I just came back from school. Today, we had only CT time and one hour of Chemistry lecture.
Well, I wasn't exactly in a very good mood today. Firstly, it was because of my hair and secondly, it was because of some other stuff that you won't know.
My hair sucks big time. I seriously hate it. I shouldn't have trusted the hair dresser. Layer layer layer and now, it's so freakin' thin. I just feel as if I lost a lot of hair. I really hate my fringe. It's so freakin' short and OMG, I really can't take it. I'll probably just wear a hairband to school tomorrow because I can't stand seeing my own fringe.
We queued up to buy our uniform during our 2 hours break time but the uncle told us that there were no more stocks and that we had to come back at 1.30pm. Well, we went again at around 1pm then the uncle said that his colleague was going to get the uniforms. We asked him how long will it take and he replied "Depends on the traffic situation". Like what the hell. I was already frustrated enough -thanks to my fugly fringe then now, because of the uniform. We waited for nearly an hour then I heard the uncle saying that the tops will only come tomorrow. OMG. SERIOUSLY. I was so irritated. It was so damn freakin' warm, I waited for the uniform for close to an hour then you tell me that I can only get the full set tomorrow. TSK. I was all set to go to STC then Hazel and Daphne said they couldn't make it so well, I just went home.
I was in a rather bad mood this morning. I woke up then started tearing for maybe, a minute? Then I stopped. Then I started tearing again while I was on the way to the bus interchange. I just can't help it. I really can't. Blah, you won''t understand.
I turned to my coin for help because I really couldn't decide - to remain status quo or to give up. My coin gave me an answer and well, I'll just follow it. You may think it's stupid but seriously, this helps when you're in a dilemma. I've done it a few times.
TSK. I still can't forget about my fringe. There's this photo taking session in school tomorrow. I really don't feel like going to school! I don't want to take an ugly photo. :( Everytime I walk by some place with reflective surfaces, I'll just look at it and zoom in onto my fringe. Seriously, I hate my fringe now. If I were to use a hair band, then my baby hair will be exposed! TSK!!! WHY WHY WHY?! I shouldn't have cut my hair.
Today, I saw Nissa and Janaga! HAHAH! We talked about O Levels and stuffs. I was surprised to see Nissa on the bus in the morning. Well, luckily, I kinda stopped tearing when I was on the bus. If not, I think Nissa would have asked me what happened then she'll try to console me and I'll cry even more. Well, it's expected.
I think I really enjoyed my last year in STC. It was so much fun. I really didn't feel stressed about O Levels and at this time, I was still partying and playing. Fortunately for me, it was an enjoyable year. I was thankful because I didn't spend my last year in STC constantly mugging, but instead, have fun and study and the same time.
I feel like going out but I can't think of anywhere to go to. Also, it's not like there'll be anyone to keep me company. Whatever.
