In some ways, you like to put all of your eggs in one basket. You are so security-driven, Scorpio, that you really feel a need to know precisely how many eggs you will need. This compulsive need does serve to keep you safe in material matters, because you stay on top of your resources. But when it comes to relationships, you may want to divide your eggs up a bit. You have probably noticed some upheaval in your romantic life. And although that doesn't mean that something is wrong, you will have greater strength if you maintain other options.
Finally back after disappearing from the Blogosphere for a few days. Actually, now that a few days have passed, I don't really know what I should be blogging about because I was indeed quite a little moody for like a few days? But now that everything's fine, there isn't a need/want to blog about it anymore.
Spent a day in NUS
There was this one day when I went to NUS for some talks and I couldn't believe I spent a day in NUS because I've been like... procrastinating, trying to avoid going to NUS because school's starting and I should be spending more time OUTSIDE of school (that's what I think hahaha) But anyway, that day was pretty good because I found out more info on bidding etc. from Daphne and JY. I would have been at a loss without them, so I'm thankful for that.
The day I bid for my modules
Kelz came over to my place and she found out that she didn't really have much to bid for (bidding the next round or something). We just stayed at my place and read magazines, watched videos online etc. Found it quite funny that Kelz figured out the security key to connect to my wifi, she was asking me if it was made up of names or numbers. I said NUMBERS because "NAMES?! That's so lame. I don't think my password is THAT lame!" but lol, she got it and when I asked her. It was NAMES INDEED zz
Another thing to be thankful for
I remember and I'm really thankful for the walk+talk along Singapore river with Megz the other day - at least someone commiserated with my "problems". Every time I feel burdened or troubled by some thought/incident, I realize I get worse if I'm alone. As in, maybe having some alone time will be good but then I'll be overwhelmed by even more thoughts in my head so I guess I will want/have to talk to somebody about it - but talking about it will make the whole "problem" seem so lame, like its not even a problem (perhaps it's not even a problem to begin with) so idk, in a way.......... it kinda brings me back to reality - where there are even more serious problems to deal with and thus makes mine less significant, so insignificant until I decide to stop mulling over it/talking about it. That night, I walked from my place to Great World City where Megz and I got our Sharetea and then to Clarke Quay/Central area. A lot of random animals appeared out of nowhere which was quite funny. Actually I didn't spend a lot of time feeling upset (probably like only 1 hour+ when I was at home but then I distracted myself with drama so I was fine when I left the house to walk to GWC) and when I reached GWC, I really didn't know how to reply to Megz's "What happened?" I just didn't know where to start and I wasn't feeling THAT upset until I can just "word vomit". And then as I thought of how to start my story, Megz gave me a sample of Justin Bieber's Someday fragrance so I was enthralled by it duh (which further interrupts my flow of thoughts).
I thought of going for a jog in the park that night because I thought exercise will produce endorphins which supposedly makes people happier but the thought of being alone in the park when I'm already like depressed..... nah.
This will be my last week before school starts. Spent my last Friday (the day after walk+talk along SG river) alone in OC. I actually spent quite some time thinking if I should leave house that day because after all, it's FRIDAY, Coffeebean will probably be packed and everyone will be with someone
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but still, I left my house. Bought a book and read like half of it while sitting at Coffeebean with my hot chocolate. Then after that, I strolled down to Ion to take a bus home. Felt so good being alone, with none of those depressing thoughts from the day before bothering me. Yesterday (since it's now close to 1AM so its Tuesday), I went to OC again and bought myself another book then just sat at Epilogue. Took the seat in the obscure corner (Y) Could see the aunty from the shop opposite from wherever I was seating and she smiled to me before I left - guess I'll have a new friend if I frequent Epilogue hahahahah kk looking forward to meeting some friends later in the week, good morning world.
