So my life is just like this

I'm finally at Thursday of this week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had 3 mid term papers - Psychology, Calculus and math and I wouldn't say they went well hahahhaha but they're over and that's all that matters ^^ On top of the papers, there was Calculus homework, Philosophy summary (despite knowing that the summary is to be handed up every Thursday, I realize most people rush it through the night before hahahahha), Psych assignment and Sociology tutorial (I don't feel like attending class tomorrow lol)

I was pretty overwhelmed by it all. Especially last night when I was still trying to solve some questions from the Calculus homework and then there was the philo reading+summary and it was already 1+ when I finished them. Not like I left my math revision to the last minute but I wanted to go through it again before the paper on the next day :| So I set the alarm at 7am so that I can wake up to revise for a bit and do my helpsheet before leaving for school.

but hehe, I'm pretty glad because I bought a pair of heels the other day, though I said I'll only reward myself after mid terms.......

then mmmm, had one hour of math paper today and it was funny to look at how people did their helpsheets. (FYI helpsheet: a piece of a4 sized paper on which you can write anything on, formulae, theorems whatever) Mine was pretty colourful (colour coded so I can find whatever I need within split seconds) but I'll definitely have to improvise on it! Both the Calculus and math paper reminded me of how much I actually really do need to study - some questions were pretty much basic but because they're so basic, you'll tend to neglect them when you're revising which reminds me of the Psych mcq paper. Time wasn't that much of a constraint though it was 100mcqs within an hour. The paper tested from like everywhere i.e. from the case studies, examples, stories There was this question on what animal they used in the experiment?

I thought it was pretty thoughtful of the lecturers/tutors because they did quite a lot to help us with our revision. By tutors/lecturers, I meant the math and calculus ones here lol (yeah, because I attend those lessons). Like there was this math chatroom thing on the school portal yesterday where the lecturer will be there to answer whatever questions you want. I was pretty curious to see how this chatroom works and so I went but I went at 12am? HAHA The lecturer left at 10pm. I was telling Hazel that its quite embarrassing because they generate this timestamp when you enter the chatroom. I entered and there were only a few students online so I left hahahha Heard from Hazel that only a few people asked questions and there was this period when nobody talked/asked anything so the lecturer was like "So I presume you guys are doing your helpsheet?" (because nobody was talking to him) I thought that was funny HAHA
but yup, the lecturer's really nice. Then during the break of Calculus lecture today, the lecturer walked up to talk to random students and again he stopped at the row where Hazey and I were sitting at and he asked us about the paper yesterday, which school we're from etc. and he said something like he actually knows quite a lot of math teachers from HC. I think my reply was "Oh.. actually I don't really go to school that often so I don't know many teachers" and he was listing names but I didn't know any of them.

I cannot wait to dress up and be out with the rest of the world on Saturday [but I don't think I can wear that dress I intended to because tom is here :(  ] Didn't have the time and the mood to want to/feel pretty for both last and this week. I just felt like I looked lethargic and pale and I just want to leave school asap because I don't want people to be looking at me in this state and not to mention, the weather sucks. lol appearance-conscious and I know it, hopefully I'll feel (like I look) better on Saturday hahahah

Allow me to look/feel better because I'm already deprived of the chance to wear that white dress and I really was looking forward to wearing it!!!!!!!!!!! ><