why people are getting themselves frustrated over whatever I'm doing now.
I don't understand why people have to UNDERSTAND why my jobs works this way (i.e. work only a few days in a week)
I don't get it.
My mum wants me to get another job because she keeps saying "You should change your job if you think it's not suitable for you" but I never said anything at all. I'm like... fine with it. Just which part of "part-time" sounds like "full time" to you?
But people just keep telling me they don't understand and like... why do you have to understand? As long as I understand and I'm fine with it, why not~?
I'm currently trying to look for another job. -.- And I've decided to go on some OCIP trip or get myself involved in charity work because my life is just meaningless.
I want to do the things I like and not do something just so to please others. uurg
and I guess I'm just trying to not stay at home as much as I can.... which kinda, explains the impromptu JB trip as well.
I really just want to do things my way. It's my life~? Ain't it? And I'm 18.
I know I should learn to be sensible. I should get a proper job. I should be this, I should be that.
But I really cannot stand having people to nag at me. I'm like...... I like my life moving at speed 4/10.
Why move THAT fast and then regret later in life that "Omg, I never enjoyed my life when I was young"
Why can't I move at my own pace. I mean, even if it's wrong. At least I got to do it my way and find out that "Oh, I was wrong". I'll have only myself to blame by then.
Right now, people are like "I'm busy with work" and they just don't seem to have any time in the world to meet up with their friends. I just feel like....... we are currently working part-time, I mean.. like it's not even a permanent job kinda thing and people are already THAT busy. Woah I wonder how will life be like a few years down the road. Meet up once a year? (Not like I'm pissed off or what but I'm just~ saying~ I know we all have different priorities.)
I know I'll have to settle for a permanent job but that can wait? I want to spend more time hanging out with friends and just, bonding. I don't want to work EVERYDAY and have no time for my friends and find out that "Oh, I've missed out that much" one day.
That will suck.
Ok, just ranting.
