Yeah, sometimes.. emo posts are just so not meant to be read by public since I guess, I'll be judged. I may say I don't care but there're just some things you wouldn't exactly want to share to the whole wide world.
Just sometimes, when you feel like typing someone's name out and not to have them know. Some things I'll just won't say but it doesn't mean I'm oblivious, ignorant.
I wouldn't say "Life's been bad"- so bad I had to create Wordpress to rant, to blog out whatever I'm feeling. There're definitely the ups and the downs. Downs, I won't elaborate because they're all within me. Like as if I'm having some battle within myself huh. The ups were, I don't know, I hope I was happy- genuinely. I hope my laughter/smile wasn't forced. (??)
The password to the posts. I guess, only with people I'm comfortable with.
Can try asking me for it. If you don't get them then, 1) I just don't feel comfortable sharing stuff with you. 2) You are involved in the post. Oh well.
Today, I went out. Supposedly to study but I ended up chilling like what Goh Shao Wee will say. Oh mannnn. After hearing that part on having to stay in school for 1/2 more week if you underperform, I don't know why but I felt a sudden surge of stress.
Went to Plaza Singapura for lunch/dinner, saw Darren Ho- my classmate in primary school and Sucks, got "bullied" again. As usual~~~ Charis Liew and Darren Ho- Tsktsktsk.
It's funny how I don't even remember talking to him when we were classmates and now, he bullies me. :'( HAHAHA! SAD-DED. Just staring is enough to make me go all... "tickly" in a way. And then I'll burst out laughing. HAHA! Oh well, but it was great catching up.
You know what. Life's so weird.
We always say it's better to be optimistic even when things seem bleak. But what do optimists get? I mean, when you're happy on the outside, nobody gives a shit about what you're feeling inside. When you start to go all emonemo, it appears to be self-pity to others. Sighs.
Heck.
