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Monday, February 21, 2011

Today hadn't been good.

I don't know what to say. On one hand, I found someone I can finally talk to.
On the other hand, I got myself to the harsh truth.
Ok, it wasn't all that harsh but it kinda, made me cry?
For a short while. I couldn't even bring myself to force a smile. Which sucks because I don't want to worry everyone else.

I sound dumb. Spent this entire day in school feeling upset.
On a positive note, I'm really glad to know I can talk to you. ^^
We cried together. We revealed our feelings. We locked ourselves in our emo bubble.
But it's always good to know there's someone like me out there, who feels the same way.
Who cares about all those people who walked past the stage, staring at us, two emo girls with teary eyes -.-
Then I received a letter from my mortal who made the effort to put colours in his letter so that it'll cheer me up. And I received wall posts and comments from people whom I wouldn't even think would care about me, asking me to cheer up etc. I'm blessed, really. All the unexpected.

+My mortal introduced me to this song : click HERE.
I find the lyrics rather nice.

On a negative one, I feel like I've been dumb and foolish. Seriously.
Perhaps it's an all-girls thing~
I really don't know how I should be feeling right now. But not like it'll change anything.

No trust anymore.

Dwelling in negativity will make me look weak so no, I reckon I wouldn't want to. [Kinda ironic since I'm doing so right now.]

I really hate this feeling. :o/