... / The more you'll feel exposed to ridicule.
That's true..................... :/
There's this tumblr user on my dashboard who posted something I feel very deeply and strongly about.
It's not exactly something I'll go around telling people because it'll just make me sound even more pathetic (than I already am, at times). Unless my mood's in recession that day then I probably.....but I'll end up regretting telling you because it just makes me feel even more exposed. And like I said, I don't exactly reblog the stuff I really feel because I'm just self-conscious (yup it's just me).. how do you know the people who're following you aren't judging you..................... and so, this girl posted something (twice) and I just felt like I had to reply to her. Somehow, it seems as though I'm just comforting myself as well. hmmmmmm. :/
Not like it helps lah, but it's quite sad. I think she's one of those ~awkward~ person so she doesn't have many friends. She's got pretty low self-esteem and I know how it feels when you're just feeling so sucky, you post everything you feel onto your blog but nobody seems to give a shit. It sucks pretty much.
Which explains why I replied to her post (and on tumblr, you can't reply back.. Unless I'm the noob one(??) Shouldn't be!).
shall not say what her post is about because then I'll be telling everyone how I really feel. and yuck. uurg. I just can't. >< I mean, if there's a need for someone to know, if someone really cares that much (and not just simply, curious. Curious≠concerned) then I guess I wouldn't mind sharing (but then again, how do you know who's genuinely concerned and who just wants to know how dumb you feel?). ohwells. Goodnight. <3
Am I supposed to be glad that there's someone out there who feels the same way as I do or to feel worse because, I know I sound that pathetic at times.......
