SAD. SCARED. WORRIED.
I don't feel like going to school. I just cried again.
I don't understand why I cry so easily. I tried to control my tears and tried playing happy songs but still, I cried.
That Ricky Martin song made me cry even more when it was supposed to cheer me up. It was so fast, so happy and I just felt like "How can you be so happy when I'm crying?"
I feel lonely in my new school. I know I will make friends there but I'm just scared. Afraid that I'll forget my old friends (or, they'll forget me) I think that's what made me cry.
Jeslyn will be like my only IJ friend in HC. I feel envious of others because they get to keep their besties by their side. They've got so many friends with them but I have only one.
Ok good. I've stopped crying. I must thank everyone who tried to comfort me. :D Love ya all!
