"Just go ask for money."
"Just make a call and ask for blah blah blah"
Just do this, just do that. And you never thought of how awkward the situation could have been for me.
And I'm the one doing all these things.
I really wish I can erase this one part of my life but I know I cannot. It will be better if you people can stop reminding me of it because all these comments are remarks ain't being helpful.
It's always so easy to just make comments, you don't even know how I feel. Just because I kept quiet, it doesn't mean I'm very much ok with what you all suggest.
And if you all meant it as a joke, I'm sorry but I don't find it funny.
Seriously................ fuck..
Just came back from lunch with my brother.
I feel so mature, after talking to him about O level's, JC, poly and stuff like that.
Don't know leh, feel like I haven't interacted much with my brother so I asked him about his stuff in school and stuff. But avoided topics which can possibly make him feel uncomfortable - lol, like you know how adults always ask if you have a boyfriend/girlfriend that sort of stuff. I really hate it when they start asking and even doubt if I'm single. I'm very much single lah. Going to die single, is that a good enough reply or not. -.-
I feel like my brother matured a lot.
I mean, as compared to how immature and irritating he was a few years ago. I still remember those times when we'll be quarreling like everyday, bickering and fighting over stuff like who gets the tv remote control etc.
And just now, I was complaining about how invisible I felt to the people selling drinks at the coffeeshop because they never walked over to our side to take our orders. But I didn't want to walk over to the stall.
Then my brother actually offered to walk over to help me order. :) I was quite happy. HAHAH! Feel loved.
I don't exactly know what I can do to help my brother and I rarely engage in serious conversations with him. The stuff I do to him include laughing at him, throwing pillows at him.. ok, you get it. Nothing serious.
Hopefully, whatever I said to him today went into his head lah.
I really don't know how else to help. :/
ok HC Bear says byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeee!!
