Today, I felt as if my life was like a game of charades.
I COULDN'T TALK so all I could do was show some signs and try to communicate via actions. TSK.
It was damn irritating because only a few could understand what I'm trying to say. I used my phone to type out my "message" when there was a need to. When there's nothing important, I just shut up.
IT WAS SUCH A HORRIBLE FEELING because I like to talk about random stuffs then laugh but I COULDN'T do all those today! :(
Today's the last day with our OG. :(
Tomorrow, we're going to get our classes and there'll be ice-breakers but SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW HOW AM I GOING TO DO ALL THOSE! I'VE GOT NO VOICE! OMG! I WANT MY VOICE BACK :(((( I can't imagine what'll happen tomorrow. OMG. OMG. OMG.
The doctor gave me a one day MC but then.. I don't want to be an ALIEN in my class! :( THEREFORE, I'll most probably still go to school. I'll just continue to communicate via sign languages and body actions. OMG. OMG. OMG. I REALLY FIND IT HARD TO LIVE WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO TALK!!
OH OH! Recently, I'm obsessed with random emoticons. REAL RANDOM ONES. HAHAHAHH! I don't know why either.
ALSO!!! I found a new route to school. This route is much shorter. However, I find it much quieter. I miss squeezing with the people on the morning train. I miss the auntie who'll talk to me and treat me like her grand daughter. I miss counting down to 6.01am then the first train towards Jurong East will arrive at Tiong Bahru. I miss... EVERYTHING. But SHUT UP CHERYL, all good things come to an end. EVERYTHING will. People. Things. Whatever.
RANDOM SHOUTOUT: I just feel that we're meaningless but STILL, I DON'T CARE and I'll just try to keep things this way.
