE FEELING because I like to talk about random stuffs then laugh but I COULDN'T do all those today! :(
Today's the last day with our OG. :(
Tomorrow, we're going to get our classes and there'll be ice-breakers but SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW HOW AM I GOING TO DO ALL THOSE! I'VE GOT NO VOICE! OMG! I WANT MY VOICE BACK :(((( I can't imagine what'll happen tomorrow. OMG. OMG. OMG.
The doctor gave me a one day MC but then.. I don't want to be an ALIEN in my class! :( THEREFORE, I'll most probably still go to school. I'll just continue to communicate via sign languages and body actions. OMG. OMG. OMG. I REALLY FIND IT HARD TO LIVE WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO TALK!!
OH OH! Recently, I'm obsessed with random emoticons. REAL RANDOM ONES. HAHAHAHH! I don't know why either.
ALSO!!! I found a new route to school. This route is much shorter. However, I find it much quieter. I miss squeezing with the people on the morning train. I miss the auntie who'll talk to me and treat me like her grand daughter. I miss counting down to 6.01am then the first train towards Jurong East will arrive at Tiong Bahru. I miss... EVERYTHING. But SHUT UP CHERYL, all good things come to an end. EVERYTHING will. People. Things. Whatever.
RANDOM SHOUTOUT: I just feel that we're meaningless but STILL, I DON'T CARE and I'll just try to keep things this way.
Monday, February 1, 2010
3rd Day
Today, I took my bus-bus-train-train-bus journey for the last time.
Well, I was kinda sad about it because I don't know when will I even see you after today. It might be the last time we're seeing each other?
There were wet games for orientation today. Unfortunately, I couldn't play any of them because I was having my thing. TSK.
I helped to take photos though. After orientation, we went for a group dinner. We gathered at an area that we weren't supposed to because there was a sign that said "No gathering and games" -->Something like that.
I made some new friends today. They were from Cedar and they're real nice people. HAHA!! Real funny ones. Jeslyn and I had lunch with them today. We also tried to "sneak" into High School to get out pe t-shirts and shorts. REAL EXCITING AND COOL.
I think we'll get to know our classes tomorrow. Tomorrow will be the last session with our OG. I'll miss my friends from my OG because they're real nice! Today, we were actually "exchanging" and sharing our experiences in a girls' school and I felt that STC is real open. I told them that we changed in our classrooms and throw sanitary pads around and my friends were like "We didn't do that in our school." HAHHAH!!! We talked about people trying to commit suicide etc. It was really funny! HAHAHA!
I guess, that's all for today.
RANDOM SHOUTOUT: I LOST MY VOICE AND I WANT IT BACK!
Well, I was kinda sad about it because I don't know when will I even see you after today. It might be the last time we're seeing each other?
There were wet games for orientation today. Unfortunately, I couldn't play any of them because I was having my thing. TSK.
I helped to take photos though. After orientation, we went for a group dinner. We gathered at an area that we weren't supposed to because there was a sign that said "No gathering and games" -->Something like that.
I made some new friends today. They were from Cedar and they're real nice people. HAHA!! Real funny ones. Jeslyn and I had lunch with them today. We also tried to "sneak" into High School to get out pe t-shirts and shorts. REAL EXCITING AND COOL.
I think we'll get to know our classes tomorrow. Tomorrow will be the last session with our OG. I'll miss my friends from my OG because they're real nice! Today, we were actually "exchanging" and sharing our experiences in a girls' school and I felt that STC is real open. I told them that we changed in our classrooms and throw sanitary pads around and my friends were like "We didn't do that in our school." HAHHAH!!! We talked about people trying to commit suicide etc. It was really funny! HAHAHA!
I guess, that's all for today.
RANDOM SHOUTOUT: I LOST MY VOICE AND I WANT IT BACK!
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