STOP. Listen to this song. Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri.
Woke up at about 9 plus in the morning. There was no "Ooooh! It's Chinese New Year" kinda feel. Unlike... well, a few years ago? Chinese New Year's actually both good and bad to me.
I think it started turning bad ever since the time my dad and I actually, kinda, stopped communicating with each other. And today, I finally made the call over to my paternal side to well, say.. "HAPPY NEW YEAR". Then after, I don't know what else to say. Probably going over tomorrow. No matter how reluctant I actually am. Heard my dad's gone MIA. Nobody actually knows of his whereabouts because he changed his number. Hope he's doing fine (Ok. Everyone says he is and he's ignoring us already. He's not going to let us find him so he won't have to pay for the alimony.)
I hope that's not true. .. You wouldn't be this cruel to us. right?
Anyway,
visiting ended at about 2 plus, 3? Then everyone we visited went back to my grandparents' place (also where I'm staying). HMMMMMMMMMM...
Nothing much happened.
I broke a toe nail? Thanks to my kiddo cousin again. And omg. Yes, the topic on me having a boyfriend was raised again. -.- But today, I really made things super clear. I just hate being accused of having a boyfriend when I clearly don't.
MM. Today made me feel like an adult. A bit not used to this.
Everyone I visited said I grew --> in a sense, not as small. HAHA! Gooooooooooood.
Then my kiddo cousin also kept making me hold her hand soooooo well... I had to ensure she doesn't walk out into the road etc. -.- But well, she was the one pulling me most of the time. Kids are really........... .. They totally went crazy in my room. omg. They were jumping on mattresses, stacking mattresses on each other, doing high kicks, climbed up onto my bed...
And I just sat there, in one cozy corner of my bed, stoning......
My aunt made things worse for me - she asked my kiddo cousin to ask me to play with her -.-
And I gave her the sian look. But eventually, I still had to entertain the kid. Played "throw the pillow" with her. -.-
Then we visited some relatives I don't even know who they are.
There was this lady who kept laughing while talking. Hah. I find her cute. But then.... she's the only person who thought my brother's older than me. Well. Perhaps this is her first time seeing me. No idea.. ..
Camwhored just a little before I left the house for visiting. This year, I didn't spend much time thinking of what to wear. Quite casual actually.
I'm kinda glad today's over.
Very unsightly background but whatever. HAHA!
Another happy shot because the day's overrrrrrr.. No need to entertain kids anymore.
I hope and pray tomorrow will go well.
Most probably will spend time on Tumblr again later. Yesterday was crazy Tumblring but well... I think Tumblr speaks my emotions better sometimes.
