and thinking..........................
Still pretty indignant about everything.
and I really am clueless about what's going to happen next.
What if I don't get into the course I want to?
Will I spend the next 4 years in misery?
How's University going to be like?
Will I put what I'm going to study to good use?
What will my career be?
I'm forever so lost.
19 seems old - Like I should already be acting like an adult, thinking like one, making decisions like one but I think I'm far from all that. I feel like crying thinking about all these.
When my family members asked how I did for A's, I said it was "ok................." because ok, it's not that bad like I have to retake or what. I told my mum that I can make it to a local U. I gave everyone the assurance that I know what I'm doing but actually, I don't.
Sian, maybe I'll ring up Tinkle Friend (lol) someday~
When my family members asked how I did for A's, I said it was "ok................." because ok, it's not that bad like I have to retake or what. I told my mum that I can make it to a local U. I gave everyone the assurance that I know what I'm doing but actually, I don't.
Sian, maybe I'll ring up Tinkle Friend (lol) someday~
