TIRED TTM today. I hope and pray to be able to finish choreographing the dance tomorrow. So at least, I'll feel accomplished. Just yesterday, my mum was saying how good I am at ignoring whatever I deem negative.
True enough. I do have selective amnesia I feel. Which, sometimes, isn't too good because afterall, I can't always live in whatever I feel like simply because it's just not real.
And today, I got back my results. HMM. Can promote. So I guess it's good enough for now. But I know I shouldn't let my JC life continue this way~ (By "this way", I meant, just scoring mere passes enough to get me to promote) It's kinda painful to hear "The paper was easy" when you see yourself scoring GROSSLY,IMPOSSIBLYLOW results. Seriously. I heard someone said "Geography.. close one eye do also can pass."
And I think it's because I'm scoring just mere passes (very low ones included), which explains why I feel demoralized and so empty. Hahhh. And because I'm demoralized, I tend to adopt my "heck-care" attitude even more. Which eventually leads to me ignoring all my tutorials and h.u.r.r.a.y. to my verypoor results. (I came to Hwa Chong for..??). Ok. But it's good to know that I can promote at least. I had this "Dear Cheryl Tan Si Rong of 10S68, please meet me...blahblahblah after Final Lecture on blahblahblah~" note stapled to my Econs paper. WHICH just shows how bad my result was. What's done is already done. Thank god I'm. safe.
My bad, my bad~
I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow because I want to complete the choreographyyyyyy!
And I want to learn the other choreos tooooo...
Today, there was also Graduation Day. I didn't even know. :o/
And what's with the planting of new trees?? :o/
Ok. Done with today. Tomorrow shall and will be a better day. Goodnight.
