But meeting up with WY and Tin Wei made things better. We went to Vivo City after school. Had lunch then walked about aimlessly --> although I walked about with this super sian look on my face (I was tired and my eyes were really dry). Walked into Adidas, looking for NIKE -.-
Had some fun irritating Tin Wei. Ranted and well, listened to Tin Wei rant. Amazingly, I found someone who feels the same way as I do. But whatever. We'll get through all of it. :)
Yeah, all the nonsense today.
What fortune telling.... -.- Then the random walkabouts with WQ. Performance was over within just a few minutes.
I remembered I came to school with this super tired look. I wanted to just fall asleep in the pe studio.
Oh. I remember. I saw this half naked guy, with a towel wrapped around his bottom, standing outside the gents at the toilet below the pe studio. It was hilarious. He was just standing outside the gents, talking to his friend who was diagonally opposite him. Like as if he was living in his own kampung village or something. -.- He didn't seem embarrassed though, when I was just standing there, staring --> because he was blocking the entrance to the ladies.
Yeah, so that basically wraps up the positive part of today.
As for the negative part. Highlight to read.
I think I'm driving myself crazy. Perhaps, I shouldn't always be as frank. I didn't mean for things to end up ugly but. [I don't know how to continue with this]
To ensure I don't end up hurting myself, I tell myself "CTSR, you should just keep everything to yourself". But it backfired and I end up hurting myself and also people I wouldn't even want to hurt. And I don't want to explain. Because explaining just makes everything worse, to a certain extent. I'm really sorry for everything but, it's really just these sometimes when I can't even sort my own thinking out--> end up screwing up my head and then irritating people in the process. I'm sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry. Cheryl Tan Si Rong, you're damn irritating. I know, I know.
Because of these things, I really hate myself at times. At times only. Most of the time, I'm quite ok with myself. hah.
I shall go rest now. Felt kinda dizzy and nauseous just now. Perhaps my brain's overheated.
Oh. Wait. Tumblr first.
Bye.
I really hate this. My bad.
