SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWNNNNN~
ahahahahahahha! CHRISTMAS BELLS ARE RINGING.
A levels are ending soon. Sooooooon. It'll all be over in a matter of weeks and then I'll probably start to have the mood to dress up. These days, the only place I go to is tuition so I don't really bother dressing up as nicely.
There are just some of those days when I really feel so sian, I'll either 1) force myself to stay at home and just entertain myself with the com 2)go out with my hair all messy and I don't know, just jeans and t-shirt?
don't know lah, I haven't really been in the mood to want to actually dress nicely.
There was this one day when I actually left the house with wet hair. >< Ok, it was just to go down to the coffeeshop to buy lunch but still. That was the one time I left house with wet hair - firstly because I was sian, secondly because I was still going crazy over that hair fall thing and I didn't want to use the hairdryer.
*there are just some things I insist on before I leave the house. If not, it'll just totally ruin my day and one thing is wet hair.**
Haven't worn some of my new clothes yet. I really just don't feel like dressing up. :/
after A's, after A's.
I'm still thinking of that playsuit from Miss Selfridge..................... ahhh ><
Guess everyone's tired after studying. Let me tell you something I did a few minutes ago. I feel so dumb now zz
I was trying to whip my hair side to side while standing in front of the mirror..............................
just how much time did I spend in the toilet doing this.. when I was supposed to just take a quick shower.
not self-obsessed/narcissistic. LOL You know~ There are the highs and lows, there are times when I think I'm okkkkkkkk (today's.... ok........not very bad I guess.....) but there are days when I totally feel like I shouldn't even exist on Earth. (Being really truthful over here) Those are the days when I'll just feel so irritated with myself and I refuse to go out. I'll probably even entertain myself with thoughts of like... learning how to do make-up or worse, undergoing cosmetic surgery. But then I remember how I hate all the fake stuff. Fake boobs, fake looks.... eeek ><
hahaha, that was very random but yeah~
I'm very self-conscious. extremely. LOL
