But nah. I shan't camwhore. HAHA! Amazingly, I'm not feeling as SIAN today.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S MAKING ME FEEL EVEN BETTER????
The radio's playing "One In A Million" by Ne-Yo. RIGHT NOW. As I'm blogging! HEEHEE!
AND PLUS PLUS!! OMG. I finally can watch my America's Next Top Model Cycle 15 (I know I'm lagging). NEVERMIND. As long as I'm happy with it. :)
Today's totally way better than yesterday. I was supposed to go Orchard with my mum this afternoon but I thought staying at home was a better idea since I've been going to Orchard quite a few times these days... I wanted to stay at home to do work. BUT. I ended up watching ANTM. :o/
How. -.-
"Baby cuz you're so one in a million.. you are baby you're the best I ever had.."
I have no idea why. I can't sleep at night.
And then I'll wake up like 12 plus in the afternoon. Which sucks. Because I love mornings. :o/
Don't know if I should watch Harry Potter because I actually can't remember what the whole entire movie's about already... Ah, but since I'm broke. I can only stay at home and try to force myself to get down to some work (when I know I won't do anything at home). And I'm procrastinating. WHICH SUCKS once again.
But I'll let this off since today's not bad. I haven't said "OMG-I'M-SO-SIAN" yet. :)
I haven't been shopping online these days. Ah shucks, can't forget I'm broke. Hmmm.. just remembered something Kellee shared with me that day when we were at Ajisen. Sometimes, I guess, we just all have to be a little bit more sensitive towards others. When you told me about your friend who was so broke who couldn't even afford to eat, I felt kinda guilty. We always say we're broke (Broke= having insufficient cash but still have a card in my definition so I pay with my card to get cash back sometimes. :o/ ) but I guess, there're always people out there who are really BROKE. Even though they might not show it. And you mentioned about your friends who wanted to watch 3D when that girl was broke. Ahh, I guess sometimes, out of peer pressure.. if you don't want to get left out, you end up spending more than you know you can afford/should and then you just up getting poorer.. SIGHS.
I kinda forgot the prayers we said during our secondary school years already. Weird enough, I'm missing all those times when we said prayers. They somehow, seem to bring peace - in a way I can't explain.
For now, I just want to learn to control my spending. But I don't think it means eating less because I can't afford to eat any lesser, my mum's always saying how skinny I am (I'm not skinny what... I think I'm fine --> Healthy weight). MM. EAT at home MORE OFTEN.
AND. The value in my ezlink card's depleting veryveryvery quickly. :o/
I just realized. How convenient traveling actually is, in our country. OK. Enough crap for today. Back to watching ANTM.
Hope everyone out there had a good day.
