THIS IS NOT AN EMO POST.

Hello~ *awkward wave*

I guess we're all probably still feeling a little blue after our last performance yesterday. The flowers from the two performances have already wilted and the balloon's deflating :/ Nobody posted anything in the "Alumni item" Whatsapp group so I think I'll just post my notes to you guys here - in addition to those I've written with Amanda the other day.

To the awkward alumni :

I had a really really really great time with all of you guys!

Especially during the past week - when we encountered freaky happenings in the RUA, trying on the helicopter dance with high ponytails, danced to Glad You Came using the On The Floor choreo, breakfast in school @ 9.30am but we all reached at 10am nonetheless (forever half an hour late), going out of school to have lunch/dinner before the runs...

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The ever-so-troublesome dancenight shopping, complaining about the heat when having pracs at Scape.....

the constant vibration from the Alumni item whatsapp group because we cannot decide on the dates and timings for pracs when everybody's available.

The awkward circle where we're supposed to try to do awkward waves........ "It's a new generation~~~"

The cursing and swearing in the backstage before our turn (more like just Chan and me for this part)

Walking about school (when we have pracs/runs) feeling awkward because everyone else is in the brown HC uniform and it's just.. weird because we're old. LOL And colourful.

When Yangxi asked if we sung "Happy Birthday" to Yingyen when we haven't and it was supposed to be a surprise.

Sylvia forever in her costume.

How some people dance while showering - holding their own DN performances and curtain call HAHA

The walks to Botanic Gardens after dance pracs and sometimes, a little snacking at Serene Centre's Macs.

Randomly walking about and smacking people's butts during pracs HAHA

Steph Pang's awkward 3 fingers pose

Working out in the gym before a rehearsal

How "Bang That" sounds like a swear word to me

The awkward piece of meat that never fails to appear in our lunchboxes provided during runs and performances

When Jinghui helps me with the eyeliner because I'm just too noob at make-up.

*Actually, I think a lot of people helped me with my make up for the past 3 years HAHAH THANK YOU ALLLLLLLLL*

I think I kept really quiet after yesterday's performance because I didn't know what to say, I felt like I could just cry if somebody looks at me and say something like "It's our last performance *frowns*"/"Don't be sad.. we'll see each other again" IDK, I just felt like crying because we'll probably not meet up as often.

I'M LIKE A FRAGILE LITTLE FLOWER K. HAHA I didn't even really said BYE to people because this quote popped up in my head

“Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.”
― J.M. Barrie, Peter Pan

(Damn it, Peter Pan) and I don't ever want to forget you guys. :/ SO I REFUSED TO SAY BYE!!!

and I remembered I tried to "drown my sorrows" with a sip of beer from Amanda's Carlsberg HAHHAHAHA

Apart from that, I wanted to try to remember everything I was feeling at that particular moment.

I was absorbing everything from waiting to perform for our item, before and after curtain call, the part where the audience can come up on stage to present the dancers tokens of appreciation to returning to our holding room because it'll be my last time staying in some random classroom in HC, then removing our make-up in the toilet (OH YINGYEN, your facial foam is awesome) because it'll also be my last time going to the toilets in HC (ok, the toilet's not the important part)

OK I END HERE BEFORE I START TEARING. THANK YOU AND I'M GLAD I HAD THE CHANCE TO PERFORM WITH YOU GUYS FOR THE LAST TIME.

LOVE YOU ALL!! <3

CHERYLTAN.

oh, I think I should also thank Bihou for removing the thorns on the flowers he gave us. THANKYOU!!