JUST ONE TUTORIAL AND I'LL HAVE MY WEEKENDS WHEEEEEEEEEEE
not like I'm actually going to do anything exciting during Saturday/Sunday but at least, a break from all the studying (?)
Attended Calculus lab today and again, I was lost. But at least I know how to turn on the computer now lol I don't understand how everyone seems to be able to manipulate and navigate themselves through the software with ease, that much ease. I had so many doubts to clarify and I bet the tutor thought my questions were dumb. I asked her what's with the "%" and if I was to substitute it with some function then she looked at me and replied "You don't know what the % is?" like as if its some concept/symbol that universally understood or something. I hate using that software yuck, probably the only one thing I detest for math modules.
But still, I think I should go torrent the software to practice before the lab assessment.
then during math lecture, Hazel and I sat in front of this guy who talks to himself (and he always sits by himself, on the floor at the back of the lecture). Guess it wouldn't be that weird if he were just voicing out his opinions but he actually holds some sort of debate/conversation, like as if he is playing a few roles back there. I was telling Hazel that he seemed to be holding his own lecture at the back; with him being both the lecturer and the student (and also the clicker buddy - students are supposed to pair up and participate in the lecture by clicking on this device you see). Idk its just quite creepy because he will just say stuff like "HAHA I GIVE UP LAH. I DON'T CARE. I THINK I WILL GET THE WRONG ANSWER" (huh but nobody asked) but anyway, I guess he is too engrossed in his own lecture back there and so he will not actually bother with everyone else in the LT. (And I dreamt I had some sort of mental disorder last night..... and the name of the disorder was actually something mathy?! like some Fibonacci Sequence or something >< hopefully studying math wouldn't turn my dream into reality)
I was pretty much distracted during Calculus because I was just looking forward to Friday, thinking about my Friday plans etc. I saw this really cute guy before Calculus lecture ended - Really the first guy I deem attractive. I've seen him a few times but he was always at quite some distance away so I wasn't sure if my eyes were playing tricks on me hahahahah Like maybe he's just cute from a distance x m away and when x--> 0, he will be just normal or something. But I saw him up close today and I still think he is damn cute ^^ And I just had to show Hazey because after all, the one person I find attractive in the whole of NUS?! How can I not? She saw his back/side view first and decided he was not as attractive as I described because of his curly hair but then, she changed her mind after seeing the front hahahahaha
I guess I find him attractive because he doesn't look like he's 21 at all. He just looks like this cute, young boy who hangs around town during the weekends, likes math, maybe skateboard HAHA
but that's all there is to it, I merely find him attractive so, back to reality - where I'm supposed to be doing sociology tutorial.
