Ok I don't know if I'm right to feel this way but anyway, here's what happened:
So, my brother was asked to collect our dinner from my grandfather at the mall nearest to wherever I stay. He came back with the food (duh), some other stuff and $20 richer.
It felt weird because usually and MOST OF THE TIME, when my grandparents give US money..
like for eg. 50 bucks - I'll get $30 and my brother will get $20
or else it'll just be 25-25.
but this time, only my brother got $20.
It's not that I actually need that additional 10 bucks from my grandparents but it just feels kinda weird yaknow. Like, did you just forget my existence? IDK.
But I just brushed those thoughts away because well whatever, I'm working and I earn my own money and I feel like it's sufficient for me right now so I just kept quiet.
then later, my mum asked me if it was ok with me that my brother got $20 from my grandfather and that I got none. The truth was that I was indeed a tad disappointed - again, not because of the money but because I just feel... left out to an extent. But I didn't say anything. Then my mum just said "Well, anyway you're working and you have money of your own so it should be ok right" WHICH IS.. JUST NOT THE MAIN POINT but. IDK how to continue.
I don't know what I'm trying to say but... ahh I'm just bored. Shall go find something to eat/drink.
