Kelz, I know you care a lot for me but seriously, I'm fine.
At least, I think I am. I never blamed you for anything so please don't feel bad or angry or whatever.
You were not the cause of it. I was. You didn't do anything wrong.
"It not you. It's me."
Well, if I could rewind time, I think I wouldn't have stopped you from using your computer. The only thing I'll change would probably be, the time.
It seems to me that I came at the wrong time and thus, everything's so weird. Yeah, I'm always out of place. I'm always living in my own world. I will never blame you for anything because I guess, it's predestined?
I'm really alright and you know me, I can always become friends again. Just give me some time. I'll try to get used to it. This really sucks because I really don't know what I want either. It not anyone's fault but mine so don't feel guilty.
I'll feel bad if you were to be frustrated over my problems. You were not the cause of it. Trust me. I'm fine. I won't kill myself. HAHAHA!! :D
I told you how I felt because I know you'll be there for me and not because I want you to fret over my problems. So, promise me you won't feel bad about this again.