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Friday, May 21, 2010

It's complicated.

No school for me today.
I just didn't feel like going because I know, it'll just be another "AARG-I-FEEL-SO-TIRED-I-WANT-TO-SLEEP" day and I'll go around walking like some zombie.
I'll go for dance practice though because I think, there's tech run and Miss Chen's practice.
Currently counting down the number of days to Dance Night.
HUH.. What am I supposed to feel?
I woke up way later than I originally planned which just shows how tired I really am.

Yesterday, I read Kelz's blog then all of a sudden, I felt weird (not because of Kelz but because of someone else.)

Yeah, we're friends, at least, we said we are but it really seems to me like we were.
I don't like it.. It's like, I know of your existence and you know of mine but we just don't talk anymore.
That "Hey" seemed fake. I shouldn't have told you, maybe then we could still be friends.
This sucks. I really want to talk to you again, normally, just like how we did before but I don't think it's possible after all. Maybe, I'll try to start a conversation after we graduate from JC.

Why am I tearing?!

I need happier songs to cheer me up before I can continue blogging.

Ok, "Favourite Girl".

I just remembered something I did yesterday. HAHAHA!! It was rather obscene. HAHAHA!! Aiyer, didn't mean to but then Gao Wei's like my sister. HAHAHAHHA!!! It was like that, Jessica asked us to wear something (maybe a tube or whatever) inside whatever we're wearing for the girls' choreo then Ying Yen was explaining to me why (HAHA!! I wasn't listening..) and then I wanted to see if whatever she said was true (that everything can be seen when we bend down) and so I conducted my "experiment". Yeah, I bent down slightly in the mirror to see if EVERYTHING can be seen and HAHA! Thomson was just standing next to me. Plus, we were "discussing" whether EVERYTHING can be seen or not. HAHAHAHAH!! Aiyer, I can't help it. 4 years in an all girls' school and we tend to do these sort of stuffs in school openly so... HAHAHAH!!! ANYWAY, SORRY THOMSON! HHAHAHAHA!! I shouldn't have made things awkward for you. HAHAHAH!!

Tomorrow will be a tiring day. HUH.. Make-up.. We don't even really know what to do.
I better pack some stuffs and do some work before leaving for dance practice.

To be continued- (If my day gets more exciting in the afternoon)

"Love me love me say that you love me, Fool me fool me oh how you do me.." - Justin Bieber's Fool Me
HAHAH!!
I'm really loving all the songs. I listen to them everyday, on my way to school and back home. HAHAHA!! Shucks, I can't be a Bieber fan?!

Just now, I was just on Facebook, looking at people's profiles then, I realized, my friend (considered to be) got herself a new boyfriend. LIKE OMG. SO FAST?! The last time I used Facebook, her boyfriend was some guy then now, she got another guy already when IMO, she's "not-my-type". I don't understand how she manages to catch so many fish.... KELZ! IT'S "WHOOSH!" HAHAHA!!! Go check it out! The least expected ones never fail to surprise me. THEREFORE, people who bet on me getting a boyfriend first, HAH! YOU ALL CAN WAIT. :D I'll be waiting for your treats! :D