1,2,3

Ahhhhh~ I can't get it right when I'm alone. :o/

The suckiest feeling is when you just can't remember the steps and you have no idea how to do it because you're alone at home.

Today, just as I was about to leave the house, AmandaChan wrote on my FB wall. HAHA! Then what. We ended up having a wall-to-wall on the dance.

FINALLY. Took my passport photo. (ERHUM. Someone asked me to google for "squirrel")

Passport photos always suck. My fringe was too long, then my top was quite low for the "passport photo standard". But I guess I made the correct decision by going to the shop instead of those machinekind~

Had lunch with JingRong at.. Cityhall/RafflesCity/Suntec area.

AND. OMG. I saw the Swensen's breakfast. Why isn't there a place serving ALL-DAY-24HR breakfast?? :o/ Then stupid Mcdonald's cheated my feelings. They put the "Deluxe Breakfast banner" outside when it was way past breakfast period. Then we walked past some place.. and I remember I was using my feet to point to the stuff I felt like eating - it was this banner thing. Then I almost kicked it the whole banner thing down. Hee~

Oh yeah! Finally tried the MrBean soybean ice-cream. EHHH! Tasted like soybeannn~

-.- I knowww~ It should taste like soybean BUT omggg it's just... Kinda different I felt. Like.. your normal soybean milk in a "semi-solid" state. Then after, we went to some supermarket and I bought some bacon stick. JUST IN CASE history repeats itself, I made sure the sausage was chicken. If only the supermarket at Coronation Plaza sold cooked chicken/sausages etc. Then I wouldn't have to eat the cold ones already.

Today, I woke up at like.. 12 plus nearing one. Thennn... for some unknown reason, I felt blur. I saw this plastic container with brown powder and I thought it was coffee powder. I opened it and it totally smelt like bird food. HENG~ Almost made that for "coffee". But anyway, I found out it was something like some "instant sesame paste".

After Jing Rong left, I walked around Raffles City aimlessly. Guess that's all for today. Why didn't anyone organize some Halloween party???? I want to go trick or treating. :o/

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Remember when we first learnt how our Earth revolved about the Sun..

I think it was primary school. I remembered how I'd stay up, forced myself to not move so that I can feel the Earth rotate about its own axis and hopefully, witness the magical moment when dark turns to light.

PW.

I'm back

From dancing!

Today was not bad~ We've accomplished quite a lot? I'd say it's more or less completed. Yay yay yay!

Came home all sticky but because I was so hungry, I went straight to the dining table.

I didn't know it was that bad-

I sat on some random chair (the chair's dark brown in colour) then when I got up, I saw this white, "empty" patch on the chair --> Like how it'll totally look when the paint peels off.

So I was thinking "Eh? Didn't realize that just now" then I realized. The "peeled-off patch of dark brown paint" was stuck on the back of my thigh. Then I sorta announced to everyone in the living room then I don't know what I was thinking... that "empty patch" just looked kinda, wrong (like.. it's just wrong to be white when the other parts are dark brown in colour you see..) so I wanted to put the peeled-off-paint back but apparently, I was given this "dash-underscore-dash look". -_-

For some unknown reason, I was thinking about how elevators work.

Last time, I played this game.. then you can like.. add in elevators and I used to think elevators are magical cabins so it's like, if you place one on spot A on level one and on spot B (where Spot B is not vertically above spot A but in a very awkward position/distance away), you'll still be able to appear at Spot B. I don't knowwww~ Am I wrong? Or is it really like that?

So if I place one at our school and one at home. Ooooh coool~

THEN I'll never be late for school!

But that'll also mean, I'll never be able to escape from school since I have no reason to be late.

Hah. I sound dumb.

Shucks. Just remembered I left my novel halfway.. Shall go finish reading it. PW tomorrow or maybe later at night.

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It looks like it's gonna rain very very very very very very very very soon.

Prac was supposed to be from 1 to 5.

But it's now 4 to 6.

Hee. I found a long "lost" friend today. It was really creepy to some extent because I was just thinking about stuff yesterday right~~ Then today, she appeared on Facebook.

It's so dark. Yesterday was a good day I realized. HAHA! My brain was functioning well and I could remember the choreos okkk~ I can't be sure about today.

Hm. What should I do tomorrow. Edit OP slides thennnnn.... I don't wanna stay at homeeeeee.

I need to go buy some stuff.

Hmmmmm~

I still can't get past that bowling game in Plants VS Zombiessssss! :o/

And I think I need to cut my hair.

Just one more choreo to go. GOGOGO!!

All of a sudden,

I got reminded of a lot of random events that happened throughout my life.

After CT today, I saw this particular someone whom I know people have been talking about, or rather, he/she was laughed at. Then I just felt guilty. I didn't laugh but I didn't try to stop and hmm. It got me pondering, so looks really do matter a lot huh.

Then I thought of how blissful life was when we were all younger, when appearance don't seem to matter as much? Or is it a natural thing? I read somewhere. Babies tend to stare longer at people who are better-looking and we tend to stare longer at babies who are better-looking as well.

I don't know :o/ But I find us superficial (Us- me included).

It seems to me like within every single one of us, there is both an angel and a meanie. And I sorta visualize it in a way, if the Meanie is taller then we're more inclined towards "Mean" and if Angel is taller then we're all nicer people. Hah. That's just me.

A lot of stuff flooded my head just now. I got reminded of some dance partner I had when I was in pre-school (I even remembered he's called Shawn/Shaun/Sean). I remember this good friend of mine, her name's Orange. I remember this child I used to dislike.

All in all. I got reminded of the mean stuff I did before and I feel bad right now. :o/

Is being mean a phase we all go through? There must be some time we dislike someone right . . . and do stuff like ostracizing (by being in cliques), bitching etc. etc.

Hm. Ok.. I'm so random.

I don't know if I should love life or dislike it. Anyways, you gotta accept it BUT. I don't exactly know if I like it or not. It's really extreme (I'm always extreme). There was this period of time when I dreamt of hell (My version was just burning flames but eh. Isn't that scary enough?). Then I would squirrel over to sleep with my maid (foreign domestic worker if that sounds any better). And I would tremble in fear when I think of that's how life's gonna end like and so I wanted to live life better. But HM. Sometimes, you just don't see why you're living. :o/

Ok. I think I should end here because this is really a very weird post and I've got mannnnny stuff running through my head, and if I were to type them all out, they'll just make no sense.

**Went to school at 12today (Yesterday also I think?) and my conduct grade? EXCELLENT. Congratulate me. :)

Trust my crazy ideas??

I like the way it sounds when my full name is called.

Ok. Random Very Much.

Sooooooo... today was really nothing much. I only remember our class getting sorta scolded because of some PE stuff. And erms. My name was mentioned twice. Firstly, because I looked like I wasn't wide awake (I fell asleep during the talk). Secondly, my attendance for PE had been. HAH. You know it~

Danced danced danced after school. MMMMMMMM.

Coro for dinner with Sylvia then went back to school again because I forgot about my iPOD. And ended up on the stage, dancing again. HAHA!

Life's been kinda boring *YAWNS*

I think playing "Plants VS Zombies" makes my day more exciting please~

Now I don't feel like going to school again because it's just boring.

Or maybe. Should I just go for dance prac? -.- HUH. Then what will I be doing at home??

I need some excitement in life. Dancedancedance again tomorrow. Saturday probably. Sunday. Monday. Tuesday. Oh yeah, I heard something about some ranking within the J1 cohort for overall results that day. I think I'm one of those who are like... 1000plus range. Had some pep talk for Econs today and I thought it was pretty nice of Mrs Ong to write some note for some individuals on our paper to encourage us and stuff. Sighs.

I did VERY BADLY for the impossible-to-fail-Geography. How good can I be. :o/

School's gonna be over soon.

Go. go. go. for it.

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Guess I'll be missing prac thanks to Math and PW.

I woke up at 5.40am. Washed up, had breakfast then decided I didn't want to go to school today.

Nahh, won't skip the entire day, I'll still go in the end.

I'm aching everywhere.

But it's all worth it since we're sort of done (??) for the fac outing performance. What's left is just learning... (on my part)

Having breakfast at home now. I love life like this. And finally, I have time to blog.

After this, I shall do a little more PW then try to complete the Maclaurin's Expansion tutorial. S.I.G.H.S.

It's gonna be over soon. Comeoncomeon~

Yesterday's prac was fun despite my already existing muscle aches. Then we missed the CCA appreciation thing.. but STILL. We got the food. *WINKWINK* And the drinks *WINKWINKKKK* But I know people saw me quite a few times, getting the drinks and stuff. HAHAA! I was being helpful yaknow~

And I realized! I wasn't the only one who feared the new bridge. HAHA! I overheard some people's conversation while I was in the toilet. HAHA!! What.. "Feels like its going to collapse anytime..", "too wide", "steep.." blah blah blah~ And I was nodding my head in the cubicle. HAHAHAHA!!

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Can I even go for dance prac later?

Say

"I don't want to be in love. I don't want to be in love."

I heard this on the radio today. A song by Good Charlotte. And I love it.

Had dinner with Sylvia at KAP tonight and I think we crapped quite a lot.

Kinda mood-less now.

It's always me. Sighs. Grow up Cheryl Tan Si Rong.

FACOUTING

I can't wait for the choreos to be completed!!!!!

For some unknown reason, I'm excited. HAHA!!

Today's prac was attttttttt ZX's place. Amazingly, I was the FIRST one to reach!! *GRINS AND WINKS* HEE! It was seriously, an accomplishment, given that I'm always late. -.-

Everytime we go to ZX's place, it turns out to be some gathering for us. HAH! After a short while of choreographing, there'll be someone who'll say "hungry~" then we'll go together as a group to get food then eat and stone and talk for a longlong time outside. HAH! But today was fun though.

THEN came the very heavy rain. And I was drenched. The situation was just damn funny.

Jayy, JingHui, Steph and Weiqing were already in the cab. I thought I could sit on someone's lap (Since taxis take only 4 at most) so I wanted to go in last. BUT. I was left outside the cab while the rest were trying to ask the taxidriver if he could just give in a little. HAHA!! Oooh~ but being in the rain was quite fun though.

Had to shower over there before heading to somewhere else but the smartest thing was- I didn't bring any shampoo, soap, plastic bags.. soooo. I had to borrow shampoo from Matthewww~ HAHHA! Even wanted hairdryer but nah.. I used the hand dryer instead. And woah, how retarded I looked.. trying to dry my hair under the hand dryer.

Today was fun. HAHA! And I will not forget. Jayy trying to figure out who/what TOM was.

*Time Of Month. HAHA!

And yay! Thanks to Jinghui, I got Famous Amos todayyy~~ HEEHEE!!

Didn't go to flea market at Scape park today~ Ooooh well. Since I'm kinda broke already.

Tippin' In Da Club

I'm going CRAZY over this song. HAHA!! It's highhighhigh~ Ok, maybe only to me :0/

TIRED TTM today. I hope and pray to be able to finish choreographing the dance tomorrow. So at least, I'll feel accomplished. Just yesterday, my mum was saying how good I am at ignoring whatever I deem negative.

True enough. I do have selective amnesia I feel. Which, sometimes, isn't too good because afterall, I can't always live in whatever I feel like simply because it's just not real.

And today, I got back my results. HMM. Can promote. So I guess it's good enough for now. But I know I shouldn't let my JC life continue this way~ (By "this way", I meant, just scoring mere passes enough to get me to promote) It's kinda painful to hear "The paper was easy" when you see yourself scoring GROSSLY,IMPOSSIBLYLOW results. Seriously. I heard someone said "Geography.. close one eye do also can pass."

And I think it's because I'm scoring just mere passes (very low ones included), which explains why I feel demoralized and so empty. Hahhh. And because I'm demoralized, I tend to adopt my "heck-care" attitude even more. Which eventually leads to me ignoring all my tutorials and h.u.r.r.a.y. to my verypoor results. (I came to Hwa Chong for..??). Ok. But it's good to know that I can promote at least. I had this "Dear Cheryl Tan Si Rong of 10S68, please meet me...blahblahblah after Final Lecture on blahblahblah~" note stapled to my Econs paper. WHICH just shows how bad my result was. What's done is already done. Thank god I'm. safe.

My bad, my bad~

I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow because I want to complete the choreographyyyyyy!

And I want to learn the other choreos tooooo...

Today, there was also Graduation Day. I didn't even know. :o/

And what's with the planting of new trees?? :o/

Ok. Done with today. Tomorrow shall and will be a better day. Goodnight.

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I finally downloaded the full version of Plants VS Zombies.

I remember playing that game..... QUITE LONG AGO but I don't know why, I'm missing it all over again.

I guess, we got back the Econs paper today? :o/

And Jing Rong hasn't replied me yet. SO. Nevermind, I don't expect to do well anyway.

When you don't expect, everything comes as a bonus.

Which, I guess, explains partly why I always want to imagine the worst.

Today, I finally picked up the newspapers. It's been VERYVERYVERY long since I read the papers. Yeah, totally living in my own fantasy world. Read about some monkey attack on some baby because people have been feeding the monkeys. -.-

(I think. We should keep these people busy with PW.)

Upcoming event: Faculty outing.

(Woah shit. My brother just "jumped" over to peek at whatever I'm doing on my laptop)

Gonna stay back in school tomorrow to think of the choreography. (I suck. Soooo unproductive and inefficient.) I. Can't think of anything else. So bye~

MMMMMMM~ Check out "Tippin' in Da Club" by Nelly if you haven't and if you're feeling bored.

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Ooooh~ It's been so hazy these days.

I somehow, can't remember what happened yesterday.

Today, we had some learning journey thing and we went to OCS.

And and and. I saw some familiar faces. There was this guy I kept staring at because he really looked very familiar. and yes, he's some MAD senior.

And and and, we tried shooting. OMG. I tell you, the rifle was damn. heavy.

Steph Pang was in my group as well, someone couldn't tell left from right~ HAHA! But I wasn't any better. I didn't had the strength to press and fire. :o/ And I don't look at whatever target that was in front of me ok. HAHA!! I think I even closed my eyes. And someone said the rifle's bigger than me (Like, RIGHT~~~)

My blogposts are getting shorter and shorter these days I realize. BECAUSE. I simply can't remember what I wanted to blog about initially by the time I get home.

Got back the remaining part of Chemistry today. People think I should be able to pass :o/ I hope so~ Because I know my Geography can just. The score's probably negligible already. NIL.

Ok. I think right~ I won't retain. But WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DOOOOOOO to get myself back to studying mode. I seriously don't remember myself being in whatever studying mode this entire year. Sucks big time.

Had dinner with Jing Rong at um. Bugis. Then after, we window-shopped around and I was already like, planning for Christmas. HEEEEHEEE! I can't wait for Christmas!! <:o)

Recently, everyone's posting the "like my status and I'll tell you what I think about you/like about you/etc. etc. etc." and just now, I went to "like" someone's one and she actually, thought I'm a believer of Christ by looking at my wall. HMMM. But I don't even know what I believe in/or if I even believe in anything. I feel as if, I only "want" divine intervention when I can't think of anything else to turn to.

Ooooh~ I remember what I wanted to blog about already! The route to the boarding school at night is so not safe. Yesterday, I sorta walked Sylvia home after we had dinner and roamed around the school.. .. .. It was kindaaaa dark. Then I could either just walk straight down the road to the bus stop or walk to the boarding school area.. so I chose the second option (Was feeling adventurous I guess). Then woah, we heard like some guy humming a weird tune. I don't remember how/what my response/reaction was but Sylvia was just. Laughing at me, as usual~ The humming was really. weird. And kinda creepy especially when it's already like so dark and all of a sudden, you hear random humming. You'll totally just freak out and jump into some pond/scream if you didn't see whoever it was~

Then... further down, where the boarding school stands, there was a congregation. The road was lined with like, foreign workers (they just looked alien to me) who were playing weird music also. EEYER~ I think it's kinda dangerous. Luckily Sylvia had me with her~ HAHAH!!

Fallen angel

I'm disappointing.

I know.

I'd been on the high and now, time for the lows. I've thought about it, long and hard. If I were to retain, I guess I totally deserve it. So.

I'm prepared for whatever's coming my way.

If I were to not retain, then. I really. can't give myself any break during the holidays. Whatever will be will be.

I'm glad

I made an impact on someone's life today.

It was nothing big. It was just a reply to an sms.

It was those sort of sms, mass-texted to remind us to do this,do that,check this,check that... In other words, those, most of us will just read and ignore the person who sent it to us.

I don't know~ I figured it's not like the person had an obligation to remind us (He/She could've ignored) and so. I replied with a "Thanks for the reminder!" and I was told. I was the only one who bothered to reply. And SOOOOO.

Can we all try to be more angelic the next time we receive such messages????

I felt kinda touched when I found out I left a small print on someone's life. However momentary it seemed.

And I really thought the world

revolved around me.

Just that day, I learnt something from Yenmy and Jing Rong. I always thought my front will be North and my back, South.. => I always thought the directions changed according to where I was facing. -_- Seriously, I've been puzzled by this NSEW thing for verrrrrry long and I don't know why we were just randomly talking about it that day, after gym, in the toilet.

Friday today was kinda great. My evening was spent with KimJiwon, Cherlene, Megumi, Kelz, Ting Wei~ It seemed like everyone was kinda tired and weren't so enthu about camwhoring. So I guess, Cherlene and I had to do everyone a favour by taking more pictures to fill an album. ;)

Had dinner at Pepper Lunch ( I got lost on my way to Shaw House ).

But thank God, there're kind souls around who overheard my conversation with Kelz on the phone.. "I don't know where to alighttttttt~ But I guess I should. know?"

Then I just let the bus take me to wherever I feel like stopping but apparently, the guy heard what I said and he told me I should alight at "this" stop. And yay. I got to Shaw House safely. :)

After dinner, we totally didn't know what to do and soooo.. we walked to ION and wanted to play Hide-and-seek. Which eventually, we didn't.

It was nothing much actually but FUN was there.

And tomorrow shall be another day of running again. Runaway squirrel~

Oh yes. And today, I learnt from my friends that actually I'm not that short, I just look small. HE HE HE. COMPLIMENT. I think?

Muscle acheeeeeeeeeeeeee

And today, Imma running squirrel.

There was FOS (Festival Of Sports) today. But I had nothing to do with it. MEANING, I didn't play anything HAHAH! Was supposed to be in floorball though~ But heng, I don't want to become some, burden. HAH!

Hmmm.. Today was seriously like, one of my best days in school. There was free Milo! There was free ice-cream! There wasn't any lessons! I could just walk to wherever I felt like~ Damnnnnn goodday~

Jing Rong and Yenmy had to play volleyball so I was just, standing there, watching. Ah yes. And was chatting with Gao Wei (Like after don't know how long) and his friend who had his exact mannerisms (Somehow). HAH! After watching all those games at the courts, we went to the pool to watch what... shucks. What's it called again? FLIPPABALL. Yes.

HAHAH! And I saw Chiang in his luminous, lime-green bottom. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (It was too bright to avoid)

And thennnnn... since I didn't want to go home that early and since Yenmy and Jing wanted to go gym..... I went along too. HAHA! Gym and me just don't sound like we'll go together. Oh wells. I ran 4 km today okkk~ Not badddd for someone like me who hasn't ran since NAPFA.

Hee. Dinner time was at Bugis, Crystal Jade~ AND yes! I satisfied my craving for soybean milk! :D I MUST SAY. I had just one bowl of noodles at Crystal Jade ok~

Since I'm in a better mood today, I decided to blog about what I felt the past few days.

I guess there are indeed times when we forget to appreciate the little things people do for us. I know and I'm definitely guilty of that too. Just that day, as I was on my way to KAP to meet Sylvia, there were those people cutting the grass... Everytime someone walks past, they stop their work but we don't actually really hear "thanks". I don't know, perhaps I was just feeling a little more angelic that day so I did thank them for stopping their work to let me pass. Then I remembered one morning when there was some construction/moving of stuff on the road and I was supposed to walk by that route to get to the bus stop. Those workers also, stopped their work to let me pass. At night, as I was waiting for the bus, I saw those cleaners (??) coming down from their vans to empty the trashcans... and just as they were about to leave, they decided to clear up those leaves at the bus stop too. And somehow, I just felt touched. HAHAHA!

Ok. I'm so easily touched. -_- And yeah, that day, I thanked a lot of people. People who we, probably neglected as we live our "busy" lives.

Who is

I know I'm not perfect but at the end of the day, who is.

I need to find something to keep myself occupied and I kinda need to sort my thinking a little.

I hate having to live each day lamenting and going "Huhhhh..." "Huhhh" "Huhhhhhhhhh"

Like some erm. Stupid lost sheep.

I got it. Now I don't exactly treasure it. What's wrong.

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And today was just another day.

Actually, frankly speaking, I guess today's Sabbatical wasn't as bad as I thought it was.

Feeeeeeling very tired right now. Danced for 6 hours for sabbatical then another, maybe another 1 hour plus plus in school.

I got lost on my way to SMU. -_-

These days, I really feel like I'm roaming around Singapore aimlessly. After sabbatical at SMU's StudioWu, I went to Orchard ION/ION Orchard with Shuting but she left soon after so I was just there roaming around. Then, I sms-ed Amanda Chan, Sylvia Chung, then Alyson and who else huhhh? Aiya, damn sian. Anyway, ended up like meeting Sylvia at KAP and we just sat there and listened to my "interesting" stories. Hm. Went to Coro. And it seemed dead silent. So we decided to go back to school. Walked about the entire school but we couldn't find any empty classroom to dance in.

At last, we went to "Tian tang" and the Music Room was open so we just went in, and Whoo~ Aircon~ I've always wanted to dance at the "tian tang" place because it's spacioussss. And it's like, a big stage with nobody nobody but me. :)

I was soooooooo stinky after that.

Another 6 hours of dancing tomorrow.

Impromptu

Today, was just. Like.

LAXXXXXXXXXING.

Nice~

Morning was like. breakfast. at. Macs with Jing Rong. (ohmygosh. i'm feeling this sian. i don't even feel like blogging and i'm not typing in my usual manner.) I was late for this "breakfast meeting" because. I couldn't decide which bag to bring (the first one was too small, the second one I thought was too big). Then after leaving the house, I realized my iPOD wasn't with me. (DREADFULLL~) and guess where I left it? It was there, hanging on the bamboo poles~

Sighs. Ok. Then met Charis. At erm. Orchard ION/ION Orchard (I can't remember what comes first) and thennnnn went to Far East. Camwhored a bit here and there.

I was just that sian. I didn't even bother to dress up properly. Just some Lecoq Sportif top then denim shorts and out I went~ Which is damnnn sucky. -_- Sighs. But all I wanted to do was just go to some place, read my novel so I don't really have to bother about my dressing. But eeyer. Come to think of it. I really sucked big time today. Hah. Sighs.

Dinner time was at my favourite placeeee. VIVO CITY. Because Amanda Chan said she was there so I went over tooooo~ And yay. We had dinner at Japanese Gourmet Town. OMG. You know they now have the Ajisen set already. FINALLY.

And oh! Sales at New Look. $3. $6. $10. Wanted to buy this hoodie but it was under "New Look Men" -_- I thought it quite cute. $19.90 only! In the end, I bought my Mickey Mouse hoodie from FOX. $39. I asked my mum "Can I buy it as my birthday present????" - because I couldn't find any other reason to buy when I have quite a few hoodies at home already. Then, she called and said I didn't have to use my birthday as a reason to buy somethinggggg. Oh well. But anyways, she allowed and said "As long as you wear it then~" H.U.R.R.A.Y.

Bruno Mars' emosongsrocks.

No mood to blog. Goodnight peeps.

Guilty much.

I'm backkkk homeeee.

Totally had nothing to do today.

Sudoku-ed in the afternoon. Then later in the evening, I just felt like I needed to leave the house, and so I did. Met Kellee at Westmall then we went to Swensen's and just chilled~

Had iced mocha. Guess I should have eaten just now, because now, my stomach's growling~~

HM. I seriously can't think of anything to do tomorrow. Now that promos are over, I don't have a clue as to what I should do.

I walked like, 1 square at a time on my way home because I just. couldn't. think. of. anything. better. to. do. at home either.

-_-

You see. Even my blogpost is so boring. Sighs.

Some camqueen contest

There's this "Camqueen Of The Year" contest now.

You're like supposed to take a photo of yourself "Before" and "After" putting on make-up.

Just went to check out the site yesterday (Because I was sorta linked to it) and omg. So mannnnnny harsh comments.

Then I think, based on the photographs you sent, you'll be ranked or something. Currently (from what I see yesterday), in second place, they've got this girl who's erm. To the plump side. I mean, she is plump, if I were to say she's "Oh-so-skinny" then it'll be obviously. -_- Yeah, ok she's plump but the whole point of the contest is make-up.

And I scrolled down to read the comments on the contestants. DAMNNNNN HARSH.

I read one - "You look like a horse. Maybe you can come to my stable to work for free."

Then the one in second place, got seriously hell lot of negative comments. There was this guy who spammed "Fatty" I think? Something related to being fat. Yeah.

I think if I were her, I'll just enter depression already.

Here's the link. CLICK ON MEEEEEEE! If you're feeling like a busybody today. HAHA!

Hmm. I went to check out on the other profiles and there were also harsh comments. Sighs. Why so critical.. .. Sighs.

STOP. PAUSE. Don't mute your computer.

This song is nice righttttttttt?

Yes. "It's AWESOMEEEEE to the A-W-E-S-O-MMMMM AND E" said Cheryl Tan Si Rong.

The second song too.

And the third.

Fourth also.

I THINK. The whole playlist just rocks. HAH!!

Yesterday, while at Plaza Singapura, I saw the mickey mouse hoodie from FOX again! OOOOOOOH :))))

They had this mannequin but erm, it was like, some kid. So the hoodie was damn small. I just hope and pray they have like bigggggger sizes. Because I wanted to get them since like, don't know how long ago but some other branches, like the one in Marina Square didn't have them :o/

Couldn't think of much to do todayyy~ Spent most of my time on the net, surfin' around~ Looking for more songs to listen to. More Bruno Mars and Ne-yo for me.

Oh yeah, here's Ne-Yo's One In A Million MV if you haven't watched. LOVE LOVE LOVE that song too.

CLICK ME CLICK ME.

And still, I have no idea what I should be doing tomorrow. Because I totally didn't know what to do today, I just spent my afternoon sleeping.

Gonna check on my horoscope. Here's PART of it: "You could make your living with your good taste."

Ok. This horoscope thingy is accurate. HAH.

Just did a test to analyze my own handwriting. I simply, have nothing to do. Can try it here if you're as bored. The analysis is accurate to a large extent. :DDDDD One page analysis.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind.

Cheryl also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. (Quite trueee)

Cheryl is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken. (HUH... That patheticcc???)

In a nutshell, Cheryl is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. (LMAO) --> Based on the way I write my alphabet "y". HAHAHAHAH!!

We can all now..

Dance like crazy little pink potatoes.

Actually, hmm, I'm not exactly veryveryveryvery like, yaknow crazy (When I thought I should be).

It's just this sense of freedom and relief that I don't have to read and cram anymore stuff.

Don't have to try to keep myself away from the laptop.

Life's good now. I've got my hair down, my specs on, tank top, fbts, a good book, my phone, laptop with my favourite music on and my fav sites at just one switch of tabs.

That's the way uh-huh uh-huh~ ONE THING's missing.

That one thing I've been craving for.

Famous Amos cookies. HEE HEE. (Don't you think the font colour seems so. Cookie-like? HAHA! Can you smelll or feel the cookiesssss??)

I've been craving for that sinceeeeee, don't know when. That day we had our Chemistry paper? Jing Rong and I went out to this "Hot Tomato" or is it "Red Tomato". Can't remember but anyway, this Tomato place which served student meals. Quite good food at $9.50? From where I sat, I could just see Famous Amos. AArg. Plus, they've got some Children's Day special so you can get 10g free if you buy 100g - $5.00 plus plus plus. There's just something about FA that's just, irresistable. The aroma of the cookies, sweep you away like a seabreeze~

Went over to Charis's place to help bake cookies. Nah, I didn't do much, just helped twist the oreos and break them and separate them. HAH. Was watching Aladdin on Vasantham channel. Hm. Know something? Everyone seems to know who I hang out with. Maybe not exactly EVERYONE, but I guess majority?

Today, I called Sylvia after the paper and told her I'll probably be going out and she knew who I was going out with - Charis. Then I told Charis I'll be meeting my friend for dinner (Initially) and she knew who - Kellee. HAH!

Oh wellllll~ Charis said my life's like some open book. Gotta get back to my book now. Papers are officially done and over so I shan't make any comments.

Status: Drained.

TRAVIS GARLAND has his version of Dead And Gone?!!!! Originally by T.I. and Justin Timberlake though. Put them side to side on the playlist already! HAH!

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HAHA. It's funny to see how people reacted to that "IMMA ANGEL...DESCENDED FROM HEAVEN" post. --> When actually, I wonder who posted that~~~~~

Totally slacked the whole day yesterday, after the paper. Slept at about 11 (Would have totally slept earlier but it would have been a little too early?) Friday's cominggggggg.

I'm looking forward to that. OHHH! I haven't bought poppers yet!! And I want to blow some bubbles on Friday toooo! HAHAH!! I think I better, start revising for Math. If not, I'll do badly for like all my subjects. Sequence and series. Please, don't play so hard to get.

Added more Bruno Mars. :D

I think "F**K You" By Cee Lo Green's a funnyyyy song. Didn't know that was the title okkkk (Don't say I'm not angelic) HAHAHA!! HAPPYHAPPYHAPPYsong. Or the radioedit version "Forget You". Just that kind of song that makes you feel like, "I see the rainbow, hear the birds chirping, feel the breeze.." Hee. AArg. Gotta get back to studying.

Rolling tumbleweed

OMG. So I found it. THOSE ROLLING THINGS you see in deserts are called rolling tumbleweed!!!!! HAHAHAHA! I always thought it was some animal resembling a spiny anteater! And it's rolling because of the wind! OHHHH RIGHTTT. HAHAHA!! Random much.

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I'm so damn tired. :(

Today was bad bad bad~ Ok. NOT TOOOOO bad because my attitude was mm. Rather positive. It was just that, during assembly, I heard people discussing about inflation and stuff and I was like "Sighs. Damn." But yaknow, when you hear people discussing about things you don't know but you're supposed to know.. So yeah, got a littttttttle stressed. HAHA! Almost cried please. BUT nonono. It'll be damn stupid. Crying before I even go into the hall. -_-

I really studied very little. Sighs. Maybe I should drop one subject to H1. Considering to.

And again, like the previous time, Geography was a "OMG-TMR'S-GEOGRAPHY-SO-WE-BETTER-STUDY-NOW" thing. -_- Like yeah, last-minute. But I started a few days ago ok~ Just that I can't exactly remember what I tried to memorize. Oh well. It's over.

After both papers, we went out to Gelare for ice-cream and waffles (Half-price on Tuesdays!). Had chicken pie too. HEE HEE :D

I feel kinda sleepy but isn't it a little too early to sleep now?

I've already sorta planned my activities for Friday and Monday. It's just that, I can't decide between wanting to be alone, like errrrhum. INDULGE in COFFEECULTURE. Read my book~ Or to go out with some people <:o/

Noideanoideanoidea.

Stupid nightmare. :(

I SIMPLY HAVE TO BLOG THIS DOWN.

HAHA! Damn it. Just had a nightmare. My hour nap turned into an almost 2 hours nap. AARG.

Anyway, my dream went like this. I was in the dark. Alighted from some bus and I think I alighted at the wrong stop and omg. DAMN DARK.

And somehow, I was just very very very clumsy. I threw my bus card into some trashcan for some unknown reason. And I think I just kept dropping stuff. THENNN. I walked into some place with techno music blasting. Before that, there were many people playing something like, frisbee in the dark then I was led into that "cave". In that cave, there was the loud music (which continued to ring in my ear after I woke up) and there were weird-looking people inside. I swear. Everyone in there looked like some reptile/amphibian. GROSS. Because I just dislike reptiles/amphibians. Yeahhh. Then I looked like I'm the odd one out please~ The only normal human being over there. I saw some guy who looked like a snake.

Then after that, I left the place feeling damn scared and I woke up.

Come to think of it, that place looked familiar.

Like Orchard Central. -_- Damn.

On a random note: I've still got loads to study but I've got nowhere to do so :( I got chased out of my room by WHAT. My younger brother?! HMPHHHHH. I totally shouldn't have came home this early. TOMORROW. I'm gonna camp outside. OK. SET.

It'll all be over soon.

BREATHE.

It'll all be fine. Say a little prayer before we enter the examination hall. Things will work out fine, I believe. We all know how much we studied. I do have that feeling "I-never-studied-enough" but. What else can we all do at this last moment? Try cramming more stuff and we might not even remember what we studied.

Before I go to bed tonight, I shall say a little prayer for my dear friends out there taking the exams. All the best.

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"Planktons thrive in the upwelling, warm, nutrient-rich water in the Pacific Equatorial zone..."

Sounds familiar?

I wish I can be a plankton. When I die, my skeletons turn into soft white chalk and I dot the ocean floor. HAHAH!

Random much. I was touched by Charis Liew's message today. :)

Initially, I thought it was some chain message but it didn't seem like it. It seemed more like a message, with deep thoughts, care and concern put into it. And yeah, it really made me feel like, I'm someone significant-at least I know, in Charis's life, I am. :) Because sometimes, I really don't feel significant. HAH. Ok. whatever. Promos ending soon. COMEON~ :D

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Today, I spent my entire day dwelling in unhappiness.

Why? I don't know either. But I know, if I ever smiled today, it was all fake. Sighs. Forced smiles.

Put a smile on my face.

I seriously don't know. AARG. Ok, probably after this one week, I'll be fine.

Stay sane Cheryltansirong. Go. go. go.

So close yet so far, just found out my dad actually lives near me. Oh well.

Life will go on, alright. Be happ-ier.

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Little minds are tamed and subdued by misfortunes; but great minds rise above them.
Washington Irving

I may be little but, not so, my mind.

I will get promoted. I will get promoted.