I shouldn't have posted some emo stuff. -.-
Anyway, today was erm... hm.
There were really really (or maybe just kinda) awkward moments and I seriously didn't know how to react. And Weiqing asked "Isn't that your friend?" -.-
Ahhhhhhwell.
Rained during POP blockings. and ruined everyone's fringes.
Watched MAD auditions then I went to some toilet to dry my fringe using the hand dryer.
So, yes. It was that retarded position again. Thank God nobody was there and no one came in while I was looking retarded. But I forgot that I still had to walk under the rain for a distance to get across to the class bench area. And so, I used my wallet to cover just my fringe. zz.
After that, Amanda and I went to study at OC.
My dinner consisted of 3 chewy juniors and 1 cup of soymilk. Not much of an appetite.
Rena and I struck up some conversation with some cleaner uncle today. ^^
He was nice and he kept telling us how important it is to study hard blahblahblah~
But when it was time for us to leave for lessons, he told us we actually don't have to go for lessons. Mmm but yeah, the old man was lonely. He told us he lived alone in a 4 room flat in Clementi area (and he invited us over to his place). I think it must be sucky for him- to see us students, laughing retardedly, chilling out/studying at class benches --> Like, at least we're not sitting alone, in some obscure corner of the school, unnoticed, unappreciated.
But then, I kinda want to get onto those garbage vehicles. I just want to experience standing on that "platform" thing and feel the wind~~~
But yeah, still, I definitely think I'm blessed enough already. The grass will always be greener, or at least, some parts of it will be, on the other side.
so yay to having a new friend and well, for making someone's day.
And yay to Jabez's words of wisdom just now. At least, I came to a conclusion. Though I'm not exactly really really really happy about everything the way they are now. But I can't do anything about it right? So just leave it.
Goodnight. POP tomorrowwwwwww~
