At least I don't feel worthless.
Had laksa for lunch and dinner yesterday. THEN again, for dinner today.
MM. Nothing much.
Aarg. Now I'm getting nagged at again.
I'm trying not to spread my emo-ness about by hiding my feelings. Sighs. How fake can I be.
Stupid mask I'm wearing. But I know if I were to display my feelings clearly, people will feel awkward. There'll be like awkward silence since I'm usually the noisy one. There'll be awkward smiles. Awkward conversations. Everything will just turn out plain weird. Nevermind.
People who care will care. And I guess, I know who these people are. Thank god for them.
I guess I've been trying a little too hard, trying to please others and I end up feeling crappy myself.
